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I am being targeted in ways that are indescribable! My work, homes and relationships have been being sabotaged. I'm now living in my car and am in deep need of financial help. Your help will be deeply appreciated. I'm sorry to have to ask.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA

THANK YOU.

Important updates to some past blog posts are in the new Introduction book
and on www.targetedinamerica.com/bookramupdates2016.pdf
and www.targetedinamerica.com/bookramupdates2017

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves,
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.



Tuesday, February 28, 2017 Calling All Hearts Again

Please help print and pass out this little paper.
www.targetedinamerica.com/callingallhearts4.pdf


Tuesday, February 28, 2017 Please Do Not Disable My Car!
    I am praying for my vehicle to not be disabled again. Threats to do so, under the guise of help, have been happening again. It feels like its all part of the torture to inflict more distress upon me and try to force me, and what is left of my writings, into an unsafe situation. This has been done many times before and I need it to stop. It has never helped me. It merely hurts me more and enables worse levels of targeting and theft of my writings, like what happened in four horrible, torturous months last summer and an uncountable number of shorter times before that. I beg those who do this to me to please stop. Let me at least have the freedom to drive my car. I need it for my safety.

P.S. The battery light suddenly came on this morning! I've been through about three batteries in the past year or so from them frying them to disable my car. When my car is disabled they gain more access to it and me as I am forced to leave it....etc. It is actually very dangerous for me to be stranded and at their mercy. As I write the above post librarian puppets say things like, "OK. Bye," as if my exposing this means that I will not get help now. I have been through an uncountable number of rounds of this sort of thing. Its been a very difficult part of the targeting. And my heart keeps saying that "genuine help should not hurt me more or be contingent upon me silently letting them do things, which they know merely add to my distress - genuine help would just help without the covert games and set ups that VERY obviously hurt me more." So, please stop. If good, genuine help, from people who are not with those target me, is ever able to be here for me I'd need it to not be covert and be kind, considerate, protective and honest. . .and I am hanging in here the best I can with the hope that this kind of help will soon be able to be here for me.

I have been shocked by the amount of librarians who are complete puppets for those target me. Too many people, from all walks of life, are enslaved. (They need to be set free.) God help us all to be totally set free and have a chance to recover.


Monday, February 27, 2017 Hope to Prevent an Unnatural "Natural" Disaster
     Around the year 2005 one of the precognitive dreams I had, about the criminally instigated "natural" disasters, showed me being in an area where a flood hit, trying to drive up a hill where rhododendrons are, and not being able to see through my windshield, which was fogging up.
    The disturbing thing about this is that I just drove up a steep hill, in the center of Goffstown, NH, and felt a strong dejavu when I saw a lot of rhododendrons. It was the type of hill that one would try to climb to escape a flood. And I am now having problems with my windshield fogging up, during certain types of weather, due to my car heater being disabled as the coldest weather started. Coincidence?
     Yes, this could all be a coincidence. And it may not be just because I am in the area, which I find too hard to fully believe. . .even though it seemed like the Alstead, NH flood (In 2005) was instigated due to my moving there. I think that those who target America and all of humanity, have sets of disasters pre-planned in certain areas, that those areas are many and are in places where they are more possible. Rounds of unusual disasters, which I feel are intentionally technologically instigating, have been happening all over the globe through the past few decades. Their goal seems to be to inflict pain and chaos, eliminate a large part of the population, take over certain stretches of land, and even whole countries like America, completely enslave what is left of humanity. . .and it just has to be stopped. It seems obvious that stopping these Unnatural "Natural" Disasters, as well as the more direct targetings of people, is to expose the crimes and either prevent criminal use of, or disable, the technologies that they are performed with.
    If those who target me do actually go to these sorts of horrible extremes, in areas I am in, or in order to hold the threat of the disasters over my head in efforts to force me into leaping into their hands - into enslavement (which they have been doing), it really does not matter where I am. The danger exists everywhere. I've had similar forewarnings about a flood happening on the coast of Maine and in Keene, NH in the deeper past. And I am not going to leap into their hands - sell my soul to the devil, especially for something that I do not feel will stop if I go.
    We need more people (especially officials and media) publicly standing up and honestly exposing these holocaustal crimes. . .and for those of us who become aware to stop being tortured and threatened and/or abducted, silenced and enslaved - brain damaged.
    I hope this post prevents this disaster IF it was being planned. And I hope your Hearts stand up to prevent the rest of the cruel UN-natural "natural" disasters from continuing around the globe.

May the Heart of humanity quickly stand up and save itself from further destruction.

P.S. In the deeper past my forwarnings of these disasters instigated, by criminals who are targeting humanity, had been seriously sabotaged in ways that made it look like I am just "paranoid" or whatever. But those who have the capability of listening to their instincts or who have an awareness of space based weather modification and laser technologies and watch the news. . .surely can see the Truth. They seem to back off when they are openly exposed. So, please help expose them. Too much of humanity is already enslaved with technological and pharmaceutical mind control that will not let them believe any of this, even though its proof is already evident. And the rest of us are needed to save us all. PLEASE STAND UP.


Monday, February 27, 2017 I Feel soooo Disappointed
    I have wanted to avoided the political stuff, but have been so disappointed about the whole election last year, which has grown (since last November) to an even deeper concern for America and our future safety. . .above a beyond the already critical covert targeting situation that many of us continue being harmed or destroyed by.
    Last year, as the presidential debate took place, I thought that the volatile situation was a good opportunity for the technological and pharmaceutical mind control to be exposed, since it was being made so blatantly obvious. I had even fantasized about officials standing up to expose the mind control crisis and delaying the election, until our freedom could be restored - until we could freely vote. I have felt indescribably disappointed that things went the way they did. My disappointment extends beyond words. I just want to cry every time I think about it, literally.

I Need Reassurance and Proof That All Will Be OK.
And I need it badly. I think that a lot of people do.

I had posted my concerns about the election on May 4, 2016, but this post appears to have been completely erased from this blog, by those who infiltrate my writings. However, it is still on my newer blog at this address, where I have also restored the part that I had erased as I tried to back out of political stuff, due to the magnitude of my own disappointment and fear; The Donald Trump Dilemma http://yearnforfreedom.blogspot.com/2016/05/the-donald-trump-dilemma.html

God Help America to Regain it's Freedom and Integrity
It just can't be too late, although it appears to be!!!


Friday, February 24, 2017 What Does Being "Targeted" Mean?
    In the past year I have noticed that the word "targeted" has been being heavily used in the media. . .and that the new meaning of it is to deport illegal immigrants or to simply watch possible or terrorists and their families...etc. And I am concerned that this could interfere with public perceptions of the previous meaning of being "targeted" - through the past few decades people have used the term "targeted" to expose the criminal, sadistic targetings of individuals with laser weapons, microwave weapons, covert harassment, sabotaging of our work, homes and lives...etc., which is why we are called "Targeted Individuals." Now that being "targeted" means something else will the seriousness of our plight ever be fully realized?
    Lately I have started calling what we experience as "sadistic targeting," in order to separate our situation from the "targeting" that is now being portrayed. But there are a lot of past writings, by many people, that may be grossly misunderstood in the future and this is too sad, because our situation with being targeted is criminal and cruel and inhumane and is in desperate need of public awareness and understanding and acknowledgment for the safety of all of humanity. I can not help but wonder if the new use of "targeted" is an intentional aim to minimize the holocaustal crimes that are being committed against too many. But those who use the term are most likely mind control victims. . .and the ones who are to blame are hidden behind them. God help humanity to be set free and have a chance to recover.

P.S. Yesterday the windshield on my car was again hit with some sort of film that seriously interferes with vision through it when it is wet. Radio wave torture of my brain has increased. Threats to disable and take my car/home have vamped up since around the second week of this month. My car is my home and I'd be too vulnerable to them without it. I recently had an odd dream about someone wanting to gain access to my personal belongings, including my USB writing storage devices. I do not know if it was a projected dream, but it seemed to be, which is odd. Hell has vamped up around me again lately. And I'm scared. I hope they do not succeed.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way
Through bullets hidden in microwaves,
And COURAGE, God...to make a STAND
That saves our lives and FREEs our land.


Thursday, February 23, 2017 Concern for Our Military and A Helpful Dream
     I have mentioned this before, but it feels important enough to post again. I've been concerned that our military personnel may be victims of technological mind control and may not all have radio wave detection or blocking technologies that are not filtered to prevent detection of or blocking of the low frequencies that are used for mind control. I have wondered if the pharmaceuticals, which aid technological mind control, have been in pre-prepared military foods, which could (like much of the targeting) point to medical field involvement. And I have felt that the Gulf War Syndrome is actually being caused by microwave (radio wave) targeting of the brains of our soldiers. My concerns go beyond just theories or suspicions. . .     I used to be heavily into dream interpretation, because I had so many dreams which seemed to have meanings beyond my comprehension. Because of this a relative had come to me in 2002, told me about a dream he'd had and asked if I knew what it meant. I didn't have a clue. But I do now and have felt horrible since I realized what it meant and that was not able to help him or his sister to realize what I now feel was happening to both of them. His dream showed a silver box in the sky sending laser beams down into his sister. I now feel that his dream portrayed technological targeting being done through satellite. His sister - the one being shot, was in the Coast Guard and I do not think that this was a total coincidence.     I am concerned that the targeting of our military probably has involved technological and pharmaceutical mind control, aimed at all branches, in the covert efforts to take over America through the past few decades. Other things have me concerned about how much success they may be having. Please help our troops to be set free - please pass this information to as many military personnel as possible, especially high ranking, as quickly as possible.

God Help America to Regain its Freedom

P.S. I have had the same concerns for all levels of government officials and employees. And of course the rest of us matter too. Along with these concerns are also the ones I have shared about how there appear to be modes of "protection" and "rescuing" that are actually a sly enslavement that is even sometimes performed by good, unaware people.


Thursday, February 23, 2017 The Third Technological Holocaust Drawing and my Connection to Animals
    I am having a hard time doing the third drawing due to being tortured as I work on it. Its entitled Technological Holocaust - Confusion and it has the Heart with eyes looking up at a bunch of birds above it. Among the birds are a dove, a goose, a bluejay, a hawk, a raven and a cardinal. I was going to add in an eagle and a seagull. These birds, as well as others, have special meanings to me connected to my experiences with the targeting...etc.
    I have always felt an unusual connection to animals and this seems to disturb those who target me. Now that I look back I am realizing how much they have tainted this part of my life, not only through lasering my brain and blocking me...etc, but also through rumors. Today I remembered a rumor that I was told about in the 1970s, which I now feel certain was part of the targeting.
    I had loved horses when I was a child. The fact that I was sort of a "horse whisper" was becoming known and one of my mother's friends had brought her stubborn horse to me for training. And people used to get a kick out of how I often rode my horse bare backed with only a lead line...etc. Then it all started being sabotaged, though I did not realize it at the time. One of the sabotages included someone telling me that they heard a rumor that the reason why I enjoyed riding horses without a saddle was due to getting sexual pleasure from it. This was not true, but it definitely put a damper on my joy of horse back riding. Its one of those things that I wish I had never heard. At the time I was around 15 years old and was disgusted and deeply shamed by such a rumor. . .and I couldn't understand how anyone could turn horseback riding into something dirty. How could I feel comfortable riding in front of people after being told that they were thinking that? Can you imagine how this sort of rumor could effect a young, innocent, teenager? It was horrible. It still feels horrible. This was in the 1970s and is just one small example of the dark interference with my life.

P.S. Since February 8th I have experienced a vamp up in threats to disable my vehicle and have it towed away. I hope they do not succeed with this. Torture of my brain has vamped up as well. Last night I had a dream about a man (like J.S.) wanting to get into my storage devices that I have my old writings on. I have also recently received threats that they will wipe out all of my past writings if I do not erase certain things...etc. I pray they do not succeed.


Tuesday, February 21, 2017 Will the Truth Set Us Free?
    Who was it who said, "The truth shall set you free"? I believe it will, especially in situations where dark manipulations aim to make the innocent look bad or guilty. We just need more people telling it.


Sunday, Tuesday, February 21, 2017 Second in a Series of Technological Holocaust Drawings
    This is my second rough sketch for the Technological Holocaust series of paintings, which I hope to complete someday. This one portrays Targeted Individual's grope for help. Its called Technological Holocaust - Crippled Grope for Help.



    Doing these drawings is helping me, in a small degree, to preserve my sanity and express a bit of the pain I feel.


Sunday, February 19, 2017 First of a Series of Technological Holocaust Drawings
    This is a rough sketch of the first, in a series of at least four paintings, which I hope to complete someday. This is the darkest one and it portrays the sadistic targeting of the Heart of humanity. It is called, Technological Holocaust - Trapped.



    My brain is being painfully tortured since I talked about feelings this morning.


Friday, February 17, 2017 I'm Sorry for the Confusion
    The covert harassment part of the targeting has been very confusing to me. I am deeply sorry if there are people whom I have unfairly named or blamed on this blog and its books. Hopefully it will all someday become more clear and I can set records straight in the final book of this blog. Hopefully time will soon show the Truths and I will be able to better explain everything. Until then, please forgive me – please forgive the confusion and mistakes.
    I have learned a lot since my early days of blogging while I figure out things. Though I have made many mistakes, my intentions with all of my writings about the targeting have been to expose and stop it so that our freedom can be regained. . .especially freedom from the technological and pharmaceutical mind control, which I now feel will fix most of the other problems that can not be resolved under its constrictions and manipulations and wars. Some of my posts have also been a desperate fight for my life and that of others who have been being heavily targeted. . .and some have been desperate attempts to stop painful tortures or torments...etc.,. . .and some of these probably should not have been written, especially at times when I was being heavily microwaved, which warps perceptions. But some of my posts have been altered or erased by those who target me and this ads to the confusion. I'm sorry. I want my writings to reflect more of my heart then they do. But I feel trapped and can only hope to someday have the freedom and understanding that I'd need in order to fix it all and make it more presentable.

May Truth and Heart Stand Up for Freedom


Friday, February 17, 2017 Technological and Pharmaceutical Targeting is Not a "Theory"
This is not a "theory" - its a fight for our lives.
Its not a matter of if you believe it or not -
Its a matter of if you are aware and if you
Can care to help regain our freedom.

This phrase has been on my website and in a poem on this blog


Wednesday, February 15, 2017 The Sly Covert Rescue Into Enslavement Depicted in a Music Video
    I had found this video a year or two ago and have actually been scared to post it. But I now feel a need to use it to help prove what has been happening in the process of people being targeted and then approached for a covert rescue that is falsely depicted as a good thing. I feel certain that the covert rescue is really a sly abduction into complete enslavement by the same people who target us. I had a dream about the false covert rescue in 2006 and I have experienced a lot of what is depicted in this video. I have tried to objectively look at it from different directions, but my heart still cries, "Genuine good openly stands in the Light and does not keep the dark targeting secret...."
    I strongly feel that this type of covert rescue is a candy coated satanic abduction that wants to be able to say that it was the VICTIM'S CHOICE to go. . . and this is just too horribly sad for all who have been enslaved and those of us who are being tortured and surrounded by messages that call for us to leave our lives and join them in their "home," in order to get the painful technological tortures and harassment and threats of slanders or framings or false "mental illness" labels...etc., to stop.
    This Kelly Clark video of "People Like Us" is a blatant depiction of the targeting or monitoring and experimentation on a little girl and the covert rescue being portrayed as a wonderful thing. Don't blame Kelly Clark, because she most likely does not even realize what is happening. But notice the words in this song as well as the video. I have experienced these sorts of messages from the covert program that surrounds me with round after round of tortures followed by aims to make me feel like they are on my side as they attempt covert rescues, which sometimes even use estranged loved ones who are already enslaved and think that they are helping...etc.; "Wake up into this world unknown, but know that we are not alone. . . They try to knock us down, but change is coming. . . Don't let it get the best of you. You'll make it out alive. . . People like us we've gotta stick together. . . Hey, this is not a funeral. Its a revolution after all your tears have turned to rage. . . This is the life that we choose. . . Come out. Come out if you dare. Tonight we're gonna change forever..."



    This video also shows government officials as being the bad guys. This happens in the targeting - it tries to pit us against "the government." I'm not saying that every part of the government is totally innocent. I just strongly feel that there is also good there and that government officials, and their families, have also been being targeted. I feel that a covert aim to take over America has been happening through aims to take over all levels of government as well as businesses and common citizens. And, like I have been saying, I feel that this has been happening through technological and pharmaceutical mind control and possibly filters, which block detection of radio wave frequencies used for mind control, as well as some modes of "protection" being a sly enslavement. (I still feel that there is far more corruption in all aspects of the field of medicine, than there is in our government, and that they have been getting away with far too much.) In the bigger picture, the targeting and enslavement has been happening to people from all walks of life. Its dangerous as hell. AND I FEEL THAT THE ONLY WAY TO GET COMPLETELY OUT OF IT IS TO OPENLY STAND UP IN THE LIGHT - TO HONESTLY EXPOSE IT ALL SO THAT IT CAN BE STOPPED AND WE CAN ALL PULL TOGETHER AND SUPPORT EACH OTHER INSTEAD OF FIGHTING AGAINST EACH OTHER. GOD HELP US ALL TO BE TOTALLY SET FREE AND HAVE A CHANCE TO RECOVER.

Please Stand Up. Please Help Set Humanity Free.


Monday, February 13, 2017 The Worse Kind of Terrorism
     I'm having a hard time understanding the sudden border issues, connected with concerns about terrorism entering America, while we experience holocaustal levels of terrorism through space based radio wave technologies...etc., which may even be the root cause of most other types of terrorism around the globe as well as here. I feel that the worst kind of terrorism, which America and the rest of humanity has already been suffering from, is the technological and pharmaceutical mind control and its enslavement of human beings from all walks of life; the technological targetings that create a variety of physical illnesses and immeasurable suffering in unaware victims; the inhumane tortures, false "mental illness" labels, and threats to kill, frame, slander...etc., that have been being inflicted upon heavily Targeted Individuals who start figuring out, and aiming to expose, what is happening. I beg the Heart of America (and other countries) to peacefully stand up, help restore our Freedom - help prevent criminal use of ground and space based radio wave technologies, pharmaceuticals, parasites...etc.; please help expose this technological holocaust and end the horrible suffering and confusion and destruction of people's minds, hearts, health, lives. . .and let recovery begin.

God help America and the rest of humanity to regain its Freedom

P.S. I have altered this a bit, since its first posting several days ago, in order to not include my opinions of Trump's actions. . .which is all just too discouraging and seems too distracting during a time when too many are suffering in a horribly destructive technological holocaust and its covert wars. God, help us all to be completely set free and have a chance to recover.

P.S.S. These storms and cold temps have been difficult, but I'm hanging in here. The heater in my car worked for a short while today - during the hour or so that my car had already been warmed by a rare bit of sunshine.


Saturday, February 4, 2017 Please do not Misjudge and Abandon Us
    I decided to post this again, because it is important.
    I wish that all aware government officials would follow their Hearts into standing up for America and especially for those of us who are being technologically tortured, harassed...etc., no matter what our fear or anger or confusion writes or says. Please do not misjudge and/or abandon those of us who are being heavily targeted. We need you to understand and care that we are often too hurt or too overwhelmed or too scared or are being too tormented and tortured to be doing all the right things in all the right directions and in all the right ways, in order to report the targeting and get help. Most of the time its all we can do just to survive the hell we are trapped in. We need you to stand up for us no matter what obstacles and manipulations surround us. I wish that every level of government officials could compassionately pull together and honestly stand up for us, for each other, for America and ultimately for all of humanity as quickly as they can.


Thursday, February 2, 2017 Radio Wave Blockers in a Hospital Parking Garage?
     I have tried hard to figure out who is doing the sadistic technological targeting, but can not completely do so while still being targeted. But there are obviously many people, from all walks of life, who have been being sadistically targeted and enslaved and used to help target and enslave other people. Its a horrible covert war that has been raging under a technological holocaust, which utilizes mind control technologies and their aiding pharmaceuticals. In the bigger picture, if anyone wants to point a finger at fully responsible parties, instead of blaming other victims, it would probably help to look deep into the history and backing of every branch of our medical field and people like Nicola Tesla.
    I have had many experiences that prove to me the link between the targeting and various parts of the medical field. A few years ago I was going through a round of technological torture of my brain. (The source, as usual, seemed to be coming from a satellite.) I drove under the parking garage at the Concord, New Hampshire Hospital, in order to park in a shady spot for a while, and the targeting instantaneously stopped. Then a security guard vehicle zoomed in and a man jumped out and rushed into, and then back out of, a utility shed inside of the garage. The torture suddenly started up again after he went into the utility shed. It seemed like he probably flipped a switch. I do not think that this was a coincidence.
    There have been many times when I've wondered why a place like the Concord Hospital has radio wave blockers in their parking garage and who, connected to them, was so keen on not letting me have a break from being tortured. . .and if they know about the technological targeting why are tortured victims continuing to be called "mentally ill"...etc. Why are they not on our side – the side of harmless and defenseless people who are being hurt?

More may be added later


Thursday, February 2, 2017 Sadistic Targeting Patterns Are More Evident in Famous People
    The sadistic type of targetings have been happening to good, decent people from all walks of life, but are more evident in those who are famous, because so much of their lives are publicly recorded. (Having been being targeted myself I recognize the patterns.) It appears that some famous people have been targeted and careers ruined; some have been targeted and then "rescued" - enslaved in the covert program that is called "home"; some have been targeted and killed; some have experienced more than one of these methods; and all should be set free and have a chance to recover through realizing what has been happening to them. (The rest of us too.)
     Of the famous people, whom I have noticed the sadistic targeting patterns around, are the Dixie Chicks, Micheal Jackson, Sugarland, Sarah McLachlan and Kris Kristofferson.
    With artists like Micheal Jackson and Sarah McLachlan its more obvious - they obviously brought heart into their music, which touched other people's Hearts. Then the "accident" or chains of losses or slanders. . .and then things are not the same as they were before. In Micheal Jackson's case his change became noticeable in his videos as well as in the sad surgical mutilation of his own facial features, which had to have been done with technological and pharmaceutical mind control affecting his perception of his looks. He was adorable before he did that to himself! The Dixie Chicks were VERY blatantly targeted - their career  ruined. And was that stage collapse on August 13, 2011, just before a Sugarland concert a true "accident" or was it caused by microwave weapons - weather modification technologies? One USA news report stated that "Kristian Bush thought a bomb had detonated." The news reports speak for themselves. It can not all be coincidences, though some may be.
    This list of people, famous or otherwise, being inflicted with sudden disasters or unusual chains of losses or slanderings...etc., as their lives (as they lived them) crumble, could go on and on and on and include me and also many people whom I personally knew. I hope that all enslaved individuals and groups and organizations will soon realize the enslavement.  I hope that those of us who are still being tortured for resisting soon get the protection we need. I hope that humanity will be quickly set free from all levels of the targeting and enslavement - the Heart of humanity saved.

    The Sugarland video below has a powerful message. Its has a great beat with awesome lyrics. We all do indeed need to peacefully "stand up," not just children. But the "home" part, at the beginning of the video, disturbs me, because that is what those who target us call their covert enslavement program - they call it going "home," in order to make it sound good to victims whom they are deceiving. Many victims seem to think that the "rescue" into the enslavement "home" is protection, but its not. Does Sugarland know this? Obviously not. But I hope they find out soon, if that is what the "home" in this video is about. [UPDATE: But sadly, they split up after the fatal stage collapse and the confusion and chaos that followed it.]

Sugarland: "Stand Up" [live]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gwdOUW2abqI

God help us all to be totally set free

    I pray for God to help us all to be totally set free and NOT enslaved in that dark "home," which too many have been convinced is a good place to be. I still strongly believe that the covert "rescue" into what they call "home" is actually enslavement.


Wednesday, February 1, 2017 I Dedicate this Song to My Daughters
    Thinking of my daughters and I, as I listen to this song, tears at my heart. Before the targeting finished tearing us apart, and before I realized that we were being targeted, (around the year 2005) I had launched into putting most of my focus into my work, while the targeting slowly and inconspicuously tore us apart. As I realized the technological part of the targeting it quickly vamped up, and convinced them that I was just "mentally ill," because I tried to convince them of what was happening and to join me in trying to get FBI help with it. They tried to have me institutionalized and I was forced to completely pull away from them. This was in the fall of 2011 and was the most painful day of my life. As I drove away I called them, and, in more pain than I have ever felt, said, "That was the worse thing you could have done! You just lost me." This was the day that they became a danger to me and I felt that I had lost them. But I'm sure that they didn't understand and were deeply hurt too. There was no one in their lives who could help them understand that the targeting was real and they were surrounded by too many who had been doing the opposite. We didn't stand a chance. They lost me and I lost them and this has surely left a painful wound in all of our hearts, because we had been close and our love for each other had ran deep.
    We were all deeply hurt as the targeting cruelly tore us apart. At first I stayed away from them, in order to save myself from being institutionalized and force medicated. And then I stayed away, in order to save all three of us from those types of vamp ups against me.
    Before I realized the scope of the mind control part of the targeting I had felt disappointed in them for not letting their Hearts bypass messages from those who had been convincing them that the targeting was all in my head and that I should go to an institution. But I now realize how impossible it has been for them to realize and face the reality of the targeting. I know now that none of it was their fault. They were also targeted and hurt in many ways. I still believe in their Hearts. I still believe in them - in who they were born to be. I was blessed with two absolutely awesome people for daughters. And I am not just saying that because I am their mother. Its really True. And the pains that have been inflicted upon them has hurt me too.
    I have tried not to think of them very much during this time of forced separation and my fight to survive, because it hurts too much and there is nothing I can do to bridge the gap or stop the targeting or save them (or myself) until we have other people openly acknowledging the targeting and protecting us from it. My excruciating wait for that has already felt like more than one forever and it does not look like it will be able to happen. I miss them so much - I deeply miss what could have been if we had not been targeted. My heart aches for all that has been lost in the decades of the hell that we have been surviving. Not being able to freely be together and love and trust each other has hurt indescribably.
    I still periodically send them little "I love you" messages, because I can not bear them feeling unloved or blamed by me. But words are not the real thing, especially when delivered through technologies. I wish we were all free and recovering from the hell we have been put through. My written fight for freedom has often been fueled by my hope for our hearts to reunite and recover and make up for too many lost decades.

    Dear Girls, I am so sorry that their has been too little that I could do. I still believe in us - I believe that our hearts will eventually re-unite even if this can not happen in this lifetime. I still believe in you - I still believe in the beauty of your Hearts and Souls. I love you both so much.

Vince Gill - I Still Believe In You


    This post is not asking my daughters to stand with me. I know that this is impossible without outside help. I just want them to know that they have not lost my love and that I do not blame them. They are victims too.

I still believe in me too.


Wednesday, February 1, 2017 Sarah McLachlan Targeted?
    I had intuitively felt that Sarah McLachlan had been targeted and that it was probably due to her deep heart and strong sense of independence. Then I saw a few videos of hers and felt more sure of it. There seems to be many similarities in her character and mine, although she got a lot further than I did, and even made a come back, with her work. The targeting also seems to have followed some similar patterns in our situations. One of the patterns has been a process of bringing us to our knees through instigating deaths of loved ones or broken relationships or loss of business or all of these...etc., and then repeatedly putting out the message to "think positive" as we feel and express the pain. . . And through it all they try to force us into the enslavement "home." It appears that Sarah went through this. I have too.
    My heart keeps saying "Its more positive to be real, especially in a world where the demand for "positive thinking" merely aims to push us away from our feelings - away from our Hearts and away from being real." And my soul cries, "I don't belong in that dark "home." I don't want to go! I want to be free until my REAL Home calls for me."
    I love most of Sarah McLachlan's first songs, especially the "Arms of the Angel." I like the part of the song, in the video below, which says, "I won't break. I won't bend. It'll all be worth it - worth it in the end. . . In the burning of uncertainty I will be your solid ground. . . Cast me gently into morning for the night has been unkind. Take me to a place so holy that I can wash this from my mind..."

Sarah McLachlan plays "Answer" - LIVE



    I can relate to much of this song as well as many others that Sarah McLachlan has written. As I suffer through the targeting my heart often cries, I don't want to break! As I am surrounded by rude demands for blind obedience, my soul cries, I don't want to bend! I desperately need a safe and solid ground and wish I had it. And my hope used to think, it will all be worth it in the end. But lately I am not so sure. I guess time will tell. I'm scared for America and the rest of the world. I'm scared for those of us who have been being heavily targeted. And I am scared for me. May our Freedom be quickly restored no matter what obstacles sit in its path.

P.S. It appears that I am getting some flack for posting this. But I feel that it is important for us to stand up for each other. I also feel that Micheal Jackson and Sugarland have been being targeted. And God knows how many others who do not realize it. I notice the patterns in these people because they are public figures and play music that I like and watch. I do not notice most people.


Tuesday, January 31, 2017 Yesterday Was a Warm Day
    Yesterday was the first day, in about two weeks, that the sun shone so bright I did not need the heater in my car to function, in order to stay warm. But the heater did suddenly start working around 10:30am and then stopped in late afternoon as it started getting cold enough to need it. (My car heater has not worked since around the 18th and only worked off and on prior to that - since this cold spell began.)
    I now feel even more sure that it is most likely being controlled by those who target me, in order to make me suffer and perhaps to try to force me into libraries or restaurants or a room or a shelter or... - places where I would be more vulnerable to some parts of the targeting, especially the covert abduction/rescue into enslavement part.
    I'm often cold, but I'm hanging in here. Its safer to live in my car until the targeting is stopped and/or I am safe and protected from all parts of it. Its no picnic, and I'm about as sick of it as I can be, but there are far worse things than living in a car and I have already experienced too many of them.

P.S. I erased the post about my song being stolen and made into a hit and then thrown into my face, by those who target me, because the singer is not the thief and I don't want people to think he is...and so much happened that its too much to explain right now...and I am afraid...etc. There is nothing I can do about it, at this point, anyway.


Tuesday, January 31, 2017 A Wish for Peaceful Regaining of Our Freedom
    I wish that all aware government officials would follow their Hearts into standing up for America and especially for those of us who are being technologically tortured, harassed...etc., no matter what our fear or anger or confusion writes or says. We are often too hurt or too overwhelmed or too scared or are being too tormented and tortured to be doing all the right things in all the right directions and in all the right ways, in order to report the targeting. Most of the time its all we can do just to survive the hell we are trapped in. We need you to stand up for us no matter what obstacles and manipulations surround us. I wish that every level of government officials could compassionately pull together and honestly stand up for us, for each other, for America and ultimately for all of humanity as quickly as they can.

P.S. I moved the Sarah McLachlan video, that was, because it was not really related to this post. Find it on; http://sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com/2017/02/sarah-mclachlan-targeted.html Please watch it. I believe that she has been being targeted in similar ways that I have.It was also posted on my Yearn for Freedom blog; http://yearnforfreedom.blogspot.com/2017/02/sarah-mclachlan-targeted.html


Sunday, January 29, 2017 Technological Holocaust Song
    I wrote this song yesterday. I dedicate it to all who are aware and can help restore our freedom, all who are not aware and need to be. . .and all who are being hurt by the targeting and need to be set free. Its for all of humanity.


Technological Holocaust
copyright Sharon R. Poet

It took me a while to realize. I searched real hard for the Truth
And know its not just my bad luck. I've been targeted since my youth.
Its a horrid covert battle. I've been shot for feeling the pain.
Those God forsaken microwaves have been messing with my brain.

(CHORUS 1) I keep begging for my freedom. I want it back.
I need it back. Please give me back my freedom.
Please give it back to me. I need to be set free.

I have stepped outside myself and looked all around me.
Broken souls and broken hearts are all my pain can see.
Ya, I've read the news reports that say we're "mentally ill."
For us tortured victims that's yet another painful hill.
There are mountains all around us that loved ones can't believe.
We've been dieing in the silence of those who've been deceived.

(CHORUS 2) We keep begging for our freedom. We want it back.
We need it back. Please give us back our freedom.
Please give it back to us. Let us feel their love.

I've searched the world beyond us, even peaked into some graves
And it hurts beyond description - humanity being enslaved.
I no longer wonder why they can not see or grieve
As wounded victims crumble while groping for relief.

(CHORUS 3) I'm begging for their freedom. They want it back.
They need it back. Please give them back their freedom.
Please give it back to them. Let them love again.

(Ending) Please give them back their freedom.
Please give it back to them. Let them love again.
Please give us back our freedom.
Please give it back to us. Don't let us turn to dust.
Please give me back my freedom.
Please give it back to me. Don't leave me here to bleed.
God, please set us free - all of humanity.

P.S. Targetors, I want it back; all that you stole from me, all that you sabotaged and did not let be. Please give it back to me. My life, my love, my song, my freedom and that for humanity...etc.


Saturday, January 28, 2017 Vision of a World With Heart
    I had posted this a few other times. But here it is again with the hope for God's Light to reach the Hearts that can help it become a reality for us and America and ultimately all of humanity;

Vision of a World With Heart in "Heights of Wisdom" Story
http://heightsofwisdom.blogspot.com/2016/06/chapter-four-sunrise-for-humanity.html

An Earlier Version on the Heart Bud Sight; www.heartbud.com/worldwithheart.html


Wednesday, January 25, 2017 Surviving the Cold
    Lately there has been more rounds of what appears to be aims to force me out of my car and into a more solid living arrangement or shelter where I could be more vulnerable to some parts of the targeting. Recent rounds also appear to include the usual aims to torture, terrorize and make me suffer just before swarming me with the false covert rescue stuff that I believe leads to complete enslavement. I hope they do not succeed with any of it.
    On the coldest night in the past couple weeks my car heater started malfunctioning, at strategic times. Then I said something about it and had a mechanic check it out. . . and then it completely stopped working. Since then it also appears that they are microwaving me into feeling and appearing physically ill with flu type symptoms. I do not feel that I am really sick. It feels more like they are microwaving my sinuses and lungs...etc., in the same way that they have many times before.
    It is cold at night and during the cloudy days, but I am surviving it. I have three very warm blankets - one that is alpaca, which I bought on a trip to Peru before they finished shoving me into destitution. Not that this trip really has anything to do with the targeting...although I was seriously targeted in Peru in 2001 as well. But I didn't know that I was being targeted back then and it sometimes helps me to remember days when I thought I was free. I miss the Freedom I didn't have.

P.S. It appears that posting this made things worse for me. Those who target me seem to think I should remain silent about what they do to me. Its sometimes hard to keep up the posts when they make me suffer more for speaking up. Two days after this post I was hit with what seemed to be another attempt to inflict a heart attack, dead animals left in roads, demands to erase my writings, interference with my car...etc. This was a typical round of the worse types of terroristic stuff. I survived again. But I am scared and I hope it stops soon and I hope for my car to not be disabled or interfered with anymore. "OK. OK," they say as I write this PS, which seems to be a threat to vamp it up again due to my writing about what they are doing to me.


Tuesday, January 17, 2017 My Favorite MLK Quote
"I believe that unarmed truth and
unconditional Love will have the final word.”


    I really love this saying and I believe that "unarmed truth and unconditional Love" must "have the final word,” in order for us to regain our freedom and heal from the Technological Holocaust.


Tuesday, January 17, 2017 I Decided not to be an Organ Donor

    I have experienced and sensed so much corruption in the medical field that I wonder what other sorts of things that our organs could be used for. And I have developed concerns about what would happen to our Spirit or Soul if our brain or heart...etc., remained alive while the rest of our body is gone. So, I have decided not to be an organ donor.


Tuesday, January 17, 2017 More Torture!

    Since late yesterday I am experiencing another round of what feels like painful laser shots into the top left part of my brain.
    On Sunday I experienced one of the worse episodes of mind control while talking to a relative. I said some things in ways that were completely out of character for me. Though not anything too horrible, it concerns me. And the rounds of torture to my brain both before and after this concerns me greatly. . .as does the fact that it felt like I had been drugged - unusually dry mouth and foggy thinking for a few hours. It felt like this was all some sort of a set up, but I'm not sure for what yet. I, of course, want all levels of the targeting to stop and not succeed.


Saturday, January 14, 2017 Painful Lasering of Vital Part of Brain!

    At around 3:00am this morning I was waken by what felt like painful lasering of the top left front part of my brain. I rolled onto my left side and it let up, possibly because that side of my head was surrounded by the metal in my car after I rolled over. But then I felt a sudden infliction of pain in my left hip, which seemed to be to make me roll back over...exposing that vital part of my head again. I did not roll back over, but the lasering started back up after I got up and hurt for several hours.
    When I went into a cafe to warm up, an ad on a TV showed wallpaper with birds on it. . .and the spokesman saying, "All these birds can see except for this one," as it showed one bird's head being covered with an electrical outlet. (I am still amazed at how much control they have over radio and TV and computers. My gut feeling is that these sorts of things probably happen far more than I realize, because I am rarely subjected to TVs.)
    This incident could be viewed as coincidence, like most levels of the technological targeting, but my connection with birds, and this particular thing being said on the morning that my brain is being lasered in the lobotomy area, seems like a bit too much of a coincidence to me. Also the "seeing" part happening after yesterday's round of them again trying to tell me that I am God...and me not leaping to believe it and proclaim it, seems like it is not a coincidence either. I am NOT God! I need protection for my brain.
    This all feels horrible. It seems like they were torturing me for not blindly believing/seeing and proclaiming what they wanted me to! And IF there are important things that I am not seeing its because they have been torturing me and interfering with the function of my brain with radio waves being shot into it and sometimes it appears to also be with drugs left on surfaces I touch...etc.

Please stop lasering my brain.

    As for the issue of me possibly having been Jesus in a past life; I honestly do not know if this is a game they playing with me or if they really believe that or if it is possibly true. I have been being too heavily targeted to figure it all out. And absolute Truth is very important on such a subject. One thing I do feel that I know for sure is that Jesus was NOT God - Jesus was the son of God and we are all God's children and we can all grow into the same Heart potential when we have the Freedom to do so. May that Freedom come quickly.


Friday, January 13, 2017 As Freedom Rings

    This is the third in a series of three poems I wrote last night and this morning.

As Freedom Rings

Please don't let anger and fear prevail.
Take Love's hand and get out of jail.
This message is for me as much as you.
Please don't let them do what they do.
Just stand up, dust off your wings
And join the Doves as Freedom rings.


P.S. The ravens say, "Its you. Its you." To play games or blame me for the things they do? But Truth shines over manipulations and I pray they will in my situation. The Truth is they use me and them to reach their dark aim again and again. Oh, God help Your Light to win.


Friday, January 13, 2017 The Heart I Felt

    This is the second in a series of three poems I wrote last night and this morning.

The Heart I Felt

I woke and prayed like many a day
For Light and Love to grow and stay
Then passed a dark and tangled fight
Where on a roof perched the night
But then three chickens and the Doves
Dared peak inside to remind me of Love.
And oh! It was there before and after -
A simple ray from Heaven's rafter.
And tears again did fill my eyes
As the sun rose in cloud parted skies.
Perhaps, somehow, all will be alright.



Friday, January 13, 2017 Where Raven's Land

    This is the first in a series of three poems I wrote last night and this morning.

Where Raven's Land

The eerie glow of fogged in lights
Marked the road on a cold night,
As ravens made an unwelcomed landing,
Which failed to leave us in good standing.
"Oh, why and how?" my fear still asks,
While hiding behind a reluctant mask.
What did happen in those dark days
When hoards of ravens flew their way?
Is everything still OK?
Where's the good that can't be gone?
And where is that old hopeful song?
Oh, Dear God, too much feels wrong!



Wednesday, January 11, 2017 A New Realization With Usual Rounds of Torture

    Throughout most of yesterday my brain was lasered in ways that infilicted uncharacteristic anger. Then this morning I am experiencing painful torture levels lasering. During this process they sent a lot of foreign puppets around me and instruct me to go to New York. This has happened many times and the patterns match the other rounds of tortures, which try to force me to leap into the hands of those who are doing the targeting - the false rescue thing. (I have written about this pattern before.) And the same thing seems to happen with the foreign puppets, while I am being tortured. I find this disturbing, especially when this happens at times when they think I might want to blame American agencies, and it seems like it is being performed by the same hell that has been targeting me as well as America. . .and is not genuine help at all. This round of it came at a time when I am deeply concerned about what appears to be a large, dark swarm against a county law enforcement agency.

P.S. Sorry if this is not very clear. My brain is being tortured and can not take much time with it. More may be added soon.


Monday, January 9, 2017 Our Thoughts Are Not Private and Not Always Our Own

    Like I have said before, I have realized, after much doubt, that the claims of technological mind reading and dream projection being remotely performed on Targeted Individuals is indeed True. With the psychotronic weapons attached to our brains our thoughts are not private. If we think it those who target us know it. If we know it they know it. If we dream it they know it. If we plan it they know it. AND sometimes they even intrusively plug in their own thoughts and dreams. Not all of our thoughts are authentically our own.
    I understand how "crazy" this sounds. But its true and the plugging in of thoughts and dreams needs to be known by those whom it has happened to and think they are their own thoughts, and also those who plan to use the technological mind reading as methods of interrogation, which is reported to become part of the high tech future.

P.S. I have gotten tortured and received a lot of flack for writing the previous prayer. Part of it was even erased as I tried to post it. Its for all of us – for all of America and every human being on Earth. I hope it reaches a lot of Hearts.


January 7 and 8, 2017 Please Help to Pray or Wish and Peacefully Act

     If you do not believe in God please wish for the following things to happen - wish for the dark forces in our world to lose their power and for the good to rise up stronger. Wish for every level of the harmful targeting of humanity to immediately stop. And all wars, both covert and overt, to immediately stop. And do not stop wishing for it until it permanently happens. Also please take peaceful action if you are in positions where you can help stop criminal use of technological and pharmaceutical mind control and all other forms of targetings that have been enslaving and/or harming humanity. And, if you are in a position where you can do so, please inform the public so that confusion and doubt can be replaced with understanding and comfort.

     Dear God,* please immediately shine a strong, permanent beam of pure white Light* upon those of us who have been being heavily targeted - surround us with the honest understanding, compassion, help and protection that we have desperately needed for too long. Please end our suffering - protect us from further harm and restore our freedom to think and feel and live and Love and be all that we were born to be.     Dear God, please immediately shine a strong, permanent beam of pure white Light, so strong that all dark, infiltrating forces completely lose their power; shine that Light into the American White House and all of its connecting facilities, every military complex, every Home Land Security facility, every FBI agency, every Sheriff's office, every local and state police facility and all other government buildings and vehicles. Please protect them from pharmaceutical and technological mind control, especially that which enslaves while claiming to "protect," as well as all other forms of harmful targeting. Please set them free so they can do the same for us. Provide them with technologies that do not contain filters, which prevent detection or blocking of the radio wave frequencies that are used for mind control; please help them to do everything in their power to prevent criminal use of all ground and space based radio wave technologies, especially those which are used for mind control and the enslavement of humanity, as well as intentional microwave induced illnesses and interference with the Earth and its atmosphere; please also help them bring an end to all levels of the pharmaceutical targeting, parasite targeting and chemical targeting...etc. Please help their Hearts to make a huge peaceful, safe, public stand that helps people to understand what has been happening so that the confusion, doubts and fear can be replaced with understanding, trust, comfort and healing. And, God, please do the same in the United Nations and all other countries, so that all covert wars, both within and between all countries, can stop and Genuine Freedom and Peace on Earth can Prevail.     Dear God, please immediately shine a strong, permanent beam of pure white Light, so strong that all dark, infiltrating forces completely lose their power; shine that Light onto all targeted families around the globe so that the confusion is replaced with understanding of the technological and pharmaceutical mind control...etc., and discord can be replaced with comfort and Love; shine that Light into all food production, distribution and sales companies so that our foods can retain their natural nutrients and do not contain parasites, chemicals or any other harmful substance; shine that Light into all water supplies and free them of the chemicals and pharmaceuticals that can harm or aid technological mind control; shine that Light into all medical facilities, including psychiatric and dental, and prevent them from being used to harm, drug, microchip, abduct and enslave fellow human beings; shine that Light into all churches and other religious organizations - set them free and help them to be supportive sources of genuine Love and Light; shine that Light around the Earth and its atmosphere - repair the damage that has been created and let no more be done; shine that protective Light onto every citizen around the globe - protect us from all levels of the targeting and help us heal from it, so that our Hearts can be free to lead us into all that we were born to be; shine that Light strong onto all ravens, their leaders and all others who perform mind control and other lethal targetings against fellow human beings - prevent them from doing further harm and set them free so they can choose to follow their own Hearts instead of performing covert wars...etc. Set all the puppets of that covert program free, especially those who have been abducted, tortured, threatened or brainwashed into it; shine that Light into all satellites and space stations and ground based radio wave technologies - immediately set them free from all sorts of criminal use or prevent from being used at all if that cannot happen; shine that Light into all other places that need it. I may have forgotten some. Please forgive me.     Dear God, please immediately shine a strong, permanent beam of pure white Light upon those of us who have been being heavily targeted - surround us with the honest understanding, compassion, help and protection that we have desperately needed for too long. Please end our suffering - protect us from further harm and restore our freedom to think and feel and live and Love and be all that we were born to be.

* The God I pray to is Love and Light and not to be confused with those who play god with judgmental groups who use surveillance and mind control and torturous laser weapons on defenseless people. And the Light is from only that pure Love/God and should not be confused with the energies that have been being used to target humanity, the Earth and its atmosphere.

P.S. As I suffer through round after round of facing the reality of how much darkness has been surrounding me, I have often felt frozen under the strain it's torturous targetings against me and witnesses and those who could help me. I have lately felt so trapped that I do not know what to do and have started to panic. But my Heart is reaching through my pain and feelings of hopelessness to cry out, "pray harder, Sharon - pray with your heart and put more focus on the Light, which has far more power than the dark." This is what inspired the new round of the above prayer. I am doing the best I can, even though this morning's prayer was followed by a numbing and painful torture to my brain. Please help me to pray for our Freedom to be restored. I can not do this alone.
    I also pray that all of the tortures performed on me stop and that I am allowed the freedom to think and feel and pray and live my own life.

P.S.S. As usual, they are having puppets send children around me and keep asking, “Are you ready?” I guess this is a threat to frame me as a pedophile as I do the things they dread most – focus on Heart and Light. This has happened many times. "Steal the car" was also said by a puppet. And I experienced painful levels of torture on my second day of adding to this post. God help them find their Hearts and protect me from their deceptions. Please let your Heart send financial help to the address listed in the upper right side of this blog.


Thursday, January 5, 2017 They Traumatize me, in Order to Flush Out People Who Want to Help Me!?!

     It appears that those who target me have been traumatizing me, in order to flush out good people who could be witnesses to the targeting and even professionals who may want to help me! Unless you can fully stand up for me in a protective group it is probably best to not show up no matter what they do or how upset I get. It even appears that Sheriff and FBI, as well as local police...etc, have been being swarmed and watched and sometimes even targeted by those who target me. I have sensed this in the ones that I have turned to for help as well as those whom I could turn to. Sometimes it appears that the dark forces even aim to take them over. I hope they are not succeeding. I am deeply concerned for good, uncontrolled people in those places. I hope the good stays strong. I pray for uncontrolled people (especially officials) to pull together into protective groups and fully stand up for themselves and those of us who are being hurt. . .and ultimately for all of America and the rest of humanity. God help us all to be free from technological mind control.

Ravens swarm and dive and screech.
Oh dear God! Not the Hawks they breech!
Then they blocked my mode of speech
While for Light my tears did reach.


P.S. The password on my primary email account was changed yesterday or today and it was difficult to get back into it since they had erased all of my email accounts that were associated with my www.poeticpublications.com web site! I lost a lot of data in those emails. I wonder if this is connected with the fact that I just re-added advertisements to my blog. They had blocked me from doing this in the past. I guess it was another way to limit/sabotage potential income. The ads are not yet working on my site. I hope they will be allowed to remain there and remain functional this time.


Tuesday, January 3, 2017 A Rough Start to 2017
  
    As the first of the year approached I did not think of a resolution...per say. I thought about striving to survive. There is not much else that I can decide. But I keep thinking that, in order to survive, I need to do something different - turn over a new leaf that can add a bit more hope and sense of purpose and accomplishment so that I can tolerate the targeting better. . .until it is stopped. But all I can think of is my work. My heart yearns to return to my work - to that which has been being altered and sabotaged or prevented from the start.
     The deepest part of my work involved healing from past pains and opening my heart to deeper levels and encouraging others to do the same so that we can bring more Love into our troubled world. Needless to say, this can not be done while being targeted. The technological tortures and brain scans and covert harassment need to stop before I can even start to recover from them. (I am even smoking cigarettes to calm off the charts levels of distress!)
    I have not sold very many of my books on Amazon. I have wondered if they have been being blocked on the web. But I have also felt forced to offer most of them for free, because my life has been in danger and much of the time I do not know if I will survive until the next day and I no longer have anyone who could carry it on for me.
    As for other parts of my work; my link to the Poetography Prints has been repeatedly altered to prevent people from seeing them, my pictures for them have been being altered and erased, and I no longer have the resources do them and my line of cards; Advertisers in my old Heart Bud publications appear to have been being targeted since 2008 and I no longer have the resources to print it on my own. The last two printings put me in debt and one of them appears to have been altered; My homes have been being sabotaged or destroyed since 1995 and I now live in a car, that is actually a bit safer while being so heavily targeted, but its more difficult in other ways; My plan to use the profits from my work, in order to create at least one healing/recovery center, now feels like a dream, from some other lifetime, that has been drowning in the trenches of this lethal technological and pharmaceutical holocaust, although many, including myself, desperately need it now. It hurts. It all hurts so much!
    I have tried many other jobs, with the aim to get back on my feet with my own work, but those jobs were either sabotaged or used to open doors to more lethal levels of targeting, which I feel I can no longer tolerate. Since the end of 2012 I feel like I have been dangling from the end of a noose and struggling to at least get a foot hold on something solid and secure and safe. . .and I guess all I can do is keep trying to prevent them the targeting from completely strangling me. . .for as long as I can and hope its all over before I am.

P.S. It looks like either a brake or gas line has been again tampered with on my car in the past week or so. This is not a "Happy New Year" time for me. I wish it were. (It appears that the leak suddenly stopped, all by itself, within two days after I exposed it. OK! So, either I am nuts or someone patched it so that it would not be detected or it was from some other mysterious thing. I'll have to keep an eye on it.)


Wednesday, December 28, 2016 Call for Compassionate Understanding
  
    I have probably misperceived more of the covert stuff than I now realize. I think that there have been times when I saw good as bad and visa versa. Instincts do not work well when we are overwhelmed, when our brains are being microwaved and when too much is hidden behind covert veils. I hope to fix and further explain my blog writings. I wish I could fix it all now, but I do not yet have the freedom, or all of the understanding that I'd need, in order to do it honestly and effectively.
    In the early stages of realizing the full scope of the targeting its too easy to perceive everyone who behaves unusually or rude as a "perp." Breaking free from this mind set is difficult, because it is part of the brainwashings to push us into blaming our loved ones and the government and innocent people who are being set up. I feel that most of them are victims too - that they are often either brainwashed against us or are completely enslaved into the covert program that targets us. I had perceived many mind control victims as perps before I started realizing that they are merely puppets who are being used by the real perpetrators who hide in the shadows of their operation. But its often too difficult to distinguish between the two, while being heavily targeted. This is one of the reasons why I ask for people to excuse things that my fear and ignorance has put into some of my writings.
    The blame thing is a horrible catch 22. There is a difference between placing blame and holding people responsible for their actions, but where do we draw the line of responsibility with mind control victims who think they are doing the right things or think they are following something that is good? And how do we draw that line without falling into the dark plan for us to be pitted against each other, instead of protecting, comforting and Loving each other? How do we effectively deal with this until humanity is free to think and feel and care?
    Although in the bigger picture puppets are often victims too, in the smaller picture they can be a danger to those of us who are heavily Targeted Individuals. (This does not apply to those who intentionally perform criminal acts. It applies to those who are unaware mind control victims or deceived members of a dark covert program that they think is good...etc.) Anyone who has been brainwashed into thinking that we are mentally ill or are criminals or are terrorists or are evil...etc., can be a danger to us, especially if they are in a position of authority that can have us institutionalized or incarcerated. This creates a horrible situation for those of us who are being heavily targeted. In my heart I sense the good in my family and America and the rest of the world, but I also know that when its not protected, or not standing in the light and fully aware, it can be taken over by the dark forces that target us all. The technological and pharmaceutical enslavement of humanity is truly a holocaustal situation. Its horribly sad for EVERYONE concerned, especially for those of us who are being physically and psychologically tortured and have not received the understanding, compassion and protection that is desperately needed.
    It can be difficult, for those of us who are being heavily targeted, to try to understand and feel compassion for loved ones who are brainwashed against us, or government agencies that have not been able to be here for us in the ways we have needed, but we must if this hell, and its covert wars that pit people against each other, are ever going to end.
    Until the technological and pharmaceutical mind control and the covert program that enslaves and uses unaware victims, have been completely exposed and stopped, and people have a chance to understand and leave it and return to their Hearts, extreme care and open mindedness must be exercised. And the normal process of excusing and forgiving must be expanded. They are not all "perps." Many are unaware mind control victims who are just being used by the real perpetrators.

P.S. I have been concerned about my writings and hope that they do not offend good people who could eventually be here for us in the ways that are desperately needed. My heart keeps assuring me that they will understand and I hope it is right.


Tuesday, December 27, 2016 Drum Making Work Shops Sabotaged
  
    All aspects of my life's work have been sabotaged in various ways. And, every now and then, I remember confusing chains of events that I now believe were part of the targeting. The most recent realization was the chains of events that happened while I taught Drum Making Workshops in the mid 1990s.
    Drum making and teaching is something I had felt very drawn to do and it also provided a source of income. But odd things happened from the start of my decision to teach the workshops. At the time I was baffled and couldn't understand why I was having so much "bad luck." But I now believe that it was all part of the targeting, which aimed to sabotage my work.
    After one of my first workshops people complained that they felt completely drained of energy while doing the workshop at my home. (I now believe that they were technologically targeted - their energy drained with microwave weapons.) Then I went to teach a workshop that was hosted by the neighbor of a friend and, while we were making our drums, their dog suddenly became vicious and killed a kitten in front of us. This was horrible for everyone, especially for the owner of the dog and kitten who was shocked and kept saying that she didn't understand, because they had gotten along fine and the dog was gentle. (I now believe that the dog's brain was remotely technologically interfered with.) Then I was invited to Nantucket to teach a workshop at a Nature Center. While we took a break for lunch, a fire broke out in the circle we had been sitting in and destroyed one person's drum and left a burn mark in a wooden deck. (I can no longer believe that this happened all by itself.)
    These sorts of things happening, especially around spiritually minded people, made me look bad. After these episodes a man, whom I now know was a puppet for those who target me, kept calling me and wanting me to teach him how to make drums so that he could teach the workshops in the area I had just moved to. He was really pushy and very obviously moving in to take over my work and even wanted me to help him do it. I let it go, but not because I wanted to - because I was losing business, and my reputation, due to the disasters that were happening at my workshops. The pushy man was just the last straw.

There were also a few stores that carried my drums, like with my Poetography Prints. I loved drum making and I loved teaching it. In my classes I encouraged prayer and meditation, the Native American tradition of thanking the spirit of the animals and a healing, spiritual focus while building the drums. It came natural to me. And I feel that I would have done well with it, as a side business, if it had not been sabotaged by those who target me.


Tuesday, December 27, 2016 Technological Harassment - Unnatural Muscle Spasms
  
    I have experienced this in many ways...from what feels like the lasering of facial tendons or muscles or nerves to painful spasms in my toes. The odd thing with my toes is that it often happened in the early 1980s when I was snuggling on the couch with my newly wed husband. The pain would cause me to jump up and put pressure on my feet and/or grab my toes and hold them tight. My husband thought it was odd. I showed it to him once - I held my foot up and bore the pain for as long as I could while some of my toes moved in an unnatural direction to the point of almost bending completely sideways and pushing against the others. It felt like they were going to break. At the time we both just thought it was odd. There was no medical explanation for it. I now believe that it was technologically induced, through remote lasering of tendons nerves or muscles, and was probably performed to interfere with my being held and comforted.
    Lately, my right leg has often been lasered. The other night my upper lip did something weird just before the laser weapon moved to my foot and then my pubic area during an obvious episode of technological harassment as I tried to go to sleep.
    These sorts of tortures and harassment, as well as others, have been ongoing for me as well as others whom I know have been targeted. I know a target who suddenly started being kept awake with painful muscle spasms in his legs during the night, in the 1970s. It was called a "charlie horse" but I now think it was mostly, if not completely technologically induced, in order to torture him and deprive him of sleep.


Tuesday, December 27, 2016 Forced to Erase Evidence From Phone
  
    I recently experienced yet another episode of my phone not being allowed to store messages, due to claims of it being full although it was not full. This sees to be a way to force me to erase stored messages, which could be used as evidence of the targeting. I've lost a lot of messages this way. If I do not erase them so that others can be stored, I am forced to answer every phone call, which is not good for me, due to the levels of harassment calls I have gotten. I have experienced the same things with pictures stored on my phone. I have often gotten a message that the memory is full when I try to take a picture of stalkers. . .or after I already have, in order to make me erase some of them. The same thing happens with text messages.


Tuesday, December 27, 2016 The Mutilation of Character
  
    It appears that lines or wrinkles in the skin can be remotely inflicted with lasers. Around the time when those who target me started the "aging" threat thing, which I wrote about in a recent post, I had started feeling itching and tingling around the base of my nose - between my eyes. The skin in this area started flaking as well. Then I had odd, unnatural lines/wrinkles across the top of my nose.This has also happened with unnatural vertical lines on my upper lip...etc.
    Natural wrinkles do not bother me. I have not had the common concerns about aging, which I feel have become destructive to humanity. HOWEVER, what they have done to me bothers me, because it is very important to me to age naturally. What they have been doing to my skin and face, AFTER threatening to, is not natural and is changing the way I look. I want to age naturally and I should be allowed to.
    I have always felt that the types of wrinkles, which a person naturally accumulates as they age, reflects our character. Surgical alterations of the natural process of facial aging defaces a person's character. And when it is done without permission it is a mutilation of character that should not be happening.


Wednesday, December 21, 2016 My Car - My Home - My Safety

    Looks like they are again trying to sabotage my car and force me into a worse environment without a vehicle to be able to leave with!!!! I hope I am wrong and this is not another episode of that. If not, I hope that they do not succeed. I need the car until I can replace it. And I do not want to be trapped in any place that I do not feel comfortable with. Actually I do not want to be trapped anywhere. Please stop disabling my vehicle.


Friday, December 16, 2016 New Introduction Book

    [ Update Jan 20, 2017; The more complete version of this book; https://www.amazon.com/Ramblings-Targeted-Individual-Sharon-Rose/dp/1542674182/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1485181606&sr=8-1&keywords=ramblings+of+a+targeted+individual
    This is more complete than the previous "Introduction" book. It is a partially edited version of old editions, plus new updates, that are not in the others. All of the many editions of this book have been aims for me (a Targeted Individual) to expose technological and pharmaceutical mind control, covert harassment...etc., and get help for all of us. It is a good example of what a Targeted Individual goes through in the process of carrying the immense burden of trying to prove and expose technological and covert targetings...etc., while still being targeted. Please read this book with your Heart, excuse mistakes, and do all that you can to help stop all levels of the targeting of humanity.
    Doing these writings while being harassed, and sometimes threatened and tortured for doing so, has been an immense challenge to say the least. Older, more original posts are in the edition numbers one through four and ten through fourteen. Editions five through nine were too severely edited and interfered with. I am deeply sorry for the confusion around these multitudes of editions of this book. It has been a hell of a process to just try to fix and preserve my writings while being targeted and working on infiltrated computers. I came to the conclusion that it can not be effectively done until I have the freedom to gain more understanding and use my heart to fix and explain old original posts, which contain many of my own mistakes as well as those imposed by those who target me, which is why I've decided to the Introduction, until I can pull it all together and make it better in one final edition.
    The blog part of this book is basically the same as what is left on the web, as of January 20, 2017, and is to preserve what is left of it until I am free to use my heart in a final edition that hopes be explained far better than this and previous ones. I hope that, even in this sad state, it will help all of us to regain our Freedom. Download the pdf ; http://www.poeticpublications.com/bookramintro2.pdf ]

P.S. When I first posted this book; In the description of this book the word "not" was erased from the part which states that it "includes updates that are not in the others." I caught the change and put the word back in but the fix was not transferred until I exposed it here. Hopefully this will be fixed soon, because it is important for people to know that this book contains new material that is best read before the other available editions.

P.S.S. (Update Jan 10 2017) I have been trying to ad more to this book and am being blocked in a public library computer. They appear to have also corrupted the file I had saved with this book in it.

Previously posted Introduction book; www.poeticpublications.com/bookramintro.pdf and on Amazon' http://www.poeticpublications.com/bookramintro.pdf and at; https://www.amazon.com/dp/1541097866/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1481900525&sr=8-1&keywords=Ramblings+of+a+Targeted+Individual


Friday, December 16, 2016 New Introduction Book
   [UPDATE; New, more complete pdf; http://www.poeticpublications.com/bookramintro2.pdf Also look for it on Amazon soon.]


    This book is an introduction to previous editions and a final one I hope to pull together someday. This Introduction contains updates that are not in previous books. www.amazon.com/dp/1541097866/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1481900525&sr=8-1&keywords=Ramblings+of+a+Targeted+Individual

    This book, as well as most of the 14 editions of my Ramblings of a Targeted Individual, have been produced in order to preserve my writings until I have the freedom to fix intrusive alterations as well as my own misunderstandings and mistakes and do one final book.

P.S. In the description of this book the word "not" was erased from the part which states that it "includes updates that are not in the others." I caught the change and put the word back in but the fix was not transferred until I exposed it here. Hopefully this will be fixed soon, because it is important for people to know that this book contains new material that is best read before the other available editions. Download the pdf to the Introduction edition; www.poeticpublications.com/bookramintro.pdf


Thursday, December 15, 2016 Microwave Targeting Can Interfere With the Natural Aging Process
  
    The "aging" thing that they threatened appears to be happening through microwave targeting of my body in the past year or so, especially my skin. Prior to this swing into making me look older they appeared to be doing the opposite - somehow slowing down the aging process. "Forever young" was the song they kept playing during this time. It seemed to be a ploy to lure me into enslavement where they claimed that they could keep me looking young. I refused to bite and told them that I do not mind aging. . .and then they swung into a projected dream, which showed spots all over a woman's skin and puppet license plates that portrayed "aging." This has been happening to me since then. It feels horrible that they can also technologically interfere with the way I look.

I don't mind aging, but I want it to happen
naturally and not through technological targeting.


P.S. Lot of heavy microwaving of my brain...etc., lately! Feel like my brain is clamped in a prison when it gets this bad. I feel numb. Aside from that I feel tired and discouraged and overwhelmed. Some days are better than others and some days are worse. Its a hell of a roller coaster ride, literally!


Tuesday, December 13, 2016 From the Heart of My Frustration
  
    There are a few things that I want to make very clear to everyone who has been questioning or assuming things. Please excuse possible bloops in this. I'm upset and am letting my tears and frustrations pound the computer keys.

1. I do not believe in the covert rescue and do not want it for myself, because I feel that it leads to enslavement. I feel that many who think they are free and safe are not really and will not find out until it is too late if things keep going the way they have been through the past few decades. So, please stop trying to force me into enslavement.

2. Regardless of what is in my infiltrated ramblings, which I have not had the freedom and information to properly fix, I do not want to go up against any level of my American government. . .no matter what has happened to me. I don't.   When I look at the bigger picture I see that America, and all of its agencies and families and citizens, have been being targeted with aims for other forces to take over our country as well as the rest of humanity. They are victims too, especially of the technological mind control. And I cannot help but to feel for all of us and pray for our freedom to be fully and honestly restored to all of America as well as the rest of humanity.    When I look at the smaller picture I feel scared and hurt and frustrated that any of this is even happening, especially when I look at the lives that have been being destroyed while covert wars rage around the globe and nobody acknowledges the targeting, especially the technological parts and the enslavement. I have a right to these feelings. It all hurts indescribably. Some of us (myself included) have been suffering through such grossly inhumane levels of covert and technological targeting that we cannot really want anything but for the hell to end as quickly as possible. But, no matter how hurt or angry I have felt, I do not want to blame any level of law enforcement (from local to the president) for what has been happening, because I feel that they are victims too and surely have their own types of struggles in this hell that has been infiltrating America as well as the rest of humanity. I just keep praying that it is getting better instead worse and have been waiting for clear, non-covert evidence of this. I am still waiting. More than anything I want America to fully and honestly stand up and regain its freedom, but sometimes I feel selfish when I put so much of my prayers into this, because there are other people and countries that have been being hurt and infiltrated and taken over as well. I feel for them too. This does not mean that I am against America or that I am a "globalist." I'm not. I actually have a deep and firm belief in the importance of countries and people retaining their independence, freedom and individuality. And sensing that America, and all that it has stood for, has been crumbling in the secret shadows of covert wars and technoogical mind control infiltrations is the most excruciating thing that I have ever felt. I, as well as many people whom I love, have been being hurt or destroyed or enslaved by the horrible holocaustal targetings. God help America. . .and the rest of humanity. Until world peace is gained no country is completely safe and free. I pray for that peace and for our freedom to quickly be attained. I wish that all aware and uncontrolled American and foreign forces would unite in aims to free America, as well as the rest of humanity, from all levels of covert targeting, especially the technological and pharmaceutical mind control.

3. I am deeply sorry for all mistakes and misunderstandings that are portrayed in my blog writings, including the alterations performed by those who target me. Its been a horrible battle to just TRY to preserve what is left of my writings so that I can later fix them. I have come to the conclusion that it cannot be effectively done on infiltrated computers in public places where I have often experienced covert harassment and radio waves interfering with the function of my brain. I have also not yet received clear and direct honest answers to questions that could help clarify many things. My writings are not always "politically correct," or even the way that I would naturally write them, because of the nature of the targeting and its effects on me and my writings. So, I beg you all to understand and excuse me and my writings until I can freely make them better.

4. The threat of being shoved into enslavement or framed appears to have again vamped up since I was told that my uncle died and since I finished the new "Introduction" to my Rambling of a Targeted Individual books, which aims to preserve newer posts. But perhaps this is a coincidence. I do go through a lot of rounds of this.

P.S. This blog is suddenly not sending copies of this post to my email address when I first posted it.


Wednesday, December 7, 2016 Ouch!
  
    Heavier levels of technological torture since yesterday. Severe this morning. Last night I had a dream about people blaming me for what those who target us do - something about the heat being turned up and me being blamed and shoved out. This could mean several different things and I am too overwhelmed to give it much thought. It was probably a projected dream since it matched last nights puppet messages which ended in demands for me to leave - to disappear - to "go home."   
    I am scared and hurting on every level. Yesterday I tried disassociating with making Holiday cards. But it did not work very well. Last night and today I am getting another round of threats to disable my car and force me into a "covert rescue" - enslavement.

I DO NOT WANT THE COVERT RESCUE'S ENSLAVEMENT!

That lethal "home" is NOT my Home! I still pray for good people to stand up and set humanity free. My written stand is not a very efficient one, due to being targeted through it, and being in the process of figuring it all out...etc., but it’s a stand that I aim to stick with and make even better when I have the freedom to completely follow only my own heart without interference.

P.S. I erased the video I put here when I realized that it ended in violence. I believe that this technological holocaust can and should end without violence and with criminal use of all radio wave technologies...etc., stopped - humanity set free.


Monday, December 5, 2016 Vamp Up of Torture on Me While Loved One Dies
    Today I was told that my Uncle's body died last week. The fact that he is now dead, and was old, could easily be seen as a coincidence, but it may not be. There are a few things that make me wonder if it was connected to the targeting, though he was old. I wish I'd had a chance to say good-bye to him. More than that, I wish I could have helped him.   
    I deeply feel for my father who was really close to his brother - my uncle. And it breaks my heart to not be able to be there for him without concerns about the targeting vamping up on him if I go to see him. The targeting keeping walls between me, and people whom I love, is just too excruciating. I was going to go see my uncle, and had sent him some info on the targeting a few years ago, when I was trying to help family members realize the targeting. But they didn't believe me and I never made it down there.  

    On Tuesday, March 25, 2014 I wrote on this blog; "I am also getting what appears to be threats against my family, particularly my uncle JR and my father. My uncle was admitted into the hospital as these threats came in. Please help and pray and do all you can to expose this for all of humanity. Please." http://sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com/2014/03/im-being-hit-really-hard.html.   
    I had hoped that it would stop the targeting or at least help relatives pull together to stand up against it. But this didn't happen then either. I am praying for all of us to be set free from the chains of mind control and other destructive targetings that prevent belief of the truths, that aims to keep targeted family members hurting and separate and even uses some to help isolate and hurt heavy targets like me.   

    My Uncle held a special place in my heart and, around my grief, I wrote this poem about my memories of my Uncle's visits with my father, back when we were all together.

Like Two Peas in a Pod

I remember, like it was yesterday,
Though it seems like many lifetimes,
The two of them talking and laughing.
It was like old poetry set in rhymes.
I loved those two little peas in a pod,
Pumping out one story after another.
I enjoyed being a silent witness to
Their Love between two brothers.


I was already missing them before his body died.

P.S. Since I posted this the technological torture has vamped up. My tears have stopped welling. I now just feel numbed by the physical pain and discomfort. After I wrote this in a library a puppet said, "OK. Well. No drama." But I want and need to feel my natural feelings. And they have no right to interfere. What they call "drama" can actually be healing. "Drama" is just another dysfunctional way to stifle the feelings we were born to feel. God help us to be set free.

P.S.S. I wrote the two poems below on December third - the day after my uncle's body died. Around the time when he was dieing my car and phone were again disabled and, after I got out of that rut, I became angry about people's lives being destroyed while they are playing cruel games with me and trying to force me into enslavement. I think a part of me knew that something bad was happening - that another life was being destroyed. I had even put up a post about this that I later erased due to it being written with so much anger. . .and due to my not wanting good people to feel bad or think that I blame them. I know that genuinely good people would be here for us if they could and would take no part in the destruction of our lives.

Webs of Deceit

Twisted tangled webs
Of lies and deceit
Slither from behind
Tortures they repeat.
Souls stumble and fall -
Unwillingly enslaved.
Until its finally over -
Humanity saved.


Confusion's Pain

Confusion grows
From days gone by
As pain pierces
Tears un-cried.
Oh God, help us
To be set free.
Help all Hearts
To open and see.





Friday, December 2, 2016 The Silent Targetings

    I see news reports on whether or not vote counts are honest and I feel deeply concerned that I've not seen any reports on the technological and pharmaceutical mind control, which surely prevents honest voting.
    I see news reports about an increase in diabetes in children and other types of debilitating illnesses in both adults and children. . . and I feel deeply concerned that I've not seen any reports on how technological (radio wave) targeting can cause such illnesses, and that medical and pharmaceutical fields can make astronomical amounts of money from the suffering inflicted upon victims of these types of holocaustal crimes.
    I see uncountable numbers of citizens, around the globe, who have become aware of the technological and covert targetings and have been crying out for help with protection from ongoing, inhumane tortures. . . and I feel deeply concerned that I've not seen any reports which do not assume that we are just "mentally ill," and ad to our suffering
    Everyone knows that the weather has been going crazy and I feel deeply concerned that I have not seen any reports about the weather modification technologies that can cause this.


I wonder why, although I know,
And wait for Hearts to care to show.



Tuesday, November 29, 2016 Disabling of my Phone and Vehicle and. . .
    [ Update; I have erased most of this post and the one that followed it. I do not want to use this blog as a detailed report. I do not want the good/free ones to get blamed for what the controlled ones have been doing. I am scared. And I am concerned that the dark forces seem to be manipulating events so that I will write about them. I do not want to be used this way. And I am too distressed to figure it all out and be 100% sure of who is doing what and why. I hope that it will all soon be clear. ] 

    On the Tuesday before Thanksgiving a puppet told me that I should "go home for Thanksgiving." (The 'home' they talk of is the covert rescue, which I feel leads to complete enslavement.) during the end of the next day ( the 23rd of November, 2016) my phone and car were disabled leaving me trapped. This was followed by two attempts to have my car towed before I had a chance to re-charge my phone and call for help, and what appeared to be an attempt to drug and abduct me. Then my car and its contents were at their mercy for two days after that.
     This felt like a seriously threatening situation, which left me trapped and cold and scared. I have been through too many of these types of situations, most of which I have not written about. And I have felt deeply hurt by all of them. The hell that has been inflicted, under the guise of "help," is often the most difficult and painful and confusing. And I want it to stop.

P.S. I believe that good people are sometimes used in the foreground of the covert operation that aims to abduct and enslave people like me. . . but not always and its hard to tell most of the time. No matter who they use to do it it is terrifying to be trapped and surrounded.


Wednesday, November 23, 2016 The Mistakes Are Many
    I think that most, if not all, who have realized this holocaustal crisis, and have tried to expose and/or stop it, have made mistakes in the process of figuring it all out and expose it, especially when being targeted in the process. How can anyone know how to effectively deal with such a confusing, cryptic mess?  Please forgive me. And let me forgive you - be solid and true and kind and honest.   
    Like I have said before, I have made many mistakes as I struggle to figure out and expose the targeting while still being targeted. Aside from the interference and alterations by those who target me, there are probably mistakes that I do not yet realize. I hope that those who read this blog and its books, (which contain more) will excuse my mistakes and realize that my writings have also been interfered with by those who target me. I hope I will someday have the freedom to fix them and make it all more clear.  Until then, please read with your Heart and do not judge me or anyone based on what is in this blog and its books. Please just let it help you to realize what is happening and do your own research and help to bring it to a peaceful end.

    Like I have repeatedly stated; I can not perfect my writings on infiltrated computers and while I am being harassed and technologically targeted. I'd need GENUINE help, with protection from all levels of the targeting and honest answers to a lot of questions that I have time to process, in order for me to even accomplishing that.    

    It breaks my heart each time I realize that I have not yet had the freedom to fully follow my heart with any of my writings. :-(


Wednesday, November 9, 2016 A Sad Day Striving for Hope
     In two posts on this blog I crossed a line into politics, which I had vowed not to cross in my writings. I think this year's elections were the toughest ever, especially for those of us were already scared for the future of America. This is a sad morning for me. And I imagine that today is sad for all who did not want this outcome.
    The only type of political statements I really wanted to make is to express that I do not care if our presidents are republican or democrat as long as they behave in ways that are honorable and as long as they have the Heart to Truly and deeply care for the safety and Freedom of America and it's citizens as well as that for other countries, humanity and the world.

    I have felt deeply concerned that too many of us do not have the freedom, to fully follow our Hearts in the voting process, due to technological and pharmaceutical mind control. But I still hope for the Heart of America to rise into a strong and peaceful stand for Freedom from all that harms us and holds us back from following our own Hearts and being all that we were born to be.


    I hope that destructive covert wars and revolutions stop, instead of intensifying. I hope that people who are opposed to Trump find peaceful ways to collect signatures...etc. I had thought of starting a petition, but decided not to due to being too overwhelmed with the targeting, which seems to block me from reaching many people anyway. I hope others can do more.

God Help America to Regain its Freedom

P.S. I have been getting technological interference as I write and edit this post.


Saturday, November 5, 2016 I am in desperate need of protection from further harm and distress
    I am in desperate need of protection from all levels of the targeting. I beg all who are aware of the targeting, and do not take part in it, to find the heart and the courage to come stand with me. . .openly and honestly. . .for all our sakes.
    In the past couple days I have experienced vamp ups in the targeting and another death threat. This is nothing new and I have experienced worse. But its been happening for too long and I am still being held in a state of destitution...etc. Please help me.


Friday, November 4, 2016 Love for my Daughters
     My greatest pain, in all the targeting, has been knowing that my daughters are being technologically targeted and that there has been nothing I can do to stop it, especially since those who target us had convinced them that none of this is really happening and that its all in my head. The Truth is that we have all been surrounded by perpetration puppets as well as being technologically targeted. My daughters, as well as other targeted loved ones, have been my primary motivation for exposing the targeting. . .so that we can all get the proper kinds of help and protection from further harm.
    Since 2011, I have tried to stay away from my daughters, only sending an occasional "I love you" in text messages, with the hope that they would not be targeted more heavily for being close to me, because this seemed to have been happening through many years. They even tried using my daughters in order to have me institutionalized in 2011. But I fear that this may not have made much of a difference. And it hurts indescribably to know that they are being hurt. This is my greatest pain. . .along with knowing that they have both unwittingly brought children into our targeted family.
    Last year someone told me that my youngest daughter's child is "completely mechanical" and does not behave like other children. Last year I also had a vision of that daughter's brain being hurt/damaged. And then my oldest daughter had a set of twins! I have been in a deeper state of grief since then. Knowing what can be done to remotely psychologically harm or even mentally destroy a person in targeted families has had me terrified for all of us.
    One of the things that had been erased, and then also moved, in my 2012 writings on this blog, was my statement on how my youngest daughter was born with a minor heart defect and four breasts in the early 1980s. (I have read reports which stated that microwave targeting of a pregnant woman can cause things like heart defects in the child.) I believe that my oldest daughter's brain had been lasered so severely, in the late 1990s, that it caused un-explainable neurological symptoms which severely effected her speech and motor skills...etc. Both of my daughters are mind control victims and this has been evident in many ways. We have all been being targeted with technologies, and surrounded by perpetration puppets, in varying degrees.
    In some of my writings I had begged for help for all of us. There have been times when I felt angry that help has not yet arrived, which is evident in some of my writings. I am sorry for this. Since I've more deeply realized the scope of this crisis I do not want to blame anyone who surely would care to help if they could. I understand that, there are many who are struggling, many who have been being hurt and even some who have been brain damaged...etc. My daughters and I are like little grains of sand in a giant dessert of technological warfare. But we matter to each other and we have all been deprived of the love that we need from each other. And I am still praying for us to receive protection from further harm and a chance to recover and regain our freedom. I often pray for this for all of humanity. God help us all to be totally set free.
    I had written a post about "Leaving Doors open in my heart. . ." for my youngest daughter, around the time when she gave birth to her son in 2013. (I also wrote posts about how they did not allow me to even have an uninterrupted/unsabotaged visit with her after what seemed to me like an episode of them using her son's birth as a way to torture her...etc.!) It appears that least some of these posts had been altered. I have not had a chance to freely check them all. But the above mentioned post had been erased and filled with a statement that seemed to be from part of an old testimony. It was also hidden from public view. Why? Perhaps to deprive my children of my love even. I hope they still know, in their Hearts, how much I love them.

P.S. I believe that the technological targeting can be easily proven - that there are medical tests that can detect the brain and cell structure damage that is being inflicted upon heavily targeted people like my daughters and I. There are also ways to detect the technological targeting. But it would all have to be done honestly. And it is my experience that the field of medicine is more corrupt than anything else is. I am being lasered in my heart - heart attack symptoms, as I started writing this post. riods when I tried to use it for this, but the alterations make that sort of thing


Thursday, November 3, 2016 Statement About This Blog
    I have caught many alterations being done to my writings on this blog and my gut feeling is that I have not nearly caught them all. I have been putting the posts into books, but have even experienced infiltrations into them and my publishing site.

    The sabotaging of my blog posts have happened in many ways and appear to be for multiple reasons. Some of it appears to be to hide the targeting through erasing key things. Some of it appears to be to confuse my readers, through altering words and sentences in the first paragraphs of important statements. Some of it appears to be aims to plagiarize, which is evident in the erasing of things like poems and pictures from this site as well as my computers. Some of it appears to be manipulations in the targeting, which places blame in the wrong directions if I even just write about what they are doing to me. Some of it appears to be the altering of things just to make me look bad or crazy. Some of it appears to be the erasing of certain things that would make it look like someone else erased it. I have caught many places where they have plugged in things or moved phrases from one post to the other. Its amazing how the altering or erasing of just one word or sentence can change the meaning of a whole paragraph. I have made my own mistakes as I stumbled through periods of being too heavily targeted to function well, especially during those times when I was too traumatized or drugged to bypass the mind control and information they were feeding me in my initial years of trying to figure it all out.

    Between their manipulations and my microwaved ramblings there have been a lot of mistakes. I feel like I have been beating my head against a wall trying to fix them and keep this blog functional enough to help expose the targeting that is hurting so many of us. I am doing the best I can. I have been trying to fix the parts that were infiltrated or are outdated or could have been misinformation or misperceptions and things that may be too confusing or repetitive...etc. But this is impossible to fully do while being forced to use infiltrated public computers where I am often also being harassed. And there are many things that I am not sure about. Those who are targeting me seem to want me to either leave it with their manipulations in it or erase it and pretend that it never existed. I want to fix it, but do not yet have the freedom to do it justice. Perhaps someday, I will be free to do a better job with it and putting it. Until then, please read with your Heart and please do not judge me or anyone else based on what is on this blog.

    Please keep in mind that this blog is not a full legal report of the targeting. There are periods when I tried to use it for this, but the alterations make that sort of thing impossible. I have more solid accounts of my experiences if the need for them should ever arise. But I store them in the car I live in and am vulnerable to infiltrations into that, which has also happened. I hope to be able to retain what is left of my personal writings even if just for my own personal use. The core of my personal testimony can be found in my "Targeted in America" book.

    This situation with the sabotaging of my writings has also happened in my work - my earlier writings. It all feels horrible to me. My work and my life have been being sabotaged and there seems to be nothing I can do about it at this point. It hurts indescribably. It feels like my hands, my heart, my mind, my life are being held in a prison. And I am just one example of the types of things that have been happening to many. We all need our freedom restored. America needs its freedom restored. Humanity needs its freedom restored. And I hope we live to experience the joy of that precious freedom so that we can be all that we were meant to be. God help us all.

God help us all

P.S. I can not effectively report and deal with the targeting while being targeted. I am in desperate need of protection from all levels of the targeting. I received another death threat while posting this.


Saturday, October 29, 2016 I Deeply Cried Yesterday
    Yesterday, as I thought about the scope of the targeting and the ranges of feelings I have felt and been tortured for, (from anger to heart felt objectivity and concern for all) I deeply cried and silently wrote out my pain in my car. This was the first time, in YEARS, that I was not technologically tortured for grieving, which was surprising, although I only cried for a few minutes. But then they parked a puppet car next to me to keep slamming doors as if it is not OK.
    I have been feeling so hurt I can't always hold it in. The suffering I have been experiencing, the lives that I have witnessed being destroyed and the state of our country and world is all more excruciating than words can even begin to imagine. The pain is sometimes unbearable. I need to be able to freely feel and heal and not be hurt or badgered for it.  This is what my life's work has is about. But I have not had that freedom. I now realize that, even back when I thought I had privacy and freedom, I didn't really.

Its OK to feel angry and its OK to feel sad. We were born with these feelings so that we'd use them in positive ways that can help us to heal and grow and into all that we wee born to be.

    My anger has sometimes come out in dysfunctional wordings on this blog, but it has a right to be there. My anger has helped me to have the strength and courage to keep standing up while I am being threatened and tortured for doing so. And my sadness, when I am able to deeply grieve without being tortured for it, would help me release the pain that has been building in my heart. I feel like I'd need to grieve for at least a few months in order to recover. But the targeting would have to stop, in order for that to happen.

P.S. This is about natural feelings. Most of my anger has actually been technologically induced and would not exist on its own and if I were free to release my pain in private without being tortured or harassed for it.


Saturday, October 29, 2016 The Sexual Violations Are Hard to Bear
    Aside from the other types of technological targeting I have experienced laser weapon attacks, through the past few decades, that are obviously mostly just to irritate and cause discomfort through tingling and itching sensations. These have primarily focused on my nose, ears, pubic area and my hard to reach shoulder blades.
    But in the past three years or so I have been being sexually violated with laser weapons as well as what appears to be an infliction of some sort of parasite that crawls beneath my skin in my pubic area nearly every single day. Its probably some sort of African type worm that is aggravated by microwaves shot into that area at strategic times. . .especially during the times (like yesterday and today) when they have puppets chasing me around with their children. I was up half the night last night. . .being sexually violated with no way to avoid it or stop it from happening. This happens almost every night as I try to go to sleep. Though not always for as long it still happens. Though they seem to try to cover up the laser weapon attacks with parasite attacks a lot is still done with weapons that instantly inflict bleeding sores like burn marks and cuts and a painful burning sensation after I scratch. Sometimes they have puppets yell at me or blare vehicle horns for scratching the itch, as if I am the one who is doing something wrong. They also often have puppets walk by me grabbing their groin.
    This past summer a laser was used to cut open my pants on the inner side of my thigh, which exposed me. (This could only have been done through a satellite, due to my position.) Then they had a puppet park next to me and loudly say, "I saw that." There are many times when they have lasered my breasts, including through the past few days. . .and since I said something about it they are threatening to give me breast cancer. This seems to be a common pattern in the targeting - inflicting something else to make it look like its not being done with laser weapons. (The cancers can be inflicted with microwaves as well.) Those who try to frame me as a pedophile are obviously the ones who are perverts. I have never touched a child and it is not something I would have ever done. I am the one who has been being sexually assaulted.
    When they do these rounds of sending puppets with children around me everywhere I go, while sexually assaulting me in more severe ways, I have often thought that they are trying to frame me, in order to dishonor me, because this has obviously been happening. But they sometimes obviously want to make me think that they already have framed me and are using it to try to terrorize/force me into the covert rescue/enslavement. Over and over again they have attacked me and then swarmed me with puppets trying to "rescue" me. Watching these patterns for so long is one of the things that has proven to me that the covert "rescue" is performed by the very same people who do the targeting and that it leads to enslavement. I also had a dream which forewarned of this scenario.

    Technologies are not the only things they have used to sexually assault me. I have been VERY obviously drugged and raped by perpetration/pervert puppets on at least three occasions. The first time was in 2005, right after my Alstead, NH neighborhood was wiped out in a suspicious flash flood. The second time was in 2008/2009 winter as I drove across the USA with a perverted truck driving trainer. I reported both if these incidents, but the targeting vamped up. The third rape was in 2012 in Vermont while I was at the last job they shoved me toward. By this time I knew that reporting it would just hurt me more, especially since I had fully realized it too late and had no proof.I also believe that my children and I were being assaulted in our own home - drugged...etc., while sleeping in the 1990s.


Thursday, October 27, 2016 I am Deeply Sorry
    I have tried, on several occasions, to edit this blog. But ongoing infiltration into the computers I use and alterations to my writings are still preventing this. Interference also happens through the lasering of my brain. I can not fix all of their alterations and my own mistakes while alterations are still being done and I am still being targeted. Those who target me seem to want me to just wipe it all out. But I can not do that either. So, I want to again apologize for the dysfunctional posts. Please read with your Heart and look past them until I have the freedom I need, in order to fix them.
    I am deeply sorry that my writings have been such a target and that I have been shoved into a place where I do not even have an uninfiltrated computer to use. I pray that this changes soon.


Thursday, October 27, 2016 Jolted Awake With a Painful Laser Shot to my Head
     This morning I was jolted awake with painful laser shot to my head as I had a projected dreams about my noticing a professional man's head being lasered. (This is not nearly the first time this sort of thing has happened.) The pain continued and I am now also being lasered in the neck for sharing thise and the previous post.


Thursday, October 27, 2016 Found More Chages to my Writings
    I tried pulling together another book of this blog while doing better edits, until I found this post ("The Bad Uses the Unaware Good") completely erased as well as this post ("After Turning up the Thermostats") replaced with something entirely different.
    I am at my wits end with this process of trying to fix my writings on public computers that are infiltrated. I know that they need fixing, but how can I fix them while those who target me are still altering them?!! Obviously I can't. http://sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com/2013/05/after-turning-up-thermostats.html


Monday, October 24, 2016 Back and Forth and Up and Down
    There are many times when the technological targeting has suddenly backed off at strategic times. . .and I have wondered if its to prevent detection or hide the fact that I am being targeted. At other times the opposite happens - my brain is lasered at strategic times to make me forget or look crazy...etc.


Sunday, October 23, 2016 "Eagle Fly but Don't Fly Away"
    A beautiful song through a beautiful voice, which was once dedicated to me, but it now reminds me of America and the Freedom it needs, in order to be all that it was meant to be for us as well as the rest of humanity. Tears well up as I listen to it. "How could we be so blind not to see that She is hurting too, just as we." https://youtu.be/kI1nQvtyuCo

God Help America


Friday, October 21, 2016; Technological Mind Control Should be the Easiest Part of the Targeting to Detect
    The details of the microwave/radio wave detection, which were in the article linked below, appear to have been changed but the core of it is still there and it proves that the technological targeting can easily be detected; "Thousands of Americans believe they are targeted by mind control technologies. At one time, we thought of all of them as “tin foil hat” conspiracy theorists. This was until we were able to break through the encoding within some mobile communications devices, signals we will refer to as “sub-carriers” for lack of a better term." http://www.veteranstoday.com/2012/12/24/venturas-brain-invaders/

    I'd like to also re-share previous statements, which reported a suspicion that future detection technologies could have a filter built in, which prevented the detection of low frequencies that are used for mind control. This was in the UK but it is not unreasonable to think that it could happen globally as well. http://www.whale.to/b/rifat.html

    It appears that the technological part of the targeting CAN be detected and proven with unfiltered detection technologies. And I pray for this to happen, so that it can not slyly continue controlling and damaging people.
    I beg government and military officials, around the globe, to do everything in their power to stop criminal use of all ground and space based radio wave technologies as well as the pharmaceutical targeting, which aids the mind control part of it, ASAP.

P.S. I experienced painful torture levels of microwaves being shot into by brain through the days that posted and edited this.


Wednesday, October 19, 2016; Another Alteration Found in My Writings!
    I am deeply concerned about what is being done to my writings. I just realized that the post I wrote about getting an email from President Obama was not only moved to a different date but also altered! :-(   http://sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com/2015/08/an-email-from-obama.html.  
    I do not know what else has been changed. But just my having to post the fact that they alter some of my writings discredits all of them to some to some degree! This feels horrible, no matter what their motive is, especially since writing has been a large part of my work. I hope they do not succeed with any more manipulations of my writings, but I have no way of securing them since computers I use tend to be infiltrated. I pray for the freedom to do my work without any sort of interference, invasions and alterations.

    Also, one of the last special editions of my "Heart Bud" paper (printed in 2014) was altered in ways that made it look like I am blaming the government; Part of a quote from 'Veteran's Today' was erased (the part that stated how technological mind control was technologically detected), and then another part of it, which mentioned the government, was plugged in. This has felt like yet another aim to set me up for something that is not true. Its horrible that I am not only continuing to be targeted, but also have to worry about my writings being altered.
    The details of the microwave/radio wave detection, which were in this article, appear to have been changed but the core of it is still there and it proves that the technological targeting can easily be detected; "Thousands of Americans believe they are targeted by mind control technologies. At one time, we thought of all of them as “tin foil hat” conspiracy theorists. This was until we were able to break through the encoding within some mobile communications devices, signals we will refer to as “sub-carriers” for lack of a better term." http://www.veteranstoday.com/2012/12/24/venturas-brain-invaders/


Tuesday, October 18, 2016; Example of the "Noise Campaign" Part of the Targeting
    I have been wanting to share this for a while now but keep forgetting. Another bit of harassment, which happened today, jogged my memory.
    The noise campaign part of the targeting can get intense at times. And it happens through puppets dropping things, banging things, beeping vehicle horns, screeching vehicle tires, revving engines...etc. Sometimes its done with technologically transmitted sound and sometimes it is VERY obviously done through puppets being instructed to be where I am going and do what their master tells them to do. I do my best to ignore it all. But this is often impossible and every now and then I react to it. The experience I was reminded of today happened a couple years ago. . .
    I had walked into a McDonalds and a puppet who stood at the counter dropped something onto the floor, making a loud bang, right after I walked by. I was in a sassy mood that day. So, I turned around, walked up behind her and said, "You were a few seconds too late." And she said, "Oh I thought she was right there!" She had thought I was her partner speaking, because she didn't see me double back. I wonder how she felt when she realized it was me whom she admitted her crime to.
    Sometimes the puppets seem like mind control victims who are not aware of what they are doing. But sometimes they obviously know exactly what they are doing.

P.S. There have been other times when I head for a public bathroom and instead of going in I have waited, either for someone else to finish using it or to watch something on a nearby TV. On a few occasions this has put me in position where I actually watched the puppets race to the door and reef on the handle as if trying to break in, the way they often do to me as I sit on the toilet. On a few occasions I looked at them and sarcasticly said, "That's not me in there." My reacting this way is an attempt to defuse the agitation, which is raised by these sort of things happening so much and for so long.
    The covert program that uses their puppets to harass or harm fellow citizens also enslaves unaware victims under the guise of it being good or helpful. But there seems to be different levels of it. One level is obviously criminal. How can anyone think that making loud noises or trying to force a locked door open or drugging us against our will or inflicting us with parasites or intentionally damaging our property or breaking into our homes and vehicles or moving and replacing our belongings...etc., is helpful? Some puppets are obviously too lost in the darkness that surrounds heavily Targeted Individuals and its difficult to know if it is through their own choices or through being tortured or brain damaged and completely controlled. Its a horrible thing - this covert and technological targeting. . .and I hope it is quickly and completely exposed and stopped.

    Its no wonder why, back in 2004, I started feeling like humanity was losing its Heart. It was and is. I just didn't know how back then, because I was not aware that I was being targeted and was not aware of technological mind control. But I was noticing the rudeness that was surrounding me. I was feeling the pain of unnatural amounts of losses and difficulties and being either abandoned or targeted by too many loved ones. And I was feeling the confusion of wondering what was "wrong with me" and what I had done to deserve it for over a decade before I realized that criminals were targeting me with covert harassment, radio wave technologies, chemicals, parasites. . .and brainwashings, heavy targetings or enslavement inflicted upon those who would have wanted to be here for me.

God help us all to be completely set free.


Saturday, October 15, 2016; The Garlic Experiment and Cyclotron Resonance?
    Until today, I recently went through another round of the technological part of the targeting backing off and a vamp up in the parasite and chemical part. As this happened my garlic started turning bright green as it cooked. This has happened before, at a time when ginger root also contained the same green color in most of the stores I frequented. After I told a store manager about it and posted it on this blog it stopped. All seemed normal again. The ginger root stopped being green. But now the garlic is again turning green.
    This time I went to different stores to buy and test the garlic. They knew I was doing this test and I had talked about it. Three times I tried and three times there was no green color appearing in even the garlic which had turned green yesterday morning and the day before. (above is a picture of the green garlic.) What does this mean?
    It APPEARS that the green color is not in the garlic when I buy it - that something is happening to it while I cook it. This again happening during a time when they are actively trying to inflict me with parasites leads me to believe that they are trying to prevent the garlic from being effective. (Garlic and ginger are great remedies for may types of infections and parasites.) What are they doing to it?
    I believe that radio waves, at certain frequencies, can have multiple effects on a variety of substances and that this is an area we need to know more about for the safety of all of humanity. I found this information in a book by Jerry E. Smith; "Laboratory experiments have shown that a minute quantity of a substance in a living body (an amount too small to cause effect) can be excited by exposure to EMR, through something called, Cyclotron Resonance, so as to produce effects as though there were up to a thousand times as much of the substance present."
    And even too much of a good thing can be bad and even lethal. If radio waves can effect vegetables and fruits in ways that prevent proper nutrition, or worse, in ways that can harm or kill, we have a serious problem that I hope is investigated and stopped as quickly as possible.

Please help stop criminal use of ground and
space based technologies that emit radio waves.


P.S. After I did the garlic test the technological part of the targeting vamped back up. Prior to that it only been mild ringing in my ears and periodic painful laser shots that only lasted a few seconds and then stopped. Most of the time when they torture me it lasts a lot longer. I enjoyed the break, but I don't want the parasites and toxic food in exchange for it. I want it ALL to completely and genuinely stop. I'm hurting today and it has been difficult to focus on this article, but I felt it had to be written.


Thursday, October 13, 2016; Hilary Clinton Quote for Children - Our Future
     “That will be my mission as president; to make sure I do everything I can, every single day, to knock down the barriers, to open up the doors, so that every child has a chance to live up to his or her God given potential” ~ Hilary Clinton   
    I hope she is able to stop technological and pharmaceutical mind control from continuing to prevent children from being all that they were born to be. Who will REALLY care enough to expose, and start ending, the enslavement of humanity? I hope Hillary does, and if she does. . .I hope she becomes our next president. 
    Our children TRULY ARE "our future" and they need to be free. Please help them be. Too many have already been too hurt.

4:02 pm today; Painful laser shots to back of neck/spine as I post this.


Thursday, October 13, 2016; Please Don't Go
    I pray for all who are aware of the targeting to not leave - to not leap into that covert hole, which leaves the rest of us stranded without validation or help. Please don't go. Let your Hearts rise and grow. Please don't leave. Please don't go.

And please stop asking me to run into that wall. It hurts too much.


Thursday, October 13, 2016; Life can not be lived without freedom. It can only be survived
    "Shut Up," they say. "Stop Complaining," they say. And a part of me says OK. I'll write in my journal instead of talking because its a more accepting release anyway. But its not, because they read my mind or read my writings and torture me for that too! So what is a victim of technological torture and invisible imprisonment supposed to do? Pray for freedom. Just keep praying for freedom.
    Ironically my New Hampshire license place says "Live Free or Die." I understand that more now than I ever have. Life can not be lived without freedom. It can only be survived. I'm still surviving, but I'm not living. I want to live.

P.S. They know that I am not going to leap into their false covert rescue stuff. But still they prance puppets, including estranged loved ones and their friends, around me as if it were all a cool game. The oblivious puppets laugh and smile while I stand alone and continue being tortured. Not much is more cruel than this.


Wednesday, October 12, 2016; Another Increase in Chem Trails?
    I am not sure if this is becoming a pattern - the increase of chemtrails in areas after I spend a lot of time there. I have read that chem trails are made up of liquid and little polymer fibers which help the liquids to stay in the air for longer periods of time. But there are many different theories on what the spraying is really for. I took this video this morning in central southern New Hampshire.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sixYYEeFWN4


Friday, October 7, 2016; The Keys to a Better Future

The keys to a better future can usually be found in the past.


Thursday, October 6, 2016; The Plight of Our Families
    I know that I have mentioned all of this before, but it deserves reiterating; I am not a "bible thumper" but I do believe that there are some good and accurate messages in the bible. . .and that prophecies are more for prevention than preparation.
    The bible spoke of a time when the dark forces would be harming humanity through tearing families apart and inflicting horrible pain and suffering. I feel that this has already been happening and is being done with technological and pharmaceutical mind control, as well as covert harassment with rumor campaigns, in order to pit family members against each other - competing and judging and degrading and hating and separating, sometimes even being brainwashed into believing bad things about each other. . .instead of Loving each other.
    In some situations family members are literally tortured to death and the suffering spreads through all who care. In some situations a member is covertly torn away - their death staged. . .leaving remaining family members with the nagging feeling that something is wrong, which prevents healthy grieving and closure. In some situations a family member is shunned and isolated for extreme levels of torture. . .other family members blaming this primary victim and often blocked from even caring while the victim is stalked, tortured and shoved into poverty - bank accounts, homes, relationships and work sabotaged...etc. Some family members are fully enslaved and used to aid in the targeting of the isolated relative, sometimes cruelly harassing and instigating/manipulating the deprivation of the types of care and help that are desperately needed. . .and sometimes operating under a dark guise of "help" that aims to rescue/force the victim into the covert program that targets them all or to install a "mental illness," label, which strips vital levels of freedom from the victim.
    In these sad situations, where whole families are inflicted with technological mind control and used against each other, ALL family members are victims and all suffer in ways that no human being should have to endure.

    I feel that my whole family has been a victim of sadistic technological targeting since at least the mid 1970s. I am the one who was isolated from my family with them blaming me (some even used to help target me in various ways), and me blaming them. . .until I realized the mind control part that targets us all.
    I feel that this is happening to far more families then most of us may want to realize and it needs to be faced and stopped as quickly as possible. I sense that the same sorts of sadistic pitting have been happening between citizens and government...etc.
    These truly are holocaustal crimes against humanity and criminal use of both land and space based radio wave technologies must be stopped as quickly as possible. The worst part of the technological and pharmaceutical targeting is the way it blocks our Hearts and prevents us from fully Loving and grieving and healing and growing into all that we were meant to be. Please help restore our freedom to live and love and grow in the ways that we were born to.

Please help stop the targeting of families,
So that we can freely Love each other.


P.S. Many blame the technological and covert targeting on the government's aim to control us, especially those who are unwittingly enslaved into the covert program that targets us all. But these types targetings of families include families of government officials (my uncle worked for the FBI). They seem to be performed by a truly satanic/sadistic group whose primary aim appears to be to destroy the good - the Love and Heart and Soul and Togetherness and Freedoms that all individuals and families need, in order to grow into all that we are intended to be. Please do everything in your power to help immediately stop criminal use of both ground and space based radio wave technologies. Too many have already been hurt.


Monday, October 3, 2016; Who In Their Right Mind?
    I keep wondering who, in their right mind, would even consider using technological mind control on fellow human beings, even if they did not realize that it interferes with the natural process of personal growth - the evolution of our Hearts and Souls? I beg all who are involved in it to please stop and turn your focus onto helping to stop criminal use of both ground and space based radio wave technologies as well as their aiding pharmaceuticals. Please help set humanity free.

God Doesn't Do It!
God is the Love
That helps us stop it.


Friday, September 16, 2016; Vehicle Disabled and Brain Tortured
Yesterday, my car suddenly stopped functioning after a puppet told me a story about a tree falling on the car of someone who was not obeying God and needed to learn a lesson...etc. My brain was also painfully tortured through the whole day. My car is my home and this leaves me stranded again, which is horribly distressing and just too much on top of all the other parts of the targeting. They pretend that disabling my car is to help me or "teach me a lesson" but it only hurts me and the only lesson I am learning is how cruel they can be.
    For too long they have held me in a state of destitution...sabotaging my business and other jobs and forcing me to depend on their puppets for financial help that has recently been consistently dropped in order to prevent me from saving or buying things like lead to protect my brain from their laser attacks, herbs to combat the parasites they infect me with...etc. They have been OK with my buying things that are NOT good for me, which they have actually tortured me into. After I noticed the pattern and started talking about the obvious drops in the amount of help at strategic times, their "help" took another severe nose dive.

    I desperately need help from people who are not controlled by those who target me and will not use it as a way to harass me. Please let your Heart send financial help to. . .

Sharon Rose Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057


It will be deeply appreciated. Thank you.

P.S. I put a sign for help on my car and the spot where it sits, and had been surrounded by puppets, has been mostly vacant since then. Maybe they do not want their puppets to know I am a defenseless homeless person or maybe they don't want them to see the website I put onto the bottom of the sign; www.targetedinamerica.com. I may remove the sign because they could have my car towed/stolen along with what little is left of my belongings, which they had already threatened to do when they landed me here. I pray for protection for myself and my car and what little is left of my belongings.

P.S. The past year's obvious cut backs in financial help seem odd. They were even sometimes announced by puppets in advance. Like when I had tried to save $20 toward a piece of lead to protect my brain they said "your tucking it!" and then I was given $20 less help that week and then they started asking me why I am not able to save money. Another time they said "five dollars" and the helper gave me $5 less...etc. This was all so obvious that they seemed to be setting up the minister who was helping me. I am worried about him, although he proved to be on the side of those who target me, he did not seem to be aware that they were bad, although he must have been aware of saying the same things to me almost every time we met. . .things that tried to push me to go to a mental health professional, to go on disability and get help from the government and he persistantly tried pushing me toward my family, which seemed to be a set up of some sort. Most, if not all, of my family members are long term mind control victims. Some seem to be fully enslaved and controlled. They would need to be set free from, and fully realize, the technological and pharmaceutical targeting, in order for us to reunite in a way that is healing and growthful. And I pray that this will someday happen for us as well as other targeted families.
Tuesday, September 13, 2016; Gang Stalking Part of Heights of Wisdom Story
Wisdom returns from a retreat to her first "gangstalking" experience
http://heightsofwisdom.blogspot.com/2016/06/chapter-two-wisdoms-tearful-return.html
Saturday, September 10, 2016; The Bad Uses the Unaware Good
     [Update; I tried pulling together another book of this blog, until I found this post completely erased from it. I also found the 2-13 post about forwarnings of disaster connected to dreams I'd had about "turning up the thermostats" and "with the geese" erased.] This pattern seems to exist in a lot of the targeting - good people or organizations being used by the bad, which secretly remains in the background of their deceitful operations, while utilizing technological and pharmaceutical mind control on unaware people.

    Around the year 2005 I had a dream about a darkness moving in after the geese or "with the geese", which now appears to be about the UN being used for the technological enslavement of humanity, under the guise of "protection," and/or the taking over of America through things like "Agenda 21." And I hope this is all stopped without the good being blamed.

I pray for the Heart of all, who are aware of the technological and pharmaceutical targeting, to unite in completely exposing and stopping it. God help us all to be totally set free and have a chance to recover.


Saturday, September 10, 2016; Old Pains and Few Gains
    This is not my complete blog, but it is what is left of it until I gain the clarity and freedom I'd need to pull it back together, into a book, with better edits and updates/explanations. At this point, as I look back over some of my old posts, it brings back old pains that I have not had a chance to deal with properly and this, as well as the ongoing targeting and my state of overwhelm, prevents me from being able to do a very good job with it, especially the covert harassment stuff. I am confused about a lot of what has been happening in the covert stuff around me. I hope that soon, the targeting will be over and I will be able to gain the privacy and understanding that would enable me to do better edits without technological or covert interference.


Thursday, September 8, 2016; I'm Sorry. I Forgot.
In the depths of microwaved pain
I forgot it until my heart saw again.
But whose to know what is never learned
When lasered memories forget to return?
I'm Sorry. I'm so incredibly sorry.

    The technological interference with my brain has caused the usual short term memory losses that many victims report. Sometimes my microwaved brain has gotten lost in the trenches of despair. . .until my heart re-grabs the handle of that bucket of hope and that long tattered rope, which hangs from the Light.
    But I have also experienced memories of specific things (important things) being wiped out of my memory. . .until something triggers them and brings them back. Among these memory losses are the memory of getting an email from President Obama in August of 2015, and the memory of a bank account that had contained around 40,000 dollars and was my emergency back up fund. . .and it now appears to be too late for me to get it back. I can understand them making me lose money as they shoved me into destitution. My other account appeared to have been being drained too. But I am having a hard time understanding why they wiped out the memory of the email, especially since they appear to have also moved my blog post about it. They have even tried to wipe my daughters out of my mind, but my heart aches for them still. Love sometimes remembers what minds forget. But not always. I'm sorry if I have forgotten things that you think I should remember. My memory will be better when my brain stops being intruded upon with radio waves. God help us all to be completely regain our freedom and have a chance to recover.


Thursday, September 1, 2016: Mutilated Animal Dropped onto Windsheild!
    Late yesterday afternoon I had parked under a shade tree and a small dead animal suddenly dropped down onto my windsheild! I don't know if it was lasered or not, but it just suddenly dropped right out of the tree or sky within minutes after I parked my car. Since the early 1990s I have experienced periods of what I now believe were murdered animals being left at my home or in roads or trails I frequent. The first ones were decapitated chipmunks left on my doorstep at the home I'd owned in Loudon, NH.


The video is hard to look at. But. . .
https://youtu.be/ydrXvSu5C4k


Wednesday, August 31, 2016; Books Stolen from my Car!
    The original 2013 edition of my Technological Holocaust book and last years edition of my Ramblings of a Targeted Individual book appear to have been stolen from my car. This book was my only solid recording of this blog since June 2013.
    About a month ago, my car appeared to have been accessed while I was sleeping - the string I tie between the doors had been broken. (This could have been done with a laser just to make me think that it was accessed that night.) There was also ample time for access into my car during the four months that it was stranded in a parking lot and forced to leave it for extended periods of time.
    I am deeply concerned about the manipulations that have been vamping up around me and my writings in the past year or so.


Wednesday, August 24, 2016; From Blame's Covert Wars to Peaceful Freedom
    Those who are responsible for the targetings, and technological enslavement of humanity, seem to be manipulating things, in order for blame to be placed on the innocent, on people who have been deceived into thinking its a good thing or on unaware mind control victims whom they use. Please do not let this continue.
    Some say that the UN is to blame BUT it is being targeted too. Some say that America is to blame BUT it is being targeted too. Some say that it is the government BUT it is being targeted too. Some say it is the military BUT it is being targeted too. Some say it is the FBI BUT it is being targeted too. Some say it is law enforcement BUT it is being targeted too. Some say it is our families BUT they are being targeted too. And the list of places to blame could go on and on and on and on, and the resulting wars could go on and on and on. . . until we realize that too much of humanity has been being covertly targeted, enslaved and/or used. . .and we must stop the blaming and fighting and let our Hearts stand together, in order to regain our freedom. I wish the Heart of all these places would stand up, expose the targeting and its deceitful tactics and manipulations. . .and set humanity free.

Please let your Heart stand up

P.S. I do realize that nothing has been completely free of normal levels of problems or "corruptions." But with technological mind control being used by dark forces that have been enslaving and using people from all walks of life the normal problems have been magnified to a dangerous degree. The only answer seems to be to fully expose it - to inform and protect instead of blaming and fighting . .as long as the "protection" is genuine freedom and not the sly technological enslavement that appears to have already been happening.
    I hope for all levels of the technological and pharmaceutical targeting to be exposed and stopped without inflicting more hardship upon Targeted Individuals, targeted families, targeted organizations, targeted countries...etc.
    Like President JFK had said, "Our way of life is under attack. Those who make themselves our enemy are advancing around the globe. . ." And this was back in the 1960s! Can you imagine how much ground the dark infiltration has gained since then. . .with the use of technological and pharmaceutical mind control on unsuspecting people in ALL arenas?Please help it to be exposed and stopped.


Wednesday, August 24, 2016; A Hope for Us All
    I hope for all levels of the technological and pharmaceutical targeting to be exposed and stopped without inflicting more hardship upon Targeted Individuals, targeted families, targeted organizations...etc.

    Please do not judge or blame anyone based on what I have written on this blog. This is not a "politically correct" report or a legal report. It is exactly what the title implies - Ramblings of a Targeted Individual. If good officials are ever able to be here for me I will give them whatever information they need, privately and directly. I regret treating like a report initially. I probably shared too much of some things and too little about other things. My brain has not functioned well under the constraints of radio waves being shot into it...etc.
    This blog is an example of the grueling process that a heavily Targeted Individual goes through in order to figure out the targeting and expose it, while still being targeted - computers infiltrated, brain function being interfered with...etc. In the initial stages of realizing what is happening it is too easy to misplace blame in desperate microwaved gropes for answers, or rushed aims to expose it, with hope to end the hell or at least make a painful round of targeting back off...etc.
     The targeting is often too confusing and manipulative to fully figure out every aspect of it, especially while my brain is being microwaved. The covert harassment parts of the targeting have been extremely confusing to me, and posts about this merely reflect my perceptions at that point in time. This blog needs a lot of editing and explaining, but I am unable to do it on infiltrated computers and while still being targeted... but it does not feel safe to completely let go of it at this point in time, due to it being my primary log of the targeting...etc.
    I hope to someday have the freedom to follow my heart with better edits and explanations of the contents of this blog and the process I went through as I wrote it. (I'd also need clarification of many things, in order to do this effectivly.) Until then, please read with your Heart, look past anything that seems confusing or questionable. . .and please do not use any part of this blog to judge or blame any person or organization.

    I hope this blog, through all of my bloops and blunders and the outside interference, can still help us all to regain freedom from all levels of the targeting. . .and ultimately help free America and save the Heart of humanity from destructive technological and pharmaceutical mind control.


Friday, August 19, 2016; Scary Weapon Attack
    The night before last I experienced several hours of a painful laser attack to the upper left, front, quarter of my brain. It stopped a few times, for just a few minutes, but was relentless through the rest of the evening. This was really scary due to the fact that it was in the area that lobotomies happen and the same area of the brain that appears to be being damaged in targeted people.
    This creative part of my brain is a critically important part of me and my work and my process of personal and spiritual growth. I do not want to be damaged any more than I already have been and feel horrible for those who have completely lost that vital part of themselves. Please help stop these horrible holocaustal crimes from continuing.


Wednesday, August 10, 2016; Reposting of the Vision of Hope
    I beg government and media officials to let your Hearts stand up for your selves, for your loved ones, for us, for America. . .ultimately for all of humanity. Please stand up and publicly expose the technological and pharmaceutical mind control and its enslavement program...etc., so the covert wars can end and enslaved victims can be set free. Please stand up so that people can understand what is happening and at least have the opportunity to resist the mind control or protect themselves and support each other. Please help expose the targeting without inflicting more pain upon targeted families...etc. Please stand up so that heavily hit victims can be understood and protected from further harm. Please break the silence that too many are suffering in. Please stand up and help set humanity free. Please!

A Fiction Vision of Real Hope;
http://heightsofwisdom.blogspot.com/2016/06/chapter-four-sunrise-for-humanity.html

     Recent tortures include new rounds of the lasering of my spine. Last night I was suddenly woken with severe lasering of my throat and lungs around 2am, as a driver came near my car to move a truck! Today, after posting about manipulations on my blog I am experiencing pain in my chest, which is probably the usual death threat of inflicting me with a heart attack with a laser weapon. I have experienced this a lot and am sure that it is inflicted with lasers aimed at my chest, due to the timing and the fact that the pain completely goes away for a few seconds on the times when I have quickly moved in ways that shield my body. In the past several months I have experienced a vamp up in painful laser and microwave weapon attacks on my brain.

    Please do not judge me based on anything I write or do not write or publicly share...etc. I have more in hard copies and on storage devices if it is ever needed. My writings have been interfered with, by those who target me, in multiple ways. The most recent thing I caught appeared to be the altering of the date on a post from 2012 to 2013. Since I recently experienced FOUR hard drive failures and one monitor failure I am forced to use public library computers that are obviously infiltrated and too often surrounded by librarian puppets who do not respect my need for peace and quiet. My efforts to make changes to past posts, due to my newer realizations, appears to be being sabotaged. I am still not being allowed to change the password to the ftp program which accesses my primary website pages. I pray for them to remain secure. I do not have the equipment, freedom, peace or privacy that I'd need to follow my heart into perfecting all of my writings. This is the best I can do right now. So, please excuse the mistakes and areas of possible criminal intrusions and alterations. I hope that I will someday have the freedom to fix it all and explain it better.


Monday, August 8, 2016; A Painful Batch of Ignorance in the New York Times
    Around the time when the NY Times News Paper came out with the article about Targeted Individuals I was stranded in a parking lot. My computers were being shut down. My writings were being sabotaged. My books and websites were, and still are, being blocked from web searches. And I was experiencing a serious vamp up in electronic attacks...etc. I was just able to read it a couple days ago in a library.
    The article was entitled, "United States of Paranoia...," which implies that united Targeted Individuals are just in a state of paranoia. Other titles in the article were, "A Growing tribe of troubled Minds," and "A pretext for violence," and "An ‘echo chamber’ of paranoia," most of which appear to have grown from the field of psychiatry.
    When I read it I felt sad. . .incredibly sad. And I find myself wondering if the author, or New York Times, have even done any research into the technologies that are being used on us, or on the field of psychiatry being suspected of inflicting "false mental illness labels" on victims of eugenics based targetings, or on the fact that states, like Michigan, have even passed new laws against "gang stalking" because it is a VERY REAL crime that has been hurting many people.
    And, even more important, have they considered the additional suffering and pain that is inflicted upon us Targeted Individuals when we are publicly degraded and misjudged - that even just statements like "most likely delusional," can leave us to continue suffering the effects of VERY REAL technological tortures, covert harassment. . .and other false judgments, which prevent the proper kinds of help and protection from further harm.

     Articles like this one feel like another part of the targeting. They hurt us and they prevent the compassionate understanding and comfort that we desperately need from our fellow human beings. We should not have to prove our sanity on top of all else that we are struggling to survive; http://www.nytimes.com/2016/06/11/health/gang-stalking-targeted-individuals.html

    I beg the media and general public to give us "Targeted Individuals" the benefit of the doubt that is being raised by those who target us and those who are not aware of the various types of technological and covert targeting, which are happening to many more than just TIs who are in the web. Please keep an open Heart and mind. We need your support and help. We are not just "mentally ill." But we are not OK - we are being hurt and are suffering indescribably. We are victims of holocaustal crimes. . .crimes which need to be publicly acknowledged and stopped for the future safety of all of humanity.

Please help us instead of adding to our pain
We desperately need good, aware Hearts to stand up for
us as well as humanity's freedom. Please be those Hearts.




June, 2016; Vision of Hope

    I beg government and media officials to find the Heart to stand up for your selves, for your loved ones, for us. . .for humanity's freedom. Please stand up and publicly expose the technological and pharmaceutical mind control and its enslavement program...etc., so the covert wars can end and enslaved victims can be set free; So that people can know and resist and have the opportunity to protect themselves from the mind control; So that people can pull together and support each other instead being torn apart; So that heavily hit victims can understand and be protected from further harm. Please break the silence that too many are suffering in, and please do it without inflicting more harm on the victims. Please stand up and set humanity free. Please save the Heart of humanity from further destruction. Please!

A Fiction Vision of Real Hope;
http://heightsofwisdom.blogspot.com/2016/06/chapter-four-sunrise-for-humanity.html

More is on the original blog




May 15, 2016; Lasered Thoughts Against the Push for Lawsuits

    At 12;16pm a painful lasering (or microwaving) of the back right part of my head began as I thought about two videos I watched yesterday. . .and how they seemed to be doing more to expose the dark push for lawsuits, instead of on exposing and stopping the targeting. Both videos were main stream media exposure and very professionally done. I felt excited when I first found them. But the push for lawsuits concerns me, because they build a wall that prevents the core of the targeting from being fully exposed and stopped. . .and this even seems to be the aim.
    During the short time that I had connected to Targeted Individual "support" web forums (around 2012), I was steadily stalked by perpetration pushes to file lawsuits. One of them even lied to me - when I told her my view on the foolish lawsuit thing, she told me that it was not for that, in order to get me to join in on the group filing. I quickly learned the truth and pulled away from it.
    I strongly feel that government officials and agencies have been just as targeted, if not more so, than the rest of us. Humanity is being targeted. America is being targeted. We are all in this together and we need to openly pull together, with our hearts, instead of fighting against each other, in order for things to start getting better.

    At this point, a TI filing a lawsuit against our government is like a TI filing a lawsuit against another suffering TI. I wish we could all just let our hearts stand together to fully expose and stop the infiltration and all of its horrible technological targeting and human enslavement.

"We are all victims of hell
Surely me, but them as well."




Sunday, May 15, 2016; Mind Reading - An Intrusive Reality

    I have been trying to pull together a new article that shares a bit more on technological mind reading, but (as usual) am too targeted and overwhelmed to do a very good job with it. But I posted it hoping it will inspire others to do their own research and help to expose these crimes; http://sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com/p/mind-reading.html

    "Those who target me with mind reading technologies seem to be playing God, although they do not have enough awareness of other parts of my consciousness. . .like my heart and spirit and intuitive abilities. I guess they may want to learn more from keeping me as their guinea pig, but I want to be set free. Being held under their scrutiny is like being in a horrible prison. My brain being scanned and read sometimes feels like I am being raped - its a horrible violation of my body as well as my privacy."




Tuesday, May 10, 2016; Still Trapped and Stranded

    
I am still trapped in a parking lot and continuing to go through rounds of painful technological targeting and covert harassment. It is extremely distressing to be trapped here!
    I am trying to keep my focus on new writings, in order to survive it, but what I can do with my writings has also been limited by infiltrations into my computers and interference on the web and through being forced to write in places where they constantly harass me with songs and puppets. As usual, I have to keep combing through my writings to be sure to catch alterations that are sometimes done while I type. My recent attempt to change passwords to my blog and websites was blocked. I am being blocked from making comments on youtube. I was recently blocked from accessing an old infiltrated poetry site that used to alter posts and comments, and has now changed my account from private to public. The "morgellons" in my pubic area has suddenly vamped up since the day I wrote an update on it. I guess this is part of the punishment for standing up to expose things I figure out. I am also experiencing painful laser shots to the back of my neck for writing that and this post and the post on "Technological Personality Swapping." I am still often experiencing painful laser shots and/or doors slamming around me when I silently pray or just THINK of good genuine help reaching myself and others who need it. (Through watching this process I am 100% convinced that the mind reading is completely true.)
    I am at their mercy more than ever before. . . and I feel scared. There is no one, whom I can turn to for good solid help and protection. Loved ones, whom I used to know, have all been either killed or enslaved. I have never felt so trapped, so imprisoned. . .so threatened. It feels like they have a few axes held over my head, which have been slowly coming down on me. They seem to want me to wipe out my writings and leap into their hands, in order to get out of this situation. (This is one of their forceful recruiting methods - torture and trap a victim and then be there to covertly "rescue" them.) I have no idea how this is going to end. Will they continue to slowly pound me into the ground in this parking lot? Will they hold me here, continue picking at me, and pulling things away, until my hope is gone and I am psychologically destroyed so they can shove me into a shelter or hospital? Will they have me abducted or framed and jailed...etc.? Are they going to be able to succeed with wiping out my writings?
    I am, of course going to hang in here for as long as I can. But I am not OK. This is not OK. I'd rather physically die than go with them. But I don't want either one. I want to live and I want to be free.



Wednesday, May 4, 2016 The Donald Trump Dilemma

    I am deeply concerned that technological mind control may be preventing honest voting...etc.
    Update; This is the original post which appears to have been erased from my Ramblings of a Targeted Individual blog but can still be found on http://yearnforfreedom.blogspot.com/2016/05/the-donald-trump-dilemma.html ; I find the fact that Trump has had so much support from the media and the general public really disturbing. How can a man like Trump be winning over the integrity that people like John Kasich has displayed? And has Kasich really been forced out of the race? It just doesn't make sense to me. . .unless, aside from Trumps rude intimidation tactics. . ., technological mind control or false vote counts are helping him win.
    I am sorry if this offends anyone. (I am being lasered in the back of my neck as I write it!) But I truly am deeply concerned about what could happen to America, and the rest of humanity, if a man like Trump were to actually become our president during this critical point in time. I have not followed much of the debates, but the little that I have seen has left me feeling shocked that a man like Trump is running for presidency and appears to actually have a chance of winning. How on earth can this be happening to America? How??? Please search for the honest answer until you find it.
    We desperately need our next president to have the Heart to truly care about the safety and welfare of all people, the Wisdom of experience, the integrity to treat people with kindness and respect, good communication skills, and the courage to publicly stand up against things like the technological and covert targeting of humanity. But how can that happen under the constraints of technological mind control and who knows what other types of covert manipulations?
    Technological Mind control can interfere with a lot of things; It can brainwash masses of people and interfere with our natural process of thinking and feeling and growing into all that we were meant to be.

    [Update; This is what it turned into;] No matter what is or isn't happening, we desperately need our next president to have the Heart to truly care about the safety and freedom of all people, the wisdom of experience, the integrity to treat people with kindness and respect, good communication skills, and the courage to publicly expose, and peacefully stand up against, things like the technological and pharmaceutical targeting and enslavement of humanity. But how can that happen under the constraints of technological mind control and who knows what other types of covert manipulations?

    Technological Mind control can interfere with a lot of things; It can brainwash masses of people and interfere with our natural process of thinking and feeling and growing into all that we were meant to be. Please help set America Free. And the same for the rest of humanity.


God help America



Monday, April 25, 2016; A Terrifying Experience

    The technological targeting vamped up in the past couple days. The evening before last, I experienced what appeared to be a technological lasering of my throat, blocking air and my ability to freely swallow. . .in an effort try to get me to call 911 or leap into a puppet car that parked next to me. It quickly let up when I decided to just let them kill me, instead of leaping into their hands. My head has been painfully microwaved through most of today.




Thursday, April 21, 2016; Too Trapped

    In the past few weeks, as I remain imprisoned in a parking lot, I am experiencing rounds of various types of targeting, including threats to take my car and repeated aims for a covert "rescue" into enslavement.

1. For a couple weeks, before being imprisoned in this parking lot, my tooth had been being lasered around orders for me to "go to the dentist."

2. In the past week I am experiencing lasering of my heart almost every evening, as I try to sleep, along with orders to "call 911" and "go to the hospital." I think it is well known that all levels of our medical profession is heavily involved in the targeting and that hospitals are extremely unsafe for those of us who are being heavily targeted.

3. Last week, I had dreams, that were projected with psychotronic weapons, almost every night. They showed me living in a fancy house if I let myself be enslaved and change my name to "Jane Bordeau." Other dreams show me being kept in poverty. One contained orders to not cry and another was threats of parasites being placed in my bed.

4. They are also doing new rounds of trying to order me to do what I am already planning on doing and pretending that I am with them and following them.

5. My computers are heavily infiltrated. The computer that I do my books on has been shut down. The other one suddenly has a window popping up saying that my windows program is not valid. Everything I do, on the web or not, is obviously either watched or interfered with. I downloaded a word program, in order to continue work on my books, but it appears to be being interfered with as well.

6. My brain is being almost constantly monitored (heavy ring in my ears) and sometimes tortured, as usual, although the electronic torture has not been as bad a as usual. There is a group that appears to be doing another round of expecting me to launch into a health kick and meditating and spiritual openings while I am being targeted, judged and watched by them!

7. My neck started being painfully lasered as I wrote this statement.

I am feeling too trapped and scared.

P.S. I have experienced an uncountable rounds of these sorts of things (Many with more electronic torture.) But this period of time feels worse because of being stranded and unable to go anywhere.




April 19, 2016; New Statement on Law Enforcement

Technological Targeting, Covert Harassment,
Law Enforcement and Concerns of a Targeted Individual
www.targetedinamerica.com/alawenforcement.html
http://yearnforfreedom.blogspot.com/2016/04/will-they.html

    While I am still being targeted and surrounded by multitudes of covert manipulations, I can not be 100% sure of much. This is all too confusing. . .and I'm scared.




Monday, April 11, 2016; A Call for GENUINE Peace

May genuine peace
Replace the covert war
And Hearts move in
To inform and restore.
Leaving. . .
Humanity more free
Than ever before.

Painful torture of the left top and back part of my brain started as I prayed for GENUINE peace to spread through humanity - for us to be genuinely set free. It appears that my posting of one of my favorite songs was erased from my blog - Ronnie Milsap's "We're Here to Love." I've reposted it on my other blog;

www.yearnforfreedom.blogspot.com




April 10, 2016; Vision of a World With Heart

I just found that this page was hidden from public view.
(It also appears that the most heart touching part of one of my videos was cut out.)
http://yearnforfreedom.blogspot.com/p/vision-of-world-with-heart.html

    This video depicts a cruel reality that most people do not realize is also secretly happening in free countries where people are being covertly targeted - where holocaustal crimes are being committed in our own "safe" communities - where most citizens either do not know or are members of a secret covert program, which harasses and torments technologically tortured victims instead of standing with us - where victims suffer alone and scared. . .our lives being slowly and barbarically destroyed. . .and no safe place to turn to for understanding and protection. Please realize what is happening and care to change it, because IT DOES NOT "have to be like this"!

    The words in this song, which really touch my heart, are, "I wake and all I see is a world full of people in need. Tell me why. . .is there something I have missed. Tell me why. . .when so many need somebody we don't give a helping hand. . . Is this what my life is for - to waste in a world full of war? Tell me why. Does it have to be like this? Tell me why. Just tell me why," BECAUSE IT DOES NOT "have to be like this"! Please help set humanity free.


https://youtu.be/9F31ScdYbK8




April 10, 2016; Questions

Will our minds and Hearts continue to die in the secret microwave bleed?
Will they crucify me because I cried, yelled, cussed and disagreed?
Does anyone really care for what we feel and need?
Will they continue wars that crows lead?
When will humanity be set free?
What will happen to me?


I guess time will tell.

I am still being held prisoner in a parking lot. :-(




April 10, 2016; Please Stop

Please stop the covert games and wars.
Please remember what freedom is for.
Please stop. Just please stop.

More posts are on the original blog;
www.sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com




Saterday, February 13, 2016; Another Tortured Dream

    At around 6:00am I experienced a sudden, painful blast of microwaves into my head as I woke after having a dream. I forgot the dream. This has been a common occurance.

    I have not been doing a very good job with logging my personal experiences. I guess a part of me feels like it doesn't really matter much. They seem able to manipulate things to make it look like I am not really being targeted.




February 11, 2016; VIP Message for Covert Operations

Masses of dark crows
Lurk behind your trees.
They are behind you
More than around me.
That is why I've been
Begging you to please
Stand up in the Light
And set yourselves free.

Its Safer to Stand in the Light!

P.S. I am sorry if this offends anyone. Its really no different than what I’ve been saying all along. I am still deeply concerned about the scope of the technological mind control and the “protection” and/or “rescue” being the enslavement. I feel that masses of people (common citizens as well as government officials) are enslaved and are not aware. I feel scared for all of us. I just don’t know what to do. I pray that exposing it helps to set humanity free.




February 10, 2016; Again, Our Only Enemy Is. . .

    Last night I kept feeling that, if things continue as they are, a horrible destructive world war will break out. I pray that government leaders, all around the globe, unite against their common enemy, instead of against each other - I am begging government and media officials, around the globe, to unite in a peaceful public stand against the technological mind control that has too many people, and possibly even some countries, completely enslaved.

Please let awareness help people and
countries to resist the negative programing


Our only enemy is that which pushes us to
fight each other, instead of loving each other.




February 8, 2016; Another Round!

    Today I am experiencing another round of being swarmed with them trying to make me think that I have been framed and should go with them in order to avoid the slander.
    Yesterday I got an email, which covertly bragged about them being able to force a victim to beep their horn...etc., just before a car at a library tried backing into me, forcing me into a frantic beeping of my horn to stop them from hitting my car. I guess they are trying to establish dominance. I hope they find their Hearts.
    I am also experiencing what feels like another round of heavy microwaving of my kidney and left lung and chest area lately. This is aside from the ongoing attacks to my private area and brain. Please read; www.targetedinamerica.com

P.S. Today is my birthday, but its just another day to me. I used to do something special for my birthday, now I just try to remember how old I am. I'm now 57. And I am worried that the book to my blog is still being altered. I am noticing that little changes I make are being undone, as of the file is being swapped with other versions of it. I had even caught this in the act once. There seems to be a pattern of aiming to wipe out past evidence on the web and in written form so that the targeting can remain hidden and continue. Please help stop this from continuing.




February 8, 2016; Who do I want to vote for?


Who do I want to vote for? Which one is not bashing the others?

   I hope that our next president will have the Heart to Truly care about humanity, the wisdom of experience in the field of governing, enough maturity and self confidence to not be degrading or bashing opponents...etc. But is this possible under the constraints of technological mind control targeting? I don’t think so.
   I have not watched much of the debates this year. But the little I have watched makes me wonder if some of the candidates are being either technologically targeted or controlled. I would think that anyone in such an important position would be genuinely protected from electromagnetic (microwave) interference with their brains. But are they? I don’t think so. And how can citizens follow their own Hearts and instincts, when it comes to voting, if they are under the influence of technological mind control? They can’t. God help America. And God help all of humanity, because this situation, if allowed to continue, will have a global impact. America needs to be saved, not only for its own sake, but also for humanity's sake. Please help save America from technological mind control enslavement.




February 7, 2016; A Plea for a Heart of Global Governments Stand Up

There is a desperate need for people to understand the
targeting and pull together to comfort and help each
other through this crisis, instead of being crushed by it.


    This is a critical holocaustal situation and I am deeply concerned that if things continue as they are, the worse is yet to come for all of humanity. The technological enslavement of humanity...etc., needs to be fully exposed and stopped ASAP. The Heart of humanity needs to stand up and save itself from further destruction.
    It has already been proven that small stands end up being targeted or distracted. What we need is a HUGE stand, one that includes global media and leaders of nations...etc., to unite with a full exposure of all levels of the enslavement and mind control program so that targeted citizens and government officials can understand and resist and support each other until the targetings are completely stopped. I pray for leaders of our nations to let their Hearts stand up for humanity.
    The aim for, and concerns about, lawsuits should be cast away, because this is a time of war and people, in all walks of life, have been being targeted. Government officials and citizens need to be pulling together and standing up instead of fighting against each other.

There is a desperate need for people to understand the
targeting and pull together to comfort and help each
other through this crisis, instead of being crushed by it.


P.S. The last time I wrote a plea like this it was erased. Please do not erase this. Please let it reach your Hearts and pass it on to everyone who is in positions of power. And plaase help pray for the united stand of Hearts to replace the covert wars and bring understanding and comfort into the rest of humanity.




February 2, 2016; Is There Danger in Using Radio Wave Blockers?

    As I go through another round of searching for ways to protect my brain, and other heavily targeted body parts, from laser weapons and electromagnetic targeting, my instincts are again telling me that there can also be a grave danger in at least some types of long term protection, because they can block vital life force energy and/or interfere with our body’s natural energy fields in other ways. This can harm people on physical, mental and spiritual levels. I am deeply concerned that harm, which is being inflicted upon our souls, spirits and hearts, may not be viewed as valid by people who do not believe in such things. But this truly is a critical situation for all of humanity. We need to not have interference with our natural energy fields and our bodies need the freedom to draw from the NATURAL energies in our environment. All of the electromagnetic targeting and interference just desperately needs to be stopped.

The type of protection that is a sly enslavement
is the most dangerous kind of all.

FYI: Kirlian Photography picks up on energy fields.




January 31, 2016; A Scary Situation

    This morning I parked outside a McDonalds to use the bathroom and a crude man jumped out of a car that parked next to me. In short, he swore and cussed and yelled at me. He was obviously a puppet for those who target me. I do not remember most of what he said. A part of me shut down, because he was so obnoxious and threatening. But another part of me refused to let him see my fear. I was surprised that I even calmly opened my door when he leaped out of his car, as if to head for mine, while raging something like, "I am going to bash your brains out!"
    Luckily he did not act on it, but kept yelling obscene things as he climbed back into his car and his partner drove away. I would not want to write the names he called me. And all I had said to him was, "Please watch your language," and then as he cussed at me I said, "I hope you find your heart," a few times. Now, over eight hours later and after I pulled my focus away from writing the previous post, I am starting to feel more shaken by it.
    I have experienced the most obnoxious, rude, crude things from puppets in the past couple years. There are only a couple other times in my life when I've been spoken to with such vulgarity. Its hard to have to deal with, not just the threats, but also the personalities that I would normally not let myself be subjected to. But, in my situation, I have no choice. I need the technological tortures and interference, as well as the covert threats and harassment to stop, but hasn't. And the only way out, they say, is to leave my life and join them and I can not do that.

P.S. I think this experience was actually a covert threat to technologically damage my brain. This is nothing new. I have lived under the threat of brain damage for a long time. And I am reminded of it almost every single day, as radio waves interfere with my brain and especially during those times when it inflicts torturous pain. . .like what just started the day after I posted this - at 6:09 pm on Feb 1, 2016. I've also gotten threats to technologically make me blind, induce kidney failure, cripple me, induce cancer...etc.




January 31, 2016; I Have Been Being Blackmailed

What is more Shameful - Standing up and Saying,
"I am Being Blackmailed" or Forever Joining
Those Who Perform Such Crimes?

    I have read and heard many stories about people, like ministers and politicians, being blackmailed into obedience after the instigation or fabrication of some sort of immoral act. This appears to be a regular pattern in the world of organized crime. And it appears that this is also happening to heavily Targeted Individuals, in order to force us into silence and/or into joining the covert program that targets us. Blackmailing tactics, especially when aided by certain types of drugs and remotely inflicted technological mind control, are a serious threat to many. And I think that the secrecy around these crimes greatly aids the success of those who perform them.
    I have already, on several occasions, aimed to expose this. But the threats against me persist and have been happening, on severe levels, in the past couple years, as I openly expose the targeting and they succeed with eliminating, enslaving or silencing people from my past who could have testified for my character.
    I am not sure of all their blackmail manipulations, but I’ve had dreams that warned me of some of them. Some have been blatantly obvious, like when they've shoved me into destitution and tried to frame me for theft or prostitution. . .and when they had puppets follow me into restaurants and tell their children to climb into my lap. Its obvious that they have been orchestrating situations where they could accuse me of being a pedophile. My intuition has helped me to avoid some of it. But some of it is impossible to avoid; one time they had a puppet arrange for a 13 year old boy to be left alone at a garage while my car was being fixed and I couldn't leave. (After this incident, they actually had a puppet park in front of me with a license plate that read, "framed" just before surrounding me with puppet cars that were attempting to perform a false covert "rescue.")
     I have experienced rounds of them calling me the "cat lady" after the cat of an aquaintance was missing, and a murdered (cut up) cat was found in the town I had lived in. I have no doubt that they took her cat, while terrorizing her - preventing the job and home I was about to obtain from her. Then they tried to make me feel responsible for what they did. There is also something connected with dogs that has been in the works for several years. I’ve experienced a few rounds of threats about dirty pictures on the web. I do not know what they are and have not even tried to look for them. But I had a dream warning of them putting my head on someone else's body in pictures for the web. I also had a dream that showed my unconscious body in a bed where my arm was being positioned around another woman. (I believe that this may have happened during the time when they had drugged and raped me directly after the Alstead floods. . .and that they were trying to make me look like a lesbian, which is something I would not do.) I have also received a lot of degradings about permiscuity with men, some obviously fabricated, like when I spent two days in a motel room with a man who appeared to be trying to "help" me when my car was disabled and I was dumped in the streets in the fall of 2013. Nothing happened between us, THAT I KNOW OF, but I can not help but wonder whether or not they drugged me and did something to me, because they have on other occasions and I’ve experienced extreme targeting of my pubic area since then. In the past couple years I have been lured to many places, under the pretense of covert help, until I realized that this is another one of their tactics. I have probably been drugged more than I realize. The times when I’ve known was when my body showed obvious signs of being raped and I had no recollection of the act.
    At one point I had intentionally gained weight with the hope of it helping to stop the drugging and raping. But in recent years I am realizing that I was not being drugged and raped just because criminal men found me attractive, but primarily to tear me down in various ways, and make me feel shame. When I realized that I should NOT be feeling ashamed of what THEY have done to me I started exposing the rapes. I am now very careful to not put myself in situations where they can do anything to my body. But this doesn’t save me from all of it.
    It appears that, when they can not keep us silent and can not force us into the most immoral or criminal acts, like pedophilia, theft, adultery, porn...etc., they just fabricate it in whatever ways they can. I have had several dreams warning about fabricated pictures on the web. I do not know if they have actually become public, because the treat of publicity appears to be the first tool used to silence or recruit us. But they are obviously very good at discrediting us, slandering us or ruining our careers when we refuse to join the program or can not be easily controlled. (My work has been severely sabotaged.) In my situation the odds of them succeeding to slander or frame me appear to be in their favor due to the secrecy around all parts of the covert targeting. Its even set up so that our exposing it can make us look guilty/defensive. As I write this I am even getting covert messages telling me to not post this because it will merely make me look bad. But I refuse to be silent about it, because I feel that the silence is what helps their success more than anything else.
    I sometimes find myself wondering how many people they have succeeded to blackmail into silence - onto their side. How many victims of blackmail, and other types of cruel threats, have faded into the shadows of this criminal secret society?
    Breaking the silence is probably easier for me, than it is for some, because I’m not a public figure. But I hope that those of you, who are public figures, and victims of blackmail, will seriously consider the following question and then follow your Hearts above all else.

What is more Shameful - Standing up and Saying,
"I am Being Blackmailed" or Forever Joining
Those Who Perform Such Crimes?

Please help break the chains of silence and their deceitful hold on you. It is probably true that,
"The Truth shall set you free."

    Another danger in the threats and attempted framings part of the targeting of heavily Targeted Individuals is that, we can start feeling VERY JUSTIFIED anxiety in situations where we can be framed, or around concerns of people actually believing the fabrications or accusations. . .and this anxiety alone can make us APPEAR guilty. I have felt that some of the anxiety is technologically induced at strategic times, but some is my own natural fear of a seriously threatening situation.
    The fact that we have no place to turn for help, which acknowledges the technological and covert harassment parts of the targeting, is a deep legitimate concern. And they know this, because they even covertly threatened to try to make me look guilty through lasering my brain, in order to make my body twitch, if a police officer interrogates me to see if I am a pedophile.
    Around the threats, to frame, slander or kill me, are aims for the false “rescues” into the covert program that targets me. I have experienced many set ups and threats that seem geared toward making me feel like there is no way out of their destruction of my life - no way to prove my innocence or regain my freedom. And all of this APPEARS true, but I CAN choose to NOT go with them and to NOT silently let them do this to me. I can stand up for myself and others who experience this.

    How many have been silenced, framed or recruited through fabricated crimes or blackmails? How many lives have been destroyed? And how long will this be allowed to secretly continue? It needs to be stopped. All of the covert targeting desperately needs to be exposed and stopped. Please help break the chains of silence.

P.S. If they succeed with everything they have tried to set me up as, or frame me for, I'd be labeled as a prostitute, a pedophile, a porn queen, a child beater, a cat murderer, a drug addict, a thief, immoral, mentally ill, evil, a member of their program and only they would know what else! This is crazy! Its cruel and mean and it hurts, because its not true. I'm not perfect, but I am not what they fabricate.




January 28, 2016; World of Pain

    In the grandest scheme of things my situation sometimes seems small, but it also feels connected to it all. Sometimes it feels like there is a whole world of pain crying to be released - a whole world of slaves yearning to be free. . .and too few to know and let it show. I don't know how much my writings are allowed to be viewed by those who are not doing the targeting. But I hope for more to be reached with every written word - every planted seed. God, help humanity to be set free.




January 27, 2016; Forced to Stand Alone

    Those who target me have gone through rounds of pushing me toward my family and old targeted friends, as if they can help me or stand up with me while the targeting continues. My experiences show me that this can not happen with those who are completely controlled, because it would just open doors to deeper levels of targeting against me. . .possibly even finish me off at this point. I have been sensing that there is a danger in known mind control victims being used in a false "stand up" with me.
    Unfortunately, my 2014 visit with an old targeted friend, and my written cry for help for him and another targeted friend, appears to have caused a vamp up in targeting against them. In short, what was left of those whom I felt would have stood with me appear to have been more heavily targeted, in the past year or two, and appear to now be dead or enslaved.
    As for my family of origin; I love my family, but they are unsafe for me, because they are unaware mind control victims and some have already played rolls in helping to target me. Some appear to be completely enslaved. And even if they were aware, and were able to over-ride the mind control and listen to their Hearts, my presence in the family would be unsafe for them. (The targeting has kept us separate through most of my adult life.) They are victims too and I hope they GENUINELY regain their freedom, someday. I hope we all do, but until that happens, and the technological mind control completely stops, it is impossible to reconnect in a functional, healthy way. My fight to expose the targeting has been for my family as much as for other loved ones and the rest of humanity.

There are more important things
Than me and them and you,
But it is all connected.
Humanity is in trouble too.
My hands now feel so tied -
There seems too little I can do.
But I pray that, somehow,
Light will see us through.




January 27, 2016; An Extreme Danger

    There is an extreme danger that technological mind control could slyly continue even after being partially exposed by those who perform it. All along, there appears to have been aims to make aware people think that “its over” and that they/we are protected and that all will be OK, when it isn’t. It really isn’t. All levels of the technological and pharmaceutical targeting desperately needs to be honestly, genuinely and fully exposed and stopped. Please help this to happen.

I have restored the page that explains this blog;
http://sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com/p/about-this-blog_2.html




January 25, 2016; New Address

I changed the address of my new blog from www.crowded-emptiness.blogspot.com to;
www.yearnforfreedom.blogspot.com




January 25, 2016; Another Vamp Up

6 - 7:30 am Torture levels of pain vamped up, while I layed awake thinking and praying. The heat and pain is still behind my eyes and in my forehead five hours later.

On these days when crows slither here and there
I wonder if anyone is left who really, truly cares.
Too many enslaved under their control -
Too many old friends I had to let go.




January 22, 2016; A Horrible Roller Coaster Ride

    During days like yesterday and the day before, when I am not being literally tortured, I feel like I can survive this for a bit longer. But at times, like since around 3am this morning, when I am being literally tortured or suffering the effects of it, I feel like I need all of this to have been over yesterday. Sometimes I feel like I am literally dieing, and I am. . .slowly. . .on every level. Last nights torture woke me from a sound sleep and left me feeling extremely weak and needing to focus inward, in order to recover and regain my strength at least to some degree. But as I do this I am surrounded by covert messaging, that I succeed with ignoring, especially since my hearing and eye sight were impaired by last nights torturing of my brain, until they start slamming doors and demonstrating loud displays of anger. When it hits this point its hard to ignore. These levels of covert harassment are common occurrences in my days, especially on those when I have experienced painful, often debilitating, levels of torture. Do they think that torturing me, or letting me be tortured, is going to help me trust and listen and follow them? It has the opposite effect. (As I write this they are again threatening to disable my vehicle/home, as if I have not already gone through enough today!)




January 19, 2016; New Song Lyrics, "Aching Needs"

I wrote this song a few days ago, with an ache in my heart, which I tried to let go.

Aching Needs
by Sharon R. Poet

Tell me again. Please tell me all will be OK.
Then show the truth in words that you say.

Tell me. Please tell me that I was wrong.
Then write it down quickly into this song.

Tell me. Please tell me it's just a past game.
Then wash it away - let truth replace shame.

Forgive me. Please forgive all I've done wrong
As I forgive you between lines in my songs.

Know it. Please know that our pain is too real.
Show it. Please show it - care for how we feel.

Be good and be solid so we can depend
And lean on new towers of invisible friends.

Show me then prove it. Please just be real.
Give our world of pain a chance to be healed.

Show me. Please show me good is much stronger.
Hold me. Please hold me. I can't wait any longer.

Say it. Please say it. No secrets no more.
Then walk it and talk it. Unlock the lost door.

Soothe them. Please soothe the tears of a clown
And let freedom reach every microwaved town.

Freedom. Let freedom replace every wave.
Stand up until its done - humanity saved.

God, reach us. Please give us the strength we need.
Then Love us. Just Love us. Burst open the seeds.

Help us to see it - that beam of pure Light
Washing the wars from these passing nights.

Shine it. Please shine into every hidden part
Until its all gone - the pain and the dark.

Reach us. God reach us. Too wounded we are.
Rub salve on our wounds and older scars.

Patch them. Please patch holes where we bleed.
Then fill every one of our Heart's aching needs.

Copyright 1/15/2016 with all rights reserved




January 18, 2016; MLK Wisdom Reiterated

"The ultimate tragedy is not the oppression and cruelty by the bad
people but the silence over that by the good" ~ Martin Luther King Jr.

"He who accepts evil, without protesting against it, is
really cooperating with it." ~ Martin Luther King Jr.

"I believe that unarmed truth and unconditional Love
will have the final word." ~ Martin Luther King Jr.




January 18, 2016; Deprived of Lead Protection

    Through the past few days I have been being tortured every morning, shortly after I wake, with radio waves being shot into my brain. "You are going to get sicker," they said this morning. And I decided to do something more to protect my brain and aimed for what has worked before - I went to a hardware store to buy a roll of lead roof flashing to make a hat with. I was told, at the hardware store, that lead became "illegal to sell" on January 1, 2015.
    I can not help but think that a hidden reason why lead has become illegal, is because it was a source of protection from radio wave targeting. A few years ago I heard that lead paint on houses prevents satellite surveillance from seeing in and that this was the real reason why it was being taken out of paints.
    Not allowing us any mode of protection feels just too horribly wrong. I should have kept the last lead hat I made, although they had tortured me horribly for using it to protect my head.

[Update; I later realized that this man had misinformed me. Why? Was it an intentional lie? I am not sure, but it looks like he was probably following orders from those who target me. I am now finding companies that sell lead. But buying it without interference may be another story. As I find them on the web I am sensing that those who target me are aiming to interfere in other ways.]

Various things are happening, in order to
try to force me into enslavement or silence.

P.S. A while ago, I a dream was projected into my brain as I was waking. It was a picture of a woman who had brown wart type things all over her skin. Since this I get a lot of covert messaging about "aging" and I am suddenly getting little bumps on my face, shoulders and neck, just like the woman in the picture they projected. When they were trying to get me to go with them, and thought they would succeed, they were doing the opposite - often sending the message, "Forever young." I guess this was supposed to entice me into a willing abduction. It appears that a lot can be done to our bodies with microwaves. What a horrible shame that these technologies are in the hands of those who aim to harm and control.
    My pictures are still being deleted from my computers and the quality of some of the ones I have on the web appear to have severely diminished.




January 11, 2016; Concern About Illegal Acess to the Vehicle I Live in

    In the past few days my driver side window is suddenly periodically malfunctioning. I am concerned that this may be a set up to leave it down, at a strategic time, in order for someone to gain access to it. This happened to my last car also and access was gained. I hope for this to not happen again, especially now. I feel more unsafe now than I ever have.




January 10, 2016; Spilling the Beans

    I do not know if I will survive much longer and one of the things I was instructed to do, in order to get "help," was not mention anything about this. And I had not wanted to say anything publicly. . .ever. But that was if I were to be able to live freely and just do my work. This obviously is not happening. I do not even know how much longer I will be allowed to live and if any of my writings will be allowed to survive or remain the way I wrote them. At this point, there may be more danger in remaining silent than there is in sharing this.
    Why I have been targeted with such extreme efforts has been a mystery to many people, including me. But I have realized that those who target me seem to either think that I was Jesus in a past life, or want me to think that I was. Was I? I honestly don't know for sure. There are a few things in my early childhood, and a few other experiences, that can point in that direction. But it is possible that those who target me with mind control technologies have put some of this into my head, with technological brainwashings, just to make me look crazy. I wish I knew the Truth, but I have been too heavily targeted, since I was around 11 years old, to have even had a fair chance to freely live this life, let alone fully realize a past one. I honestly don't know and I have not been allowed the chance to safely, privately and peacefully figure it out and this does not look possible, at this point.
    I don't feel worthy, but I strongly feel that there are many people who are born with a life purpose that involves helping humanity. Most of us (if not all) are probably being targeted. One thing I do know for sure is that I wish we had the freedom we need and could ALL bring more pure Love/Light into our dark troubled world. And I wish that the covert harassment and criminal use of the mind control technologies and pharmaceuiticals were not preventing this vital process in too many of us.
    Another thing that I feel sure of is that Jesus lived for us and did NOT "die for us." I feel that He died because dark forces wanted Him out of their way and that its time for humanity to stop letting those forces destroy the good in our world. Please stand up for humanity's Freedom from covert, technological and pharmaceutical control.




January 10, 2016; God help America. I'm afraid that we have completely lost all that she used to stand for.

VIP Update; I have felt uncomfortable with leaving this and the previous post the way they were, because I wrote them at a time when I felt literally terrified and then became unsure of what was happening. It is still not clear. I am surrounded by too many manipulations and their resulting confusion. But it appears that those who target me may have set up a manipulation that I was falling into the trap of.

    The core of the original post; Around 12:00pm (noon); I went to the Bedford FBI building, which was empty but open. I left another report outside the door of the FBI offices and noticed a strange chemical odor in the lobby as I left. After this a puppet told me a story about someone who was exposed to chemicals and is now on dialysis. The fact that I had previously had a dream about having to go on dialysis, has me deeply concerned. Then there was another threat to disablel my car.

    I was initially convinced that infiltrated parts of the FBI had done this to terrorize me. I became scared that they may have been completely taken over. But I can not be sure of this and the FBI is not the only business in that building. Obviously those who target me wanted me to believe that the FBI was terrorizing me and probably wanted me to write about it. This fits the pattern of them wanting us to blame our government. After I had posted my experience at the FBI building weapon attacks on my brain vamped up, my books were being tampered with and three of them actually sold, which is unusual. These three book sales appear to have been done by those who are targeting me. And what would happen next? Would I be killed and the FBI blamed?
    This whole situation is indescribably difficult, because I have sensed an infiltration in government agencies - I have sensed that they have been being targeted and infiltrated. I have sensed a worse situation within NH state and local police departments as well as military. But its not the agencies or departments that are to blame - the blame belongs to the infiltration that has been targeting all of us and aiming to take over America. . .with the use of technological mind control...etc.

    I believe that there was initially at least one good FBI agent who had tried to help me in 2012 and 2013. But it appears that he was targeted and/or prevented from helping me. (I have experienced similar things with one local police department.) I had sensed the infiltration and had begged the FBI to openly stand up - "Its safer to stand in the Light" my heart has been crying out for the past couple years. But they didn’t or couldn’t. The infiltration creates a grim situation for everyone, especially with no open acknowledgment of the crimes that are being committed against us all. It leaves people like me in a situation where it is hard to blame them, because they are victims too. . .yet it is dangerous to trust them. Its a scary situation. And I am sorry. But. . .

In places where the good and the bad are entwined
The line between standing up for the good
And paving a road for the bad
Can be too fine.

    I have had precognitive dreams which showed three FBI agents. . .and two out of those three being controlled by a woman who was trying to drug me. And dreams about an old state trooper friend being overpowered by those who target us. I trust that these dreams were warnings for them as well as me. It is obvious to me that many of them are victims too. In fact, it is very possible that the heaviest targeting against my family is because my uncle worked for the FBI.
    I am deeply concerned about this whole situation, because in the past year, as I continue to send reports to FBI officials and other agencies around the globe, there has been an obvious vamp up in aims to destroy evidence, and witnesses, around my situation. Even people who have been used in covert aims to “help” me are suddenly being targeted in the past year (one was either killed or abducted)! I feel scared for all of us.

    In the shadows of a secret covert war, lives have been being destroyed, America has been being taken over and all of humanity is in serious danger. When will it end - when will this secret hell finally be pulled out into the Light so that it can genuinely start ending? When?

God help America

And God help humanity to regain its Freedom

P.S. The hidden mind control part of the targeting is the key to the infiltration's success and those who are victims of it need to be set free. When there are unaware mind control victims in positions of authority it creates a grim, terrifying situation. But the blame belongs to the infiltration and those who perform technological mind control on and use unsuspecting people.
    I hope that the good and uncontrolled parts of our government will not judge me by anything I write or say while I am in this horrible torturous prison, and especially during times when I am being terrorized and heavily targeted. I have been in deep need of something solid and safe to turn to and depend on and getting the opposite has been more difficult than words can even begin to say.
    I hope that my statements help to expose and stop the infiltration and its ruthless technological mind control on all of us. I hope that the dark manipulations, tortures and covert wars will soon be replaced by the type of good old fashioned values that help Hearts to stand up for Freedom and what is right - to stand up against the crimes, instead of against the victims. God, help all of us to regain our freedom and let our Hearts reach out with compassion for all.

P.S.S. If I do get extremely ill I do NOT want to be put into a hospital. My experiences and senses tell me that there is extreme curruption in the medical field since World War Two. . .making it unsafe for Targeted Individuals. Hospitals are a place where targeted people get drugged, harmed, killed and abducted. It should not be this way. But it is and I hope it changes soon.




January 9, 2016; Most Discouraging Experience with the FBI

I erased this post. Please read the VIP update on the previous post.




January 7, 2016; Another Serious "Accident"

    I recently learned that a mechanic - a good, kind man who had helped fix my vehicle after many attacks to it, (including a shot tire and a sudden brake loss) was in a serious vehicle crash. Was it really an "accident?" And is he still who he was?

PLEASE help stop these crimes from secretly continuing.


Later; I HAVE HAD IT!
    I have been going through hell for the past year connected to threats to withhold help unless I alter my writings in the Ramblings of a Targeted Individual book. But I now realize that whoever is doing this is surely not a good source of help and I do not know if one even truly exists for me anymore.
    In the beginning I had hacked up this book, erasing anything that may be my misperceptions and anything that could offend good officials who could help us. (Edition 9 was the result of this and it immediately sold three copies, unlike any other edition.) I did this out of desperation for help. But it got us nowhere. It EVEN seemed to appease those who target us. So I aimed to resurrect it. Since then, over and over again I have written appologies for any possible mistakes or misunderstandings or perceptions...etc., because I know I made a lot of them in my initial stages of using my blog to report things while trying to figure out the targeting and while writing on inflitrated computers during times when I was being too heavily targeted to be clear. . .hoping to appease those who have such an issue with this book. But this has obviously not satisfied them either. The pdf to edition four of "Ramblings of a Targeted Individual" (the most complete old edition) appears to have been replaced on my website this summer. What are they trying to hide or alter? I'm actually not sure anymore. Are the pdfs on my publisher's site safe? Are they being altered too? I hope not, but they seem to have some control there also, since my published second edition of "Poetic Voice of a Targeted Individual" was deleted although there are not even any options to delete books after they are published. No matter how I look at any of this it does not feel good to me. I find all of this deeply disturbing. This is not OK and I need it to stop. I need solid, unconditional, non-covert care and help from genuinely good honest people. And I wish this were available to us.
     Aside from this there has also been a heavy push to destroy evidence and witnesses, in other parts of my situation, through the past year. And I find this very disturbing.

www.poeticpublications.com/bookram4.pdf    
www.poeticpublications.com/bookram13.pdf

These books are also available on amazon




January 7, 2016; A Blind Trust

    This whole situation is more than difficult due to no solid place where we can turn to for help - no officials who are acknowledging the crimes as lives continue to be destroyed and families torn apart. I work hard at trusting, that there are good people, in the world, who are aware and are doing good things to secure humanity's future safety, but it is a blind trust that needs something solid to build on and hold strong. Good solid people, with clear explanations, that deliver understanding and reassurance, are what earns trust and respect. I have not had that yet. I wish I did or could. I wish we all did.
The Games

They blend into what looks the same
In the confusion of covert games.
I think, perhaps its this
Then perhaps its that,
But its all hidden
Beneath a dark hat,
Round and round
In dizzy circles
While I grope for
Invisible miracles.

    I have experienced many episodes, in the covert targeting, of those who target me zooming in, pretending to be good "rescuers"...etc. I know that there is genuine good in the world. And I have wished, for a long time, that it would openly stand in the Light. I have wished this for ALL of us. . .and still do. My heart aches through every day of this not happening, because the silence still appears to be making the darkness grow. We need the Light to grow.


The pull for my Attention

Its too dangerous
To honor the bad
In order to
Respect the good.
I wish they were
Separate -
That good stood apart
From the crazy games
That break my heart.




January 7, 2016; Can Micro Chips be Removed With Laser Weapons?

    It appears that I am again being lasered in two areas where I suspect that micro chips had been installed into my body. Can they be destroyed, without a trace, through lasering? Is there a sudden push to destroy this sort of evidence right now? If so, why? I may never know. There appears to be a heavy push to wipe out evidence and witnesses, in my situation, in the past year. I find this very disturbing.




December 28, 2015; Cry for Help

    Since the "death" of Daniel Nadeau, and attempts to erase my post about his store being broken into before he died, I began to realize that things appear to be getting worse instead of better in my situation. Since this last round of death threats, I am worried that things may continue to get worse for other past advertisers of my papers, witnesses to the targeting, and possibly even people whom I had written about in the original posts on this blog, which are now in it's book. . .or should be. There may still be things that have been altered or erased by those who infiltrate my computers and/or sites. (I have been getting what appears to be covert threats against me and others connected to the writings in this book.) I feel bad that I must share it in its raw form. I know that I had written things that may have been my misunderstandings of certain situations and I certainly do not want blame to aim in the wrong directions. But I do not want the crimes to be hidden either. And there is too much that I am not clear about in this confusing mess. Hopefully things will someday be more clear and I can set the records straight. Whoever gets this, please forward it to the proper authorities ASAP.
    More complete earlier editions can be made available to the proper authorities upon request.

Ramblings of a Targeted Individual Book
www.poeticpublications.com/bookram13.pdf

Free Heart Bud Publications
www.heartbud.com

More complete earlier editions can be made available to the proper authorities upon request. Whoever gets this, please forward it to the proper authorities ASAP.

    Recent Alterations to my Writings; My computers are still infiltrated and I even experience interference on library computers. I have recently found three alterations in my writings; The word "not" was erased from this statement in this report, “that they can NOT be viewed as coincidence" in this report,
    In my plea for government help, in one of my books, I had written, "Please expose the covert program, and its recruiting process, so that enslaved mind control victims can be set free. Please acknowledge what is happening to Targeted Individuals so that victims and their loved ones can understand what is happening to them," and the first line was altered to, "Please expose the covert program so that we can be set free," which suggests that I am in the program. And the date on the year that Daniel Nadeau died had been changed from 2015 to 2014 in my blog post.
    This whole situation is more difficult than words can say, literally. And I do not know what other alterations are made. It is impossible for me to keep combing through my writings and sometimes things can be erased that I do not even pick up on...etc. This all feels just too horrible and wrong. Not only am I being heavily targeted, and prevented from doing good and accurate reports to beg for help, but those who target me also appear to be trying to make it look like I am one of them. I am concerned that these, along with other manipulations, have been preventing help from reaching not only me but also many others who are being targeted in similar ways. I pray for the Truths to break through the manipulations and for this hell to end for all of us.




December 25, 2015; The "Merry Christmas" Threat

    Holiday and birthday wishes take on a whole new meaning in covert language. "Happy birthday" appears to be a death threat. Aside from almost steady weapon attacks to my brain, periods of being shot with microwaves and dead animals left in the roads. . .this years "Merry Christmas" gift appears to have been the inner destruction of an estranged loved one. I was so stricken with worry and grief that I was up half the night on Christmas eve. What is being done to people's brains is worse than a physical death. I pray that this has not really happened, but know that it already has, to some degree, to nearly everyone whom I have been closest to. It appears that many are suffering brain washings or brain damage and are forced into being controlled by those who target us. The mind control part of the targeting is by far the worst and the silence around this horrible crimes is excruciating.


But my tears still lit my traditional Christmas prayer candles today.




December 25, 2015; More Dead Animals Left in Roads I Travel

   I am experiencing another round of an unusual amount of dead animals in the roads I frequent. This appears to be another round of death threats. One appeared to be a huge deer, which I hit part of on Wednesday afternoon. A recent puppet plate read the equivalent of "NH Die." And there have been other covert threats. I am worried about a estranged loved ones, since one of their tactics is to aim for them...etc. This new round appears to have been triggered primarily by the fact that it is Christmas time - a time when I have often been more heavily targeted. . .and because of my saying that I am needing to shift more focus onto taking better care of myself on psychological and spiritual levels My trying to focus on inner healing seems to disturb them even more than my exposing the crimes. It has been a regular pattern in the targeting for things to vamp up in ways that increase my distress when I am at my wits end and need to take time to regain my balance. Obviously this can not happen while being targeted but the need for it never goes away. It merely intensifies.

P.S. 12-25-15; A red car in front of me appeared to have thrown a dead squirrel, which was cut in two, out their window.




December 24, 2015; A More Personal Blog

   I am starting another blog for the purpose of sharing more personal feelings around my experiences with the targeting. On it I have written a little Christmas post. Here is the address; www.crowded-emptiness.blogspot.com




Saturday, December 19, 2015; Another Microwaved Prayer :-(

   7:30 am; I silently sat before an ocean sunrise praying. I prayed for Light to reach the Hearts of (and protect) the leaders of our nations as well as military leaders... so that the covert war can end and the targeting can be exposed and stopped...etc., and I was hit with a blast of microwaves, which inflicted sudden pain to my head, increased heart rate and shortness of breath - the usual. In the past few days I am also experiencing another round of threats to disable my vehicle or have me put in jail.




December 17, 2015; I'm Sorry

   I am deeply sorry if things that I have posted, especially in my early stages of figuring this out, have hurt anyone - I'm sorry about the things I may have been wrong about. Too much is not clear in all of this covert stuff, and deceitful manipulations in the targeting. I pray that the Truths will be clear, someday. Until then its all just too confusing. I am hurting beyond description.
   I am also sorry that I have to keep combing through my posts to add things I forgot to put in...etc. My brain is often being effected by radio waves, especially when they know I am aiming to write something important. (I am also still working on infiltrated computers, which sometimes posses its own problems.) Please re-read the past few posts. Most of what I write lately, seems to be repeats of my past writings. . .reminders of what lingers in my heart and yearns to reach you. Please let it.

I pray for humanity to break free from enslavement, peacefully
stand up, banish the silence. . .and regain its Freedom.


   I experienced torture levels of microwaves shot into my head as I drove into New Hampshire this morning. Then they also vamped up, at around 8:55 pm, as I thought of posting this on my blog.




December 10, 2015; The Solution

   I feel that, until criminal use of the technologies can be stopped, the solution for the crisis we face is in informing and genuinely protecting instead of blaming and fighting. And I pray that this starts happening between countries within governments.
   I still feel that the technological mind control is at the core of most of the problems we face in our world through the past several decades. I pray that citizens will soon be informed of the technological and pharmaceutical targeting so they can at least have the opportunity to listen to their Hearts above what is projected into their minds. I pray for modes of protection THAT ARE NOT SLY ENSLAVEMENT like the covert "rescue," - I pray for modes of Un-filtered and un-manipulated detection and protection to become available to ALL who need it. If these things can not quickly happen disabling the technologies may be the only way to set humanity free. God help us all.

I pray for humanity to break free from enslavement, peacefully
stand up, banish the silence. . .and regain its Freedom.


I recently updated this page;
www.targetedinamerica.com/agenda.html




December 8, 2015; The Information War

   I feel frozen beneath concerns that I am surrounded by manipulations, which seem too huge for me to fully decipher and report at this point in time.


What in earth is this "information war"?
I wish people would stop it and
Realize what matters more.
In my writings dates changed,
Files blocked or erased,
And paragraphs rearranged.
Through it all I wonder. . .
Who plays this foolish game,
While lives are being lost,
Too many continue to suffer
And humanity pays the cost?


P.S. Looks like my blog is now working again, but the side bar is now on the bottom. Its hard - being forced to work on infiltrated computers. I feel completely at the mercy of whoever decides to take control of my writings. I'm really scared lately. Things seem to be getting out of control and really threatening. I am working on trusting that the bad won't win, but it seems like no matter what I do its there and trying to control and pretending to be good. I just don't know what to think or do anymore about much of anything. I pray for this hell to end for all of us before too many more get hurt or destroyed.




November 20, 2015; Frozen Beneath Concerns

   I feel frozen beneath concerns that I am surrounded by manipulations, which seem too huge for me to fully decipher and report at this point in time.


The dangers now seem far too great.
I pray for Light to seal our fate,
While darkness hides in sorted turns
Demanding what I dare not learn.
Schools of dark, cryptic illusions
That merely add to the confusion.
Oh let it all be washed away -
Give the crows nothing to say,
So the sun can shine today.


My original blog is being blocked from public view. I'm scared. I am not able to view the home page of this blog. It is blocked on all browsers I check it on. Yet, the stats make it appear that others are still able to see it. I am concerned, since I have not been allowed to have backups of my videos on youtube, that my words could be altered. I am also getting new threats ot disable my car, which I stil live in, due to my exposing the targeting...etc.




November 17, 2015; Stranded with a Broken Down Vehicle and Being Technologically Tortured!

   Since early this morning I have been heavily tortured, with what feels like a laser beam drilling into my head above my right eye, as I aim to have my car towed...etc. Excruciating pain in my whole head still at 12:47pm as I post this.

   After a chain of confusing covert messages, interference with statements I was trying to send to authorities in the USA and the UN, my blog suddenly appeared to have been disabled, my brain was lasered into an angry outburst against those who target me. . .then my car suddenly stopped working on the evening of the 15th. (I feel that my car was intentionally disabled.)
   Since I live in my car, and it contains what little is left of my belongings and writings, this is VERY serious. I'm praying for strength, but am not feeling strong enough to deal with this, if my car can not be fixed.

   Is it a coincidence that all of this is happening as I aim to write out better statements about the targeting. . .and that I was planning on hand delivering them to the FBI just before my car suddenly broke and left me stranded? I have been trying to cover all the bases and was sending new statements to the United Nations as well, because of my experiences in Peru and Canada, but someone seems to have an issue with this. Last Friday I was lasered as I tried to address an envelope to the UN and my computer was recently shut down as I tried to post my Peru statements. Due to the nature of the targeting this may be manipulations to make me blame America for the targeting. No matter who it is it hurts and its wrong and I desperately need protection from further harm, even though I am homeless.

Could you please help through passing this
report to government officials around the world?
www.targetedinamerica.com/statement13.pdf

I was in the middle of also doing updates on this book when my blog was blocked and car disabled www.poeticpublications/booktia5.pdf

P.S. I still can not view this blog on my browsers. It appears to have been disabled right before my car was. I hope other people can view it. So much is happening right now that I erased some of my posts. I'm too distressed to fully figure it all out. And I'm tired of speculating.




Friday, November 13, 2015 A Legitimate Concern Reiterated

With the field of psychiatry being used to help perform the part of the targeting that forces people to take mind altering pharmaceuticals after inflicting false “mental illness” labels, which can also lead to the loss of rights through being declared “incompetent,” there is a grave danger for Targeted Individuals – a danger that could have worse results than a physical death. This makes it scary to even report the crimes to places that are trained to direct us toward a psychiatrist, in order to prove our sanity - prove that the targeting is really happening. Heavy long term technological targeting can be scientifically provable. Clearly, the most effective method of proving the technological part of these crimes is through honest medical tests for radiation, cell structure damage, brain damage…etc. And I pray that more people start realizing this.

Dr. Caplan on Dangers of False "Mental Illness" Labels
https://youtu.be/dwxEdRYQqCU

This is not my video. I'm sorry for the poor quality of it. I had to record it from a recording, because it keeps being removed from its current addresses on my websites. In this video Dr. Caplan exposes some critically important issues with the DSM and false "mental illness" labels, which can also lead to "incompetence" claims that can tear away people's rights and freedom. I feel that this is a critically important part of the targeting of humanity. The false "mental illness" labels also enables forced psychiatric pharmaceuticals, which aid technological mind control. This is critical problem that is in desperate need of attention. This is all part of a Technological Holocaust. Please help spread the word.




Thursday, November 12, 2015; Sample of my Days

A new page with dates and times of technological targeting
www.sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com/p/times-and-dates-of-targeting.html

I am being heavily microwaved and threatened as I post this and the 2 posts below.




November 11, 2015; Disturbing Headlines in a Popular Magazine


   I was shocked to find these headlines, which read, "I think my child is Mentally ill" on top of a picture of a sad little girl who has the words "I feel sad," printed above her head. This was on page 10 of the the November, 2015 issue of the New Hampshire "Parenting" magazine. And, to me, it is a blatant reminder of the unhealthy push for false mental illness diagnosis and it's treatment, which often includes psychiatric drugs and other methods of suppressing feelings, instead of healing.
   These sorts of ads come across as brainwashings aimed to make people think that sadness is wrong or worse - that it should raise concerns about "mental illness." These sorts of ads should raise red flags in those who care about children and the future health and safety of humanity.
    Sadness is one of the natural emotions we were born with and we were born with the capability of feeling it for a good reason. When encouraged, sadness is part of a healthy grieving process, which helps us to release our pain. When we do not allow this process of feeling and releasing our pain our hearts become blocked and this is not good for us. Actually, its harmful for natural feelings of sadness to be suppressed and blocked, instead of felt and healed, especially in children.
   I have strong feelings about this because it is directly connected to a large part of my work. Here are a few phrases from my old writings - the ones that have been being sabotaged by those who target me and my work. . .


ITS OK TO FEEL SAD.

Its not sadness that depresses Its the suppression of it that depresses

CRYING IS LIKE GIVING THE HEART A SHOWER
TO WASH AWAY ACCUMULATED DIRT

We feel Love only as deeply as we
allow ourselves to feel our sadness.

ITS OK TO FEEL SAD.

Dr. Paula Caplan on the dangers of false "mental illness" labels

The links to this video have been repeatedly broken on my website. So I finally did my own recording of
her recording. I'm sorry for its poor quality. But the information she gives us is critically important.

   Is it a coincidence that many psychiatric drugs aid technological mind control. . .and that these types of drugs (like antidepressants) are being found in public drinking water as well as being pushed onto healthy people (even children!) who are being falsely labeled as "mentally ill"?

Please watch this video I made for targeted children


P.S. I understand that there truly are people who have genuine mental problems and can function better with drugs. But I can not help but wonder how many of those, who are even suicidal, are being technologically targeted. . .and even if they aren't, how many would fully recover if they were not medicated and felt truly loved by another human being or if they had someone to care to listen and understand and offer a shoulder to cry on? How many are labeled and suppressed instead of being loved and healed? How many?




November 6, 2015; Crop Circles - Electromagnetics - Mathematical Messages

    Today, while doing my laundry, I watched a documentary on the History channel about crop circles. I was surprised to hear scientists say that they have now found evidence of the authentic ones being created, from the sky, with microwaves - electromagnetic technologies. This was proven through tests on the stalks of the plants and radiation found in the soil...etc. These are the same sorts of weapons that are used to perform the technological part of the targeting of people.

    It has also been reported that mathematicians are now finding binary code messages within the designs. One of those messages is reported to say, "Beware the bearers of false gifts and their broken promises. Much pain, but still time. Believe there is good out there. We oppose deception." I believe that this may also be related to the targeting. Is it possible that the "gift," which this message referred to, was some sort of protection from the technological targeting and the "deception" was that it was really an enslavement? I know this is a long shot, but I can't help but wonder, because I feel that this has really happened - that the protection and rescue are the enslavement.

    Like most things connected to the targeting, it can be difficult to find good, solid scientific proof on the web. . .and it often seems to be surrounded by things that can discredit it - things that most people would find unbelievable, like alien and UFO theories. I believe that the microwave targeting is being done by human beings.

P.S. I am experiencing sharp pains in my chest since directly after I posted this. It feels like the usual threatening, lasering that mimics heart attack symptoms. The pains lasted for an hour or more and then stopped. They seemed to be a threat to not post this.




October 29, 2015; A phrase from some of my earlier writings

Lets face this
With determination to preserve humanity,
With gentle hands reaching out to those in need,
With peaceful non-acceptance of the evil seed


Plea From my Heart; I was on the verge of tears through this video. It is a plea, which rose from the aching depths of my heart. I hope it is heard.



I believe that victims of technological and pharmaceutical mind control include BOTH common citizens and Government officials. . .and that those who perform the targeting have enslaved victims into the covert program (often under the guise of a "rescue") that is used to help target the rest of us. I pray for this to be exposed and stopped. I pray for humanity to be set free.






October 28, 2015; More of the Latest Vamp up in Targeting

    I repeatedly woke to the pain of various parts of my body being lasered last night. And this morning I experienced a painful attack to my head, (torture levels) which also included a lot of heat in my whole head. . .and has continued through most of the day on slightly milder scales.

    In the past few days I am also experiencing another round of disruptions when I use public bathrooms. This vamp up started after I'd stated that I needed a period of time of just at least being able to go to the bathroom without being harassed. With this aim, as well as my need for a bit of a break from living in my car and having no level of privacy...etc., I was aiming to get a motel room for a month and even had help with the payment of it. The financial help was taken away and then the puppets started an obvious round of rudely trying to access public bathrooms directly after I go into them. This is not done with the normal gently trying the handle, to see if it is locked, or knocking to see if someone is in there - they literally keep reefing on the door handle, as if trying to break in, or loudly banging on the door as if it is an emergency.
    This is just one small example of the usual targeting pattern of vamping up something that they know is bothering me. I have experienced many rounds of this sort of thing in many different parts of the targeting. And a lot more than this is happening. I actually do not write most of it. Just surviving it is often about all I can do.




October 26, 2015; Attempted Instigation of Vehicle "Accidents"?

    In the past few days I have experienced THREE incidences where vehicles quickly pulled out in front of me from a stop sign where I had the right of way. Two of them happened today. The worst one was today when a car pulled out in front of me so quickly that there wasn't even time to brake and avoid hitting it. I quickly swerved into the other lane, ending up beside the car that leaped out in front of me. . .and was very lucky that there was no oncoming traffic. Oddly, I did not even think of taking down plate numbers. But then. . .it probably wouldn't have mattered since no collision happened. None of these felt like "coincidences." They felt intentional. And this is not the first round of this sort of thing.

    I seem to sometimes experience what appears to be vengeance targeting - if I tell on them they seem to re-inflict the same sort of targeting. "Okay," they sometimes say after I expose part of the targeting and they start doing it again or vamping it up. And this may be what is happening with the "accident" stuff, since I recently mentioned, in my videos, that I had experienced odd chains of vehicle "accidents" in the 1970s.

P.S. My brain was being heavily microwaved as I aimed to meet the minister who wanted to talk to me about the gathering with my family. And the near "accident" experience happened shortly before I was due to go. It appears that these manipulations were aiming to add to my feelings of discomfort. Please read the post below.




October 26, 2015; The Painful Deprivation of the Things We Love Most

    One of the patterns in the long term heavy targeting of an individual is to rip away what the victim likes or values most in life.
    I first noticed this pattern in the sudden lack of availability of SO MANY of my favorite products. . .that it simply cannot be viewed as a "coincidence" by anybody. This has happened with my favorite drinks, my favorite shampoo, mud mask, my favorite flavored coffee, my favorite desert...etc. Some of these products were completely taken off the market shortly after I developed a liking for them. And others had often been missing from store shelves at the time when I'd aim to purchase them.
    As I looked back over the deeper past I now realize that, around the late 1980s and early 1990s, they were working at ripping away the two most important things in my life - my family and my peaceful country home, which I viewed as my sacred sanctuary. They succeeded with both of these aims, because none of us were aware of being targeted.
    My first home was taken by the state of NH DOT, who had suddenly planned to put a road through my property. My next home was destroyed in a fire after severe harassment and illegal entries forced me to put it up for sale. On the next property I was severely harassed until I sold it and left the area. And the next neighborhood I moved to was (within about one month) mostly wiped out in a suspicious flash flood, where a culvert was plugged and a storm was mysteriously stalled over the area. I have been mostly homeless since then - since 2005.
    As for my family; this is the saddest and most painful part of the targeting. Physical homes can be replaced, prior to being targeted into destitution. But family bonds, and their needed trust...etc., cannot be restored under the sadistic constraints of ongoing mind control. . .and I just experienced a small painful reminder of this.
    A minister had tried to get my family together, because he could see that I need support and financial help. This is a normal response under normal conditions. But my family situation is not normal. We are all long term victims of technological targeting, and some of my family members have also been inflicted with the pharmaceutical part, which has enabled complete mind control.
    My instincts told me that a family gathering could not have a good outcome while we are all still being targeted and with the severest mind control victims still being completely unaware of being used to help harass me and/or have me labeled as “mentally ill”...etc. I had initially agreed to it, but then regretted it and called to close that door, before I realized that the process had already started and the same old sets ups for creating discord were already starting (in the usual way) through one of my siblings.(Its amazing how this can happen in ways that only the primary victim is aware of and others see nothing wrong!)
    Even just the thought of getting together with my family had raised a lot of mixed feelings in me. (I felt that I could not handle this under the present conditions, while the targeting freely continues.) In my heart I have deeply yearned for a normal, UNTARGETED, relationship with my family. This not being allowed still hurts indescribably. And it hurts to again be forced to face the fact that I cannot even begin to effectively restore my relationship with my family, while it is still under the control of those who target all of us. And the targeting would have to be genuinely and COMPLETELY stopped, in order for us to even start recovering and rebuilding trust...etc.
    The pain of this lingers, because it is a reminder of past pains. . .and because I have deeply yearned for a normal family life with my children and my family of origin. Family bonds have always been one of the most of important things to me. And being torn from my family of origin, especially with all of them blaming me for it, has inflicted the deepest pain I have ever been forced to endure. This was compounded as some of my family members aimed to destroy my bonds with my children. They did not succeed, but it planted seeds, which helped others to succeed later.
    Now that I understand how my family members, especially those who manipulate things against me, are mind control victims, it helps me to forgive them for the past. But it also makes me more determined to not let it start up again, for all our sakes. It hurts to be hurt by them and it hurts to see them being used in ways that could probably, in the long run, hurt them even more than it hurts me.
    Sadly, we cannot even begin to reunite, in a functional way, until the targeting is fully exposed and then realized by ALL family members, and not just me, especially since it appears that some have been forced into the program and are now completely controlled by those who target all of us.

Sometimes, when I think of them, it hurts indescribably, not only because of what we have been through, but also because of what we have all been deprived of – each others Love.

    The sad truth is that no types of relationships can function properly under the manipulations of sadistic, technological mind control. This part of the targeting just really desperately needs to be fully exposed and stopped, especially since it is the key element that makes all the rest of it succeed.
    I wonder how many other families have been torn apart by technological and covert targeting. And I wonder how much pain is filling the hearts of EVERY single member of those families, both those who do not realize what is happening. . .and those who stand too painfully alone with an awareness of the targeting.

God, please help ALL of us.

P.S. I had a dream that said I would be killed, if I made the wrong decision connected to family. Did I just make that "wrong decision?" Probably. . .in the eyes of those target us and look for opportunities to perpetuate that targeting. But I feel that I made the right choice for myself as well as my family members, because there is a danger for them if they were able to bypass the mind control and let themselves really love me. . .and there was a danger for me, if they couldn't. Either way it would not have been good for any of us.
    I feel that, if the miracle ever happens, which would allow me to safely reunite with my family, I would need to do it on a 'one on one' basis with each different family member. Due to the severity of the targeting, and all the secrecy around it, this does not look like it will even have a chance of happening in the near future. . .if ever. But my love for them lives on. . .it runs as deep as the pain I feel for all of us.




October 25, 2015; Request to Give Up My Life !?!

God Wants Us to Live


   Last night I was again confronted by a puppet who appears to be suggesting that I give up my life, in order to save others. A guilt trip was thrown into this one, (this morning) in the form of a license plate which abbreviated, "Live to kill," as if my life is killing others - as if I am responsible for what they are doing to people.
   Does this mean that those who target me are aiming to harm people until I either go with them or die!?! It appears that this may be the case. This is a difficult thing to live with, but I am forced to live with it. I have no other choice, at this point.
    I wonder how many other long term Targeted Individuals experience this sort of threatening pressure.

   This scenario is often expressed as a religious sacrifice type of thing, like what they say was done to Jesus. . .as if His death (and my death) would help humanity. . .as if this is "what God wants." But, in my heart, I strongly feel that this isn't what God wants. . .and that it wasn't in the days of Christ either.
   My feelings about these sorts of spiritual beliefs have not changed, although those who target me seem to be waiting for that change. (Last night the puppet even offered to pray for me to realize that God wanted Jesus to die.) But my feelings on this subject have actually intensified; I feel, in my heart, that God wanted Jesus to live and teach humanity how to Love. (This was the purpose of His life.) I feel that God wants me to live and be protected from further harm...etc. And I feel that God wants the same for other heavily Targeted Individuals. I feel that God does not want us to continue being hurt and destroyed.
   I feel that God wants the technological and pharmaceutical targetings, and the covert war, to be exposed and stopped, so that Freedom can be regained and recovery can begin. I feel that God wants humanity to stand up and save itself from further destruction and to find the Heart to openly stand up for victims of heavy targeting in that process. I feel that God wants the crimes to be stopped and our lives to be spared. I feel that God wants humanity to be Free from all sorts of dark control so that genuine Love and Light can fill our Hearts, homes, religions, countries...etc.

   As for Jesus; I really do feel that God did NOT want Him to be sacrificed; I feel that Jesus was murdered, because the dark forces wanted ALL the power and control over humanity. . .and that the poor state of our world is a result of that devastating event. I also believe that the dark forces succeeded with the murder of Jesus, because His friends betrayed Him instead of standing up for (and with) Him.
   Like I had stated long ago, the same sort of scenario is happening around heavily Targeted Individuals today. And this horribly dark and destructive pattern desperately needs to be broken.
   I feel that nobody has EVER needed to die, in order to save humanity. I feel that these sorts of sacrifices of life are dark, cruel, barbaric and satanic. . .and that the cruel torturing and testing, which I and many others are being put through, is also.
   I pray for more people to find the Heart to openly and honestly stand up for victims of these evil crimes. . .and ultimately for all of humanity.

   I feel that God wants the crimes to be exposed and stopped so that humanity can regain its Freedom and recover. I feel that "God is LOVE" - that God is about Living - about Healing and Loving and Growing closer to the Light. . .and that this is what is needed for ALL of us.

P.S. I understand how controversial this may be. It is different from what most (if not all) of the bibles say. And I am sorry if it offends anyone. But its what I feel in my heart and I feel that this is an important time for me to stand up for what I believe in.





Tuesday, October 20, 2015; Until Humanity is Free to Follow its Heart

I still strongly feel that technological and pharmaceutical mind control is at the root of MOST of the problems we are faced with in our world today. . .and that FULL recovery can not happen, and underlying problems can not be honestly resolved, until this is stopped - until humanity is Free to follow its Heart without interference.


www.heartbud.com

Please help to set humanity Free.




Sunday, October 11, 2015; I'm being tortured again!

This morning I was microwaved in a way that effected my lungs, as I said something that those who target me disapproved of. Then this stopped and I experienced a painful lasering of my right shoulder for a few hours.

Since around 3:30pm; I am experiencing almost unbearable pain in my head and a loud ring in ears - louder than what is usually there. (And someone tried to block me from posting this on the web.)

8:25pm - the torture to my brain continues! My back (around my kidney) was lasered as an ambulance drove into view of my rear view mirror. I felt sudden stabbing pain that stopped as quickly as it started. When things get this severe I feel scared.

I have been struggling, while being heavily targeted, to present my videos in proper ways. The usual back and forth between the microwaves in my brain! And I have pulled together a better, COMPLETELY unedited version of my "Targeted Videos" to use as an example of the targeting. Today's torturing of my head started when I was in the middle of reproducing the video that is at the bottom of this playlist; https://youtu.be/nxy7AYef50g?list=PLQONgELhN0SVk7HddTQakxPYm60tRUH7G

There are more posts on the original blog. Only some are copied here. . .
www.sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com




Saturday, September 12, 2015 For World Peace

Please print and share this paper
www.targetedinamerica.com/forworldpeace.pdf




Thursday, September 10, 2015 In Order to Turn It Toward the Light

    I have been searching for answers. In between the microwave hits, distress and fear. I have asked myself, "Did I do the wrong thing when I exposed the situation around Dan?" But what cries from the depths of my aching soul is a phrase that lit some of my past writings, and an ongoing dread that the "rescue" from radio wave targeting is a sly enslavement that sometimes uses good, unaware people in the foreground, but is orchestrated by the very same people who target and terrorize us.

We must expose the dark
In order to turn it toward the Light

    I am again begging media and government officials, around the globe, to please expose the targeting and enslavement - to please stand up and set humanity free. PLEASE provide methods of genuine protection; methods that do not rip targets from loved ones and inflict suffering upon the whole family; methods that expose the crimes, allowing people to pull together and support each other; methods that use radio wave detection and blocking technologies, in order to protect heavily targeted individuals. Please help us in the ways that are desperately needed. Please! I pray for this to start happening before its too late for this sort of remedy.

P.S. It appears that I am being blackmailed in efforts to force me to erase my statements about public water supplies being contaminated with the same pharmaceuticals that aid the technological mind control that is enslaving humanity...etc. There also appears to be another round of covert threats against my father and a child.




Tuesday, September 8, 2015 Another Staged Death?

    On September 6 I heard that Dan Nadeau, of Greenland, NH, was listed as being dead on February 22, 2014. On September 8th 2015, this was confirmed, through the local news paper. But is he really dead?
    Dan had been one of my advertisers in 2008. He had helped me when my car had been disabled and I was stranded on the streets in the fall of 2013.
    In 2014 his "Gold Buyers" shop was broken into shortly after he'd told me that he'd sponsor "the next" Heart Bud publication. Dan appeared to be being targeted, probably due to his association with me - his aim to support another one of my publications. If not for my experiences in the past couple months I'd think that he was truly dead and was probably inconspicuously murdered by the same people who target me.

    Those who target me have repeatedly recruited (or abducted) and used people whom I knew or had been close to, in efforts to perform a covert "rescue." Due to my insights and experiences with this, I feel that this "rescue" (into a place they call "home") leads to enslavement under the very same people who are targeting us.
    In a recent round of this (starting on July 28, 2014) puppets had leaped in front of me with license plates that read things like, "Adman" and "Bye Dan." Then it appeared that Dan was being used to try to get me to leap into his car - to "rescue" me from the targeting. "He won't go without you," one of them said as this was happening. On one occasion Dan parked next to me and walked in front of my parked car (He may have even waved at me) then appeared to be sitting in his car waiting for me to leap into the back seat. This was months after his "death" and around a month BEFORE I realized that he was "dead."
    Dan is the third, person, whom I feel sure is still alive although thought to be dead by loved ones and the rest of the world. It appears that staged deaths is one of the recruiting methods. If I had chosen to go to tis "home" with them my death may have been staged as well. "Its permanent" they once told me, which appears to mean that once we go we can never return to our real lives and identity. (I have had dreams and insights, which show this "home" as a dark place.)
    Directly after I realized the first staged death (in 2013) I was issued a very direct threat - they had a puppet park near me and yell out, "If you blow my cover I will kill you." And now, the same thing happening to Dan, that had happened to Jim Baker of Nova Scotia, and the one whom I can not mention, leads me to feeling a need to more fully expose it, before something happens to me.
    There may have been a fourth staged death; In the Spring of 2014 I had posted the possibility of my mother not truly dieing in 1977 and being abducted into the covert program, which had also used her to try to lure me into that "home", in order to be with her again. Most of this post has been erased by those who infiltrate my writings. (Last years post about Dan's shop being broken into has also been erased from my book of this blog. There is an obvious aim to cover up these things.)

    I am truly sorry if this offends anyone who may think that the "rescue" is a good thing. I must follow the heart of my instincts and share what I believe to be true. Even IF all forms of the "rescues" do not lead to enslavement, the process of leaving loved ones thinking that a family member has died, when they are still alive, is just too horribly wrong and hurtful to all who are involved. (It appears that enslaved victims do not even realize that they are mind control victims!)
    I pray for methods of genuine protection; methods that do not rip targets from loved ones and inflict suffering upon the whole family; methods that expose the crimes, allowing people to pull together and support each other; methods that use radio wave detection and blocking technologies, in order to protect heavily targeted individuals. I pray for this to start happening before its too late for this sort of remedy.

    I am beside myself with grief and concern right now. . .not to mention being lasered and knowing that my life is in more danger than ever since I refused to go with Dan and now know that his death was staged. Perhaps I will be able to share more of my thoughts and feelings about this later. Until then, I pray that this reaches people who can do more to expose and stop the enslavement of human beings, especially in ways that leave their loved ones thinking that they are dead, because enslavement can be worse than a physical death.


P.S. After posting this came what appear to be more threats to force me into a shelter and "check it out..." I'm extremely distressed and they seem to also continue judging me for not being perfect while they continue to torture me and interfere with my brain function...etc. Stats on this blog suddenly dropped after this post. I do not know if it is being allowed to be viewed.




Monday, August 31, 2015 Erased and Altered Post

    I recently found the post below altered and erased from some of my writings. Some of its dates of 2012 were changed to 2014. And my old address to Technological Holocaust information, (www.poeticpublications.com/zinfo.html) had been altered. FYI: When I wrote the "Public Notice" paper it was out of sheer desperation and fear of what is happening. My gropes for proof, at that time, had only found reports on HAARP. So, this is the only technology I listed in this paper. I have since learned that there are many other technologies, that can be used for the same purposes. Please excuse my ignorance, and assumptions through this time when I was literally fighting for our lives under conditions that were (and remain) indescribably difficult.

Friday, July 18, 2014; Public Notice Flyer;

    As I aim to clean up some of my writings, I am noticing some unusual things around the posting of information about the Technological Holocaust. I'd printed a little "Public Notice" flyer/paper on April 24, 2012 and some unusual things have happened around it. My commercial printer (a NH news paper company) made a few delays around taking payment for it and then sent me a receipt that was dated a month later. After the original files were missing from my computer, (or dates on them changed) I felt that there were some manipulations happening, so I hand wrote the printing date on the papers - "4-24-2012." (I had not printed a date on it, because my focus was on just genuinely helping to expose this crisis.) Some sort of mind control must have kicked in on me while I did this, because on SOME of the papers, I wrote "5-24-2012" - I wrote a five instead of a four. The address of it on some web postings had been altered. A USB device, which contained a huge chunk of my writings is recently missing on a day after my vehicle seemed to have been accessed, while it had been disabled for 5 days...etc. The Public Notice grew from a paper I wrote in February 2012. Below are links to some of my earlier web writings. Though they are not done very well, and though I have learned a lot since I posted or printed them, they are what they are and I have decided not to alter or erase them."

Close to the Original Public Notice Paper;
www.poeticpublications.com/Public Notice 2.pdf
(Previous postings of this address had been altered.)

Original web pages, which had been altered and blocked;
www.poeticpublications/zintro.html

    Read on my new "Statements" page to the right of this blog; www.sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com/p/statements.html Also download my most recent effort to resurrect the original posts of this blog. This is probably the most complete version with the most recently found alteration fixed on 9-1-2015; www.poeticpublications.com/bookram12b.pdf




Saturday, August 29, 2015 To Set Love Free

    What helps to keep me going, while being targeted, is the process of holding onto my vision of citizens, around the globe, being fully informed of the enslavement, mind control...etc., - of citizens being given the opportunity to resist the darkness, and let our Hearts pull together to openly talk about what we are faced with and support each other through it.

The Sun will rise for all of humanity
As we embrace our Hearts and set Love free.

    I have not done very well. But I have been doing my best to embrace my heart as I stumble through the chaos and tortures that I am being inflicted with. It is here in my writings. . .between the fight and confusion. . .a heart that stumbles under too much weight. . .a heart that aims to expose the targeting and reach those who can do more. . .a breaking heart that is begging humanity to stand up and save itself, because none of us can do this alone. Please hear my plea. We all need each other in ways that the silence is not allowing.

Please help break the silence
So that Love can be set free.

www.heartbud.com




Friday, August 28, 2015 Something Shot At my Vehicle?

    At around 6pm, on the 25th of this month, my car was suddenly struck by an object. I heard it bouncing off the car and later found a bit of damage on my windshield. Most would probably say that it was just accidental, but it felt like an act of violence to either harm or scare me. A few inches higher, and a split second later, it could have hit me through my open window.




Tuesday, August 25, 2015 An Email From Obama?

    I have received a lot of fabricated emails, and have even noticed content altered in emails, so I no longer completely trust them. But. . . I recently got an email, which stated that it was from the White House, and was from Obama. Just the possibility of this email really being from him brought on a batch of tears and shone a ray of hope into the darkness I am surrounded by.

    Obama, if this was really from you, THANK YOU as well. Your acknowledgment of my letters meant more to me than I can say or feel at this point in time, due to my state of overwhelm with the targeting. I pray for God's Light to surround you, protect you and guide your Heart through these troubled times we are all faced with.

    I pray for the covert war to end. I pray for enslaved mind control victims to be set free. I pray for all who are suffering to be relieved of their pain and have a chance to understand, support each other and recover. I pray for God's Light to continue shining stronger and stronger until America, and the rest of humanity, have regained the precious Freedoms that have been being lost through the past several decades.

God Help America. And God Help Humanity to Regain the Freedom
to Think and Feel and Grow Into All That It Was Meant To Be.

Please Stand Up and Set Humanity Free, Obama.
Please publicly expose the covert program that is recruiting victims of mind control. . .so they can understand what they are being used by and opt to leave the program. Please publicly expose the technological and pharmaceutical mind control, so that victims can resist it and citizens can pull together and support each other, instead of remaining in confused separation...etc.

Please!

P.S. Dear, Obama, I am sorry if my requests seem like too steep of a mountain to climb. I can not even begin to understand what you are faced with in your job. I believe that you are truly doing all that you are able to, at this point in time. But please take my plea into serious consideration, because I've had a dream of key people openly standing up and pulling together to expose the covert targetings. . .and that peaceful stand instigating the end of the hell that is harming many and forcefully enslaving others...etc. I trust this dream above all else. It is the most solid piece of Hope I've had for the future of humanity. Please consider my plea.

    There were other blog posts between this one and the next one below. I will fill it in when I can. Until then they are also in this pdf.
www.poeticpublications.com/bookram12




August 12, 2015 - Radiation Vamp Up!

The radiation that is being directed into my whole abdominal area has recently vamped up. This type of microwaving has been periodically happening through the past two years. I'd thought that it might back off after I had previously exposed it and the dream I'd had of them killing me by inflicting me with tumors in my stomach. But I do not know if that post was erased or not. My situation is critical. (I also had a recent dream, which portrayed bad energy being directed at me...etc.) And the psychological harassment and lasering of my brain and body is still ongoing and wearing me down.
    I pray for them to not succeed with destroying me in any way. But this is slowly happening and there seems nothing I can do to stop it. My hope for survival has been diminishing. I am not safe. I am being hurt. I am in desperate need of protection from further harm.

P.S. look for the 12th edition of the book, which is reconstructing this blog to its original form. www.poeticpublications.com/bookram12.pdf Look for it soon on amazon also. I pray that this one remains in tact.

There were other blog posts between this one and the next one below. I will fill it in when I can. Until then they are also in this pdf.
www.poeticpublications.com/bookram12




July 8, 2015 - Targeting of Deep Feelings and Prayers :-(

    I have mentioned this before, but it is so horrible and so wrong and so intrusive and so harmful that it deserves more attention.

    This evening (around 8pm.) I settled into doing a bit of meditating, which included deep breathing, praying and visualization. As soon as I reached just a shallow depth with it, the usual loud microwave ring in my ears started, and then the dreaded feeling, that seems to be some other form of weapon, and feels like my brain being held in a vice grip. This causes a dull ache through my whole head and face and blocks me. This particular type of weapon attack often happens when I have any depth of feelings - when I feel sad or angry as well as when I pray or meditate. It seems to happen only when my brain shifts into a certain mode - the mode that I need in order to survive.
    Deep meditative prayer has always been a life line for me, especially during tough times. But the freedom to feel and pray, in ways that are natural to me, have been being prevented! This is literally destroying me, on the inside. I am in desperate need of protection from further technological targeting.

Humanity Needs the Freedom to Feel, Pray and Heal

P.S. There are those who say that "If you are truly in the Light you can't be hurt." But this concept does not apply to physical attacks and tortures. And I have only heard it said by perpetrators who seem to use it as an excuse for abuse. Laser weapon and microwave weapon attacks are physical attacks. Even Jesus was not immune to being tortured and murdered. No human body can withstand tortures and attacks with any sort of weapon. And spiritually based people can be sensitive to even just normal levels of radio waves. Heavier doses hurt us. Technological tortures, that prevent the freedom to deeply pray and feel are destroying us! We need these crimes to be acknowledged and exposed and stopped.




July 6, 2015 Weapon Attacks to Brain

     Yesterday I did a small spontaneous speech at a church, exposing the covert program and my vision of uncontrolled citizens and government officials, around the globe, uniting in a stand against the technological and pharmaceutical crimes against humanity.
    Today I am experiencing painful weapon attacks to my brain through most of the day.




July 4, 2015 Independence Day Plea

    I beg government officials, around the globe, to PLEASE publicly expose the covert program - stopping its rapid growth and freeing those who are unwittingly enslaved in it. Please take immediate actions to stop all criminal use of microwave weapons, laser weapons and satellite surveillance systems. Please protect from further harm, those of us who are being heavily targeted/tortured.
     Please do not allow the Heart and Soul of humanity to continue being destroyed by mind control technologies, their aiding pharmaceuticals and false "rescues" into human enslavement. Please also prevent the use of microwave weapons on the Earth and its atmosphere. Please restore Freedom and safety to all of humanity.  Please!


We're Here to Love by Ronnie Milsap


    As people celebrate Freedom, on this 4th of July weekend, my heart aches for our loss of it, and prays for its restoration. I pray for citizens and government officials, around the globe as well as in America, to unite into a peaceful fight against the targeting of humanity - to openly stand up and regain Freedom from technological, pharmaceutical and other forms of covert targeting.
    I believe that the "monolithic conspiracy," which JFK warned of, has set up covert operations that are recruiting and brainwashing people - pitting citizens against governments and governments against citizens as well as family members against each other. I beg you to follow your Heart above all else, and let that Heart lead you into an open, honest, compassionate stand for Freedom.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way
Through bullets hidden in microwaves,
And COURAGE, God...to make a STAND
That saves our lives and FREEs our land.

P.S. I have been deeply struggling with heavy targeting. I have just bounced back, yet another time, from what felt like an inner death, inflicted by laser weapons aimed at my brain...etc. I don't know how much longer I can hold up. I pray that you realize what is happening and do all that you can to help restore humanity's Freedom.




Wednesday, July 1, 2015 Update on My Situation

    It appears that my vehicle is again being used to torture me. Constant problems in the same area are like an axe held over my head - like a constant threat to completely disable the vehicle, dump me on the streets and steal what little is left of my personal journals and other writings. I have gone to four garages and a new problem arises, in the same area that was worked on, literally every time. I am on my FIFTH attempt to fix it. This will be the third serpentine belt it needs within a month or two. They seem to just start fraying on their own! The pullies were already replaced, as well as the power steering pump and the power steering rack, which sudden sprung a drastic leak directly after the first repair of the belt. Are they being lasered or tampered with after the mechanics work on it OR are the mechanics being instructed to keep the vehicle on the verge of breakdown? Either way this is extremely distressing, because the vehicle is now my only home as well as storage for what little is left of my personal belongings. Everything else has already been either taken from me or sabotaged, my country homes, my work, my loved ones, my freedom...etc.
     I feel scared and do not know what will happen next. I had planned to get a storage bin for my belongings so that I will not lose them if they disable my car and have it towed. But this has just been prevented. They have me up against a wall with my car on the verge of total breakdown and there is no fully trustworthy place or person left for me to turn to. I am under extreme levels of distress. Aside from the vehicle problems I continue to experience laser weapons and microwave weapon attacks, threats, covert harassment and extremely loud noise campaigns.

    I just realized that the dates of the creation of my web pages have been erased on all the index pages. And the index page of my Poetic Publications site is no longer being picked up by search engines.

P.S. It appears that I am getting covert threats connected to next Monday.




Monday, June 29, 2015 True Perfection

True perfection sets arrogance aside
to admit problems and mistakes.




Sunday, June 28, 2015 A Resurrection of this Blog

Ramblings of a Targeted Individual - The Resurrection
www.poeticpublications.com/bookram10.pdf

In order to be truly genuine we must speak without thinking

My original writings are not perfect, but they are a perfect example of what a Targeted Individual goes through, in a desperate fight to figure out and expose Hitler-style targeting, while still being targeted, threatened, shot with laser weapons and even sometimes brainwashed.




June 27, 2015; A Perfect Example

     The 4th 5th and 6th editions of the "Ramblings of a Targeted Individual" book were wiped off of my websites and from some of my storage devices. As I do my own edits for the book of this blog, it appears that some of my writings have been being erased by those who target me and infiltrate my computers. And I have made a few of my own mistakes out of fear and a desperate need for genuine help. (The ninth edition is too severely edited.) Judging by what has been being erased, their goal appears to be to hide the primary part of the crimes; the part that also targets our families to pit them against us and use them to help label us as "mentally ill" or to institutionalize us - the mind control part. (We are all victims.)
    I tried to retrieve my original writings of this blog and am getting interference and a threat of ramifications for doing so. But was later able to pull this pdf together. . .

My original writings are not perfect, but they are a perfect example of what a Targeted Individual goes through, in a desperate fight to figure out and expose Hitler-style targeting, while still being targeted, threatened, shot with laser weapons and even sometimes brainwashed. And I have a right to keep and share them.


Download the resurrection of my blog postings
www.poeticpublications.com/bookram10.pdf




June 25, 2015; Dixi Chicks Targeted

     I remember when the Dixie Chicks were shunned. It was so sad and seemed so unfair that I couldn't understand. My daughters and I had a difficult time with it. I had wanted to make a statement about it, but was dealing with such heavy rounds of targeting, myself, that I never got around to it. I just ran across this video again and thought it a very appropriate thing to share here. I now understand more about the targetings, which are happening to many. And I can deeply relate to this song, which the Dixie Chicks wrote about the targeting and their fight to wash their hands of it, while it grew and hurt them as well as destroying their work. They had fumbled to try to make things better, while under the axe of  hate and anger. And then their career crumbled as that axe refused to lift.
    I also watched a "Time Magazine" interview with Natalie where she said that she does not want to go back to singing out of fear of being attacked again. I find that sad. The attacks against them had to have left a scar, a pain that they now have to live with and guard themselves from more being inflicted. I understand how controversial this is in this time of "the war on terrorism." But its important to stand up for what we believe in and this is one of the big issues that also surrounded this crisis with the Dixie Chicks. I feel that they finished falling due to being so viciously bashed that they were not able to stand strong enough behind their right to Freedom of speech. (I have also been being threatened into silence, so I can relate.)

     I feel that true American patriotism honors the Freedoms that our constitution laid out for us, and that hateful oppositions to that Freedom are actually part of the covert mind control induced interior "terrorism" that seems to be rapidly growing. In 2001 I was angrily told to "get out of the country," by someone, because I did not share her type of patriotism. I actually feel that this sort of attitude is shamefully unpatriotic. What happened to the Dixie Chicks is a prime example of how this sort of hateful attitude can hurt, suppress and induce fear in fellow citizens. This goes against all that America has stood for. The Heart of America has always been about the Freedom to live, think, feel and speak. And I hope we start returning to that Heart of America, which seems to be being forgotten or destroyed by too many.

I believe in the Freedom to be openly honest
about what we think and feel. Not everyone has
to agree, but everyone should respect that right.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IHH8bfPhusM

    Did you notice the doctor office segment of this video? Was Natalie shoved toward the common psychiatric aims to falsely label, drug and control victims of sadistic targeting? Were they targeted by more than the media and hateful boycotting and threats...etc.?

A News Interview with Dixie Chicks
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fKu8BXFRLE0

I believe in standing up for what is right. I believe in
standing up for people who are being unjustly hurt.

    I have been doing some severe edits to this blog, and its book, out of fear of offending people and fear of help never coming for those of us who are being heavily targeted, as well as those who have been literally technologically enslaved into the covert program that is used to target us. And I now realize that, most of the edits go against what I believe in. There have been many things I've written out of anger or fear for all of us while being targeted. I get more heavily targeted as I do the posts that expose the targeting. "That's not very patriotic" was once said to me. (I am getting flack for posting this one.) But I also get more heavily targeted, and hits on this blog have suddenly dropped, every time I share the Heart Bud or talk about Heart.
    This blog was not perfect. I'm sure that I have shared some misinformation, because I have been figuring out the targeting process, and have been being heavily targeted, while blogging. But it is what it is. And its authentic. I'm sure that some may disagree with some of it. But everything I wrote is honestly what I felt at the time. I am now working on returning the book of this blog back to its original form, with much less edits. All of it is a reflection of    (what was here has been erased by those who target me!)

Later; And I guess that's it! The rest of this statement was erased by someone who infiltrated this blog, along with other parts of this post, in the emails I sent as I wrote it. I have also tried to reconstruct the book of this blog and it is not being allowed. I am not being allowed freedom with my writings!
    I have been forced to put old editions back onto Amazon without the proper edits. So, I ask that you please excuse the fact that it may contain some names...etc., which I am not being allowed the freedom to edit out. My computers are infiltrated and this edition was wiped off of my websites, (as well as the 4th and 7th editions) by those who target me. I feel that information in them is important enough to re-offer the old books in their raw form. . .hoping that those files are not interfered with, in my publishing company. It is highly possible that I am being backed into this corner so that I will get into trouble for some of the contents of this book. But other things in it need to be said. I hope that the Heart of humanity will understand instead of helping criminals add to my distress. Here are re-posted older editions, which I found. I do not know if they are the same as I wrote them.

P.S. I just remembered part of what I had written in the erased statement, above; I had stated that the way this blog had been was a reflection of the anger and pain, which can rise from the indescribable suffering I have been experiencing while being targeted, threatened and harassed.




June 25, 2015; The "Rebirth of the Reich" Happened a Long Time Ago

    I just found an interesting "Death Ray" connection between Nikola Tesla's work and the research of Bernhard Schreiber in "THE MEN BEHIND HITLER - A German warning to the world."

    On July 11, 1934 New York Times reported that Tesla invented the "Death Ray" - a particle beam weapon. Tesla had experimented with the effects of shooting radio waves into the body as well as into the atmosphere as he invented technologies, which included particle beam (laser) weapons, radio wave transmissions of sound, X-ray machines and weather modification technologies.

The start of a Technological Holocaust?
http://targetedinamerica.com/atesla.htm

    In part of Schreiber's book, which appears to have been erased, he had spoken of Dr. Paul Joseph Goebbels bragging, in 1944 - after Hitler's Reich had fallen, about a secret weapon - a "death ray" that would lead to the "rebirth of the Reich." Quote by Schreiber; "The Nazis may have been disbanded, but the psychiatrists still linger on among us. Maybe this is the secret weapon Goebbels boasted about which would lead to the rebirth of the Reich - not a super-bomb and not a death ray, but a blueprint for a psychiatric slave state." Below is my previous post on the "Death Ray," which I was tortured for writing. I was also tortured when I found Dr Thomas Szasz around this same time in December of 2014.

Dr. Geobbels's Mystery Weapon
http://sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com/2014/12/dr-paul-joseph-geobbelss-mystery-weapon.html

That "Rebirth of the Reich" happened a long time
ago and is in full swing and people need to know.

    I began being tortured this morning as I started pulling this post together in my mind. And my computer has been freezing up and shutting down as I post this a little bit at a time. It feels clear to me that we are in the middle of the third reich, but it is being performed with a lethal silence, which pits citizens against governments and governments against citizens as well as family members against each. . .as well as using weather modification as a weapon against masses of people...etc. It truly is evil and destructive and deadly and is in desperate need of being exposed so that people can understand and pull together to support each other until it is stopped and freedom is restored to humanity.

    I recently watched this film, where a Syrian woman had stated that the government and citizens were being pitted against each other. Then when I watched it again, to quote that part, it appears to have been clipped out. This is odd. Did I imagine it? I don't think so. But who would want to hide what is happening when the silence supports it and keeps people in a state of fear and anger and fighting each other. . .or in a confused state of feeling that something is horribly wrong, but not understanding what it is.
    Though the statement appears to have been erased from this video, it lingers in my mind as a confirmation for what I've been sensing. I have no doubt that this "pitting" is happening in the USA, and other countries, as well as in Syria with the use of technological mind control and its supporting enslavement process, which people are being convinced is a mode of protection or escape from the targeting. I deeply feel that public and government awareness is the first step toward stopping its lethal aim for complete control, and the destruction of all that is good and free, while inflicting pain, discord and fear. (I recently sent this information to government officials...etc., but do not know if it even stood a chance to reach anyone. Please help forward it to everyone you know, especially government officials.)

"It Changed Everything" - Drought and Revolution
www.weather.com/news/video/it-changed-everything

Never, in the history of humanity, has
There been a more critical time for the
Heart of citizens and governments to
Pull together in a stand for Freedom.




June 25, 2015; A Deadly Misconception

    Those who target us seem to have convinced officials, around the globe, that silence will prevent panic and help the situation. But I feel that the reverse is true - that the silence has helped this crisis to grow through many decades now. They are not to blame. They are victims of this as well. But the misconception needs to be broken, instead of erased from my writings...etc., which has happened with the erasing of a page which cried out for government to expose these crimes, in the original public writing of my Targeted in America book. I have felt afraid that, when that page was erased, it marked the time of a decision to keep this crisis hidden, which feels like a horrible mistake that serves only those who target us all.

    I strongly feel that FULL awareness calms the confusion and helps people to pull together and support each other. People pulling together to support each other calms the fear. And people having the opportunity to pull together and support each other, instead of being kept in separate pools of confusion and fear, is how Love can conquer the stealth of hate.

    But oddly, people seem to even be being brainwashed into thinking that those of us who are fighting to expose and stop these crimes, while being heavily targeted, are the ones who are instilling fear - are the "terrorists." How much more backwards can things possibly get?!!! Its the silence that is keeping people in a state of fear and confusion and fighting for Freedom in a covert war that is helping to destroy every Freedom humanity has ever known.

Please help break the silence that
Is helping them to hurt us all.

Silence Hurts!

    This post was inspired by what appeared to be a covert accusation of me being a "terrorist" for aiming to expose these crimes in the previous post.




June 24, 2015; Nikola Tesla

The start of a Technological Holocaust?
www.targetedinamerica.com/atesla.htm




June 24, 2015; How?

How can focusing on fixing the little problems (the gang stalking...etc.) have a positive outcome while it is all still being controlled by the big problem - the mind control?
     I have gone through rounds of responding to the popular push to focus more on exposing the smaller parts of the targeting. But, through it all, my heart and soul keep asking that same question; How can the little problems be effectively taken care of while the big problems are still manipulating the whole situation? Wouldn't the little problems be automatically fixed as the big ones, which cause them, are fixed?

     My edits to this blog, and the book of it - Ramblings of a Targeted Individual, have focused on removing names and anything that may be too offensive. In recent edits I have also aimed toward bypassing the smaller parts of my difficulties with the targeting, in order to bring more of a focus onto the larger problem, which is hurting EVERYONE - heavily targeted victims (like myself) as well as those who are enslaved in the covert program, which I believe includes government officials as well as citizens in America as well as globally. But it appears that more than this is being done to my writings.
     I have recently noticed that edition 7 (possibly 5 and 6 also) of the book of this blog has been being wiped out of my files and my websites. These editions contain more than this blog does. It seems like, as I do edits other things may be being altered or wiped out by those who target me and infiltrate my computers. I am concerned that perpetration may be manipulating something with the altering of my writings. But I am not sure what it is. And, until I am able to FREELY comb through my writings and figure it all out, I have reposted edition 7 on Amazon, although it is in need of some decent editing and also may not have remained authentic. I pray that those who target humanity do not succeed with their manipulations. . .whatever they are.
May the Good Win.
www.targetedinamerica.com




June 21, 2015; Plea to Global Governments

    I beg government officials, around the globe, to PLEASE not allow the Heart and Soul of humanity to continue being destroyed by mind control technologies, their aiding pharmaceuticals and "rescues" into human enslavement. Please do all that you can to restore Freedom for yourselves as well as the rest of humanity. 


God Help Humanity
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June 19, 2015; Concern About Family Being Harmed

    I am still deeply concerned about my father. I have been getting what appears to be another round of covert threats against him. Those who target us seem to have a pattern of going after family members to punish their primary victim. I have also gotten rounds of threats against my children (primarily my oldest daughter) and other family members. I pray for their safety as well as mine.

P.S. I am also concerned about my X husbands family, because I have had a dream forewarning that they could be more heavily targeted. I am also concerned about myself, because (aside from the general targeting that is slowly destroying me) I have had dreams, which forewarned about them shooting me in the stomach to create lethal tumors. . .and them not allowing a helpful door to open for me until they have finished taking something out of me. This latter one raises concernes about the amount of control they already have as well as what that "something" is. Its either a part of my brain or a microchip. But I am also concerned about all of humanity, enough to not stop worrying about what will happen if these crimes are not exposed and stopped. The unfortunate Truth is that nobody is safe until this holocaust is exposed and stopped, instead of supported with silence. Please do all that you can to help it be stopped.

P.S.S. I have also had dreams about the sun rising for all of humanity and peace and recovery spreading through humanity, but this one seems to depend on humanity finding the Heart to stand up and save itself. And the time for this feels overdue. And I still feel that forewarnings are for prevention and that it is important to stand up for what is right even while being threatened. I pray that those who target humanity do not succeed.




June 17, 2015; "There Are People Dieing. . ."

     Worse than a physical death is the type of death that is taking place in the Heart and Soul of every long term mind control victim. The lasering or microwaving of people's brains, for the purpose of either torturing or controlling them, are horrible holocaustal crimes, which are in desperate need of being exposed so that they can be stopped and Freedom can be restored for all of humanity.

Please Let Your Heart Care

     My writings have a heavy focus on the mind control and pharmaceutical parts of the targeting, because I feel that it is the core problem, which is at the root of most other problems we face in our troubled world. It is not only hurting us, but is also preventing help from reaching us. I feel that it is the most dangerous thing humanity has ever had to face and is in desperate need of being immediately exposed and stopped for the future safety of all of humanity.

Please Stand Up for Humanity

    I am begging, from the bottom of my heart and soul, for leaders of every nation, to PLEASE expose and stop criminal use of all sorts of microwave weapons, especially those used for mind control. Please don't let the weapons, or the silence that supports their criminal use, to continue hurting us. I believe that many of you are unaware victims as well. In standing up for us you are also standing up for yourselves and your loved ones.

Please Stop the Covert War

    I am also begging every member of the covert operations, which are used to help target us, to please step out and stand up. I believe that many of you are mind control victims who are being used by people who are destroying your Freedom as well as ours. Please stand up for your own future as well as the rest of humanity.

Please Stand Up for Freedom From Mind Control










June 15, 2015; Another Prayer

    I pray that the technological crimes, which are being committed against human beings, are exposed and stopped before too much more damage is done to too many. I pray that those who are enslaved in the covert program are set free. I pray that criminal use of radio wave technologies and pharmaceuticals is fully exposed so that it can be stopped and victims can gain the understanding that will be needed for recovery. I pray that those of us who are being heavily targeted are protected from further harm.

    As for me; My struggle to remain strong, on a psychological level is a difficult battle between vamp ups in the covert harassment and technological targeting. I am still being tortured with painful levels of weapon attacks to my brain when I deeply pray or cry or have any sort of depth of feelings. This has happened twice in the past two days.
    It appears that I received another threat this morning, possibly two. (One was a "happy B day" text.) And Friday I got what appeared to be another threat to have me put in prison if I do not leave - become silent. Thoughts of the technological targeting continuing any longer is very upsetting. I am deeply concerned for all of us. This has gone on for too long and is hurting too many. I can not help but cry for all of us, lately. And I have been being tortured when I deeply pray or cry.

    Aside from the confusing chaos and technological tortures that I am personally experiencing, I feel like I am trapped in a glass bottle watching the Heart and Soul of humanity being destroyed. . .and its breaking my heart.




June 10, 2015; Another Round of Threats?

    In the past several days I have been experiencing another round of an unusual amount of dead animals in roads I frequent. This appears to be covert threats. Most of the animals have been squirrels. Two were large birds (like a hawk or seagull). This linked with a dream I had, and a herst parking in front of me yesterday, has me a bit concerned about estranged loved ones...etc. Am praying for safety for everyone. 

      I am also still going through rounds of vamped up radio waves being shot into my brain. It effects me worse when I'm under extreme distress, as seems to be the pattern of the targeting. . .to shove us into extreme emotional and mental distress before tuning up the mind control part of the targeting. I have been through many severe rounds of this since the mid 1990s. . .and have witnessed the same pattern happening to other victims.

     In the past few days I am also experiencing a heavy round of lasering to the spot in my vaginal area, where a microchip seems to have been implanted. I feel that they may be trying to remove it. I actually ended up with a sore on that spot yesterday morning. If they are trying to remove the microchip, it has me wondering if the chemical inflictions (like on toilet paper) in the past year and a half have been to cover up the lasering around the chip. The chemical attacks do seem to have begun after the time when I had openly mentioned having it. And there have been rounds of that spot being effected more than any other. But its been worse lately. Why would there be a vamped up push to remove the microchip right now?

P.S. I am in a terrible position where my vehicle appears to have been being slowly disabled in the past few weeks. New problems have oddly suddenly arose each time I get it repaired! I’m scared. It is my home, which contains what little is left of my writings. I pray that those who target me/us do not succeed with disabling me in any more ways than what has already been done. I also still pray for desperately needed protection from further targeting...etc., for myself and others whom I know are also being heavily targeted.

The Infiltration
(A vision of hope by Sharon R. Poet)


    This fiction story was erased due to a need for edits, which I am being too heavily targeted to fully do justice to. It was a depiction of my perceptions of what has been really slowly and slyly happening since around the 1950s. It was about the USA being infiltrated, by a Hitler-style force, which covertly aimed for technological control of both government officials and citizens, utilizing silence, mind control technologies and pharmaceuticals to aid their success with turning citizens against the government and government against citizens, as well as family members against each other. It depicted the silence being broken with the technological and covert targeting being publicly exposed by good government officials who informed the public and asked people to step out of the infiltrated covert program. . .releasing from bondage those who were already enslaved and protecting those who were aware and those who were being heavily targeted/tortured. And it ended with Government and Citizens uniting in recovery from the sadistic types of targeting. The following poem depicts the sentiments it ended with and the wish that still cries from the depths of heart and soul, because I believe this to be a real global crisis. I hope I am wrong. But what if I’m not?




June 6, 2015 - Please Pray With Me;

    Please pray for Light to surround the leaders of every nation and government agency until officials are able to safely stand up and fully expose the criminal covert operation and its targeting of humanity, so that it can stop growing and those who are enslaved can gain an understanding of what they are being used for and have the opportunity to regain their Freedom; for criminal use of all sorts of radio wave technologies, and the pharmaceuticals that aid their success, to be exposed and stopped; for all mind control victims to receive needed validation and regain the Freedom to naturally think, feel and grow; for those of us who are being technologically and psychologically tortured to be protected from further harm and have a chance to recover and rebuild our lives; for the covert war to end - for the Heart and Soul of humanity to move into a place of recovery - for  Love and Light to banish the dark.

Gods hands work through our Hearts.
We must do our part.

    If there is nothing else you can do, please pray. If there are other things you can do, please pray as well. Visualize the Light of God shining around the globe. . .chasing out the dark until all is being restored.


Knotted Rope

Oh wrap me in Love until it goes away -
The anger, the pain and all that they say.
Fill me with strength to persevere and survive
To do the best I can as long as I'm alive.
Throw me a long line - a strong knotted rope
That I can hold onto when I lose my hope.
Fill my Faith for all with a bit for me
And help their leery minds
To understand and see.




May 29, 2015; Intrusive Alterations

    I’ve had a serious problem with my computers being infiltrated by those who target me, and have periodically found alterations to my writings. This morning the red word - (their) in the article below, was inserted by those who have infiltrated my computer. This, as well as many previous alterations, have made me wonder about how much of this has been done without my realizing it. Its amazing how just the changing or misspelling of one word, or the plugging in of one word, can alter the whole meaning of a statement or make it too confusing to keep the reader interested. . .and I guess this is their intention. But today's alteration seemed a bit senseless.
    Unfortunately I have no way of protecting my computer or purchasing a new one right now. In the past, when I've tried to have my computers fixed, the shops used to call them "viruses." Those are the only times that I have heard the intrusive behaviors of stalkers referred to as "viruses."

    (Please do not let this discredit the rest of my writings, because I find that changes do not happen after I print them. Its just getting to that printing process that the alterations have been made. I have had to repeatedly comb through my writings. And most of them have been printed and also put in different formats.)

Excerpt From Microwave and Laser Weapons Article

    Some reports state that the types of microwave and laser weapons, which are used on (their) Targeted Individuals, are locally operated from nearby buildings or vehicles. Some state that it is being done through cell phones, computers and other technologies being flooded with unusual concentrations of radio waves (Microwaves). Some state that the beams of radio waves are being directed through satellites and/or through the types of technologies that bounced radio waves off of the ionosphere in order to be redirected to a distant target. Some state that people are being targeted through a network that utilizes things like cell towers. And some cover the crimes and try to make us look crazy for standing up against them.
    Common sense tells me that any technologies, which can emit and direct radio waves can be criminally used. If satellites can direct radio waves to a person's home or computer for internet access, they can also direct them, in more intense frequencies, at a person. Many of my experiences have proven to me that this is indeed happening (VERY remotely) and that it is being done in conjunction with satellite surveillance systems, no matter what other technologies are being used.
    Research can be difficult, because privately owned laser technologies, and their criminal applications, are not publicly advertised. And neither are those that were designed as weapons for secret military use. But I hope you let your Heart give my testimony, and that of other targeted individuals, the benefit of your doubt, because we are being hurt and are in need of people believing us and protecting us from further harm. This could benefit you as well, because criminal use of radio wave technologies can only grow and get worse until it is openly detected and stopped.

Read the full article on
www.targetedinamerica.com/weapons.htm




Thursday, May 28, 2015; A Call for Proper Testing

     Many may question how we can know if our pain is natural or technologically induced. Heavily targeted victims - those of us who also experience covert harassment (gang stalking) are sometimes taunted by our abusers, who actually let us know what they are doing, in the form of covert threats before the technological attacks happen. We KNOW that we are being attacked, with microwave and laser weapons, and we need you to at least give us the benefit of your understandable doubt unless it is proven to not be true, through honest medical testing for cell structure damage...etc., and radio wave detection technologies. . .and NOT through having to prove our sanity through psychiatric tests and harmful pharmaceuticals, which have been pushed upon heavily Targeted Individuals, in order to determine if the symptoms are from “mental illness” or not. The medicating can not result in an accurate determination, because those who target us can just back off as soon as the drugs and "mental illness" labels have been applied. The psychiatric drugs actually aid the mind control part of the targeting. The whole process of falsely labeling/discrediting and medicating victims is part of the targeting process, although it may be sometimes unwittingly carried out by people who are not aware of the most sly parts of the targeting and its goals to disable and discredit us...etc.
    There are technologies, which can detect or block microwave weapon intrusions. But possession of the blockers is illegal in most countries. And I have read a professional report, which stated concern about new detection technologies possibly having a filter built into them, which prevents detection of the low frequencies, which are used for the mind control part of the targeting.



    Putting us into positions where we have to prove our sanity, through psychiatric evaluations, which can be technologically or otherwise interfered with, merely adds to our distress at a time when we need the opposite. The parts of psychiatry, which blindly follow the DSM, have been exposed as being corrupt by honest psychiatrists.
     According to microwave experts, medical and technological testing can prove the targeting. And this is what we need. Please stand with us against the crimes and aims to discredit us with psychiatric evaluations and disable us with psychiatric pharmaceuticals. We are in desperate need of honest protection from further targeting and distress. Please help us.





Thursday, May 28, 2015; More Concerned. . .

    Every day that passes leaves me more concerned for those who are being destroyed. . .and the growth of the criminal program, that is recruiting/enslaving people, while the rest of the world is being distracted by other things. I pray for those who can expose and stop this to do so as quickly as possible. Please stand up for Freedom for ALL of humanity. Please.




May 22, 2015 - New "Personal Growth" Page...etc.

Personal Growth - A Precious Gift
www.targetedinamerica.com/personalgrowth.htm

Updated Microwave and Laser Weapons
www.targetedinamerica.com/weapons

    I got the usual interference and delays with posting the new writings above. My computer kept actually being shut down! And the index page of my Targeted in America site was completely erased as I tried to add these pages to it. My computers are still infiltrated! And, through all that I got an email with a "delivery status failure notice" as if I had sent emails. But I didn't. This happens every now and then and I have no idea what its about.




May 19, 2015 - A Biblical Forewarning Awaiting Prevention;

    The whole covert targeting process of pitting family members against each other is probably the most excruciating part of the targeting that many of us are experiencing. The same thing appears to be happening on a larger scale, with government and citizens being pitted against each other, especially here in America. I believe that most of it is being done with mind control technologies, which are aided by pharmaceuticals that are being forced upon humanity in a variety of ways.

    We have been forewarned of this destructive process, of dark forces pitting family members against each other, through the Christian bible as well as other sources. I feel that forewarnings are for prevention and that this one is long over due.  I feel that we are being called to stand up and save the Heart and Soul of humanity from further technological targeting.

OUR GREATEST ENEMY IS CRIMINAL USE OF MIND CONTROL


     Perhaps part of the problem, with the right government officials not yet standing up for us, is the possibility of new microwave detection technologies having a filter built into them, which prevents the detection of the frequencies of microwaves, which are used for mind control. Perhaps the extent of the technologically inflicted mind control is not as well known as it needs to be. And the secrecy is aided through witnesses and victims, like myself, being threatened and tortured into exposing only the "gang stalking" instead of the more destructive, and more easily proven, technological parts of the targeting.

     Please do all that you can to expose and stop the lethal technological and pharmaceutical targeting of humanity. . .not only to stop the damage that is being inflicted, but to also allow the understanding, which is needed for victims to fully recover.

I believe that Michael Jackson was a heavily Targeted Individual so this song seems very appropriate to again share.





My Stand


    I have felt shocked each time I back up and look at the scope of what is happening to people through the technological and pharmaceutical part of targeting


    My own experiences with being targeted, sometimes literally tortured, continues to hurt me in depths that are difficult to fully explain. I can understand, through direct experience, how easy it is to let anger and misplaced blame rise from the well of pain that grows inside heavily Targeted Individuals, especially when we are not aware of the pharmaceutical and technological mind control parts of the targeting, which are used to victimize our own loved ones against us.
    Remotely inflicted Technological mind control is the most hidden and disbelieved part of the targeting. I have been warned, since my initial contacts with TI's on the web, to not openly mention mind control, due to reports of Targeted Individuals being institutionalized, or destroyed in other ways, for exposing it. But I have witnessed too much of it's destructive effects, on too many people, to be silent about it. . .no matter what the outcome. 
    As I began to fully realize the mind control parts of the targeting, I began feeling more compassion for some of those who have been literally enslaved and used (as puppets) to harm me. I feel that there is no excuse for criminal or harmful behaviors; no one should be allowed to intentionally hurt fellow human beings, in any way or form. BUT there is a core element in some of the crimes that are being committed against ALL of us, which cannot be ignored, because it is what turns decent people into criminals. . .and this is what should be stopped above and beyond all else. . .for the safety and wellbeing of all of humanity. I feel that criminal/sadistic use of mind control technologies and the pharmaceuticals, which aid their success, are our worst enemy and it must be stopped, because it is hurting us as well as the puppets who are used to hurt us.  There are victims on all sides of this covert war.

    There was a time when all I felt was deeply hurt by loved ones who turned against me. I had pulled away from some of them in the early 1990s, but it continued and one of them even later slandered me on the web saying things like, "Disasters happen everywhere she goes because she is evil...etc." (This was just before the Alstead, NH flood wiped out my neighborhood.) A list of things like this could go on and on and on.  My loved ones have been used to target me in ways that have hurt me indescribably.      
    Even my own daughters had been brainwashed into trying to institutionalize me. They have been victims of covert targeting since before birth. Both of them are mind control victims. Both of them have gone through episodes of being physically and emotionally tortured in various ways. They may not remember it, due to the brainwashings, but I do. I have to try not to think of this much, because there is nothing I can do about it. . .and I hurt so much for them that it is unbearable, literally. I had to take a break from writing this due to being so struck with grief over what they have gone through and what they have been deprived of. . .and the fact that I was not able to protect them from it. My pain is excruciating, but their pain may be greater than mine if they ever realize what has happened to us. And I pray that they do get a chance to realize it so they can start healing from it.

    Most long terms Targeted Individuals seem to experience loved ones being brainwashed against them, but do not seem to understand why or how. While being tortured, and having every possible source of support and help cruelly torn from us, it’s easy to blame the ones who are used to hurt us. But the core truth is that they are also being hurt - they are victims as well.
    Since I started gaining an understanding of the mind control and pharmaceutical parts of the targeting, then looked back at events that prove how my loved ones are technological mind control victims, I feel for them as much as myself. . .sometimes more so. Like I have stated before. . .

We are all victims of hell
Surely me, but them as well.


    The whole targeting process of pitting family members against each other is probably the most excruciating part of the sadistic/satanic targeting. The same thing is happening on a larger scale, with government and citizens being pitted against each other.
    I believe that many people, from all walks of life, are unaware mind control victims. If we keep blaming "the government" and our families, instead of addressing and stopping the core problem, which is hurting them as well. . .perpetration keeps winning and the lethal covert program keeps growing. Hasn't this already been happening for too long?

OUR GREATEST ENEMY IS CRIMINAL USE OF MIND CONTROL


     Perhaps part of the problem, with the right government officials not yet standing up for us, is the possibility of new microwave detection technologies having a filter built into them, which prevents the detection of the frequencies of microwaves, which are used for mind control. Perhaps the extent of the technologically inflicted mind control is not as well known as it needs to be. And the secrecy is aided through witnesses and victims, like myself, being threatened and tortured into exposing only the "gang stalking" instead of the more destructive, and more easily proven, technological parts of the targeting.

    ALL of humanity is in desperate need of criminal use of mind control technologies being exposed and stopped as quickly as possible. Not only to stop the damage that is being inflicted, but also to allow the understanding, which is needed for victims to fully recover.
     PLEASE face and help stop the lethal reality of technological mind control, that is either torturing or enslaving, growing numbers of people. . .while most of us blame only the victims who are used as puppets under the worst of criminals. Some of those puppets were good people who would not engage in such criminal behaviors without being tortured or force medicated/drugged and technologically controlled. I really do sometimes hurt for them more than I hurt for myself, because I know some who have been tortured or brain damaged and may never be able to recover.  People are being hurt in all parts of this hell. And the hurt just needs to stop.

    Does my stand mean that I will finish being destroyed? My heart and soul feels that I must continue standing up anyway.  I cannot live with even just the thought of intentionally aiding the continued destruction of people's lives ; of people's hearts and minds and their natural process of personal growth. . .through obeying the demands for silence.  Please stand with me - please help expose, and stop the growth of, these horrible crimes against humanity.




May 18, 2015 - Plea to Humanity;

   I wrote this poem a few years ago and had hoped that it would reach the Heart of estranged family members. It rose from the pain in those of us who have been targeted into isolation. And it has remained an unfilled plea for me. My biological family has been targeted for so long that there seems no hope for them to do anything but continue their blind aim to try to have me declared "mentally ill" and/or institutionalized. This is the sad case for most long term Targeted Individuals. And those who target us often zoom in to be the ones to "help" us. . . and this is dangerous when we have no one else to turn to. So, this is a plea for the rest of humanity (those who are not controlled by perpetration) to be our supportive family, for themselves and our estranged family members as much as for us. . .so that the covert targeting and technological brainwashing and deceitful recruiting can someday end and humanity can be safe again.

I don't want to be left to
Evil pretenses of helping hands.
I need to be comforted
By those who can care to understand.
I don't want to be declared insane
For their hateful gain.
I need you to soothe my wounds
Instead of inflicting more pain.
I don't want you to watch
From a silent distance while I die.
I need you here beside me
As I pray to God and cry.




May 11, 2015 - Break the Chains of Secrecy;

    Judging by my experiences and insights. . .those who do the technological targeting thrive in, and succeed with, covert secrecy and keeping heavily Targeted Individuals separate from all genuine sources of help.

Please Break the Chains of Secrecy and Save Our Lives

     I pray that the chains of secrecy, which support torturous technological targeting, pharmaceutical harm, covert harassment and human enslavement are soon shattered, the crimes stopped and recovery beginning. I pray that people around the globe, especially those who hold influential government and media positions, quickly pull together in groups and let their Hearts openly stand up against these crimes for those of us who are being harmed. . .ultimately for all of humanity.


     I pray that, if criminal use of microwave and laser weapons can not be quickly stopped, they be somehow disabled. The destruction, pain and torture, that many of us are experiencing, is just too horrible and wrong to be allowed to continue and grow. For the sake of all of humanity, please help bringing this holocaust to an end. Please.


Please Help Stop These Crimes, Before its Too Late for Too Many.



Even if I had people standing with me, I'd still be in deep need of protection from ALL levels of the targeting.




May 10, 2015; Painful Laser Weapon Attack to My Brain

    I am experiencing a painful, heat inducing laser/microwave weapon attack to the top left side of my brain. Lately, I am more concerned than ever, about damage to my brain from these attacks. I am in deep need of honest and non-covert - non-perpetration protection from further harm. Please do all that you can to expose and stop these crimes for all our sakes.

P.S. 11:03am I experienced a severe, torture level attack to the whole upper part of body after posting this. Then it switched to an attack in the area of my heart, then my stomach and then the right side of my brain. I think they are letting me know what they can do to me and are proving that this is indeed a weapon attack.




May 9, 2015; The Tests

    Aside from the technological tortures and psychological harassment, those who target us put us through a variety of tests. This is incredibly sad because they do not seem to realize that when people sense something is a test - is not genuine, they react differently than they would if the situation were genuine, honest and private. I do anyway.
    The first time I sensed this sort of testing was in the early 1990s, in Stonington Maine, where I had gone for a weekend outing with a meditation group I was attending. A feather had been left on a lawn with a piece of trash next to it. (I collected feathers for art projects, so the feather was of interest to me.) The test seemed to be to see if I'd just grab the feather or also pick up the trash. I intentionally only grabbed the feather.
    The most recent test involved them sending a little crippled man into my path three times, and in two different places, within a couple days. The test seemed to be if I would help him. I sensed the test and ignored him, because I don't appreciate being targeted and tested.
     I wonder how many Targeted Individuals fail the tests, just because their Wisdom tells them that the situation is not genuine and honest. I wonder what the tests are for. Are they to judge our morality or worth? Are they to find out if we are worthy of not being inflicted with brain damage and used as puppets? No matter what it is for, it does not feel good to me. I have no interest in passing the tests, or proving myself, to those who target me. I choose not to be tested, although I am not given a choice.

We need our Freedom back. We need protection
from further targeting and testing and judgments.

P.S. I started experiencing torture levels of a weapon attack to my brain shortly after I posted this. At 1:54pm its still happening.




May 8, 2015; New Page in the Loss of my Homes

Statements on the Loss of my Homes;
www.targetedinamerica.com/ahomes.htm




May 5, 2015; The Most Controversial Part

    I have gone back and forth with an indescribably difficult dilemma, and have wondered, what is the best thing to do for all of us. There are parts of the targeting that seem trivial and can distract from the most important parts if they take too much of our focus and energy. But when I search my heart I feel that its ALL important and the whole targeting situation is one that is in desperate need of deeper and more wide spread realization.

    I do not stand with the forces that blame only the USA government, because I feel that this is a grave mistake. There is good and bad everywhere in this mess.
    I feel that the core of the targeting is being performed by those who have been infiltrating America, as well as other countries, for decades now. I feel that this infiltration/perpetration has operatives within our government as well as other governments and organizations and is even recruiting citizens into a deceitful covert program which is used to help target both citizens and government officials. The things they are doing need to be exposed and stopped, no matter who is doing it. The targeting - the intrusive inflictions of economic hardship, psychological pain and even physical technological torture...desperately need to be stopped. And this can only happen through exposing it - through witnesses and victims openly standing up against it.
    This is sometimes difficult for me, especially when I look at the bigger picture or when I am fearing for my life and that of others who are being heavily targeted. In the bigger picture there are many victims and some seem unaware of being used by perpetration, in order to help target us. Sadly, these are the ones who are more apt to be blamed, because they are in the foreground of the operation. And I hope this is realized by officials whom I hope will investigate and aim to bring this hell to an end. The most controversial part of the targeting, which I have experienced, involves one or two government officials. It is with this situation, that I have gone back and forth on how much I should publicly share, what is most important, and what could best help all of us. And my heart is crying for me to share more - for me to fully expose it, although this is indescribably difficult while being heavily targeted.

The Targeting, the DOT and me

    There appeared to be repeated attempts for perpetrators to move in and take over my home, on the Soucook river in Loudon, NH, after my husband and I divorced. Two people offered to buy it and let me continue living there. Two had tried to actually move in with me. All of it was done under the guise of help and by those whom I am now realizing were part of a perpetration infiltration into my life in the early 1990s. I had refused all of their offers. And then the state of New Hampshire Department of Transportation (DOT) moved in to take my home under their rights of eminent domain.
    Some of this forced purchase of my home appears to have been part of the targeting, but as I realize how manipulative the higher level perpetrators are, it is possible that some of the phone calls I received from the DOT were not really from the DOT. I need time to sort things out and do not know if that can ever fully happen while I am being so heavily targeted, especially since my journals were destroyed in a fire that raged through the next home I purchased, about five years later. But I clearly remember the core of it, just not some of the details, like times and dates and some of the names...etc.
    During the takeover of my home I unwittingly rented a room to a woman who now appears to have been a perpetration puppet and I believe that I may have been being drugged through this period of time, because I had reacted to some of the DOT tactics in ways that were completely out of character for me. Among other things, I had changed my name during this time. At one point I actually sent the DOT a letter and wrote "F---- You" across the page. I feel ashamed of this, especially since this was not a word I even used in my vocabulary, at that time. It even shocked me that I had reacted this way, no matter how horrible it felt to be forced to uproot my children and leave our home. But it reflects the hell I was going through at that time.
    The process of the DOT taking my home was being dragged out. . .leaving me in an uncomfortable position, financially, because their plans to put a road through my property were preventing me from selling a commercial part of it, which I had needed to do since a recent divorce from my husband and being left fully responsible for my two children, the mortgage...etc.
    At one point I had called a news paper reporter with the hope that some exposure would help swing things into a more positive direction. But the reporter stopped by the DOT office before coming to my house and the DOT called me while he was in route to me, and informed me that everything was looking better and set the date for the closing. I didn't realize that this was a manipulation at the time. I had believed that things were genuinely swinging onto a better course and that there was no point in pointing out the negative to the reporter. When the reporter got to my house, I told him that the DOT had just called and that everything had changed. "I'll bet they did," he said. The phone call from the DOT and my naivete set the course for a news paper article in the Manchester Union Leader, which made it all appear like it was a good thing. But it wasn't and things got worse. . .and it seemed like there was nothing I could do to stop any of it. Local lawyers even refused to help me.
    I remember getting a call from a DOT official after the news paper article came out. He told me that it would be best if I did not talk to anymore reporters. And then he said that he was friends with the president of the bank who held my mortgage and was having dinner with him. After this he said something like, "Do you know what I mean?" But I didn't know what he meant, at the time. I thought it meant that he was going to put in a good word for me. I followed through with my plan to visit the president of my bank, explained the situation to him and asked if I could make lower payments - just the principle part of the mortgage, until the state followed through with the purchase and it could all be paid off. Within a couple days a really mean sounding thug called and said that my home would be immediately foreclosed on if I were to be late on a payment. This was shocking, because I had NEVER been late on a payment and had perfect credit. I had gone to talk to them, with the hope of preventing such problems.
    Then the set closure date was delayed after I’d shut down my in home child day care business in preparation for the move. This left me with almost no income. An official at the DOT suggested that I go on welfare. I was mortified. I didn’t want to go on welfare. And I didn’t want them to take my home. I wanted to keep my home and keep working but they had me up against a wall.
    Around this time friend’s father had stepped in to help me. I think he had called the DOT. And he come to the closing, which is probably what made things go better than they had been. (That friend's family appears to have been targeted as well.)
    I was able to hold out until the closing, which took over a year. But it wasn't over. After I purchased another home and had settled into it, the DOT had called to question me about stealing my rose bushes from the Loudon property. I should have taken them, because they were mine, but I didn’t. This was one of the small strange things about the forced purchase of my home - I had built beautiful gardens on my property and had plants that were important to me, but they would not allow me to take any of my own plants to the new home I was purchasing. Someone else ended up with them. With any other type of sale I could have listed them in the contract as not being part of the sale.
    (I later aimed to re-purchase that home, after someone told me it was up for auction. But I was told that it had already sold shortly before the auction was due to took place. Then I was overwhelmed with another heavy round of targeting, which included a fire which raged through my Andover (Potter Place) New Hampshire home.)

    With all that said, I want to also state that some of the DOT officials were genuinely kind and helpful. But, at one point, they appeared to have been replaced with two who weren't. Yes, some of it could have been fabricated phone calls, because this is known to happen in the targeting. But the fact that the closure on my home was delayed after I’d closed my business in preparation for the move, and after what appeared to be a covert threat to shove me into foreclosure. . .it looks like the perpetration, which targets me, included one (possibly two) DOT officials. (The aim to sabotage our homes and work and force us onto welfare or disability is a strong pattern in the targeting of Targeted Individuals.)

    My name was Sharon Buck at this time - but I had changed it to Namatari Neachi near the end of this taking of my home. And this is the best I can do with this report while being targeted and not having sufficient peaceful time to recollect and deal with the emotions it raises in me. This was when the rug began being yanked out from under my feet.
    I pray that my statement helps to prevent things like this from happening to other people, because my daughters and I were devastated by this forceful taking of not only our home, but also my dream of selling part my property and turning the rest of it into a retreat center for artists, writers and people who need a spiritual retreat. It was a beautiful private waterfront property - perfect for a peaceful retreat type of place. But it is all gone now. . .not just the property, but also the dream. And it still hurts.




May 3, 2015; Please Be Aware of "Helpful" Perpetration Deceptions

    I have noticed a pattern of perpetration placing itself into positions of being the ones to "help" their victims. This can be done with books, support groups, through befriending or "rescuing" us. . .and can lead us into deeper levels of hell or complete enslavement. I have even noticed that they have a pattern of sabotage our work and then taking our place. Please become aware and do all that you can to stop this from continuing.

    I had previously posted some of this on the help for TI pages but then erased it out of concern that it may prevent TIs from trusting REAL help. But I have decided that it needs to be known and we ALL need to be careful not to fall into the "helpful" perpetration traps that could land us into enslavement or the loss of our work and our lives.

We need help from people who are NOT targeting us.




May 3, 2015; Erased Poem;

    The following poem appears to have just been erased from the side of my blog within the past two days. I wrote it for Targeted Individuals and have replaced it.

Don't Give up

Don't ever think we will not escape,
Or that our rescue will remain too late.
Don't give them the power. Don't let them win.
Don't let hope fade. Don't give up again.
Cast aside their darkness and let the Light sing.
Climb up on their stones and raise your broken wing.

    Oddly the above poem was erased directly after I moved it up with my video for Targeted Individuals to the right of this blog, AND around the time of receiving an email requesting public use of another poem for the support of TIs, which many would perceive as "negative," although its not, because it was not written for TIs - it was written for the rest of humanity as a way to help them realize our plight.

    And this gives me another opportunity to address the misperception of the honest exposure of crimes, and the plight of victims, as being "negative." This "negative" label is merely a way to hide the crimes and make the victims, or those who report them, wrong. This is a perpetration thing. This "negative" poem, shown below, is actually a VERY positive depiction of the devastating reality of the plight of Targeted Individuals around the globe.

Exposing the darkness is what turns it toward the Light. Exposing the crimes and our plight is what can spir people into finding the heart to stop it from continuing..



    I hope this picture helps people realize the horrible reality of what is happening and has continued for decades. We are suffering in ways that no human being should suffer and good genuine help has not yet been able to stand up for us. I hope this picture encourages people, around the globe, to openly stand up against these crimes, in order to stop the destruction of our lives and save the rest of humanity from such harm. (This picture had been erased from my blog as well. Both had been posted in early 2012.)

P.S. It appears that those who target us have been destroying those who could help humanity and Targeted Individuals, and sabotaging our work, and are stepping into our shoes. Another sad and devastating reality that all of humanity needs to realize and face and not allow to continue. Can you imagine the dangers in allowing perpetration to continue their pattern of pretending to be "help" for Targeted Individuals? I hope so, because this needs to stop. They even zoom in to try to "rescue" us from themselves, in order to fully enslave us into their covert program! TIs, please become aware and be very careful who you trust. The darkest of perpetration often wears a mask of being the kindest and most helpful.




May 2, 2015; A Terrifying Dilemma;


     The dilemma that Targeted Individuals face is indescribably difficult and painful. Our fight to expose these crimes, with the hope of regaining our Freedom, is a brutal battle that struggles beneath powerful inflictions of mind control, which aim to manipulate us into blaming only our own government or completely innocent people. . .and rounds of chemical, laser and microwave weapon attacks on top of almost constant psychological harassment.
      As we struggle to find the Truths we are forced to deal with the agony of being disbelieved, abandoned, and sometimes even targeted, by our own loved ones. Our battle often becomes one to save our own lives - to prevent ourselves from being framed or falsely labeled as "mentally ill" and shoved into an institution or our lives taken over, in other ways, by relatives who have been brainwashed against us.
     In our desperate grope for professional help,  we fight to prove the crimes, to place blame - to hold someone responsible, with the hope that someday this hell can come to an end.  But this often feels like a futile battle, which merely zaps us of the little energy we can scrape up between relentless rounds of microwave and chemical attacks, because those who target us are good at covering their tracks and most of it is so covert that it can not be proven under the standards of our judicial systems. Even if it could be proven, there is not yet any law enforcement agency, that I know of, who is openly acknowledging the worst parts of these crimes - the technological part, although many of them appear to be victims as well. . .but perhaps this is why.
     Around the hell, that Targeted Individuals experience, a covert war rages. Its darkness is immense and its victims are not only inside its perimeter (on ALL sides) but also on the sidelines where innocent, defenseless and unaware people are being hurt or destroyed by the darkest of forces. . .which seem to control it ALL.

 more may be added soon


Please Help Stop the Covert War





May 2, 2015; Atempted "Accident" and Another Chemical Attack;

Early yesterday, a puppet had said, "I hope they take her car" and, within a few hours, a car pulled into a street in front of me and then quickly backed out into my lane. Was this a puppet trying to make me get into an accident that would look like it was my fault? It appears so.

A couple days ago, I approached the yogart section of a grocery store, as a woman wearing a back pack quickly walked away from the spot I usually head for. Then I suddenly had a sneeze attack. . .as if I had breathed in something. . .and now have a problem with my sinuses and deep dark circles under my eyes. I think its largely due to the microwaves, though. I am wondering if some of the localized chemical stuff is sometimes used to hide the symptoms of remotely inflicted weapon attacks. This appears to also be happening with the lasering of my vaginal area. After I posted that I had cuts and bruising from weapon attacks. . .they suddenly started a process of putting some sort of chemical or bacteria on toilet paper. This has created an ongoing uncomfortable and sometimes painful problem that has not let up since the fall of 2013. There seems no way around it. I could use toilet paper that I keep with me in my car, but they access my vehicle as well.

Please help stop these sorts of crimes from continuing.

Yesterday I continued to experience a laser attack to my brain, and/or residual effects from the 3:00am attack, through most of the day. Between periods of pains shooting into my head I tried to focus on my writings, but was not very successful. I did a lot of frustrated venting and let my mind spin in circles trying to figure out how the targeting and the covert war can be stopped. I came up with no solutions, that I can accomplish on my own and while being so heavily targeted, accept for continuing with my writings, and be as objective as I can, in between being attacked and harassed, which is too overwhelming and painful to do a very good job, but I am plugging on. . .and I hope it reaches those who need it or can do more.

P.S. My computers and email are still infiltrated so please just be aware and disregard anything unusual. Recently I had tried to respond to an email and, each time I pushed the reply button, the page shifted into looking like an email had already been sent.




May 1, 2015; The Attacking of my Dreams, my Heart - my Soul;

    This morning (at around 3am) I experienced a sudden attack to my brain while I was having a dream. I was jolted awake with a sudden infliction of pain shooting into the top left part of my brain, nausea and an urge to run for the bathroom. . .then pain in my heart. This is not nearly the first time I've experienced a weapon attack while having a dream. Attacks have also often happened when I have any sort of depth of feeling and even when I praying with any level of intensity. Even when I'm not undergoing a severe attack there is that almost constant ring in my ears - an intrusive, numbing, distracting reminder that I have no freedom and no privacy. . .not even for praying.

The technological destruction of our Hearts and Souls is JUST TOO HORRIBLY WRONG and should not be allowed to continue. Please do all that you can to quickly stop criminal use of microwave and laser weapons.

    As I write this puppets are swarming me. I had rushed to an all night gas station after being so cruelly woken. They are angrily slamming doors and beeped a horn as I post this. . .as if I am supposed to let them torture me and not say anything about it! The torture level of pain is still in my head and I still feel nausea an hour later. Like every other time when being tortured I find myself wondering how long it will last and if I will be less whole and more damaged when they are through.

I am in desperate need of protection from further harm.

I'd had a prophetic dream, long ago, which stated that doors were not going to be allowed to open for me until they finish taking something out of me. Exactly what this "something" is, what the door is and what it all implies about how much control the perpetrators have. . .is unclear, but does not look good. It is probably about the destruction of part of my brain - the part that has continued to be lasered all day today - the part that has been being damaged in an uncountable number of other victims of these crimes. Though forewarnings are for prevention I do not know if this is preventable, because it depends on other people being here for us. I have tried in every possible way and have been unable to reach the heart of anyone who will acknowledge these crimes or dare to stand up against them with me or any other victim I know of. And there are still ongoing efforts to covertly force me into the enslavement program under the guise of a "rescue."




April 27, 2015; Feelings Are Right;


   In this world where natural human feelings are being forced into suppression, by pharmaceuticals, microwave targeting and negative messaging, it is important that we resist and remember that. . .

ITS OK TO FEEL ANGRY
We just need to deal with it in healthy ways.

ITS OK TO FEEL SAD
Crying is like giving the Heart a shower
to wash away accumulated dirt.

ITS OK TO FEEL SCARED
That fear can turn into courage to stand
up against and eliminate the dangers.


In this prison of covert targeting I am often ridiculed, degraded, judged or even tortured with microwaves for feeling sad or angry. . .and this is JUST TOO HORRIBLY WRONG! I am experiencing another round of what seems like my heart and left arm being lasered to make me think I am having a heart attack. I have tested this and the intensity of the pain stops when I quickly turn and shield my heart. So its not real heart attacks. I have been through many painful rounds of this in the past few years.





April 20, 2015; I need my Freedom back;


I need my Freedom back.


I've experienced torture levels of microwaves shot into my brain in the past few days, especially when I cried. Attacks have often vamped up when I feel any sort of deep normal emotions. . .and even as I post this. :-(




April 15, 2015; Update VIP Article;


Connecting the Dots Between Microwave Targeting,
False "Mental Illness" Diagnosis, Psychiatric
Pharmaceuticals and Eugenics
http://www.targetedinamerica.com/psychiatry4.pdf




April 14, 2015; About This Blog;


Updated page about this blog
www.sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com/p/about-this-blog.html




April 11, 2015; Change of Video Addresses;


    Is it a coincidence that the addresses on at least two of the most important videos got changed after I published books and print a papers with them in it? This happened with the video below, which I had in this paper and in three books. . . and the video on antidepressants found in public drinking water, which was printed on April 24th 2012 in the Public Notice paper. If I thought hard I could probably come up with more, but I am too tired right now. And that microwave ring in my ears doesn't help. I guess its not supposed to.

This video is a MUST SEE for anyone who has been labeled as "mentally ill" and anyone who knows someone who has been labeled.


Dr Paula Caplan on how psychiatrists decide who's normal

Previous address - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nKbybLM12yc

Update 4/12/2015; I keep smelling something burning this morning and this concerns me because the last time this happened, for no apparent reason, it seemed to be technologically generated while my country home was on fire, twenty or so miles away. Is this another terror tactic or a coincidence? I have been being hit with one thing after another and am trying to not let it get to me as much as it is lately. I REALLY just need this to all stop in a positive way. . .and I don't even know if that is possible at this point.




April 11, 2015; Lasered Awake;


     I woke with a sudden blast of pain in the center of my chest this morning. It felt like a laser shot due to its intensity and the way it suddenly happened and then stopped just as quickly. Not a good way to wake.
     The day before yesterday was moderate torture levels of microwaves into my brain most of the day. Same as today, thus far. Yesterday the microwaves had let up but stalking messages were demanding and rude and controlling. . .at one point one of them came near me with a dog and yelled "Heel! Heel!" and I knew the message was for me because it followed others that fit the demand. They appear to want me to be either heading to a far away place or into a job that THEY select or control so that abuse can be vamped up. (The job demands are coming after they sabotaged current avenues of financial help.) After experiencing multitudes of those "jobs," through the past decade, where I was terrorized or drugged and raped or constantly harassed. I know, in my heart, that I can not take anymore. I also can not continue with MY WORK, which they sabotage, until the targeting has been exposed and stopped.
     I do not share most of the microwave attacks here, because they are ongoing and the best way to survive is often to try to ignore it and put my focus elsewhere when possible. Through most of every day I experience a steady high pitch ring in my ears, which varies in intensity and effect, but is always distracting and irritating and intrusive and sometimes I feel like I just can't stand it anymore. . .although this is the mildest form of the microwaving. I am living in a car and am basically stranded with about an eighth thank of gas and hope for GENUINE help dwindling.

    A jeep pulled out in front of me today with the common saying, "Life is Good" written on the rear tire cover. . .and my first thought was, No. Its not. . .

Life is only "good" when its Free

    While we are enslaved and being tortured its just something we are forced to survive.

    I guess only a long term heavily Targeted Individual can understand how difficult it is to honor an invisible possibility, while under extreme distress. We can hope for help to arrive and have faith that it will someday come, but we can not honor/appreciate it until after its here for us.

P.S. My computers are still infiltrated - they seem to have complete access to my writings and there seems nothing I can do about it right now. My lungs have still not fully recovered from what appeared to be both chemical and microwave inflictions. My eyes are again being effected after a puppet saying "eyes are sensitive to the sun." After another unusual number of large puppets were sent to limp around me, I suddenly experienced unusual weight gain and it appears that my left knee is again being lasered. . .same as the last round of this sort of threats to disable me. The rounds of these sorts of attacks have been ongoing. It seems like one stops after I expose it on this blog and then another one starts up...and on and on it has gone for so long that I wonder if they are doing it just to make me post it and appear like a Hypochondriac or paranoid...etc. Well I guess I know the answer to that. . .anything to make me look bad, feel bad and slowly disintegrate psychologically... That's what the core of the targeting is all about.
    Sometimes I even try to stay ahead of it, feeling that if I post what I intuitively feel that they may be about to do it can prevent it. Speeking of that. . .I had a dream, which showed that I go up the coast of Maine and the area I am in gets hit with a severe flood, (tidal wave?) Was this a precognative dream? If so, I wonder if something like this can be technologically generated. Would they do something that huge and horrible just because I am in an area? I actually do not think so. And it would be too obvious at this point, especially if its an area that people know I frequent. But better safe than sorry - I'm posting it here with the hope of preventing it and I'm not going up into the areas where it would be more apt to happen.

P.S.S. Sometimes I worry that help may not stand up for us until we are too wounded and too hurt and too far gone to pass over an ALMOST justifiable "mental illness" diagnosis. Never completely justifiable, because its the targeting that is damaging us. . .and not the other way around.
    This is a VERY legitimate concern because the psychiatric part of these crimes is extremely dangerous - a false "mental illness" label could finish destroying our lives through not only the goal of discrediting, but also through the next possible step of declaring people (like me) incompetent and forcing us under the control of family members who are already completely controlled by those who target us. This is the worst thing that could happen to me and I pray that they do not succeed.
    I've had several dreams that this could happen to me unless it is prevented. One dream showed the husband of one of my relatives taking over my work. . .and another showed me living with them and them having complete control over me as well. . .and how unhappy I was. I believe that these dreams were a forewarning of what those who are targeting me were/are aiming for through either rendering me physically disabled or through a false "mental illness" label. The later has been repeatedly aimed for and even suggested as a way to "get income" or "a place to live." There have been repeated perpetration threats to render me physiclly disabled and this is a bit disconcerting, because I no longer have any family members whom I can turn to. My relationship with my daughters was severed in 2011. And they are both mind control victims and are living with men who appear to be perpetration puppets.

There is a desperate need for awareness of the psychiatric connection to these crimes and the laws and legal processes that seem to support it.

I wish I knew at least one person in the world, whom I could turn to - someone who would embrace me and not let anyone harm me anymore, someone who'd be here for me without taking control of my life and treating me badly. But I don't, because those who would have been here for me are either dead or enslaved or are also too heavily targeted to think beyond a desperate fight to save their own lives. . .and this is very unsettling. . .for them as well as me. (Perpetration is very successful at keeping genuine heavy targets seperate. We are literally not allowed to fully be here for each other.) We are all in desperate need of protection from further harm.




April 8, 2015; An Extremely Vulnerable Place;


    Recent chains of events have me in an extremely vulnerable situation. I was recently forced to put what is left of my writings, which is perhaps my only source of proving my sanity and the targeting, into the vehicle I'm living in. Since then there appears to be a plan to either steal or disable my vehicle and leave me on the streets.
    Also, around pushes to make me leave familiar areas have been repeated questioning of if I have relatives or friends here. The most recent push was yet another attempt to make me drive across the country. After a puppets saying, "RV," and then an offer of money to leave, came just before another call from the woman who has my RV in storage and has been demanding for it to be moved. This is the second attempt to do this in the same way - to try to make me go rescue my RV. And I have had a dream which forewarned that I'd die if I go to the desert and I believe that this is their intent.
    I'm not afraid to die, but am not ready yet and would prefer to go in a familiar area where it would not be so easy for them to make me disappear through either enslaving me or killing me and cremating me as a "Jane Doe." I know this may sound a bit extreme, but it appears to be happening to genuinely Targeted people. (Which reminds me, what happened to Rachael Orbin and Billy's friend?) (FYI: The brakes and engine in my RV appear to have been destroyed, by those who target me, and it is in a storage yard in Arizona where it has also been obviously vandalized twice since being left there in 2009. I am now in New England.)
    There appears to be repeated rounds of pushes for "help" to try to get me to go there or leave places where there is even any chance of anyone stepping forward to help me if they were to incarcerate me, institutionalize me, steal my vehicle and what is left of my journals and life's work. . .or God knows what else.
    I again did not leave and now there is a sudden (obviously intentional) push to prevent me from getting financial help. This began with covert messages and then sudden doors closed by those who were helping me as well as those who have helped in the past. (One of them suggested that I leave the area and get help elsewhere and again also suggested that I go on disability, in order to get an income.) This financial slam also came at a time when it can be perceived as revenge or to prevent me from putting what is left of my belongings in a storage bin, or taking better care of myself, which I had been talking about doing.
    I feel really scared and too vulnerable to those who target me. I am not normally a fearful type of person, but my gut feeling is that this is a dangerous time for me and I do still have natural human feelings. . .thank God. I'm trying to have faith that somehow things will work out for me. I have faith that the good in global governments will grow and eventually stand up to end the lethal technological and covert targeting. But I do not know if this will happen for me and a few others whom I know are also being heavily targeted. Our only present choices seem to be to either join and obey the covert program that is targeting us, without question or doubt. . .or continue being destroyed. And we ARE being slowly and cruelly destroyed.
    I pray that our suffering will soon end and that I will be allowed to retain possession of what is left of my personal writings. Until then I also need to retain the only home I have left - the vehicle I've been forced to live in since my homes, work and other jobs and vehicles have been being sabotaged by those who target me.
    I often pray for God's Light to surround me and give me strength, but my strength keeps weakening. I keep bouncing back, but never as fully as before. There is only so much that a person can take. We need protection from further abuse. We need our Freedom Back. And we deserve it. We do.




April 6, 2015; I Stand Alone;


     Yesterday was hell. Lot of emotions coming up and torture levels of lasers drilling into my head through most of the day. The torture seemed to intensify each time I cried and started the day before as I was prevented from getting a bit of help. It appears that I am still surrounded by multiple groups who are still playing covert games and issuing threats against both my family members and I.
     I am getting such obvious threats about government stuff that it still appears that perpetration wants me to be blaming the government. If this were really the government threatening me, it would not be so obvious. Of this I am sure, but I can not help but wonder sometimes, especially when I am being heavily microwaved,  because its all so painful and confusing and no one is here for us. I pray for the good in our government to grow and openly stand up against the covert infiltration so that we can know that they are here for us and so that we can have our Freedom back.
     There have been times when I've thought that parts of the covert stuff could be genuine help, but so much of it is negative and controlling, and the whole covert scene is so confusing and bad for me, that none of it feels good to me. 
     I wish that good decent people would just find the Heart and the courage to stand up with me and other victims instead of adding to our distress.
Until/unless this happens I stand alone and choose no side. The only people whom I'd feel comfortable fully trusting are those who demonstrate kindness and consideration and whom I can openly talk to (face to face) so that I know who it is and if they are trustworthy.



I am in desperate need of financial help. Those who target me are again trying to leave me stranded and at their mercy. Please let your Heart send what you can. Thank you.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057






April 4, 2015; Help the Good to Grow;




I still feel like I am being slammed by all sides. Am being hit with one thing after another. . .now being deprived of financial help again when my stress levels are already off the charts!




March, 28, 2015; Again. . .a VIP Message;


     I feel that Kris was probably targeted in ways that even he does not realize. But his Heart - his care for humanity still shines through the songs that were often blocked from reaching much of the public. The following song is a prime example of this. . .and feels like a VERY appropriate message for ALL who engage in the covert war.


Kris Kristofferson - Love Is The Way
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lc4NjKJSfno

Within this song Kris points out the destructive wars and preachers teaching "gospels of hate. . .and by there behavior, determined to teach us a lesson we're soon to be learning too late." And the solution he ends the song with is, "Life is the question. . .life is the answer. . . God is the reason and Love is the way." And I feel that he was right on target. Why aren't the rest of us?


Love Is The Way
by Kris Kristofferson

Deep in the heart of the infinite darkness
A tiny blue marble is spinning through space,
Born in the splendor of God's holy vision
And sliding away like a tear down his face.
Closer you see the whole wide holy wonder
Of oceans and mountains and rivers and trees
And the strangest creation of many, the human
A creature of laughter and freedom and dreams.
Now the warriors are waving their old rusty sabres
The preachers are preaching the gospel of hate.
By their behavior determined to teach us
A lesson we're soon to be learning too late.
Look closer my brother, we're killing each other
And we'd better stop and get started today,
Because life is the question and life is the answer
And God is the reason and love is the way. . .




March, 27, 2015; Another Threat?;


4:51pm; A puppet just walked by me and said, "Kidney fry." There is not much that they have not threatened to do to me. I am still feeling the effects of the chemical/microwave attack to my lungs. Repeated past threats were to give me COPD. This is literal terrorism. They keep threatening one thing after another and perform laser or microwave attacks to make to look like they are actually doing it. I've also experienced several rounds of them threatening to make me blind or otherwise physically disabled.


Hang in there Targeted Individuals.
God's Light shines for us.


Update; (March 4, 2015) As the lung thing gets better new rounds of lasering my heart start again. I feel certain this is being done with a laser weapon because as it hit my heart and I felt pain I suddenly shielded my heart and turned my body and then felt a blast of pain in my back. I am experiencing round after round of one thing after another! They are also covertly threatening to again disable my car and literally force me onto the street and into going with them. I pray them to not succeed and for decent people to find the Heart to stand up with us against these crimes.




March, 17, 2015; More Chemical Warfare!;

    A few days ago, I walked into a library study room where it appears that I was again infected with some sort of chemical and/or bacteria. I smelt a bacteria/moldy type odor and my lungs severely constricted, and I felt light headed, as soon as I sat down to work on my laptop. The area I was heading for being intentionally infected by those who target me was validated by a strong lysol type of odor outside the room, which I noticed as I left. Apparently they did not want to be infected with what they hit me with.
    The heavy restriction feeling in my lungs continued through the next day and has now turned into some sort of lung infection. This has been, as usual, surrounded by puppets coughing. There have also been puppet messages about quarantine and hospitalization - situations that perpetration would gladly aim for, because they could be potentially lethal for me. Am praying they do not succeed. This attack is, as usual, happening as I aim to update a book . Please freely download and share this new edition of Technological Holocaust, which is a "Call for the Heart of humanity to stand up and save itself from technological destruction."

www.poeticpublications.com/bookth5.pdf

Update on Chemical Attack (3/26/2015); This attack has been an unusual one. When it felt like I had breathed in some sort of chemical my lungs suddenly felt suppressed. . .almost like they had been coated and I was not getting enough oxygen. (I had not been sick prior to this.) This subsided in a couple days - it seemed like I was recovering from it. Then I suddenly started experiencing rounds of massive fluid accumulations in both my lungs and nose. I believe this has most likely been microwave induced, because I do not have normal cold or flu symptoms, although it APPEARS like it. I have had no fever. My temp has actually been periodically dropping to as low as 97.2, which is what has happened to me during extreme levels of microwaving. The nose congestion is clear and only happens during sudden fluid accumulations in my lungs, which I practically choke on. (I have no sinus cold) During these attacks my arms ache in ways that are not normal and sometimes severe. . .as if nerves are being effected. (I have never experienced this with a normal cold or flu.) After a couple episodes of what felt like a vibrational lasering of my throat, my voice suddenly became hoarse. Yet I have no sore throat at all. Ironically, as I began feeling seriously ill, I got a call from an organization who offered me medical insurance. . .an effort that could enable them to hold me in a hospital even against my will.
    This chemical attack appears to have swung into being a microwave attack and is still happening and appears to be an attempt to make me feel so ill that I end up in a hospital where I'd have no protection - no locked door between me and the medical puppets of those who target me and have become a more serious threat to my life lately.

The only real defense is to expose and stop
the technological and covert targeting.

P.S. I received a strange phone call today - when I answered I heard a phone ringing ad someone answering before being cut off. . .as if I were the one who made the call. Am praying for protection for us all. . .especially my father whom I am getting puppet messages about. Hope we all soon get the protection we need.

I suddenly have a bunch of undeletable files, with odd numbers and symbols, on my USB thingy and this has me concerned. Its very difficult working on an infiltrated computer. I have no idea what will happen next. But I hope for the targeting and the set ups and the terrorizing to stop.

The only real defense is to stop the technological targeting of human beings...etc.




March, 9, 2015; On the Myron May Tragedy;


    I watched most of the videos made by Targeted Individual - attorney Myron May who had pre-planned the November 20, 2014 shooting at a Florida State University, and was reported to have wounded three people before being killed by law enforcement.
    I am deeply struggling with his premeditated choice to harm innocent people, in order to help get attention for other Targeted Individuals. I can not condone the process of Targeted Individuals aiming to harm other people and I do not feel that they should get publicity for doing so. Please do not even think of following his example, Targeted Individuals. This is NOT the way to get help for us. It just hurts more people and we surely know, better than most, that the process of people hurting other people needs to stop. I feel that Myron was probably a mind control victim who was set up to do the videos, as well as the act of terrorism, which may have all been orchestrated by those who targeted him. This only served perpetration. How incredibly sad for Myron and those whom he hurt!
   
Myron May stated that the targeting "causes a lot of pain and a lot of damage to a lot of people and it hurts" and this is putting it mildly. There is a DESPERATE need for media acknowledgement of, and government protection from, the holocaustal crimes that are being committed against Targeted Individuals.






March, 11, 2015; Statement on "Government Gang Stalking";

Most Targeted Individuals seem to think that we are just unfortunate people who have been plugged into some sort of government hit list for terrorists. This is understandable, because it is obvious that some government employees are involved in the targeting and none have openly acknowledged these crimes. But some of my experiences are leading me to believe that the core of the program, which is targeting us, has merely infiltrated parts of our government and want to manipulate citizens into blaming only the USA government - they appear to be connected to the same force that has been covertly infiltrating the USA since around the time of the assassination of President John F. Kennedy. I feel that there are good parts of our government, which are working on fixing this problem and I pray that that goodness grows very quickly. I am deeply concerned that too many people are being recruited into the dark covert program due to a lack of awareness and freely used mind control technologies. . .and victims who refuse to join continue being tortured. . .and that it ALL needs to be exposed and stopped in order to regain our Freedom.


www.targetedinamerica.com/stalking.html

P.S. After posting this I was woken in the middle of the night with what seemed like a microwave attack, which caused sudden fluid accumulations in my lungs and lasering of my head. Then this morning puppets (one with oxygen tubes in her nose) talked of hospitalization and a push for another covert "rescue". . .and I strongly felt perpetration in the background of all of it. These sorts of things - attacks followed by pushes for a covert "rescue" have been happening a lot since June of 2013. It was probably happening before that, but I just didn't notice, because I had gotten the message, "Your daughters will be OK if you leave" in 2006.




March, 8, 2015; New Technological Holocaust Site;

I am excited to have just been able to purchase www.technologicalholocaust.com. I had tried, and been blocked from it in 2012 when I wrote my first Technological Holocaust paper. Its now being available to me has me feeling both excited and a bit suspicious. There are so many manipulations in the targeting that its often difficult to figure out what they are until its too late. There seems to have been an ongoing push to hide my old writings. I've had dates on files altered in various ways...etc. And I am sensing an issue, with those who target me, connected to my keeping my old files in tact on this Targeted in America site. My recent dream about "files" has me wondering, but I'm not sure what they are up to. I hope that nothing but good comes from this change.
   I am excited about finally getting the domain, because the Technological Holocaust issue is a global one that had needed its own site. Now that I've obtained it I am reverting back to my original 2012 idea of having the Technological Holocaust site onto its own dot com and using this Targeted in America site for more personal accounts of being targeted. . .like I'd already done in my books with these titles. HOWEVER I am leaving the original Technological Holocaust pages in tact on the Targeted in America site, so they can be available to those who may look up the addresses from papers and ads I have had running through the past three years. I pray that they are left as they are and not interfered with. I will soon give the Targeted in America site a new face with a link to the new site.

Please help spread the word about this new site





March, 6, 2015; Veteran Song Writer Kris Kristofferson - A Profound Message;

   I feel that Kris was probably targeted in ways that even he does not realize. But his Heart - his care for humanity still shines through the songs that were often blocked from reaching much of the public. The following song is a prime example of this. . .and feels like a VERY appropriate message for ALL who engage in the covert war.


Kris Kristofferson - Love Is The Way


Within this song Kris points out the destructive wars and preachers teaching "gospels of hate. . .and by there behavior, determined to teach us a lesson we're soon to be learning too late." And the solution he ends the song with is, "Life is the question. . .life is the answer. . . God is the reason and Love is the way." And I feel that he was right on target. Why aren't the rest of us?

P.S. Answer to Perpetration Coersions; I will NOT leap into the covert world just to see if (I do not even know WHO) will honor my perception of covert/unclear messages. Many of us desperately need decent, honest, non-perpetration related, and non-covert help. . .from the types of people who can care to help just to end our suffering. I do not want help from perpetration or anyone else who lets us continue to suffer just because we do not follow them or honor them or agree with them or think or perceive things in the same ways they do. THIS IS AMERICA!




March, 5, 2015; Dream of Foreign Files and Possible Set Ups;


    I had a strange dream last night, which showed something about me being surrounded by foreign files and feeling confused and not knowing what was happening. And I wonder if there is a connection between this and the recently occurring download arrows that pop onto my computer screen when I'm on the Internet. Is something being downloaded onto my computer? If so, what for? And does the recent puppet message "Wicked one" have something to do with the aim to slander me?
    Lately I am experiencing another round of what appears to be set ups to frame me for something. Yesterday morning I walked out of a store to catch a woman walking away from my car. I don't know what she did there, if anything. . .but because I am being targeted and threatened I can not help but wonder. This morning there was a purse left in the bathroom that they knew I was going to. Did they expect me to steal it or was it a set up for them to fabricate a theft? I brought it to the customer service station and I guess time will tell. But it felt like a set up of some sort.
    Aside from this I continue to experience microwaves shot into my head, which hit close to torture levels last night. I experienced the usual moderate pain and nausea. My spine in the lower part of my neck is being lasered as I write this!

    I pray for this covert craziness to stop - for dark manipulations to stop - for the good in our world to just openly and honestly do the right things to expose the horrible technological and other covert crimes that are being committed against humanity.  . .and for heavily targeted victims to get the protection and help we desperately need. Perhaps if we all let go of the nit-picky little things and distractions and put more focus on exposing and stopping the hard core crimes this could happen sooner. I have tried to do this, but its often too difficult, while being targeted and having to focus on the crazy stuff at least enough to prevent framings, keep myself safe and prevent the taking of the little tiny bit of Freedom I have left. This is sometimes like a full time job and I feel exhausted and overwhelmed! This blog is more for my personal experiences and this Technological Holocaust and Heart Bud sites are more for educating and helping humanity. Please read and share them. I pray that what I have posted on the web is reaching people's Hearts and is helping people to realize the Truth about the technological and covert targeting.
     Yesterday I had a vision of an old friend who is also still being tortured. I deeply felt her pain and cried for her. It hit me so hard that I'm sure some of the grief I felt was my own, because I know too well how she feels. Through this process I wrote the following page with the hope that maybe she, and others who continue to suffer, may see it. I'm holding onto a consoling vision of God sending her an Angel to hold her while she cries. I hope she knows that someone still cares about her. It is indescribably difficult to know that good decent people are being tortured and are suffering and there is nothing more I can do but keep up my fight to expose these crimes for all of us. . .and pray that those of us who are still surviving will find the strength to keep holding on. . .

Page for estranged loved ones who are also heavily targeted;
www.targetedinamerica.com/afriends.htm




March, 2, 2015; Please Read These Articles;

And please help spread the word as quickly as possible.

Connecting the Dots Between False "Depression" and other Mental Illness Labels, Harmful Psychiatric Pharmaceuticals, Microwave Targeting and Eugenics
http://www.targetedinamerica.com/psychiatry.html

The Covert Program = Deceitful Organized Crime
http://www.targetedinamerica.com/arecruiting.htm

Calling All Hearts Paper
http://www.targetedinamerica.com/callingallhearts3.pdf

Is it a coincidence that the "Gulf War Syndrome"
symptoms mimic that of microwave targeting?
http://www.targetedinamerica.com/gulfwar.html

Cry for Global Governmental Help
 http://www.targetedinamerica.com/aforhelp.htm



P.S. I ripped up a lottery ticket on Saturday afternoon. This must mean that I am "mentally ill." ;-) Only kidding. It actually means that there are more important things than money. (Please see the humor and listen to your Hearts above all else.)    I keep getting threats about getting in trouble for "back taxes." I'm not sure what its about, but I've been so poor that any discrepancies, which may have been found by those who are trying to dig up dirt on me. . .instead of helping, couldn't have found much. 


God, please let there be
At least one Heart
Who cares to stand for me.




March 1, 2015; Targeting of the Heart Bud Publication;

     Torturous pain woke me in the middle of last night. For hours I suffered and cried and begged them to stop. Even vomiting didn't ease the pain of microwaves drilling into my head and ringing in my ears. The first song played this morning was and evil message saying, "I just want to have fun" and the first direct puppet message was, "If it stays like this - nice and quiet." I assume this means that the torture will stop if I remain silent in my own car. (They use the media - all sorts of technologies, including public radios, to deliver messages.)
     I have experienced torture levels of targeting literally every day for at least 11 days now. These attacks are recently happening only when I talk and are accompanied by demands for me to remain silent and not say anything in the (supposed) privacy of my own vehicle! Recent attacks are so painful that I do not have much of a choice right now. These attacks shift from the lasering of the right side of my head to the left, to my neck and shoulder. . .and last nights felt like just a steady heavy blast of microwaves being drilled into my head and especially behind my right eye.

Tortured Silence

I can't say a word - can't make a sound
Or I'll be tortured for another round.
As the crow sends them again and again
Threats and empty promises that show no end.
And why? Why, I ask each pain-filled day,
Demand my loyalty while letting me be slayed?
Where Hawk once sat often lurks the crow.
But who else can see and whose to know?
I repeatedly defied as long as I could,
And begged for help everywhere I could,
Then blamed them for not being here
And for letting me suffer beneath their fear.
Though in my heart I truly know
Light will someday steal the show,
My silence cries from tortured depths
For all the help I've not seen yet,
For all the pain that continues to bleed
In uncounted victims who remain in need.
Through torturous years of un-shed grief
That hurt so bad it screamed for relief
While hiding under repeated threats
To lock me up and label "depressed."
"Oh, let it out," my soul screams,
But I'm surrounded by whats too mean.
No freedom of speech or privacy
Is fully allowed for targets like me.
But now being tortured every time I speak
Is shoving warm tears down cold cheeks.
Though in tortured silence I'm finally crying
The rest of me feels like I'm dieing.

Silence Hurts.

P.S. After my tears posted this I climbed into my car and let an angry fire rise, from the place that needs to freely live, to blast those who target me. The lethal silence was broken. I still feel a bit shaky and weak. But I'm alive. This episode of torture brought back memories of many other similar experiences. Some worse and some not as bad. When the memories flood in it often becomes too overwhelming to bear while still held under the gun. I pray that GENUINE freedom is restored soon. . .not the kind that pretends to rescue and "fix" us, while enslaving us. . .but the kind that just honestly exposes and prevents criminal use of radio wave technologies and Hitler style covert harassment programs.




Feb 27, 2015; Targeting of the Heart Bud Publication;

The Heart Bud was wiped off of my computer as I aimed to add a few new articles. Working on infiltrated computers is difficult to say the least, but they have me up against a wall where its better than doing absolutely nothing. The article I was writing was encouraging people to educate themselves about antidepressants and other psychiatric drugs, so that they can make the healthiest choices for themselves and their loved ones.
www.heartbud.com





Feb 27, 2015; Just To Be Totally Clear;

    I have said this many times, but people seem to not be understanding.

    I DO NOT WANT TO BE USED IN THE COVERT WAR, because I do not believe that ANYONE should be targeted. . .not even those who target me. Due to criminal manipulations around victims I am also concerned that innocent people are being targeted, by different groups. I am too overwhelmed with dealing with the targeting to deal with anything else, especially confusing covert stuff. And I want no part of any rogue covert group that is engaged in raging wars, even IF the intentions were good and/or not perpetration controlled. PLEASE DO NOT USE US, WHILE WE CONTINUE BEING TARGETED, INSTEAD OF HELPING US, because it merely ads to our confusion and pain at a time when we desperately need the opposite.
    IF YOU CAN NOT HELP ME IN THE WAYS THAT I NEED IT THEN PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE. And I still need just open and honest government acknowledgment and protection from further harm for myself and others who are also left to suffer in ways that no human being should be.
    I do NOT want to join or hide behind the covert operation, which I feel is infiltrated with, if not slyly run by, those who target me. I believe that it is an enslavement program that will only show its true colors when its too late for those who have been lured or forced into it. . .IF it is not soon exposed and disbanded.
    Even if no one cares to stand with me, I still do NOT want to escape into the covert program. In 2004, I had a dream which showed those who are doing the targeting zooming in to "rescue" people in order to slyly enslave them under the guise of "help." And, as I have stated before, it appears that they USE decent people in the foreground of this operation, which makes it VERY difficult to sense the danger. It is best for me to just not trust anything that is covert and even remotely questionable.
    I do NOT want to carry on dysfunctional covert conversations with ANYONE, because CLEAR communication can not happen covertly and this leaves too much room for misinterpretation.
    If there are people who GENUINELY want to help me I wish you'd let your Hearts find the courage to fully stand with me. I sooooo need you! But if you can't help me in the open honest way that is deeply needed, then please just leave me alone, because I am already surrounded by too much confusing covert messaging, which ads to my already off the charts levels of distress instead of helping.

    I am deeply concerned that the criminal covert program (the enslavement program) may still be growing uncontrollably due to public lack of awareness of its intent and effect. I feel that most people would not allow themselves to be recruited - coerced or forced into the program (often under the guise of a "rescue") if they were made aware that it is an enslavement where citizens are being used by organized crime at its deceitful worst. I wish we could ALL be helped. . .at least through government acknowledgment of these crimes, because the secrecy adds to our distress. In my heart I know that the good parts of our government must have good reason, but when I am being tortured. . .it is sometimes difficult to be objective and understanding.

    I am experiencing a third round of threats to make me "blind," which appears to be a terrorizing tactic to try to make me want to escape. But I feel that those who swarm me to offer the "escape" are also controlled by perpetration.
    Two puppets encroached on my space in Dunkin Donuts today. I did my best to ignore them, but when one of them loudly said, "She's going blind," while rubbing her eyes, the way I was doing earlier today. . . it sent red flags up. Then they finished proving to be perpetration puppets when they got up to leave and said, "We have a fish to fry," after I confronted them through letting them know that the covert program was really an enslavement program and that puppets, like them, are used to harass people...etc. They were not very happy with me. I foolishly barked out, "Well, fry it with compassion." (I don't know where that came from!) Then I experienced sudden sharp excruciating pain in the lower back of my head, neck and shoulder. I believe I was being lasered/tortured for speaking out. This is happening a lot lately. It happened first thing this morning directly after I spoke to Sunshine in the supposed privacy of my car.

    FYI: Sunshine is my little yellow stuffed animal. Tom Hanks had "Wilson" in the Castaway movie and I have my little Sunshine who helps me to feel less alone. I've experienced being lasered for talking to Sunshine in the privacy of my own car several times lately. This new form of lasering has been almost unbearably painful. Today's last hit was about 9 on a scale from 1 - 10. I could hardly move. This of course prevented me from jumping up to get the plate number of the perpetration puppet ladies, who were probably fairly high level since they appeared sort of wealthy. I hope they find their Hearts and realize that they are being used in organized crime. But the threat they issued as they left makes it look like it may be some time before they can put Heart above what they are either following or are being controlled by.

P.S. It feels like I am being tortured in attempts to FORCE me to leap into the covert operation and I DO NOT WANT TO GO! It appears that I am also living under an increased threat of my vehicle being disabled or stolen, especially since they forced me to move what is left of my belongings into it. I pray for decent honest, pure protection from ALL that they do




Feb 26, 2015; To Help Us All;



www.heartbud.com

Please stand up for all that's good -
Leave only the dark beneath the hood.




Feb 24, 2015; Lettter to Senator Jeanne Shaheen;

[ Update; On February 7 of 2017 I sent an apology and request for help after gettingm a conference call from Shaheen, and things have gotten worse again since then. I am not sure if this is a coincidence, but more covert harassment or covert messaging was what I absolutely did not want or need. And I am still not sure of what was going on at the time of this post. Hopefully it will someday all be clear. In the past couple years I have been learning that it is best to not judge or assume anything connected to the covert stuff that goes on around me, because I am being targeted in ways that effect my perceptions and am surrounded by multitudes of covert manipulations.
    I pray that, someday soon, government officials, in all positions of power, will be able to let their Hearts peacefully and openly stand up for us and each other and America. . .especially against the technological and pharmaceutical mind control that is harming and controlling so many. God help us all to be totally set free and have a chance to recover. ]


    A few months ago I received a call from a secretary of Senator Jeanne Shaheen. She offered help with investigations and a congressional hearing and sent me a consent form to sign. This all seem WAY too good to be true. Was it?
    To make a long story short; I never sent the signed consent form, but it appears to have been intercepted in route to people whom I had sent it to with the hope of their knowing if it would help or hurt my situation. Shaheen got the form and things began heading in a more negative direction. Is this a coincidence? Perhaps. But it appears that I got more hindrance than help and this concerns me so much that I have decided to revoke my consent.
    I'm sharing this publicly, out of concern for my safety, because I had to write it on an infiltrated computer. I also want to be sure that Shaheen gets it the way I wrote it. Below is the contents of the letter I am putting in the mail today. If you know Shaheen, please forward it to her.

Dear Senator Jeanne Shaheen,

    I hereby revoke authorization for you to obtain information from government agencies pertaining to my situation. I am feeling a bit confused as to what your intentions and their effects may have been, due to all that has happened since I received an offer of help from your secretary Laura, and then sent a signed consent form to someone else in order for it to reach you. However, the manipulations around me, which aim to prevent help and honest investigations, appear huge and it is possible that the letter was intercepted and that you received something other than what I'd sent.
    If, in the future, there are ways that you can truly help me I'd need to have a private conversation with you and be assured of what course of action you'd take and what the effects would be on those of us who continue to suffer with no solid help in sight. Please do not help to hide these crimes. Please let your heart care about us and the future safety of all of humanity.

Please read www.targetedinamerica.com

With Concern
Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057

www.poeticpublications.com

    As I post this my neck is being lasered and it appears that threats are being delivered through a man who sat near me and is loudly saying things like, "an aneurysm" and "target two kids" and "traitor."
    In my heart I know that good people would not be threatening me. And I can not be a "traitor" to anything that I was not connected to - to those who forcefully swarm and deceive and pretend to be "help" while actually targeting me. I hope they find their Hearts and I hope they are not connected to Shaheen. Since everything is covert, and the manipulations are so immense, its often difficult to be 100% sure of anything, which leaves people like me in a horrible situation. . .with nothing solid to trust and turn to. GOD, HELP US ALL.

7:11pm; Directly after posting this the lasering suddenly stopped. Even no ring in my ears. But I am now experiencing the old type of nuking I used to get a lot of. I feel sick and like I'm burning up, but my temp has dropped to way below normal.

Update; Within 24 hours of this post I got four covert messages, which seem threatening; "aneurysm," "Happy Birthday," "You are going blind and no one is going to help you," and "You could have a brain tumor that is causing all this." Aside from this there continues to be a heavy push to have me labeled as "mentally ill." This scheme has included trying to have me go to see a psychiatrist, on my own, just to prove my sanity, although MANY KNOW that the targeting is really happening.
    There is no doubt in my mind that, like one perpetrator already suggested, that they'd put me on meds and stop the obvious parts of the targeting so they can call it "mental illness." This could be only the first step in a sadistic plan to have me declared completely incompetent and lose my life and work altogether. There is no way that I am going to walk into their trap. And those psychiatric medications are proven to be harmful aside from aiding the mind control part of the targeting.




Feb 21, 2015; "An Invisible Enemy" - Gulf War Syndrome = Microwaving?;


Is it a coincidence that the "Gulf War Syndrome"
symptoms mimic that of microwave targeting?

This article has been expanded on and is on this page;
www.targetedinamerica.com/gulfwar.html




Feb 19, 2015; Let Your Heart be Touched;



Please print and share this book, which contains an accumulation of some of my old writings along with some newer ones. I hope it touches your heart.
Touching the Personal Core of Global Issues
http://www.heartbud.com/bookhb2.pdf




The Silence Hurts More!

   Since I posted the article below on the eugenics page of this website, I have been experiencing an unusual lasering of the back left side of my head. This has me concerned because, aside from the usual intense ring in my ears, it is causing heat flashes in my left ear and pain that even extends into my neck and shoulder. I'm also getting repeated messages that say time is running out.

   If you are on psychiatric pharmaceuticals, especially for what is labeled as "depression" you owe it to yourself to read and share this article.

Connecting the Dots Between Microwave Targeting, False Mental Illness Diagnosis and Harmful Psychiatric Pharmaceuticals;
www.targetedinamerica.com/psychiatry4.pdf
(Previous page; www.targetedinamerica.com/psychiatry.pdf)

(2-20-2015) The torturing completely stopped directly after I posted this, and then restarted a few hours later. I experienced torture levels of laser shots to the left back side of my head through most of last night. Aside from the usual physical pain and ring in my ears I experienced heat flashes in my left ear and pain so bad that it radiated through my whole head, into my neck, shoulder and arm and prevented sleep. "Shut up" a foolish puppet barked out as I write this in a pizza place on an infiltrated computer. Was I tortured for talking in the privacy of my own car or for writing about the targeting. . .or for the previous post about HEART, which seems to anger them more than anything I share?

P.S.S. It appears that the new level of torture, which I am again experiencing since around 4:30 pm today, is being done to force me into silence, within my own personal vehicle. The targeting seems to have recently shifted into a more sick and sadistic level. "I hope you like it," they had a puppet snidely say after this round began. I'm already running on almost no sleep from the suffering they inflicted through most of last night. Again, I am in deep need of protection from further targeting.




Feb 13, 2015; Why do They Want My Car Accessible and Destroyed?;



    Since someone gave me a minivan I left my car parked in a lot in NH. There had been such a heavy perpetration push for me to have my car sent to a crushing yard for destruction, which included an unjustifiable, angry demand for me to transfer plates from it to the van, instead of leaving it registered and getting a new set of plates for the van.
    This had made me wonder if the next push to have it crushed would come around this time when the registration runs out. And it has! But why are they so bent on having my vehicles destroyed? Aside from the storage I have in it, is the car a piece of evidence in a way that I am not aware of? It must be, because they did the same thing with my other vehicle - they literally ruined it and then manipulated a situation where I was forced to sell it to a junk yard. They wanted it destroyed so badly that the yard, which they suggested, paid me far more than the norm just to take it off my hands.
    I need my old car for storage and sentimental reasons, which raises another possible issue that needs exposure. All that I have left of my old writings and belongings is in the trunk of that car. Today, just after I sent an email to officials, which stated that I can not write a more complete report of these crimes until I have protection and access to my journals. . .I suddenly got a call from a man who owns the yard my car is in. His request for it to be immediately moved seemed like it had a manipulation behind it. The car is completely buried in the snow. As I began shoveling it out and started it, I got a strong feeling that those who target me just want the snow off of it so they can inconspicuously get into the trunk, where my journals are. This appears true, because as soon as I verbalized my suspicion, and my decision to leave the snow on the trunk, I was shot in the back of my head with what some sort of laser or microwave weapon. . .and then it seemed like the car was also microwaved, because it suddenly died and the battery completely drained all by itself, in the same way as it has on other occasions when they have disabled it.
    Now I have to worry about what to do with my car and belongings! If they continue to manipulate the owners of the yard into making me move it, when I can not afford to, it forces me to lose it. Anyone have any ideas on a safe place to park it?
    Right now the snow on the trunk is making it impossible for the thieves to be inconspicuous. But if they make me lose the whole thing and take my belongings with me, they will have access to them, because they have a key to the van they gave me. I need a miracle really quickly.

P.S. It also seems like the issue with my car may have been a retaliation from those whom I had just angrily blasted for trying to (yet another time) to force me into going from town to town to be used in their covert war although I have repeatedly and loudly said that I want no part in it, that it is hurting me more, that I do not believe in the war, which appears to be merely hurting victims of mind control who have been deceitfully coerced or forced into covert operations under the guise of helping to preserve our freedom...etc. I do not understand their disrespect and believe that perpetration is in charge of the whole covert world and war and people who are involved need to be informed of what they are being used in and that it is causing more harm and doing no good.
    AFTER my crying and blasting them, I got the phone call to move my car, attempted to move it, and drove to Wells, Maine where a police officer came and told me that I could not park my car anywhere in that town...etc., forcing me to leave and go to a different town. Another place of comfort for me gone!
    A message delivered today was "Do you want to die?" and the message of "time is running out" has been repeatedly delivered lately. Things have vamped into terrifying levels around me lately. The bad appears to be trying to kill me and the supposed good appears to be trying to use me and is retaliating against me for not complying. Its ALL a hell that I desperately need to be protected from.





Feb 13, 2015; Confused and Hurt;


    Oddly the email addresses to the FBI and White House have been erased from my contacts list. One of my face book accounts appears to have vanished, as if it never existed. I am getting covert messages that keep telling me I have a choice to make, but what the choice is and who its from is unclear. I just wish all this covert madness would stop and decent people would just stand up for us victims and ultimately all of humanity. . .until the crimes have stopped and we have our Freedom back.




Feb 10, 2015; Gods Hands Work Through Our Hearts;


    Over and over again I have heard or read things like, "God will stop the targeting and save humanity." And I FULLY believe this to be true. . .and that groups of people must openly stand up against these crimes, in order to save humanity from further destruction. We can not just sit and pray and wait for it to happen. I feel to the core of my heart and soul that God is reaching into our Hearts and offering us the strength and courage to stand up, expose and stop all levels of the lethal targeting. Enough of us must listen to that calling - we must take peaceful action, in order for God to accomplish the job. Are you doing your part to publicly and honestly expose and stop covert operations that rage wars against innocent citizens and victims of technological and pharmaceutical crimes? Are you doing your part to openly stand up for Freedom from all that harms and denies our basic human rights?



If you can not think of anything better to do please print and share the following papers.

Connecting the Dots Between Microwave Targeting, False
"Mental Illness" Diagnosis and Psychiatric Pharmaceuticals
www.targetedinamerica.com/psychiatry.pdf

Calling All Hearts (One page paper)
www.targetedinamerica.com/callingallhearts3.pdf

The Heart Bud Publication
www.heartbud.com/hb5intro.pdf

Mind Control Steals Hope Paper
www.targetedinamerica.com/mindcontrolsharonpoet.pdf

P.S. Relentless rounds of various types of targeting continue! I continue to experience painful rounds of hits from microwave and/or laser weapons as well as chemicals put on toilet paper...etc. Recent attempts to shove me into a false "mental illness" label and medicated appear to have shifted back into attempts to frame me, since I exposed it. The foolish puppets have been doing another round of literally following me around with children. Some even appear to send their children over to me. I still can not understand how they could frame me for pedophilia, since its so far from my nature, but perhaps just their trying would be enough to destroy my reputation. And this seems to be their goal. So sad that I can not be kind to these children out of fear of the framing. One little boy ran over to climb into the booth I was sitting at and I sternly said, "Go to your mother!" I felt so bad for him. Poor thing! How a parent could use a little child in these crimes is beyond me. I feel so warn out and frustrated and hurt that I have to fight, every day, to not let hopelessness take over. How can there no genuine help for us in a country that boasts of standing up for Freedom and Liberty and being the "home of the brave"...?!?
    There appeared to be another attempt on my life this afternoon. It appeared that puppets were trying to lead me to a building where they claimed "help" would be there for me. I never went to the building. But when I walked by I smelt a strong odor of some sort of gas. What would have happened if I'd gone to the door and opened it? Perhaps I don't want to know. As this happens I am also surrounded by what appears to be threats to disable my car again. . .and promises of help that I can no longer believe is really there until it follows through and is openly and fully HERE with honesty and the Heart to stand up for humanity as well as me.
    Too many times, since June of 2013, my hope for genuine help has been built up just to be shattered with covert insanity that only tries to force me into the enslavement program, shut me up and/or hide me away. . .so that the crimes against uncountable numbers of people can continue in the deadly silence that enables there continuation and growth.

Appreciation comes AFTER the event, not before.




Feb 5, 2015; Technological Mind Control and Phramaceuticals - a Lethal Combination;



Please help stop both.

PLEASE DOWNLOAD AND PRINT THIS PAPER
www.targetedinamerica.com/psychiatry.pdf


    Is it a coincidence that the field of psychiatry is suspected, in Bernard Schreiber's research, to be involved in a continuation of holocaustal crimes against humanity since Hitler's holocaust. . .that, according to General Barrie Trower, microwave weapons began perfecting their ability to remotely inflict symptoms that mimic "mental Illness" in targeted individuals in the 1950s. . .that the field of psychiatry was making shifts from Freudian methods to medicatable "mental Illness" diagnosis in the 1950s. . .and then (thank God) along came people like jewish Dr Thomas Stephen Szasz to stand up for humanity against what he classified as false "mental illness" labels?

     An interesting paper, which should interest Targeted Individuals who are being inflicted with V2k. Ironically the paper is entitled, "Being Sane in an Insane Place..."


     As I try to find information to back up my belief that parts of the psychiatry profession, and their support of the pharmaceuticals, which aid mind control technologies, are directly involved in this holocaust. . .I am again being hit with painful microwave shots. Perhaps because I am finding what I was looking for.
   I am pleased to have found doctors who recognize that something is horribly wrong with the new era of "mental illness" diagnosis, and the meds that are either prescribed or forced onto people who are not aware and NOT "ill.
     I have deep feelings about this, because I witnessed a child being destroyed by these meds and I know of other Targeted Individuals who lost themselves after being forced onto pharmaceuticals. I also have an interest in this because so many unqualified people have tried to convince me that I am "mentally ill" in order to cover the targeting...etc. And I am fighting to not become another labeled pharmaceutical victim on top of all the other parts of the targeting. It is Truly insane that any human being would have to fight to not be falsely labeled and force medicated by criminals who are targeting us
     As I gather this information, in order to back up what I already know. . .those who target me appear to be invading my computer to alter names on my posts! But I think I've caught and corrected it. Among the doctors who have made a positive stand against the false labeling and harmful drugs are Dr.Peter Breggin, Dr. Colin Ross, Dr. Gary Greenberg and Dr. Thomas Szasz. Please pass this onto those who may be taking antidepressants...etc.
     BUT please keep in mind that those, who are not aware of the technological part of the targeting, can easily cover severe cases of targeting by blaming its results on reactions to psychiatric pharmaceuticals, like in the Navy yard shooting, which Breggin blames on a pharmaceutical.
     I hope that these sorts of views are not used to hide the technological mind control, part of these crimes, because this would just enable its continuation and growth.
     It is proven that certain psychiatric pharmaceuticals enhance the technological targeting, which appears to be part of the reason why Targeted Individuals are forced into taking them. The fact that these sorts of drugs are still being found in public drinking water has me more scared than concerned.
     There are those who'd want to leap into labeling my fear with "paranoid." But what it really is is care for our health and safety. I feel scared for all of us. And I can't feel better about it until the problems are acknowledged and addressed and are proven to be in a firm process of stopping.

Read a more complete article;
www.targetedinamerica.com/psychiatry.pdf
www.targetedinamerica.com/psychiatry.html


P.S. Please Print Out My Writings;


PDF of New Article on Eugenics and Psychiatry
www.targetedinamerica.com/psychiatry.pdf

Technological Holocaust Website
www.targetedinamerica.com

Heart Bud Free Publications
www.heartbud.com

Thank You.

There appears to be a vamp up in the aim to frame me for a crime again! This new article appears to have angered those who target me. I am still working on infiltrated computers also. I hope that nothing happens to prevent me from continuing my work, but I am surviving one day at a time and I never know what is going to happen next, especially at times like this when I am getting covert threats on top of microwave targeting...etc.. I'd feel better if I knew that my work was reaching people. So, please print it out and share it.




Feb 5, 2015; What Would it Take?


If I were homeless and cold and in need of help
Would that make me less worthy of help?

If my thoughts and beliefs were different from yours
Would that make me less worthy of help?

If I were really targeted and not "mentally ill"
Would that make me less worthy of help?

If my excruciating pain acted out with angry outbursts
Would that make me less worthy of help?



P.S. My head was shot with a painful blast of microwaves directly after I posted this. Then, as I try to find information to back up my belief that parts of the psychiatry profession and their support of the pharmaceuticals that aid mind control technologies and harm people. . .I am again being hit with painful microwave shots. Perhaps because I am finding what I was looking for. . .and am pleased to find a group of doctors who recognized that something was horribly wrong with the new era of "mental illness" diagnosis, and the meds that patients are advised to take or that the victims are forced to take. I witnessed a child being destroyed by these meds and I know of other Targeted Individuals who lost themselves after being forced onto pharmaceuticals. I also have an interest in this because so many unqualified people have tried to convince me that I am "mentally ill" in order to cover the targeting...etc. Among the doctors who have made a positive stand against the false labeling and harmful drugs are Peter Breggin, Colin Ross, Gary Greenberg and Thomas Szasz As I gather this information those who target me appear to be invading my computer to alter names! But I think I've caught and corrected it.

I am realizing that those, who are not aware of the technological part of the targeting, can easily blame the "craziness" on reactions to the drugs in severe cases, like the Navy yard shooting. And I hope that these sorts of views are not used to hide the technological mind control, because this would just enable its continuation. I feel certain that the drugs enhance the sadistic technological control, which appears to be part of the reason why Targeted Individuals are forced into taking them. The microwaves and the psychiatric pharmaceuticals are TWO critical problems and when combined can become lethal problems.




Feb 3, 2015; STOP! Just Please Stop. . .;


Please stop the covert war. Please stop the technological targeting of human beings. Please stop hiding the technologies that are being used on us. Just please stop the charade and stand up for the preservation of humanity.

Can you feel the tears that wrote this? Can you feel the pain inside the tortured heart of every targeted victim? Can you care about us? Can you care about humanity? Please help set us free.




www.heartbud.com




Feb 1, 2015; A Better Day;


This morning I had virtually no weapons aimed at my head. It was a nice break, since yesterday was a recovery from being tortured the day before. (I guess my previous post had angered those who target us.) I am intruded upon so much that its foreign to be radio wave free for a bit of time. It felt wonderful and I wish it were that way all the time. I need my freedom back. We all do. . .even those who do not realize that they have lost it.




www.heartbud.com

P.S. By the afternoon I was getting mild microwaves again - mild ringing in ears and foggy thinking. The next morning I was again being hit hard - woken from dreaming with painful weapon blasts to my head!




Jan 30, 2015; Behind the Theories;


I started writing the following articles two days ago and got heavily microwaved the next morning and am being swarmed today. The articles are not finished, but I thought I'd share them since, as usual, I do not know if I will be able to tomorrow. I am experiencing torture levels of microwaves being shot into my brain today. I'm also getting weird arrows showing up on my screen as if something is downloading every time I go on the web. My computer is still infiltrated.

The "Beyond the Theories" articles are in the next post...




Jan 29, 2015; The "Mental Illness" Scam;


    I am still experiencing a heavy push to discredit me under the guise of "help." Today a woman said, "We have to have you listed as disabled so you can get a place to live." And this is not the first time this has been said to me. Another puppet recently boasted about being listed as disabled as if it is good thing that enables him to do other things with his life. And this is not nearly the first time this has happened as a way to try to coax me into that direction.
    A few years ago I read a report from a REAL Targeted Individual who had wisely expressed a concern about the USA budget for disability if Targeted Individuals keep being falsely labeled and forced to live off of the government. Is it possible that discrediting and force medicating us is not the only objectives in the process of pushing us to be labeled as "mentally ill?"
    It is just too horribly wrong for people who KNOW that we are being targeted to help destroy our lives through a false"mental illness" label and forced medication or possibly even institutionalization. Not to mention the fact that it is mentally abusive. It hurts us even more, at a time when we desperately need the opposite. I pray that this part of the targeting gets exposed and stopped before too many more lives are destroyed with it. Mine included.
    I am a human being who is VERY capable of working and making the proper decisions for myself. I am being targeted and I need that targeting to be stopped so that I can carry on with my life. With "help" stepping in to aid the perpertration push to stop me from living my life and doing my work, instead of stopping the targeting has felt like just another horrible part of the injustices that have been happening to me and many others. Please find your Hearts.

    Is it a coincidence that the field of psychiatry is suspected, in Bernard Schreiber's research, to be involved in a continuation of holocaustal crimes against humanity since Hitler's holocaust. . .that, according to General Barrie Trower, microwave weapons began perfecting their ability to remotely inflict symptoms that mimic "mental Illness" in targeted individuals in the 1950s. . .that the field of psychiatry was making shifts from Freudian methods to medicatable "mental Illness" diagnosis in the 1950s. . .and then (thank God) along came people like jewish Dr Thomas Stephen Szasz to stand up for humanity against what he classified as false "mental illness" labels?


P.S I started writing the following articles yesterday and got heavily microwaved this morning. They are still not finished, but I thought I'd share them since, as usual, I do not know if I will be able to tomorrow.


Behind the Theories

    I've stopped researching the technological targeting due to the disinformation that is being fed to us around efforts to hide the Truths on the web. (I've even noticed some honest articles erased from the web.) But, judging by my past research and experiences I've come to the conclusion that there is some truth in most theories and that others appear to be made up by those who target us. I believe that the alien scheme has been made up in order to justify a "rescue," which slyly shoves people into a covert enslavement program. (This angle was tried on me.) And I believe that decent people are being used in the foreground of this operation.
    Jim Keith (before his mysterious death) had researched some of the "alien abduction" claims and had come to the conclusion that victims of certain types of technological experimentation had been brainwashed into thinking it was done by aliens, in order to hide the crimes. This felt true to me. And I believe that similar manipulations are being done around other forms of technological targeting.
    Another example of this is how perpetration is setting things up for victims of remote technological crimes to be labeled as "mentally ill" or convinced that it is being done through more localized sources. As covert "help" zoomed in on me (since June of 2013) I have been, on several occasions, told to "write down everything," just before the technological part of the targeting completely shifted into appearing like it was coming through my cell phone or a vehicle that pulled near me...etc. The manipulations to hide how remotely this is being done are baffling to me, because if the Truth is not revealed how can the crimes be stopped? Genuine help would aim for the Truth and the ending of these crimes.
    There are also people expressing their perceptions of intuitions about what is happening. Some talk about "Lizard People" and other strange things that sound WAY too unbelievable. I don't believe it, BUT they may not be completely wrong. In dreams and visions we are often given pictures of things that symbolize what is happening or what someone is behaving like. Lizards are a symbol of mechanical heartlessness and we ARE being targeted by people who are heartless enough to have no regard for our lives and our basic human rights.
    Sadly, those who have been inflicted with brain damage, and are completely controlled by those who target us, may be intuitively perceived as reptilian types of personalities. Veteran Author Gordon Duff wrote an article about technologically detecting microwaves that are being used to inflict brain damage on masses of people. So, I feel that it is not that we are being invaded by aliens or lizard people. . .but that we are faced with a crisis where groups of criminals are damaging people - destroying people's lives. These are serious holocaustal crimes that are in desperate need of the proper exposure in order to prevent their continuation!
    Perhaps some of those who come up with the most unbelievable theories are merely skipping the step of translating the symbolism they are intuitively seeing. One example of this is in Mary Summer Rain's books, which share visions of a blind Native America woman called, No Eyes. No Eyes, saw New York City falling into the ground, massive floods and all sorts of bazaar "accidents" happening to people...etc. She CLEARLY foresaw what has been happening. But this does not mean that New York City is going to actually fall into the ground. She probably intuitively saw the twin towers fall and assumed that it was the city falling into the ground.
    Our perceptions and interpretations of visions and prophetic dreams can muck things up a bit, but they offer us a tremendous amount of help. One way that they can help is with the process of prevention. I have also had dreams about the floods. But I believe that it will be done with weather modification technologies, laser weapons...etc., and that it can be prevented through the prevention of criminal use of these technologies. And the same goes for the technological targeting and destruction of human beings. ALL of these disasters can be prevented through preventing criminal use of microwave weapons, laser weapons, surveillance systems, weather modification technologies...etc.

More may be added later


    As for the big question, "Who is doing the targeting?" I remain at the conclusion that there are different groups targeting different people, organizations or countries for different reasons. I am a long term Targeted Individual and it appears that the core of the targeting around me is being done by some sort of satanic occult that is utilizing satellite surveillance and weapon systems as well as other covert operations in their aim to inflict harm. Some feel that they are doing things like plugging our names into hit lists for suspected terrorists, drug dealers, prostitutes, pedophiles...etc., in order to get our own fellow citizens to help target us. I think that this is probably the case with most long term Targeted Individuals.

    The dark/satanic occult that appears to be at the core of it all, wear masks of kindness and helpfullness. . .sometimes even wearing the mask of Christianity. In 2007, I was writing an article about the dark infiltration I've noticed in some churches and wrote an article entitled "Wounded Churches" just before experiencing a heavy round of targeting. This tells me that I was hitting a nail right on the head.
    Due to some of my other experiences and insights, I still believe that parts of Russia are involved with a covert take over of the USA through the utilization of mind control technologies, among other things. In 2012, when I had first shared my concerns about this, I was experiencing an unusually high amounts of hits on my blog through Russian porn and pharmaceutical sites. This was directly after I'd started to write more about the mind control part of the targeting.
    Myron Fagan exposed parts of this Russian covert takeover (and its tactics) in his famous speech, "Red Stars Over Hollywood." If you can look past his prejudice and "old order" way of thinking, you will find interesting information. . .some of which I recognized as the same tactics used by those who target me and other people whom I know. Many doubt this and I have tried to be objective. But perhaps the Russian part is now being done by rouge parts of the KGB if nothing else? And perhaps the same sort of problem exists in other places with rouge parts of the MKULTRA program and Hitler's scientists who are reported to have escaped to Russia and the USA...etc. But irregardless of who is doing what part of it. . .the crimes need to stop and ALL of humanity needs to be saved from further technological destruction and control.

Why are the technological crimes against humanity not being exposed by our media?

    There is the theory that there is no point in exposing the technological crimes, because they'd only stop for a while and then start up again. This idea has to have been initiated by perpetration, because it merely supports the growth and continuation of the crimes. I can not even imagine anyone, who is not brainwashed, believing that crimes should not be exposed and stopped just because they could start up again. It makes no sense. The secrecy is what helps these crimes to continue and grow.
    One of the things that Myron Fagan exposed was the pattern of how the infiltration would run and hide when they were publicly exposed, but then slowly sneak back in as soon as the publicity started letting up. In explaining this he gave us the key to fighting it, which is full public exposure that NEVER EVER stops - that continuously pulls the covert crimes out of their dark closets and into a Light that they can not function in.

    There is the theory that publicly exposing the technological targeting would cause panic in the general public. I can understand this sort of thinking, BUT it supports the criminals instead of the victims. I feel that most people can feel that something horrible is happening in our world and that not knowing what it is is more disconcerting than knowing, especially for those of us who are being heavily targeted. I believe that if our governments explained it, and offered websites with information on how to deal with it, it would be a comfort to most people. I also believe that exposure of the covert program, which is enslaving people, would stop growing if it were fully exposed, because most people would refrain from joining and many would leave it if they knew it was not a good thing. I believe that exposure would do a LOT more good than bad.

    There is the theory that the media is already completely controlled by those who target us. I do not know if this is true. But I think fear of being targeted may be part of the problem. Anyone exposing this is far safer when they have an aware support group standing with them. I wish I had one.

    There is the theory that our USA government is already completely taken over. I believe that the infiltration is heavy, but NOT complete. I believe that there are good people in our government, and in the UN and other countries, who are working on resolving this crisis. And I believe that the good will win the battle.

I think that there are probably various groups, that are criminally using microwave weapons, laser weapons and satellite surveillance systems, scattered throughout the world. And there is a desperate need for our governments and media to stand up and honestly explain to the public what is happening and advise us on how to deal with it until it is stopped. . .so that we can regain some sense of security from (and trust in,) those whom we look to for protection and direction.

More may be added later




Jan 28, 2015; Intentions;


    I have said this to those who hold me under surveillance, many times through the past year and a half. And I fully believe it. Good intentions do good and bad intentions do bad. . .and when they are mixed together it all looks bad. . .until the good steps out and stands up for what's right.

    My intentions have been to expose and stop these crimes and bring genuine, caring help to victims of remote technological targeting and experimentation...etc., and do the best I can to protect myself as I experience an insanely confusing array of various levels of targeting and other types of covert chaos. I have no doubt that I've made a lot of mistakes, especially during the times when I've been being more heavily microwaved. But I feel, in my heart, that anyone who can listen to their Hearts (above all else) can easily forgive and excuse due to the inumane conditions, which I've been forced to survive and function in, through the past few decades.

    At this point I am hoping and praying for the good in humanity to stand up and do what is right - to stand up and save itself from further technological abuse...etc.,. . .and, in that process, provide honest protection for those of us who are being literally tortured. We need this in ways that are not covert - are not slyly orchestrated or overseen by those who target us.




Jan 27, 2015; The Changing of the Guards;


    As I look back through the decades, I am noticing a pattern of changes. Those, whom I have felt deeply connected to, have either left, died, been brainwashed against me or have been heavily targeted/tortured. I had a good doctor who died and was replaced with a perpetrater puppet doctor who has lost my medical records. The only two police officers, who had openly wanted to help me, have left the department. The most decent FBI agent I'd talked to was suddenly, "No longer at this office." Most of the advertisers in the Heart Bud and Sharon's Bud publications have been targeted and/or have sold their businesses. When I did voluteer work for the Red Cross they did this whole "changing of the guards" routine when there was a complaint about a volunteer, instead of addressing the issue. And the list could go on.

     And, like everything else in this covert infiltration of my life and this country, it is the silence that supports and fuels the manipulators who slyly take control. . .until we shine a Light into the infested closets they hide in.
    It was over a decade ago when I wrote the following poem, but it seems to apply to my present situation even more than it did when I wrote it.

If I were the only human being left
On the Earth's vast depleted nest
Alone is something I'd feel less,
Because I have been drowning
In the tortured depths
Of its crowded emptiness.


    I have felt the pains of that aloneness for over a decade. Over and over again I have felt the excrucuating pains of loved ones being targeted away from me. During those times when I have stepped out of my personal situation, to take a glimps at the plight of humanity, I have felt pains like nothing I've ever experienced - pains that have replaced my selfish loneliness with a deep concern for all of us.
    But, in my heart, I know that there is hope, no matter what my doubtful, microwaved mind thinks or says. We ALL have Love and Light on our side. I can feel that there are many people who love me. They have just not been being allowed to show it to me. It is that Love, which carry's me through the hell I'm experiencing. And it is that Love, which is helping the Heart of humanity to rise into a peacefull fight to save itself from the darkness that slyly infiltrates and aims for complete control.
    The bible forewarned of a time when the darkness would aim to take over humanity - tearing families apart...etc. That time has come. It has inconspicuously been here and growing for many decades. And it is being done with criminal use of radio wave technologies and the stifling silence that supports such lethal targeting of human beings.

It is up to us to break the silence - it is up to us to open our Hearts and let Love win.

    My deep concern about what is happening to us - to humanity, leads me to feel that. . .if our governments are too infiltrated to quickly rise up and stop criminal use of mind control technologies, microwave weapons, weather modification technologies, laser weapons and satellite surveillance systems. . .the technologies should be destroyed, in order to save what is left of humanity.




Jan 25, 2015; A Literary Concern;


     I am concerned about my writings. There seems to be a heavy perpetration aim to hide parts of my early writings about the targeting, which includes this blog and the books I've printed it in.
     There has been a covert push for me to fix my writings. Knowing that they surely are too far from perfect, I have been doing some editing. This push to fix my writings initially appeared to be contingent upon us getting the help we need. But I now wonder who was behind it, because it feels too controlling and has even included episodes of lasering and microwaving me when they do not approve of my writings, which leads me to believe that the alterations are not being suggested by a force that is kind and good or has any genuine aim to REALLY help with anything but covering up evidence.
     In the last couple editions of the book, "Ramblings of a Targeted Individual,  there were periods of glitches in my Quark program. On one of these occasions, four pages of information were suddenly gone. . .as if someone else were also editing it while I did. (My computers are obviously infiltrated and I do not know what they were erasing)
     Another concern is that the site, where I publish my books, has suddenly changed its programming in a way that now allows the content of my books to be altered AFTER they have been published. This seems a bit unethical and leaves a door open for possible perpetration alterations. This site had previously not allowed alterations to the content of books after they had been published.
     When I first mentioned, in the book description, that alterations were being made to my writings, I was microwaved and the words "DON'T SING" were repeatedly flashed on  a TV screen in a motel I'd stayed at for a short time.
     I have been combing through my writings, in order to remove misinformation, because this blog has been a process of my figuring things out. One example of this was in early 2012; after I read Jerry E. Smith's writings on HAARP and mind control, I grabbed onto it as a desperately needed explanation. Since I  later realized that other technologies can also be used, I have aimed to correct this misinformation. 
     Other alterations, which I have done, rose from my realization that I needed to remove names and things that I may have misperceived, because there have been many times, when I've rushed to post things while being microwaved. and at times when I was less aware of how things were happening. These edits have been necessary, because I do not want to misinform or confuse anyone, especially other Targeted Individuals. But it feels horrible to not know if my books will remain as I write them. I had put this blog into book format, in order to preserve my writings, because this blog was being accessed and interfered with. But I feel trapped in circumstances that are not allowing me to have control over my own work - my own writings.

   I hope to pull together a more complete version of this blog in a 9th edition, but can not afford to purchase a new computer. With a bit of luck the original posts, which were printed in early editions, are still in tact within my storage devices...etc., when I am able and ready to.

P.S. As I wrote this, a couple of guys came to sit near me and are having a lengthly conversation about relatives dieing and my brain is being lasered. Please help pray for protection for my family and my X husband's family. I've experienced heavy perpetration/puppet stuff this morning.

P.S.S. This morning's puppet conversation, which was VERY obviously staged for my ears, talked a lot about tumors and cancers and deaths of relatives. While this was taking place my head was being lasered/microwaved so hard that a part of it has been left sore to the touch and I have an odd feeling in that part of my brain. Are they just terrorizing me? Or would they use microwaves, which inflict tumors, and then try to blame the tumor for my pain...etc., in order to hide the technological targeting? I'm sure they would but hope they won't and don't get away with it if they do. Again, I am in deep need of protection from further technological targeting. FYI; the pain in my head is now in the same place that was hit during the recent episode of being microwaved/lasered in THREE different ways, which appeared to be a threat that said, "See what I can do to you." I already knew what they can do, but if we all keep giving up, hiding or letting silence allow these crimes to continue. . .what will become of humanity? Please stand up for humanity if not for me and otehrs who are being tortured and terrorized.




Jan 24, 2015; Hope in a Dismal Place;


Things around me seem to have shifted into something more negative. Microwaves aimed at my brain vamped into torture levels again last night and are still intense this morning. I am realizing that the infiltration in the USA appears to be worse than I'd wanted to believe. But I see a Light shining for humanity and I feel that the sadistic targeting will end as citizens and governments, around the globe, stand up for humanity's Freedom, instead of joining, or remaining in, infiltrated covert operations. . .and instead of allowing silence to continue supporting and feeding the horrible crimes that are being committed against us.

Letter sent to the UN
www.targetedinamerica.com/UNletter.pdf






Jan 23, 2015; Please do not look for faults in Targeted Individuals;


Please do not look for faults instead of helping us in the ways that are needed. We are surrounded by manipulations that are intentionally set up to make us look bad. The people who target us, and those whom they control, use those set ups to discredit us and make people look down on us. If you look hard enough you are sure to find a new rock to throw at us. Perhaps there is a part of our lives that has not yet been bruised. But I hope you chose to let your Heart refrain from judgment, because we have already been hurt too much.

Read the rest of this post on the bottom of the Targeted Individuals page.






Jan, 18, 2015; Call for "Unarmed Truth and Unconditional Love";




This felt like it needed another posting due to the unconditional love and help that us Targeted Individuals need, in order to end our suffering. . .and the Truths that need to be revealed, in order to bring an end to the covert war. I believe that if citizens were aware of the covert program being infiltrated by, if not slyly lead by, those who target us, most of them would not participate.

P.S. I am doing the best I can to expose what is happening, while remaining objective and non-offensive. . .which is extremely difficult to do while being targeted. I'm probably not doing a very good job of it. I hope the toes, I may have stepped on in my earlier posts, can forgive me. And I hope what I share helps all of humanity.

I wish there were an expert who could publicly and honestly fill in the details of what is happening. . .and kindly correct me (with proof) if there are things I am wrong about. I pray that this crisis is quickly exposed and stopped, because many are suffering in ways that no human being should ever have to continue suffering. Lives are being destroyed and there is a desperate need for the covert tortures to stop and for victims (myself included) to get the validation, protection and help we need. Please do all that you can to expose and stop all sorts of covert and technological crimes against humanity.

God help Humanity






Jan, 15, 2015; From the Heart of Hope;

* All the technological, covert, pharmaceutical and chemical targeting of humanity has been exposed and stopped.

* Governments and citizens, around the globe, are uniting in recovery efforts for victims and their families, who are all now safe and protected from further targeting.

* Humanity is opening its heart to greater levels than ever before. Greed and selfishness are being replaced by kindness and consideration for fellow human beings.

More may be added soon

I wrote this phrase yesterday




P.S. As for my present situation; I have been being hit hard and am still in deep need of honest, non-covert help with protection from further targeting as well as financial help. Since June of 2013 I have been surrounded by debilitating levels of confusion and chaos with covert messaging that appears to come from multiple groups aside from the primary perpetration. All appear to be infiltrated with some perpetration. I wish the parts that are genuine help would just please stand up and stop adding to the confusing chaos, which has been hurting me instead of helping me. And, of course, want all else to go away and leave me alone. Over and over again I have had it validated that the core of the targeting is indeed a satanic occult and other parts of it appear to be puppets whom they use. Efforts to drug or contaminate the food I buy appears to have vamped up again. My writings have been being interfered with. My computers and email accounts have been infiltrated. I am experiencing periodic severe episodes of the lasering of my brain and other parts of my body. There appears to be recent threats against a couple of my family members and I am praying for NON-covert safety and protection for them as well.




Jan, 13, 2015; PLEASE STOP THE COVERT WAR;



This picture is the only one that this blog program is preventing me from posting from the menu. I have to copy the html code from other places. This gives us an idea of what sort of group is targeting us. Please share it and let it sink into your Heart.

    I am deeply sorry if anyone is upset by my posts. It is not my intention to make waves. But sometimes waves must be made, in order to calm a turbulent sea. This crisis we are faced with is harming so many people that I just can not join the silence that has been supporting it.
     I am deeply sorry if anyone is upset by my posts. It is not my intention to make waves. But sometimes waves must be made, in order to calm a turbulent sea. This crisis we are faced with is harming so many people that I just can not join the silence that has been supporting it. I believe that there is good in our world - a goodness that will rise above the darkness that strives to engulf it. There is a desperate need for the horrible crimes that are being committed against humanity, to be exposed and stopped. These crimess include the enslavement of human beings in a covert program (secret society) where they appear to be unaware victims of mind control technologies and are used to help target fellow human beings. Some of their victims are being inflicted with brain damage. Others, like myself are literally being tortured with laser and microwave weapons...etc., around attempts to force us into that enslavement. Because I refuse to go, I am under the threat of being jailed, institutionalized, physically disabled, discredited with a false "mentally illness" label, killed or inflicted with brain damage.

    There is something horribly wrong happening in our world and there is a desperate need for it to be exposed and stopped as quickly as possible.




Jan, 13, 2015; Another attempt on my life;

    Oddly, attacks have suddenly shifted from the usual remote electronic attacks to more heavy localized attacks in the past couple days. 
     It appears that I was inflicted with a substance to induce a heart attack, yesterday afternoon. I had mild heart attack symptoms, which gradually subsided through a couple hours. Among other things, within 30 minutes, around this attack, THREE hospital trucks had either gone by me, pulled out in front of me or waited at an intersection for me to see them. (This is the usual types of covert threat games.) The day before this attack a waitress had rushed to sweep under my feet as soon as I sat a booth, and then loudly said, "I need to get this dirt out of here." It was also directly after I had refused to follow puppets who appeared to be again trying to push me to head across the country.
   It also appears that my vehicle was accessed last night. This morning my belongings, in my coat pocket, appear to have been rearranged in a way that I do not do.

I am in desperate need of honest protection and help. But hope for this to come for me is diminishing, especially as I notice the infiltration in our country. I pray for the good in our government to quickly get a handle on it so that we can regain our freedom.



Am trying to keep my hope up by reading my own inspirational quotes.





Jan, 11, 2015; As the Loon Cries;

It appears that I am being surrounded by all sorts of manipulations to prevent help from being here for me and others who are also suffering beneath continued lethal technological and psychological targeting. In the past few days, it appears that there have even been efforts to perform manipulations through me with drugs and degrading verbal harassments. This morning I parked by a bay and a loon called to my aching heart and inspired this poem. I dedicate it to America.


As the Loon Cries

A lonely loon cries in a salty bay
While my aching tears swell to pray.
God, help them find the Heart
To stand in your Light
Instead of behind the dark;
Let Freedom ring
For the world to see
Around all of them and me,
Until the crimes are fully exposed
And all that hide are only crows;
Let seagulls give up
Their torturous fight,
And eagles fly
With keener sight,
Until manipulations fade
And Truth banishes the night;
Let Hawk protect
Instead of prey,
Until those who suffer
Get the help they need -
No longer left alone to bleed.
God, shine Your soothing Light
Into this darkest night.




Jan, 11, 2015; An Unusual Technological Attack;

    Late yesterday, I had been praying, searching for answers and talking to God. . .and had verbalized the following experience and questions.

    In 2010, when my desperation had reached out for help from a man who was in a position to be able to do so, he had set up an appointment with me. I cancelled the appointment after I had a dream, which showed that I'd be pulled out of my life, completely disconnected from people whom I love and know. . .and was working for, and renting a living space from, a woman who is a perpetrator and was not allowing me to earn enough money to move or get back onto my own feet. I was basically enslaved and very unhappy. (I believed that this dream showed what would happen to me if I moved forward with them helping me.)
    As I remembered this I found myself wondering if this guy was the bad guy or if things were being set up for him to rescue me and then unwittingly hand me over to those who target us. And I questioned out loud what other places could be set up the same way - with honestly decent people in the foreground of the criminal operation that is either controlling or targeting ALL of us. (I believe that this is how the covert operation is set up.)
    Directly after I verbalized these questions, puppets began angrily revving engines around me in a display of anger. Directly after I climbed into the back of my vehicle to sleep, I suddenly experienced three small rounds of different attacks. The first was painful laser shots to the back of my head, which shifted from one side to the other. When this stopped my lungs were suddenly heaving from a microwave blast. When that suddenly stopped my heart was being lasered into skipping beats...etc. Each phase of this attack lasted only about a minute or two and appeared to be a threat to show me the things they can do to me if I do not stop figuring things out.

    I now find myself wondering how much control the criminals have. How infiltrated is America? Is it worse than I want to believe? I now pray, harder than ever, for the USA to shed the infiltration and stand in the Light of Freedom and Liberty for ALL.

Update; (1/15/2015) I have erased the name of the place this man was in, but I trust that the proper officials already have it. . .and I hope it inspires honest investigations.
     My primary reason for erasing parts of this post were in order to prevent possible targeting of that organization, because there seems to be rouge groups who have been targeting those whom they think target us. This is dangerous because the primary perpetrators set up manipulations that make us place blame on the wrong people. Prior to realizing some of the perpetration manipulations, I had felt sure that this man was the perpetrator. Now I realize that he may not have been - that he may have been being used by them. It appears that decent people are used by the criminals in the lower levels of the covert organization that is pushing or forcing people into the covert program. Sadly, it seems like the innocent are the ones who are being blamed and hurt the most. And I hope this changes. I believe that there is good and bad almost every where right now and it will get better when we acknowledge the good and expose the bad. (I also erased some of the info on this post due to the life threatening situation that sharing it cast me into. I am in need of honest non-covert protection from further targeting.)



P.S. As I write this post the song they are playing for me is "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger" - a message they have often sent through puppets or this song directly after rounds of remote technological torture. I completely disagree with this foolish phrase, especially in this torturous criminal game that is hurting us in ways that cause damage rather than strength. Pains of criminal technological torture and the surveillance enslavement, which enables it, inflicts harm. The only good out come will be its discontinuation and a chance for recovery.

God, please quickly free ALL of humanity from the grip of darkness.




Jan, 9, 2015; Our Only Enemy;



I am faced with a very difficult situation where I am struggling to survive, psychologically, while a covert war rages around me and radio wave weapons intrude upon my brain. I am in desperate need of protection and I wish for all who engage in this war to find the Heart to stop the covert targeting of fellow citizens and stand up for what is right. . .for your own sakes as well as that of all of humanity.

Letter from my Microwaved Heart;

I have gone back and forth with my dilemma, feeling unsure of how to handle it, while surrounded by covert confusion and having microwave weapons drilling into my brain. And I have hit a point where I must, irregardless of what anyone else may prefer, publicly write these letters straight from my heart, with the hope that they reach ALL who can benefit from reading them. So please help spread this around.

Dear FBI,
    I know that you are faced with your own sets of difficulties around the crisis of the technological targeting of human beings, and that I can not even begin to understand the problems you are faced with. But I know that families of FBI agents are also being targeted. Because I am one of those family members, I deeply feel for you. I also feel driven to do all that I can to save my own life and that of others who are being targeted. . .and you are the only ones whom we can look to for help. This is a grave situation that is in deep need of the type of attention that can bring a positive outcome for all of humanity.
    In some of my early interactions with the FBI, I gained hope for help to arise for us. Though there were no open promises, I saw a Light shining behind the scenes and felt that there are good agents who are aware of the targeting and want to do the right thing, but are not being allowed to.
    However, that Light appears to have faded and I have had experiences with infiltration, within the FBI, by those who target us. This leaves me deeply concerned that those who target us, may be gaining the upper hand. . .and that the secrecy surrounding this whole crisis is aiding that process.
    With this letter I am begging every decent human being in the FBI, and other government agencies, to find the heart to rise above those controlling forces and come to a place where you can stand in the pride of knowing that you did the right thing - that you stood up for victims of remote technological targeting. . .and ultimately all of humanity in that process.
    I understand that this is an extremely difficult situation and I can not even imagine what types of walls you are up against. But I have experienced and witnessed enough of the technological targeting to know that this crisis can not continue as it has, through the past few decades, without lethal consequences for all of humanity, including families of FBI and other government officials. This should already be evident to most of you. It even appears that covert operations to rescue us are slyly infiltrated by those who target us. I strongly feel that our only hope is in an honest public stand that protects those who care to help stop these crimes. And I pray that you make that stand, in some way or form, for the sake of ALL who are being targeted as well as the reputation of our country.

I am deeply sorry if what I feel/believe is not in accordance with your beliefs or desires. I understand if you do not want to help me. But I am praying that you let your hearts feel for others, including your own loved ones. There are people dieing from microwave targeting in all levels of society. There are people whose brains are being damaged and/or manipulated by various types of microwave and psychotronic weapons. I believe that many of you may be unaware victims of psychotronic weapon intrusions. And I pray that government officials and common citizens will quickly unite and rise to expose the infiltrated covert operations and technological targetings of human beings. . .for ALL our sakes.

My heart feels for ALL of us. . .including you. Please understand. And please let your Hearts help us. You are all we have to depend on for help. Please reach past the walls of oppression and let America continue to stand for Freedom and Liberty for all. Please.

With Deep Sincerity and Hope for ALL
Targeted Individual - Sharon R. Poet

P.S. I may ad more later, my head is hurting from the microwaves right now and someone is trying to distract me. But I am posting this in case I am unable to later.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057

Microwaves vamped up on me right after I posted this. I guess there are those who are against my stand for ALL of us - for all of humanity. . .and I am sorry that they feel this way. My heart bleeds for all of us, even those who can not understand.

Note to citizens who are engaging in the covert war against our government,
    I feel for you because I believe that most of you are mind control victims. I have witnessed and experienced that those who are targeting us are literally brainwashing us into blaming our government as a whole. Nothing is perfect, especially during these trying times. I believe that there is good and bad everywhere and that the good in our government may be our only hope for this hell to end in a positive way. The manipulations set up to cause us to blame the wrong people or organizations are HUGE. And it seems like the innocent are the ones who are being hurt most.
    Please help stop the covert war by refraining from engaging in infiltrated covert operations. PLEASE let go of the fight. NOBODY should be experiencing technological targeting. . .not even the criminals who are targeting us. Nobody should be aiming lethal weapons at anyone unless it is in a moment of self defense during a life threatening situation. Please stop the covert war.




Jan, 7, 2015; A New Round of Hell;

     A New round of hell began the night before last. Among other things I am experiencing what feels like laser shots into the top, front, right quarter of my brain. The whole top of my head hurts and I am again having a hard time doing visualizations. (Doing visualizations with my prayers is my only lifeline.)
     I am in desperate need of protection from further targeting. I need a group of brave hearts, who have radio wave blockers and detectors, to stand with me. I know how impossible this seems. I do not expect it to happen. But its what I need.

A phrase that recently rose to sooth my doubt;



I understand that most will disagree with this philosophy.
But its what I feel and what I see.


    I was not allowed to take a warm shower in a gym this morning. A smiling puppet opened the door for me and then the hot water turned to freezing cold as I stepped into the shower.  (This appeared to be a pun on things I had said yesterday.) As I drove away a plumbing truck pulled in front of me just to let me know that those who target me had done it. Then the heater in my car malfunctioned as I drove to another gym.  It was a very cold morning after climbing from under my blankets and waiting for my car to heat up.
    The electrical part of my vehicle, which enables me to use my laptops in my car, have suddenly stopped working. . .preventing me from doing my writings in peace. And I have been getting threats that they may again start remotely disabling my car through draining the battery.

    I am in desperate need of financial help. Please let your Heart help me as much as you can. It will be deeply appreciated.


Sharon R.Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA

1-8-2015; I was also hit with heavy laser shots/microwaves, several times through yesterday. Intrusions into the top front part of my brain shifted from the right side to the left throughout the day. (I believe that honest medical tests could prove the damage that is being done to our brains.) I am still getting residual sharp pains in the top of my brain along with the usual microwave ring in my ears. I feel scared. This is just one of many recent rounds of difficulties. Please help pray for genuine help to stand up for us before its too late for me and God knows how many others.




Dec 31, 2014; There will be no bullets to prove that we are dieing inside;

When help swarms just to label us
As "mentally ill" and disable us,
When all the world just sits by
As lasers shoot us while we cry,
When hope fades into endless days
Where pain throbs under microwaves,
And nobody cares to understand,
How long can we survive -
How much can we stand?


    Every person who is being targeted, especially those of us who are being shot with laser and microwave weapons, are in an emergency situation, and are in need of protection.


But there will be no bullets to prove that we are dieing inside.


    On January 5th I went to a motel room that was offered by a church member after I'd requested help with time to focus on recovery and healing. I quickly I realized that I could not launch into full healing mode while still being targeted, with Christmas on the horizon and with a pending appointment with a woman in a county outreach program. After hearing that I could stay in the room until February 5, I vowed to do more to take better care of myself after the holidays and the dreaded meeting were behind me.
    In the week after the county lady called to schedule an appointment for the 30th of December, I was suddenly unable to get to sleep until around 2 or 3am for several nights in a row. I believe that it was technologically induced insomnia, because this is not normal for me. I'd suddenly, for no apparent reason, feel hungry and restless and wide awake right around the time when I'd normally go to sleep. This was worse on the night of the 29th. I got several unusual phone calls on the 29th. And then I was forced awake by vehicle horns blaring on the street outside my room on the morning of the 30. My head was being heavily microwaved as I drove to the appointment and it remained so heavy that I felt almost debilitating levels of mental numbness while the woman launched into the usual perpetration "depression"/mental illness suggestions WITHOUT my ever even saying anything about the targeting or my situation. All she knew was that I was homeless and had been through some difficult times before going into the room. This was CLEARLY a set up to make me appear "mentally" ill.
    Last night I cried. Today I am again experiencing severe mental numbness and pain in my head from the new type of microwaves I've been periodically hit with since last Spring. But my heart is still crying, "When will this hell end?"




Dec 30, 2014; I'm Sorry;

    If things continue as they are, perhaps my greatest failure was in not successfully reaching the Hearts of those who could have stood up and helped us. I'm sorry.



I got heavily microwaved directly after posting this picture above.




Dec 25, 2014; Microwaved Christmas Prayers;

11:11 am; Microwaves vamped up on my head as I silently lit prayer candles and cried for us. But. . .

Candles still burn for my children, father, sisters and brothers
For the USA, Obama, the FBI and estranged lovers.
For Billy, Mary, Woody - all of you and them
For darkness to turn to Light again.
For those who need to see
Or care to set us free.
And for me.


I can find no words for how horrible it feels to not be allowed to pray in peace and to even be tortured for it. I hope your Christmas is meaningful and microwave free. 5pm; I was hit with painful microwaves as I played Kenny Loggins-s "Conviction of the Heart" song.





Dec 22, 2014; Wishing You a Meaningful Christmas;

    My Christmas day will be the same as most since the early 1990s - no family gathering, but a time of lighting prayer candles. This year, aside from praying for loved ones I am praying for world peace. Not very original but it seems to be needed more than ever, due to the technological targeting and covert harassment campaigns against countries as well as citizens.

    If the targeting were not destroying my life (through the past few decades) I'd be having a nice family gathering in my own country home. . .music and care around the fireplace and a cute little Charlie Brown tree....etc.
    I no longer believe that I will recover what I lost, because its been so long and so much damage has been done. The home and loved ones are gone. But thoughts of what could have been, had we not been targeted, are actually comforting when the losses are not hurting.

5.45pm; I'm being microwaved to the point of pain in the back right side of my head.




Dec 17, 2014; Research Instigates Microwave Attack?;

    At 10:51am, as I did a bit of research on names of weapons used for mind control and other sorts of microwave targetings, I suddenly experienced a flash of heat and pain in my head as my heart started beating irregularly, stopped beating for a few seconds, and then fluttered for a while before returning to normal. Since then I am experiencing pain in my head and mental numbness with the usual steady high pitch ring in my ears. This has happened to me on many previous occasions. It appears that my research is what brought on this attack.

    Here are a few new names of weapons and their applications. Perhaps you can research them without getting shot; Acoustic Psycho-correction, Synthetic Telepathy, Geophysical Weapons, Psychoneurological Weapons, Mind Machine, Psychological Language Machine, and Acoustic Heterodyne Weapon.

More can be found on The Mind Control Page




Dec 17, 2014; New "Gang Stalking" Article;

This one more accurately portrays what I sense is happening
www.targetedinamerica.com/stalking.html

http://sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com/p/message-for-gang-stalkers.html
God help America!




Dec 16, 2014; Humanity Needs Your Help;

    As I try to edit my writings, hold back on labeling things and focus more on logging my own experiences, I find myself hitting walls of deep concern for all of us. I am finding that I can not completely let go of my drive to inform the public, and take better care of myself, until I feel sure that things will be OK - until I feel sure that our government agencies and media are exposing these crimes and are stopping people from being harmed by ALL sorts of covert targeting. . .including the mind control part, which has not yet even been openly acknowledged. But I am still surrounded and am not able to do much.
    I recently sent new batches of emails with a download of "Calling all Hearts" and got absolutely no responses, which leads me to a concern that they may not have been delivered. This concern is fueled by past web interference and the recent problem of being blocked from adding to my contact list in my gmail account. I have witnessed the content of emails being altered and this makes the process of emailing feel unsafe. I am switching to my yahoo email account, with the hope that it will be safer although my computers are still being infiltrated and yahoo recently refused to allow their ads to be placed on www.targetedinamerica.com due to disapproval of its content.
     I feel deeply concerned that infiltrated covert operations are growing instead of stopping. Without public awareness of the deceitful recruiting process and technological mind control there seems little hope for it to ever end. I believe that, due to advancements in microwave weapons, since at least the 1970s, and growing criminal use (especially of the mind control part), we are now faced with a critical situation that posses a serious threat to all of humanity.

If heavily targeted witnesses, like myself, continue to be falsely labeled as "mentally ill," instead of being believed and protected, the threat extends beyond our own crumbling health and into all of humanity. But you can pick up the slack. All of humanity is in deep need of your help to expose and stop the growth of infiltrated covert operations and technological crimes that are controlling and harming increasing numbers of people since at least the 1950s.

Please do all that you can to help expose and stop these crimes. Please print and pass out this paper or make one of your own.

www.targetedinamerica.com/callingallhearts3




Dec 15, 2014; Edited Testimony ;

I have edited this page and added a bit to it. Its not perfect but is the best I can do while electromagnetic frequencies are being shot into my brain.

www.sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com/p/over-view-of-my-ti-experience.html




Dec 14, 2014; Lasering of my Neck? ;

It appears that the back of my neck is being lasered each time I sit at the computer. This just started last week and is now getting very uncomfortable.

I am being blocked from adding people to my contact list in my gmail account.




Dec 13, 2014; Thank You;

When I look at only the physical world around me all seems too dark to bear.
But when I look with my heart I see Light shining behind each blind stare.

I just watched a Christmas movie that reminded me of the importance of looking beyond the physical and into the spiritual and magical parts of our world. Like the part of the American dollar that says, "In God we Trust." Since God is Love, this means trusting Love - trusting Heart - trusting Light - trusting the Good that will banish this darkest night. I needed this reminder that, even through times of doubt and grief, it is here for us.

I pray for God, to help all of us regain that sense of security - of knowing that there is something bigger and better than all that we create. Love will win. I don't know how. But in my Heart I know it will. . .eventually. . .Love will win.

www.heartbud.com

I saw the Light - it was there
Before turning to gray.
Now it is where?
I pray.





Dec 13, 2014; Advise for Targeted Individual;

I felt a need to respond to this video on youtube. Because there is a chance that my web comments may be later altered or erased, I decided to also post what I wrote here. This video is a good example of what we go through as we try to figure out forms of sadistic targeting that are just too foreign to fully understand. I do the same thing.
 My responses to this video;

I believe that they try to convince us that we are being targeted by our own government, in order to turn us against them and prevent us from seeking help. Some of us are severely tortured and then offered a spot in the program that is targeting us as well as targeting the cops and FBI and other government officials. The manipulations surrounding the targeting are many and are confusing as hell. (pun intended) The obvious Truth is that there are some good cops and there are some bad cops and the good appears to be getting targeted when it tries to help us. But I believe that the good is working on the problem and help will eventually be here for us.

A bit of advise from a fellow TI; 1. Use your real name if you are a real TI. The bad guys already know who you are and it will be in your best interest to also let the good ones know. 2. Don't believe anything that comes from those who target you. They may have told you it was for the insurance just to freak you out and waste your time and energy. You may be being targeted just because you are a good person who wants to help make the world a better place to live in. Such is the case with many of us, myself included. 3. Don't waste time and energy trying to figure out the details. There is a confusing covert war happening and the full truths may never be revealed. 4. KNOW, IN YOUR HEART, THAT HELP WILL EVENTUALLY BE HERE FOR US.

I believe that the FBI is aware of the targeting and that there are some good agents who want to help us but just can't right now. I know of only three families of FBI agents (mine included) and they all appear to be experiencing some targeting themselves. There is a confusing covert war in progress and it appears that those who are getting hurt most are the innocent and unaware.




Dec 11, 2014; Hiding the Truth Could Destroy Humanity!;

I am feeling concerned about the aim to hide how remotely the technological targeting is being done. Not telling the Truth, and convincing the public that the problem is just cell phones or computers....etc., is NOT going to help victims or the rest of humanity. It just hides the crimes and protects the criminals. PLEASE let the Truths be known and the crimes stopped. . .so that we can regain and retain our freedom. Please.

A very real statement about what humanity's future looks like, with the technological targeting of the human brain freely continuing, was written into George Orwell's "1984" book and described by Erich Fromm as, " "George Orwell's 1984 is an expression of a mood and is a warning. The mood it expresses is that of near despair about the future of man, and the warning is that, unless the course of history changes, men all over the world will lose their most human qualities, will become soulless automatons and will not even be aware of it."

I did not read the book, but I felt the Truth in this statement. Please think about this and do all that you can to prevent criminal use of ALL types of radio wave technologies.




Dec 9, 2014; Saving Our Own Lives!;

As I again listen to the lyrics to this song, and relate it to Targeted Individuals and our need for the rest of humanity (government officials and citizens) to find the Heart to stand up for us - for the sake of their own future as well as ours. . ., tears surface with a yearn to cry out. - Please stop the covert war. Please stop the technological targeting of human beings. Please let your Hearts give through helping to expose these crimes and bring Peace into our troubled world.

"There's a Choice we're making - We're saving our own lives..."

(Michael Jackson - "We Are the World")


Please do not continue to neglect
Our lives our needs our right to choice
Our feelings, our hearts our souls, our voice.

P.S. (a few days later) I have again been blocked from watching youtube videos.




Dec 1, 2014; Blind Dream;

Last night I had a dream that someone is angry with me for not seeing something. . .and that something happens to my brain that causes me to go blind. A bit scary!




Nov 30, 2014; Adding Ads;

I am placing some ads on my blog and this site. However, please realize that I am not responsible for their content. I am working on figuring out if I can choose the types of ads that are displayed on my pages, but until I figure it all out it may be interesting to watch what pops in.




Nov 29, 2014; Tortured for Posting and Reporting?;

Around 11pm last night through this morning; Psychotronic weapon vamped up on my brain - the one I have experienced intense levels of since last Spring. I'm not sure what to call this one - I am assuming it is some sort of psychotronic weapon. Its not like being shot with laser or microwave weapons. Its constant, creates a steady dull pain in the front upper part of my brain, causes intense heat - like my brain is on fire, and feels like it causes brain damage, because I have a hard time with visualizing during the attacks. It feels like it cuts off the most important part of me. It feels horrible!

Through this past Spring and Summer this form of attack seemed to vamp up primarily when I had any sort of intense feelings. . .even when I prayed. But I was having no intense feelings when it vamped up last night.

A few months ago, while I was writing in my journal about this weapon it suddenly turned on and then off as if to give me an example of what I was writing about!

Around 9am; I experience a painful vamp up of above weapon, which lasts for about an hour then lessens a bit, but continues. Along with it I still have the high pitch microwave ring in my ears, which is there about 99%of the time. . .in various degrees through every day.

11:10am; I am shot with microwave weapon that causes intense pain in back of head, shortly after posting the above info on the bottom of the previous post. I'm still getting mild pain from other type of weapon explained above.

11:59am; Pain intensifies behind right eye. It appears that I am getting hit with a variety of weapons today.

9pm; Consistent painful levels of radio waves, and whatever esle, clamped onto my brain through whole day. I experience rounds of nausea and weakness along with the pain. In late afternoon I experienced unusual pains in my lower left stomach. . .as if being lasered.

Around 11pm; The above vamps into excruciating levels.

Around 2:30am; (Nov 30th) I am in excruciating pain and running for bathroom in middle of night. What is being done to my brain appears to be effecting my elimination system, sight, hearing and stomach.




Nov 28, 2014; Covert "Happy Birthday" Threat?;

November 26, 2014
In evening; My computer is being repeatedly shut off, especially when I try to play the song I shared in the previous post - "We are the world."

November 27, 2014
11:36 am; I wrote down the plate number of puppet/stalker who delivered a negative message about my using the van that was given to me. Aparently, they want me to feel guilty for using it and not abeying them, as if my driving it is some sort of contract that i am breaking, although it isn't. (This is not the first time this sort of message was delivered, since I was given the van as a "gift")

Around 1:00pm I go to a church for a Thanksgiving dinner. As I left I asked a volunteer for help and a kind man went to a gas station to put some gas in my almost empty tank. At the gas pump he told me that he was the chief of police in this town. He seemed like a really decent person so I inconspicuously and silently handed him a "Calling all Hearts" paper, with the hope that good would come from it.

2pm - 3pm; I am shot with painful levels of microwaves three times after a puppet delivers a message saying, "She's being a perfect little angel. . .two times today." (The exact wording may be a bit off, because I was being heavily microwaved as I tried to remember and write it down.) It appears that the message meant the opposite of what was said. This covert crap is as confusing as hell. (pun intended) But I started wondering - the only two things I did today are the writing of the plate number in my personal journal and silently handing a paper to a police chief. I became concerned. Should I have not handed him the paper? Did I do something wrong - will he get targeted now? Do they think I am intentionally trying to have him hurt? It appears so. I cry and pray that my good intentions are not AGAIN misunderstood and that this man will not be targeted. My hope for good to come from this experience is shattered.

Around 4:15pm; I feel sad and sorry and scared for him and drop an apologetic, thank you note at the police department.

Around 7:30pm I am watching videos on my lap top and an ad suddenly turns into a man angrily yelling "...city - BITCH." I feel horrible because I am not sure who its coming from and I honestly did not have the ill intentions I am being accused of. Since June of 2013 it often feels like all sides are holding me under the guns and no matter what I do or don't do they find something wrong with it. I find the covert methods so confusing and crazy making that I now do my best to ignore it and just spontaneously follow my heart, although nobody likes that either.

November 28, 2014
Around 6:45am; I wake, crying in my sleep. I woke crying several other times through the night. How many more lives will be destroyed in the lethal silence that surrounds these crimes? How many people (aside from me) are being slowly and cruelly microwaved to death as you read this? How many people are not being allowed to follow their own minds and Hearts and do what they need to be doing with their lives? How will the crimes ever stop if we don't break the silence and report them? HOW?!!! And who cares about our suffering enough to stand up for us? WHO?!!! If we are not allowed to stand up for ourselves who will. . .and what is going to happen to the rest of humanity if the covert crimes are silently allowed to continue and grow?

Around 7:10 am I walk into a supermarket and the music is cut into with a song that says, "I want to wish you a merry Christmas..." As I walked past the bakery section a woman yells out, "She won't stop." As I approached the check out register an employee cut in front of me with three balloons that say, "Happy Birthday" and then leaves a cart full of them in the path I had to take, in order to walk out of the store. It was obvious, by the way he was watching me, that he was following orders to do this intentionally. It was no coincidence, especially due to the timing of it.
    I don't understand much of the crazy covert language, but I have learned that "Happy Birthday" is a threat that means something like "You are going to die." Does "Merry Christmas" now mean that also? I don't know and don't even want to. (These terrorists sure are good at what they do!)
    I returned to my car, grabbed two "Calling all Hearts" papers and handed one to the puppet employee. Why? Because these foolish puppets shuld become aware that they are being used to threaten and terrorize people. . .and because the silence is what is killing us - the silence covers for and enables the technological crimes that are destroying many of us and I can not support it. I'd rather die standing up for us, than only die in the silence that is ALREADY destroying our lives.
    I leave the store and drive down the road I often take and find a dead animal in the middle of the road.

Due to the holiday, I had spent the past few days thinking about people whom I love - Billy who is being hit so hard that he's lost his medical license and is forced to live in fear and chaos, Denise, who was in a wheel chair the last time I saw her, Mary who has lost a lot of her memories and was too terrified to even want to talk much about it...etc. These are not people on the web - these were long term friends of mine and sometimes it seems like I feel their pain, as well as my own, in every torturous day that slowly drags us to yet another one.

I am so sick of the covert games, which have been literally driving me nuts, that I do my best to ignore them. Yet, they relentlessly demand my attention, and seem to expect me to understand the cryptic madness and then degrade me for not understanding and/or not obeying...etc. In the cryptic messages partial statements are made - statements that often could be about any number of things and have any number of meanings and could be coming from a number of sources. Is there good mixed in with the bad? Yes, I believe so, and this is what makes it feel so horrible, because it all blends together and most of the time I don't know what is from who and what it means and I just need it ALL to stop.

P.S. I was hit with microwaves shortly after posting this and then hit in a way that caused extreme fatigue and weakness in my legs while at a gym. I was crying as I wrote the above post, so please excuse it if its a bit disorganized.

11pm; Weapon vamps up on my brain - the one I have experienced intense levels of since last Spring. I don't know what to call this one. Its not like a laser or microwave shot. Its constant, creates a steady dull pain in the front upper part of my brain and feels like its causing brain damage. Through this past Spring and Summer it seemed to vamp up when I had any sort of intense feelings. . .even when I prayed. But I was having no intense feelings when it vamped up this time.




Nov 27, 2014; Thanksgiving;

I feel thankful for God's Light. That it still shines for me is a miracle, because I'm a mess. I also feel thankful for the Hearts that let in the Light during these troubled times. I pray that they grow and spread throughout the world. . .until the technological targeting of humanity is exposed and stopped - until Peace reigns.

Again. . .A song about giving. In this Technological Holocaust the giving that is needed is the giving of our Hearts through standing up against the technological targeting of humanity and caring for those of us who are being tortured and destroyed psychologically, spiritually or physically. Please care. . .

Please let your HEART listen to this song while thinking
about us Targeted Individuals and your own future.


(Michael Jackson - We Are the World)


In standing up for us you are also saving yourselves and the rest of humanity. "WE are the world. . .we're saving our own lives" and YOU are the ones. . .

This is a call for humanity to stand into a peaceful fight to save itself from the technological holocaust that rages against us.


Educate yourself and spread the word

Let your HEART be touched
www.heartbud.com


Please do not continue to neglect
Our lives, our needs - our right to choice,
Our feelings, our hearts, our souls, our voice.


We need your help. Please help us.

P.S. Today I was microwaved directly after being degraded for writing down the plate number of a puppet who shot me angry looks while degrading me for using the van I am in, and for handing a paper to someone who was kind to me. This was attack performed as if I was doing something wrong and I ended up feeling like I was being hit from all sides again. "She's been a perfect little angel. . .two times," was said by a puppet just before the pain hit my head and neck. But I am thankful for the little rays of light that shine through the hell I am surrounded by. I hope they grow.




Nov 25, 2014; Results of a Prayer Walk;

  Today, I walked and prayed and cried. The ache I feel in my heart is nearly unbearable. I just want this war to end and for ALL of us to regain our Freedom.
   I feel for those of us who are being tortured with microwaves, lasers and covert harassment programs. We do not deserve to be blamed - we deserve to be set free.
   I feel for those who have the heart to care but remain unaware or mind controlled - the puppets who are unwittingly used to help destroy us and our Freedom. They do not deserve to be blamed - they deserve to be set free.
   I feel for the police officers and FBI agents who have good intentions and are probably either forced to engage in the covert war or be either fired or targeted. They do not deserve to be blamed - they deserve to be set free. I feel for their superiors - the ones who unwittingly uphold the silence that enables the destruction of our lives to continue and grow - those who either think they are doing the right thing or want to change it, but can't. They do not deserve to be blamed - they deserve to be set free.
   I feel for the leaders of our nations (both past and present) - those who CAN expose and stop this madness, because they are at the most critical crossroad with the heaviest of burdens on their shoulders - our lives, the mistakes and the future safety of all of humanity is in their hands. They do not deserve to be blamed - they deserve to be set free.

   The only ones who are FULLY responsible for the destruction of our lives and our Freedom are those who voluntarily perform satanic, criminal or sadistic acts against fellow human beings, those who voluntarily exert technological control over others and those who lead this dark side of the war - those who issue the orders to technologically or psychologically control, torture or destroy fellow human beings. I pray that they, their covert programs and their technologies, are exposed and stopped before too much more damage is done. They deserve to be blamed - they prisoners of their own darkness and they deserve to be set free.

P.S. There was a time when I had listed plate numbers and aimed to report the puppets/stalkers who swarm me...etc. But this was before I realized the scope of the covert war and the mind control part of the program that many of them are obvious victims of. I now want them to be educated so that they can realize what they are being used for and have an oportunity to stop. They deserve to be set free.

May peace spread its wings through our world and set ALL of us free. May Love reach the Heart of humanity (especially in the leadership of our greatest nations) until it stands up and saves itself.





Nov 24, 2014; To Save Humanity;

Please let your HEART listen to this song while thinking about us Targeted Individuals.
In standing up for us you are also saving yourselves
and the rest of humanity. YOU are the ones. . .

This is a call for humanity to stand into a peaceful fight to save itself from the technological holocaust that rages against us.

Please do not continue to neglect
Our lives, our needs - our right to choice,
Our feelings, our hearts, our souls, our voice.


We need your help. Please help us.



Light a Sorry Candle

Lets Light a sorry candle for every life broken
And for the gravest news still left unspoken;
For silence in the darkness to finally be shattered
And all the closed Hearts to realize what matters;
For leaders of every nation to stand up for what's right
And throw the lethal microwaves into a fading night.
Lets Light a forgiving candle instead of placing blame
So all can learn the lessons and pride can replace shame.
Lets let it all be known and shed a sorry tear
So humanity can return to Love again this year.




Nov 20, 2014; Sly Manipulations Prevent Detection;

    I sometimes experience a sudden back off of the technological part of the targeting, like I did directly after the previous post. Those who target me seem to know when someone may zoom in for detection and see to it that there is nothing to detect. I first noticed this pattern in early 2012.
    Sometimes all I have to go on are what is left of my crippled instincts, but they tell me that, even beyond the times of my public announcements, the perpetrators seem to know when a decent person may be watching. "Break Time," they had a puppet say directly after my previous post and after I had sensed potential help zooming in as the ring in my ears completely stopped.
    They also seem to know what I am thinking and this may be part of it. . .if it is true that they can read our thoughts. . .and it does seem to be ringing true. ;-( Sorry, I can not stop thinking and remain coherent at the same time.
    Actually, maybe I should start continuous fantasizations of REAL help being here for me and then all the targeting would end. This is supposed to be funny. Ok. . .well. . .its not.

2:26pm; The ring in my ears restarts.

    I have said this an uncountable number of times, but again; I am in desperate need of GENUINE help and protection and safety from ALL levels of the targeting. . .the kind that stands up in the Light instead of hiding in the dark and covertly trying to also hide me in the dark. I feel that this is what all of humanity needs, because I believe that the covert "rescue" is a deceitful enslavement process, which most people are probably not even aware of. I feel that the deceitful part of the covert program will not become fully evident until it is too late for humanity to escape. . .so people need to listen to their instincts NOW.
    Could I be wrong about this? Perhaps. But I need to listen to what my heart is telling me above all else. . .and my heart is telling me that the covert "rescue" will merely force us into a more comfortable (but still controlled) part of the SAME program that is targetings us. And I pray that at least SOME of the right people grow to realize this and stop the covert program from continuing and growing for the preservation of all of humanity.
    People who think they are protected or are following a good program are actually enslaved without even realizing it. How horribly sad is that? If they knew most of them would not follow it. I wish they knew.





Nov 20, 2014; An Example of My Days;

    I no longer share much of the specifics of the targeting, because most of my entries would be close to the same thing and logging it all twice would be like two full time jobs. But this post shows some of what most of my days are like.

Nov 19, 2014 - early AM; I woke with a stead high pitch ring in my ears, sluggish mental activity and feelings of agitation. Yesterday, within about a 15 minute time period, a truck was slamming its brakes on in front of me, three cars swerved into me coming from the opposite direction and two cars rushed into a ONE WAY lane I was coming out of. I guess my agitation may have been due to this round of stalking/harassment on the road, and my not knowing if it would be as severe today.

Around 11:20am; I am hit with the radiant type of microwaves in my head. Caused the usual severe pain down the back right side of my head and neck. Just before this, a stalker/puppet said, "Something needs to be done. This is crazy" as she pretended to be loudly talking on her phone while she walked by me. This was directly after I refused another aim to shove me into a homeless shelter where I'd be far more vulnerable to their druggings and psychological harassment.

Around 2:00pm; After driving to another state and town, pain in my head intensifies and is suddenly accompanied by extreme fatigue. I have a hard time remaining awake and lay down in the back of my car in a parking lot.

Around 12:10pm; I am suddenly surrounded by stalkers who are parking near me, slamming doors on their cars and saying things like, "You wonder why" and "You put me off..." and "eeny - meany - miney - mo."

Around 2pm +; I wake and am still being hit with microwaves. Puppets are still parking near me and slamming their car doors.

Around 3-4pm; After driving to another spot I am blasted with heavier doses of microwaves. My whole head hurts. I feel mentally numb. My heart beat is vibrating through my whole body. I feel a lot of heat in my head and body. I have mild nausea and feel physically weak. (This grows milder after about an hour or so, but most of it continues through the rest of the day.)

Around 9pm; I am hit with what feels like a steady laser shot to my brain...causing intense pain behind my right eye. The pain gets so severe that moving my head makes it worse.

    I remained uncomfortable and in pain all day yesterday. On a scale of 1 to 10 yesterday was about a 6 or 7. A number one day being an easily ignored mild ring in ears and mild, easily unnoticeable stalking activity. Number 10 is direct intense attempts to harm or terrorize me or disable my vehicle, while being swarmed by angry outbursts from puppets along with laser and microwave shots that are so severe that I am in excruciating pain, am vomiting and passing out.

This morning I woke with a mild dull ache in my head and the usual steady high pitch ring in my ears, although it is much milder then yesterday. It will probably take me a day or two to recover and, if this goes as it often does, the next heavy round will start before I have a chance to fully recover.
    Today (at 9:33am) I am now experiencing small sharp pains shooting into the top of my head. I am experiencing about a number 4, which seems like it is mostly residual effects from yesterday's attacks.

    As usual, I have no idea what yesterday's attack was about. I used to try to figure out why the sudden rounds of severe attacks happen, in case I could prevent them somehow. But I have learned that I can not avoid it, because most of it is about control and punishing me for just being who I am and following my heart instead of them. Some of it happens when they are terrorizing me in efforts to make me leap into their staged "rescue" attempts, which seems like a sly form of forced abduction in a way that would make it possible for them to justify saying that it was my choice.
    Lately, I am doing my best to ignore all the covert stuff, because it feels like it has been literally driving me crazy with confusion and worry and wondering...etc. I am doing my best to not respond, not speak to them and not let them get the best of me, although they already have, and although the silence in myself, our government officials and the media are aiding in the over-all destruction process.

    I do not log everything that happens, because it makes me pay attention to, and be more heavily effected by, the psychological harassment and physical pain. Lately, it feels like my only hope for survival is to ignore as much of it as possible, like I used to. . .before June of 2013.

    I have said this an uncountable number of times, but again; I am in desperate need of GENUINE help and protection and safety from ALL levels of the targeting. . .the kind that stands up in the Light instead of hiding in the dark and covertly trying to also hide me in the dark. I feel that this is what all of humanity needs, because I believe that the covert "rescue" is a deceitful enslavement process, which most people are probably not even aware of, because it will not become fully evident until it is too late for escape. Could I be wrong about this? Perhaps. But I need to listen to what my heart is telling me above all else. . .and my heart is telling me that the covert "rescue" is merely forcing people into a more comfortable part of the SAME program that is targeting us. And I pray that at least SOME of the right people grow to realize this and stop it from continuing and growing for the sake of all of humanity.
    However, my hope for a GENUINE rescue (for myself) has been steadily fading as crazy covert games continue to surround the heavier rounds of targeting, and as my health, on every level, continues to slowly deteriorate. Apparently people are not finding my writings or I worthy of a stand and my writings and I can not get any better while we are being destroyed.

P.S. I recently felt a sudden flash of burning pain on my outer left thigh. It was like an intense laser shot, which left a burn mark that blistered my skin without harming the pants I was wearing. I was also recently shot in the foot with a similar type of shot.
    A week or two ago, one of the puppets said, "I know who you are." And the come back I've thought of, but didn't say was, "I'm glad you know, because I'll be damned if I know. . .literally." ;-( Sometimes my weird sense of humor helps me through. But that is fading too. God, please help us - please expose and stop the covert war. . .especially the most damaging technological part. Please return our Freedom and basic human rights. And please send an Angel to hold and comfort and reasure me, because I can not continue to survive this alone.




Nov 17, 2014; To Set Us Free;

Oh reach their Hearts, dear God,
Help them to finally see
And care to set us free.

P.S. Is the rescue really the enslavement? I hope you search hard for the honest answer. Nothing is as it seems in this covert war. I pray that soon. . .it will be pulled out of the closets so that we can start regaining our freedom and hope for humanity to be saved from technological control.

I am still not doing well - still being hit with microwaves, psychotronic weapons and sometimes shot with lasers. And IO am still living in a vehicle. Please let your heart send financial help, which can be done inconspicuously with Green Dot cards, gas cards or grocery store cards. Thank you.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057




Nov 12, 2014; To Love Again;

Oh reach our Hearts, dear God,
With a Light that heals our pain
And helps us to Love again.




Nov 7, 2014; Between a Rock and a Hard Place;


    Hearing of the death of a member of a family that I've known all my life. Though I'd not been close to them since childhood, the fact that two of the family members had recently been kind to me and had offered to help me on two occasions, leaves me deeply saddened this morning.
    I feel sad for their loss and I am also wondering if it is connected to the targeting in some ay or form. I understand that "life happens" but I can not help but wonder how much of it is connected to the targeting of those who help me, because there is a long chain of such incidences. This is all so overwhelming that I sometimes flip into denial or forget some of it as I fight to survive rounds of heavy technological tortures and psychological harassment.
    Those who target me blame me for the deaths. This morning's slams, which came through a puppet at a small store, were, "She's an idiot" and "She'll probably do it again." I think this may mean for me to not allow anyone to help me or be kind to me. . .and that, if I do, it makes me responsible for the criminal targetings of them. After this, I was sitting by the ocean brooding, with a cigaret in my hand, and someone pulled up, took a picture of me, and then left. What kind of scam are up to now? I really don't care. I have more important things to deal with right now.
    Yesterday, recent letters I mailed to the FBI were returned with "REFUSED" written on them. This finishes destroying my hope for professional help and I am struggling with this realization as well.
    Lately, even before the death, I have been wondering what to do. I have searched for answers over and over again in my mind and the only answer I find is what I have been begging and praying for through the past several years - in my heart I feel that this would all end if the secrecy around it were not continuing to enable the lethal targetings - if I had the government help that I have been begging for since 2006 - if people pulled together to stand up against these crimes, instead of silently enabling them and shunning or blaming me. I had asked this of one of the daughters of the family in morning. . . do the criminals who target us know of the letter I sent her? Did she want to stand up and help and has been targeted for it? Is her dad's death part of that targeting? I will probably never know the Truths. But I feel sorry and sad anyway.
    At this point, due to a lack of professional help, I obviously need a solution that does not depend on help from other people and I have not found it yet. Perhaps I could try to rob a bank and be put in jail (in solitary confinement) so that I will be the only one who can be hurt by those who target us, from this point on. (Just kidding. . .although I HAVE actually thought of doing this.)
    I am up against a rock and a hard place here. My work and jobs are sabotaged. My relationships are sabotaged. Everyone who either helps me or believes that this is really happening to me, is subject to targetings that sometimes become lethal - often being deaths of loved ones. Silence enables the crimes to freely continue and if I talk to people about it the targeting vamps up on me, and also on them if they do not assume I am crazy. What do I do? What would you do in my situation? Please don't answer, because you may be targeted if your answer is kind and caring and I don't want anything but that.

God help us all!

P.S. As I process this situation and think of going to the funeral I keep remembering a dream I had about a woman who gets shot as she stands up to speak in front of a group of people. Is it about this situation? It appears so. Would it only happen if I went to the funeral? I believe so. Will my posting this and the above information prevent possible targeting of this family that has already been through too much? I hope so. Better safe than sorry. May God wrap us all in protection.
    As I finish writing the above post two puppet librarians are saying things like, "She has to be held responsible." I cry.

P.S.S. I have decided not to worry about it, since this may not be the event and there is apt to be high security there, which could probably handle anything.




Nov 5, 2014; Please Stop Blaming Obama;

    I do not follow the political news, but I try to listen to my instincts between psychotronic and microwave weapon attacks...etc. And I feel that the program, which is destroying our freedom, was in place and rapidly growing LONG before Obama took office. I feel that, if things keep going as they are, Obama will be used as the "fall guy" for a covert operation that has been taking over the USA through the past several decades.
    Obama is in a horrible position. I can not even imagine being in his shoes. He stands at a critical crossroad that appears to be surrounded by greater dangers than the one JFK found the courage to stand up in. (Think about this.)
    I feel that the success of the covert take-over of the USA, and the destruction of our freedom, is greatly fueled by mind control technologies, and the secrecy that surrounds ALL aspects of this crisis, as well as the covert recruiting of citizens, who are being inconspicuously used to help with the destruction process.
    I feel that most of the people who are recruited into the covert program would probably not have been roped in if they knew what they are being lead by - if they knew that the program is either infiltrated by or slyly run by those who target us and are taking over the USA.
    Aside from the secrecy, the manipulations set up to hide the Truths and place blame on the wrong people or countries, also aides the success of this program. So, if you care to help retain our freedom, save our country and ultimately all of humanity from complete enslavement. please STOP BLAMING and PULL GROUPS TOGETHER INTO PEACEFUL STANDS AGAINST IT and DO NOT JOIN THE COVERT OPERATION.






Nov 5, 2014; Please Help Bring Public Awareness;

Please help bring public awareness to technological targeting and recruitings into the covert program that is targeting innocent citizens and recruiting unaware people as it continues destroying the freedom that humanity needs, in order to evolve into all that it is meant to be.

Please download, print and share this article
www.targetedinamerica.com/callingallhearts3.pdf




Nov 3, 2014; Please Follow Your Heart Instead;

Please do not hide behind enemy lines and judge me. Please do not hide behind enemy lines and judge me. Please help expose and stop these crimes, instead of adding to them.


Inspired by the group of judgmental people who are taking part in (and hiding behind) covert operations that judge, harass and stalk me instead of standing in God's Light - the Light that is reaching for the Heart of humanity, in order to help it find the courage to STAND UP and save itself from all forms of covert targeting.




Nov 2, 2014; Relating to a Storm;

This turbulent ocean
Is not unlike my life.
The cold, the stones
The stinging laser knife.
Wind too strong
In its harsh demand
For silence around
My trembling hand.
Oh, cry for me
Dear pelting rain
And help me wash
Away the pain.




Oct 30, 2014; Update on my Testimony;

    The past few years have been a process of my trying to figure out why and how I am being targeted. . .as well as when it all began. Doing this, WHILE still being targeted, has been close to impossible. But between rounds of heavy targeting I've been gradually realizing and remembering increasing amounts of it. (Please understand that discrepancies in my writings are a reflection of this grueling process as well as alterations by those who target me and infiltrate my computers and web sites.)
    I now believe that I have been being targeted, by what appears to be some sort of satanic occult, since I was at least 11 years old (since around 1970). My life, since then, has been repeatedly infiltrated and manipulated by them and what appears to be other covert groups that they utilize. The scope of the destruction they have caused in my life is so huge that my writings only contain parts of it. It often feels difficult to explain, because I do not fully understand their methods and reasons, and trying to process my own experiences and feelings (which are sometimes too painful and overwhelming) between being hit with heavy rounds of psychological harassment, microwave and/or laser weapon attacks and mind control technologies, is difficult to say the least.
    But I have fully realized that the goal of those who target me is to inflict extreme psychological and physical hardship and to destroy my reputation through manipulating my life in ways that make me appear to be immoral and/or criminal. This has been being done through what appears to be false rumor campaigns and attempts to frame me as well as mind control inflictions (brainwashings) and even episodes of drugging and raping me...etc.
    The targeting has infiltrated and/or sabotaged every aspect of my work and relationships and has harmed and/or brainwashed many others in this process. (My loved ones have also been targeted.) Since the early 1990s I have been experiencing a hell that most of you probably cannot even begin to imagine.
    The first few decades of the targeting were so deceitful and so covert that I did not start realizing it until 2005 - after they had succeeded with financial ruin and with isolating me from all possible sources of help. This is when they vamped it into more obvious levels. Since then I have repeatedly reached out for help, in every way that I know how, and have found no one who is willing or able to stand up against these crimes and help to expose and end them for all our sakes. Even my process of trying to attain help from a few decent people in the FBI appear to have been targeted in ways that appear to be infiltrations into the agency, and targetings of them, as well as through lasering my brain, in order to interfere with my reports and trigger extreme levels of anger toward them at strategic times. (It appears that it is not even safe for the FBI or foreign human rights organizations to stand up for/with me. . .and this is disconcerting to say the least!)
    Though the mind control part of the targeting sounds unbelievable, the Truth is that it is the key element that makes it all succeed and prevents help and is in DESPERATE need of public realization.
    Lately I am feeling too hurt and trapped and hope for my psychological survival is fading. I am in desperate need of honest, genuine, safe NON-covert protection and help, and for these crimes to be exposed and stopped, so that I can have a chance to recover and then freely live my life and do my work without criminal interference. I pray for this every day. . .and for humanity to be saved from these sorts of targeting, which appear to be rapidly growing/thriving, due to the secrecy that protects them. Please do all that you can to help expose and stop these crimes.




Oct 26, 2014; A Reminder and Heavy Lasering Experiencing!;

A little reminder on how to help us
www.targetedinamerica.com/howtohelp.html

Since late this afternoon, I am experiencing painful lasering of the left front side of my head! I feel scared that they are trying to force me into a medical facility. Lately I am also experiencing a lot of microwaving of my lungs along with messages that say, "breath." Please pray for my safety.

We are unheard victims lost beneath the lies.
We are the fading ones put on a list to die.
We are rising wounded begging for your aide
Becoming specks of dust in an evil charade.

Please print and download this Paper;
www.targetedinamerica.com/callingallhearts3.pdf





Oct 24, 2014; Heart Over Mind for Human Kind;

Listening to only our Hearts is very difficult for long term heavily Targeted Individuals, (especially those who are medicated) but the rest of you can do it and we are depending on you to also find the courage to stand up for us and help save the rest of humanity from continued criminal use of mind control technologies...etc.
Please listen to your Hearts above all else.
And then let Faith find Courage.
Please.

www.heartbud.com




Oct 15, 2014; The Recruiting Process;

I've been fighting to survive while being targeted and while a covert war has been raging around me. I am deeply concerned that innocent people are being harmed by all sides. There is a desperate need for realization of the criminal recruiting process into the communistic/sadistic program that is taking over the USA. As I am targeted and remotely tortured with various types of technologies, there have been aims to recruit me in several different ways. And I have no doubt that this has been happening to an uncountable number of other people.

If the whole public were aware of the recruiting processes most of them would not participate and would at least have the opportunity to follow their hearts instead of the program. . .and the program would stop growing.

I have been crying and expressing this to those who hold me under surveillance, and in my "the pitting" posting, but I feel a need to bring more of it into a public forum. . .come what may. I hope it helps instead of hurts. Please become aware of the following techniques that are being used on us. And PLEASE help spread the word, especially to government officials.

* Some citizens are being brainwashed, Possibly with the help of mind control technologies,. . .and then coerced into the covert program under the guise of it being a good thing. I have experienced these sorts of attempts to recruit me. Victims of this ARE NOT the enemy. Those who deceive them are the enemy.

* Heavily targeted victims are physically and psychologically tortured and then "rescued" (by perpetration) or abducted, in some other way, during a staged “death" (if we do not become "missing") after forced isolation from loved ones. This "rescue" is really a form of abduction. I now believe that my mother was rescued/abducted from a hospital after being physically and psychologically tortured and that her "death" was staged. I have experienced repeated attempts to rescue me directly after experiencing rounds of electronic and psychological torture. And I strongly felt that the "rescue" was perpetration. There also appear to have been a few attempts to abduct me. Apparently, once the rescue takes place we become a slave to the rescuers or those whom they control. Victims of this ARE NOT the enemy. Those who torture, abduct, brainwash and enslave us are the enemy.

* It appears that when we can not be deceived, coerced or tortured into the program, we are more heavily targeted and become "Targeted Individuals" who are lured into groups where we are brainwashed into blaming only the USA government and are offered opportunities to seek vengeance on "those who target us", which I believe is a sly way of recruiting us into a program that is really lead by those who target us and would use us to target other innocent people. Victims of these recruitings ARE NOT the enemy. If they were aware of the deceptions they would resist it.

* It appears that some of us are drugged and staged for photographs or framed for a crime. . .and then pushed to "escape" with them. I have experienced them telling me about bad pictures on the web around times when they were trying to "rescue" me. I never checked for pictures, but know that if there are any, they are fabricated by them. They have also told me that I have already been framed. The goal, with both of these things, seems to be to make me feel that my life is ruined and that it would be best for me to start a new one with them. My guess is that if we do not go with them, and do not remain silent, they will slander us.

* On the lower levels, it appears that some join "the occult" and participate in the stalking part as if it is a cool game. If they were aware of what they are following most of them would not be recruited.

* I hear that some get recruited through prisons where they are trained and then do stalking as a job when they are released. This sounds like a dangerous type of reform that needs some reforming!

The bottom line really is that. . .until huge levels of public awareness are gained, victims are being hurt by, and recruited by, those who are destroying our freedom and our country. In the lower stages of this war, it appears that victims are being targeted by victims who are fighting to regain our freedom from the infiltration. And the REAL criminals freely continue with their rapidly growing operation, which thrives on the secrecy that we are being ordered to sustain.
    I feel scared for those, whom I know to be decent people, who have been literally tortured and brainwashed into something that they do not even realize is criminal. . .and for victims who are frantically fighting for freedom in ways that are helping to destroy it.

THIS IS A PLEA FOR OUR GOVERNMENT AND MEDIA TO EXPOSE THESE CRIMES AND STOP CRIMINAL USE OF RADIO WAVE TECHNOLOGIES - TO FREE THE VICTIMS AND OUR COUNTRY AND ULTIMATELY SAVE ALL OF HUMANITY FROM THIS LETHAL TECHNOLOGICAL HOLOCAUST.

PLEASE EXPOSE AND STOP THIS COVERT WAR.

If you are in a covert program, STOP - Just PLEASE STOP and help save yourself, your fellow citizens, our country and ultimately all of humanity from further destruction. Please follow your heart instead of them.

Please Print and Pass Out This Paper
www.targetedinamerica.com/callingallhearts3.pdf

Please help humanity regain its freedom from the program that is forcefully recruiting people with mind control technologies...etc.




Oct 15, 2014; In Honor of Veterans;

I have just removed a few posts, that were about patriotism and veterans who engage in stalking and harassing us, because my heart now cries for those who have been brainwashed and literally forced, or deceptively coerced, into the program that is targeting us. I feel that many fall prey to a variety of recruiting processes. And I pray that the rest of the public becomes aware enough to refrain from joining such programs.




Oct 7, 2014; Please!;

Please turn toward the Light
Please stop the plots and schemes and games.
Let THEM be the ones that Truth puts to shame.

Please help us!

P.S. An important notebook, which I had recorded data in around April and May of this year has been stolen from my car. This notebook contained information about the search for my mother who is reported to still be alive, but ill. The microwaves and new weapons used on my brain continue to be a challenge. Almost every day I find tears welling up for those of us who are being harmed and/or tortured. Every day I pray with my heart for it to be exposed and stopped. And some days feel WAY too long.




Oct 7, 2014; New Poems;

Still Cries


When tears no longer drip from my eyes
My heart still hurts - my soul still cries.


To See

Swaying blades of golden green
Surround pools of seagull screams
Where peace yearns to be set free
And Angels drop to bended knees
To pray for God to help us See.


To and Fro

Soft blankets of calm grey
Float above a churning sea
Where hope is tossed to and fro
With dreams for Love to set us free.


Please turn toward the Light

Please stop the plots and schemes and games.
Let THEM be the ones that Truth puts to shame.


Please let the Light shine
Beyond foolish mistakes
Until crimes are stopped
And Hearts are awake.

I just got shot with the same sort of laser weapon that I was hit with last June. It creates a weird fast vibration type of feeling and makes my heart hurt - like having a heart attack. This one was a lot milder than last years attack, but still a bit worrisome. Posted by Sharon Rose Poet at 10:16 PM




Sept 30, 2014; Brain Malfunction;

Yesterday morning I was hit so hard with microwaves shot into my brain that it literally malfunctioned. It appeared that this was intentionally done at a time when someone had asked to see my license and became a witness to my fumbling to accomplish the simple task of pulling it out. It appears that the push to have me shoved into a hospital or institution or jail is still scheming. I am being hit harder at night lately. There is too much happening to log it all here. Please help restore our freedom.

P.S. I have erased most of what I wrote in the past few days, because my brain was being so heavily bombarded with microwaves that I need time to process things. I am also getting multiple messages, from puppets, about someone dieing or being in an accident. Its probably just terrorizing tactics, but I am concerned.
    I recently heard someone say that this targeting is heading toward a holocaust and I completely disagree. I believe that it ALREADY IS a holocaust and that the mind control and eugenics based microwavings are in desperate need of exposure and investigation.




Sept 28, 2014; Before the Stones;

Blue tomb stone rows against dappled green
So cool - so calm - so seemingly clean.
A little wishful silent escape
From holocaustal ELF rape.
Where blue jays cry above my head
For all the tortured and the dead.
And cones drop from lasered trees
As my heart drops to its knees.
Oh deliver them, God, from over there
To the courage to stand up and care.
Stop the puppets from raging wars
Against each other, and see the doors
To rays of dappled beckoning Light
So that their Hearts can banish the night.
Stand up - STAND UP - before the stones
Where Love still hangs on the cross alone.




Sept 26, 2014; The Wound Remains;

  I have witnessed and experienced the parts of technological mind control that effects our memories in efforts to hide traumatic experiences with being targeting...etc. This morning, as I look at some of this, I feel sad and scared, because the intrusive technological process of effecting our memories is just yet another damaging part of the targeting process.

  Its been well documented, throughout history, that past pains remain unhealed until we face and release them. Those that are forgotten are often the ones that continue hurting us the most. Our souls, our spirits, our hearts, and even the cells in our bodies, remember traumatic experiences even when our minds forget them. . .and they continue hurting us until we are able to process and release them. Microwaving them out of our minds merely hurts us more, because it prevents the healing process. EVERY aspect of microwave mind control is damaging and I pray that those who do this to us grow to realize and care and stop.




Sept 24, 2014; Another Set Up?;

  Yesterday, as I combed through some of my blog posts, and I came across a statement that appeared to have been plugged into my 2012 writings - a statement which I do not think I wrote. I erased it, but am now wondering if it was part of another set up. The phrase said something about people having to continue being hurt until the targeting is exposed. And it was phrased in a way that would make it look like I have been intending for this harm to be taking place.

  This, along with a few other things, is making me wonder if this is part of a set up to make it look like I am the one who is intending for people to get hurt by the criminals who target us. This is VERY likely, because other pieces to this sort of ugly puzzle are starting to click into place. And I should not be surprised, because of the crazy array of other things they have tried to set me up for, but I am, because I can not see how they can succeed with blaming one of their own victims for their crimes. However, I guess more bazaar things have been done. These criminals could get an A for intellect, but an F for heart.

  Like I have stated before, It sometimes feels like full time job to try to anticipate the next set up and chain of manipulations. THIS IS RIDICULOUS!

  Here are a few of the things I am realizing, along with my statements.

  Last year I walked into a police department angrily saying , "People are going to continue being hurt until the targeting is exposed." I remember how odd it felt when the receptionist just stood there smiling with a type of expression that reeked of satisfaction. I remember feeling baffled by this and saw it as her heartlessness. But I am now wondering if those who target me (and their puppets) are wanting to twist my concern for people into the opposite - into trying to make my statements look like a threat - an intention to cause harm, instead of what it was - a plea for them to help expose and stop the targeting.

  People ARE continuing to be hurt due to the targeting not being exposed and stopped. And I would THINK that this would spur officials into helping to stop the crimes, because this is where I was coming from. But perhaps the criminals who target us are wanting to twist it into the opposite and. like the rest of the targeting, have been doing their little set ups for so long that I may be realizing it too late to stop it from actually happening. FYI: My statement to that police department was NOT about my work and WAS about the targeting of myself and other people who ARE continuing to be harmed until the targeting is acknowledged and stopped by law enforcement.

  There are a few other times when I've wondered about this sort of possible set up, and wondered how on earth anyone could blame me (a victim) for what the criminals who target us are doing. And then I forget it - just suddenly forget it... in ways that make it appear to be part of the mind control stuff.

  This happened to me as I put out the Heart Bud publication in the Spring of 2013. I had exposed possible targeting on the web and truly thought that this exposure would stop it. I was also testing, because, in my mind I was going back and forth and wondering if perhaps the mishaps of my advertisers were "just coincidence" like every one else seemed to be thinking. Then my step mother suddenly died.

  In the summer of 2013 I aimed for another printing with advertisers. I had angrily done this because I had been told that I needed more to substantiate the targeting. To me this meant that I had to continue and start documenting more of it, in order to have more proof before law enforcement would take me seriously...etc. (I now realize that it may have been one of the criminals who told me this, while pretending to be law enforcement.) As soon as my only possible supporter's shop was suddenly robbed, I stopped, because my conscience would not allow me to get any more advertisers. This was the final confirmation, for me, that it was NOT coincidence and that my advertisers/supporters were indeed being targeted.

  I later put out two more issues (without advertisers) and am in debt for it, because of people who covertly urged me to continue with my writings and lead me to believe that they would help with the cost. I now believe that this was not real help and that it was the criminals who target me aiming to set me up to be blamed for the harm THEY would do to people if I continued my work. (It also set me up for a debt, which makes another printing too difficult, at this point.)

  My aims to continue with my writings have honestly been to help ALL of humanity, and especially those of us who are being heavily targeted. My life was under more threat than anyone else's and I was willing to take that risk, because the content of my publications had the potential of helping a lot more people than the criminals who target me could hurt. This is the Truth.

  There have been times when I have felt like a soldier fighting for our Freedom on a battle field. . . where the front lines run the risk of being harmed, in order to save the rest of humanity.And I was putting myself in that front line. There have been times when I felt like I have to stand up and fight to expose these crimes, in my publications, no matter how much it hurts me, or anyone else, until our own media and government take over the job of doing it. I am one of those people who is continuing to be hurt until these crimes are exposed and stopped and my writings are helping to expose them.

  There have been times when I have felt confused and trapped and do not know what to do. Its a horrible "catch 22" situation! There have been times when I have blamed myself for the harm that THEY do to my advertisers and loved ones. There have been times, like since Dan's shop being broken into, when I feel frozen and trapped and unable to do my work in the ways that I should be allowed to do it in a free country. I cried for him. I can not bear to see anyone else get hurt and I can not bear to be restrained from being able to do my work. It ALL hurts! The targeting is hurting ALL of us. And lately I feel like I can not bear for ANY of us to continue being covertly and cruelly targeted.

  As I think of this possible set up, I also realize that the only way I can be blamed, for what the criminals are doing, is for the crimes to be fully realized and exposed. This means that they could also be stopped. . .ultimately for all of humanity. And given the choice of running from this sort of set up or taking the blow. . .I'd rather take the blow. So if this is the way it has to go, so be it - if this is the only way to get these crimes acknowledged and stopped then it will be worth it. . .because it IS TRUE - people (all over the world) are going to continue to be harmed by the criminals who target us, until these crimes are exposed and stopped. And, just to make myself more clear. . . this means that we NEED the crimes to be exposed and stopped, because too many people are being hurt by them. . .and this means that we need to NOT be hurt anymore.

  Again, I am one of those people who is continuing to be hurt until these crimes are exposed and stopped and my writings had been helping to expose them.

More statements may be added later




Sept 24, 2014; Solitaire, Tears and Torture;

Solitaire and Tears
An uncommon combination
That helps my broken heart
Release pent up frustration.

  Last night I played solitaire and cried for those of us who are being hurt, particularly those who may have been hurt because of my own mistakes or misperceptions as I fail to successfully navigate this covert prison of hell that I am being held in. (I don't want to try to figure it out or navigate it anymore. But sometimes I am forced to. And sometimes its all I can do to just survive it.)

  Silent crying while playing solitaire was starting to become a habit - a way to inconspicuously release my pain. But it has been realized by those who hold me under surveillance and target me.

  I must not have hid my tears well enough, because the torture started just as I was wrapping it up and aiming to go to sleep. The pain in my head woke me several times through the night and I had a dream of darkness being shot at me, which disappears each time I try to get a picture of it.

  This morning my head is hot and still in pain. My motor skills seem to have slowed down - it takes a lot of focus to just walk straight.

  Around 7:10 am; I Walked into a store and the song being loudly played was, "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger..." This has been a regular sadistic routine - when their torture becomes life threatening, they play that song or have a puppet say, "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger..." I started noticing this in 2011. Its not true. These tortures and other forms of microwave targetings hurt me and block my process of personal and spiritual growth and I need them to stop.

  The torture was being done by the new weapon that started being used on me this Spring. At first I thought it was being used on me when I prayed. Then it seemed to be when I cried. Now I realize that my brain gets attacked with this weapon when I have deep feelings of any sort. They do not want me to have any depths of feelings - they do not want me to have a heart. And I am in desperate need of protection from this.

P.S. My short term memory process is being more severely effected lately also.

I again updated my original "Symptoms" page. Each time I try to perfect this list I get targeted more heavily. I experienced microwaves shot into my brain through yesterday, as I tried to fix this post as well as others. The memory problems this creates makes it VERY difficult. http://sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com/2012/07/my-symptoms.html




Sept 23, 2014; Back to Half Mast;

Last night a couple of rude, crude guys pulled into the parking lot I was in and angrily yelled "That F____ing Bi__ch" and "She knows...etc.," over and over again. I felt that it was another mean harassment thing that was inconspicuously directed at me, because this is how they do the "street theater" stuff. I am glad that the street traffic drowned out most of it. And, aside from the name that a puppet called out after the threatening cursing, I haven't a clue as to what it was about.

Someone recently gave me a car, which had an America flag magnet on the back of it, like a lot of the gang stalkers have. This morning I ripped it off, because that flag stands for the Freedom and Liberty that I do not have. My flag is at half mast until American citizens (like myself) gain Freedom from covert harassment groups and technological intrusions, which all add up to excruciatingly harmful levels of psychological warfare.

When my own fellow citizens find the heart and the courage to refrain from the cruel behaviors and criminal programs that are destroying our country and our lives. . .when they can respect my basic human rights (and that of others) I will raise my flag.

P.S. I am trying to comb through my writings on an infiltrated computer while my brain is being lasered with electromagnetic frequencies! I must be crazy! ;- ) I'm not doing the best of jobs, but am doing the best I can under such conditions. P.S. I am trying to comb through my writings on an infiltrated computer while my brain is being lasered with electromagnetic frequencies! I must be crazy! ;- ) I'm not doing the best of jobs, but am doing the best I can under such conditions. And I feel that I'd better get this done in case they follow through on threats to have me shoved into jail or institutios or disabled or rendered unconscious or left without a vehicle...etc. I am finding a lot of coding preventing links from opening...etc. I updated my original "Symptoms" page; www.sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com/2012/07/my-symptoms.html




Sept 21, 2014; Sling of Hate;

I just received the following statement, in an email, from an unknown person who says she's a TI, but may be a perpetrator. Either way, this needs a bit of prayer for BOTH of us; Quote "You are a very ugly person and I hope you get killed when someone finally realizes what a disgusting fake agent you are--people like you should be murdered..."

:-(

Makes a person not want to even open emails.

P.S. I just fixed a malfunctioning post and a couple words were suddenly turned blue! Is that some sort of code that a perpetrator is wanting in my writings? Are those who target me again trying to make me look like one of them? Here is a link to fixed post; www.sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com/2014/01/justified-anger-rachael-orban.html

It appears that my pages, where I ask for help, are also being interfered with. I just fixed this one and had to repair the paypal link; www.sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com/2012/02/click-here-for-information-on-targeted_18.html




Sept 19, 2014; Plea for Understanding;

  I have gone through several rounds of trying to update my writings, but it has been extremely difficult for me to accomplish while being targeted. Lately, I often feel so hurt, so overwhelmed and so desperate for genuine help and protection that its all I can do to just survive.
   In the past few years I have been going through a process of trying to figure out why I am being targeted. . .and how and by who...etc., while trying to inform and convince other people who could help or be helped. And I have realized that effectively accomplishing this is literally impossible while being targeted with microwaves, harassment programs and disinformation from web stalkers...etc. Consequently, I have made a lot of mistakes and have even hit points where I've believed and shared some of that disinformation, especially in the beginning of this process.
   Truth dawns each time I pull back, recenter myself, and listen to only my own heart. But I have been being hit so hard, with radio waves shot into my brain and psychological harassment, that my writings can not be perfect and I hope you will understand this. (My sites have also been sometimes altered by those who target me.)

   We (Targeted Individuals) can often APPEAR "non-credible"...etc., to those who do not understand. This is an unfortunate, and INTENTIONAL, outcome of the targeting process. But the judgments against us will stop as soon as enough people realize the manipulations that are taking place around us, and can care to understand that we can not function perfectly WHILE being heavily targeted. 

   Please do not use this statement as an excuse to dismiss the validity of my writings. Please use it as a tool to help you to understand - to look past the bloops and blunders and focus on the core issues, which need attention. . .not only in my writings, but also in that of other targeted individuals.

Back in 2011, I had found the statement below and am so sorry that I do not remember what website it came from. But it is VERY true and I hope it helps you to understand our dilemma. And it is doubly true for those of us who also experience laser beams of radio waves being shot into, and interfering with the function of, our brains.

Quote; "The reader needs to understand that the tactics and technologies used by today's organized stalkers are customized, taking elements from a huge "master menu," for each individual target. This, in turn, means that targets will tell different stories, and relate many different theories as to who is responsible, why they, personally, are being targeted, and how the technological harassment is being carried out.
   Readers should understand that these sometimes seemingly conflicting reports by targets are not an indication that organized stalking "isn't real," but rather a result of the customization of individual harassment programs.
   I ask the reader to understand the position of targets of organized stalking. Out of the blue, they experience blizzards of harassment for which there is no apparent cause. Every facet of their lives has come under attack, both by strangers and even some of their acquaintances. They can be forced out of their jobs by unceasing harassment. Their children, pets, and family members can be harassed as well. All in ways carefully designed so that outside observers can dismiss complaints as "over-active imagination."
   It is a perfectly natural response for a target to grasp at any article at all that mentions organized stalking or electronic harassment, and post it, without regard to whether the claims in that article are valid.
   It is perfectly natural to develop personal theories as to why this is suddenly happening to them, because there is almost no official information available.
   Just as a drowning person will sometimes try to force a rescuer under water in a desperate bid to get above the water, organized stalking targets will proclaim their information and claims loudly, on the Internet, trying to get public attention to end their nightmare. They are not able to exercise the laid back critical thinking that they could before the targeting began.
   So for you, reader, it is essential to understand that the many web sites with unsupportable claims are not necessarily an indication of delusion, but instead, the natural result of desperation, perpetrator secrecy, and having all public officials deny organized stalking is even possible." 





Sept 18, 2014; The save;



  I posted this for myself, because a huge batch of hope for help has just been shattered. :-( But God's Light still shines for us. . .I keep telling myself, because I see it, although I have a hard time feeling it these days. I get hit really hard with various types of weapons aimed at my brain. And I live in fear of brain damage, especially since a new weapon started being used on me last Spring. Every day has become a battle to survive, to retain some sense of who I am, and to hold onto hope for the miracles we all need.




Sept 17, 2014; Fading Lives;

No amount of money - no things or price
Can cover the cost Of our fading lives


Law suits can not help us regain our freedom and safety.




Aug 29, 2014; Calling All Hearts;

Please Print and Pass Out This One Page Paper
www.targetedinamerica.com/callingallhearts.pdf




Aug 27, 2014; I pledge allegiance;

Lately my weary mind often drifts into the past. . .remembering parts of the targeting that I had SOMEHOW completely forgotten. I also keep finding a memory; which echoes through 45 years - a memory of me as a munchkin in grade school who stood with my right hand over my little heart, facing the corner where our flag silently hung, and reciting these words. . .

"I pledge allegiance to the Flag of the United States of America,
and to the Republic for which it stands, one Nation
under God, Indivisible, with Liberty and Justice for all."

The words "Liberty" and "Justice" were not capitalized in the original pledge. I added the caps because, aside from the "God", they feel FAR more important than the other capitalized words. Without "Liberty and Justice for all" America is not a "Nation under God" and is not the America, which I pledged allegiance to in the 1960s. How bold of me to alter a sacred pledge, ha? Well. . . I'd like to even take it a few steps further - I'd like to start a new pledge;

I pledge allegiance to "Liberty and Justice for all" with the hope that America, (all of its citizens and governments) find the Heart to "Unite" into a stand that restores our Freedom from covert control. . .especially from technological mind control and ALL that aids or supports its success and continuation.


America seems like a Targeted Individual, who is crumbling in a lethal covert silence,
and is in need of protection from further harm.

P.S. It appears that we are expected to ignore the mind control parts of the targeting, and I can not do this because I believe it is the most dangerous thing that humanity has ever had to face. If it is not faced and stopped how can any of the other problems, which loom beneath it, ever be resolved? If it is not faced and stopped how can any human being even hope to regain or retain Freedom? If it is not faced and stopped how will our souls retain their natural process of personal and spiritual growth?

    As for me; Recent threats are to physically cripple me. This started a couple weeks ago with the first lasering of my neck and has continued with an unusual amount of crippled puppets surrounding me. The last lasering was today around 3 or 4pm, directly after I put the above post on my blog. I felt sudden stabbing pain in my neck at a time when I was not turning or twisting or lifting or doing anything that could cause an injury. This may be like the time when they threatened to make me blind and then did not fully follow through, but either way it is a terrorizing tactic and it is terrifying, especially for someone in my destitute position.




Aug 25, 2014; Once Upon a Time;

The Infiltration
(Pretentious fiction by Sharon R. Poet)

    Once upon a time there was a great nation, which stood for Freedom and Liberty and opportunities for people to follow their hearts into making their dreams come true. It was also a safe refuge for many who fled from communism and other sorts of sadistic aims for control over citizens. But its open doors left it vulnerable to covert infiltrations, which slyly aimed to destroy it.
    By the 1970s, the infiltration was greatly aided by technologies which could remotely shoot brainwashing radio waves into whole communities as well as government agencies, military barracks and other organizations. Even the weather was being used as a weapon with the help of weather modification technologies.
    Radio wave detectors were slyly being made with filters designed to prevent detection of the low frequencies that were being used for mind control and targeting vamped up on government officials. The undetected targeting pushed them toward making decisions, which aided the covert infiltration and disintegrated laws that had been set up to protect the basic human rights of the citizens.
    Before anyone realized the scope of what was happening the nation had begun to crumble. The military was already being taken over. Disasters were wiping out whole communities. The media was being controlled or threatened into not broadcasting anything about it. Families were being torn apart by sadistic covert targeting. Common citizens were being roped into covert operations that were secretly run by the infiltrators. Severe mind control victims were being used to do shootings at schools...etc.
    The government became afraid that citizens would panic, if the technological crimes were publicly broadcasted. So they kept it hushed. Perhaps they did not realize the scope of their suffering or the fact that awareness, in itself, is a form of defense against technological briainwashings. . .and that without it, people were being effected in ways that were destroying the natural course of their lives. People unwittingly followed the foreign suggestions while thinking that they were their own thoughts and instincts. Confusion and discord spread rapidly.
    The secret covert war silently grew into a deadly holocaust. Targeted families began crumbling - siblings and parents turned against each other. Small businesses were forced into bankruptcy so that large organizations, which were owned by the infiltration, or by those whom they could control, could monopolize the markets. Gas prices soared to aid this process. Many people were being shoved into poverty while the government cut back on aid for the poor. Some individuals were being shot and tortured with laser weapons that were built into satellites, but nobody believed them, because they had no knowledge of the technologies that were being used or the covert war that silently raged around them. Some were being diagnosed as "mentally ill" and institutionalized, although nothing was wrong with them. Witnesses were being held under constant satellite surveillance while being stalked and harassed - their lives destroyed and loved ones murdered if they could not be turned against them. Some were being murdered with microwave and laser weapons in ways that looked like natural deaths - lupus, heart attacks, copd, cancer, leukemia and other sorts of lethal illnesses were being inflicted with microwave weapons. The suffering grew. People's hearts became more blocked, and their brains were numbed by the combination of drugs placed in public drinking water and the radio wave frequencies that were flooding their communities and homes. Many were even being recruited into working for the infiltration, under the guise of a war against terrorism, and did not realize that they were being used to harm their own innocent fellow citizens, especially those who were realizing what was happening. An uncountable number of lives were being covertly destroyed. Without being aware of what was happening targeted citizens had no defense against it and grew apart instead of together.
    By 2012, media and Government officials, knew that more needed to be done but were too scared to openly stand up against the crimes, after watching lethal targetings of those who had already tried. It was not safe to publicly stand up and expose them. But it was never going to be safe, and as time went on, it became more unsafe. Terror reined and fear gripped those who did not know how to combat it. The whole situation was looking too hopeless and tears fell from those who cared and wanted to do more than they could to stop the crimes and end the suffering.

    In order to save the nation, Government officials and Citizens were going to have to let their Hearts find the Courage to unite into the grandest stand for Freedom that humanity has ever had to perform. And though it seemed impossible, the time came when a Light shone into higher levels of the government and they pulled together a group, which included high ranking media personnel. And all the world stood still during the first news broadcast in 2014. The voice of the Nation's President echoed through city streets and into the country homes and businesses of every citizen.

    "We are experiencing the most difficult crisis that humanity has ever had to face and I must let you know that we are being targeted in ways that are extremely unusual. . . The Freedom of our Nation is in serious danger, as is the freedom of its citizens. Many of us have already lost our freedom in ways that we do not even realize. I can not give you all the details now, but please trust that this crisis posses a great need for us (both citizens and government) to pull together and remain calm. Together, we can restore the Freedom and safety that our nation and every one of its citizens needs, in order to grow into all that we are meant to be. It is important that ALL citizens who are members of covert operations immediately stop contact with them, because these organizations are infiltrated by our enemies and, from this day forward, anyone who engages in covert activities is apt to be arrested for doing so. I have a few suggestions and hope that you will have some as well; I suggest that neighborhoods form weekly support groups for people to freely express and deal with their concerns and feelings. I hope that targeted families pull together and be witnesses, as well as sources of help, for each other. . .especially for those who have been heavily targeted. Please mail in any suggestions or ideas that you may have on how we can better handle this situation. Our agencies are probably not going to be able to handle all the phone calls that you may place. But updates will be broadcasted every evening at 7pm and websites have been set up to inform and advise those of you who are experiencing heavy levels of targeting. In the event of interference with the broadcasts and websites, news papers will be distributed to trustworthy town and/or state officials who can call meetings for local citizens. This is a time, like no other, that we are being called to let our Hearts be here for each other in ways that we never have before, because this is not going to be easy. But we can do it - TOGETHER we can do it. I hope that we will be sources of help and comfort to each other. And I beg you to stand with me in the trust that WE WILL WIN this battle - WE WILL REGAIN OUR FREEDOM and then we'll help other nations do the same. And we'll do it through letting the Love of God into our Hearts, into our homes and into our relationships with each other."

    When the broadcast ended, people cried and hugged each other. Relief spread across the nation, because most people had sensed that something was horribly wrong, but not understanding it had filled them with confusion. The confusion was washed away and hope took its place.
    By the end of 2014, radio wave blockers and unfiltered radio wave detection devices were legalized and passed out or sold at reasonable prices. Strict regulations were placed on all technologies which emit radio waves and those that could not be regulated were shut down or destroyed. Humanity was free from debilitating radio wave targeting. Citizens were no longer being used in corrupt covert operations. What was left of the infiltration, after thousands of arrests were made, ran to hide from detection and imprisonment. And the nation and its citizens were on the road to recovery.




Aug 23, 2014; Update on My Situation;

    My situation remains extremely difficult. Those who target me have been sabotaging my work and life. I have been doing the best I can to keep up some of my writings. However, my computers appear to be infiltrated. I do not even know if my books are remaining as I wrote them - I recently found an important statement missing from my "Targeted in America" book. I can not comb through my books, or ad to them, without the concern of changes being made by perpetration. I've been being so heavily hit, with microwave, laser and psychotronic weapons, each time I aim to do a batch of serious writing, that my work is forced into rushed unfinished projects that are also filled with too many of my own mistakes and important statements suddenly forgotten and not included...etc. My files and pictures for the Heart Bud appear to have been being tampered with - some files "corrupted" and no longer even openable.

www.heartbud.com

     My Heart Bud advertisers still appear to be being targeted in various ways. And I was so severely swarmed and harassed, during the last two Heart Bud distributions, that I do not know how many papers were able to reach people who could help bring public awareness to this crisis.
    I've been trying to compensate by putting more on the web, but have found web links to the Heart Bud pdf downloads changed or sometimes not being allowed to open properly and I do not know if they remain as I write them. My sites, including facebook, have been periodically hacked into. I do not know if anyone, who is not perpetration, is being allowed to view my websites and blogs, because manipulations on the web seem so immense. They even seem to be able to completely control the amounts of hits that I get on my blog. They recently started calling out numbers and then I realized that the numbers ended up being the exact amount of hits that registered on my blog statistics.
    My web hosting company had disabled, and has now discontinued, the statistic reports on my web sites, which prevents me from knowing if pages are being allowed to open. The last time I was able to check, they appeared to be being blocked about 50% of the time.

    There appears to be corruption in rescue missions for Targeted Individuals and I fear that some have been being roped into "help" that is slyly infiltrated with (if not fully lead by) perpetration. And there remains absolutely no help for those who are not aware of being targeted, which appears to be MOST Targeted Individuals. This is perhaps the saddest part of this hell we are going through - there is no TRULY safe place to turn to until this covert holocaust is pulled out of the lethal silence, which seems to enable its success and growth.
    Those who target me are still relentlessly trying to either shove me into the type of job that exposes me to worse levels of harassment and physical danger, or coerce me into going with them - like the satanic ritual of brainwashing a victim into thinking that what they provide is a safe "home." They have often tortured me and then zoomed in, pretending to be rescuing me. They seem to be expecting me to take that leap just to end the pain and suffering and destitution that they have forced me into.
     There appears to have been a set up, which started with help coming from THEIR OWN puppets, in order to get me to a point of being dependent on them before suddenly cutting it off while telling me that I will get money if I "go home" with them. They also appear to be threatening to have me put in jail if I do not comply. ("caged" is the word they used.)
    Thank God, they also hold to the rule that it has to be my choice. And I am holding strong on this account - I know that their "home" is not mine and I do not ever want it to be. The psychological cruelty, that has been inflicted under the guise of "help," is the most difficult thing I've had to endure in the past year. Over and over again my hopes have been built up just to be shattered. And I'm realizing that my crying and begging for help is what brought on this level of the targeting - like vultures they swooped in when I was desperately groping for help. The scenarios I went through with this could fill a whole book.

    Yesterday, a puppet walked by my car and yelled out, "Her car is going to break down" and my car suddenly would not start - they had me stranded in a parking lot again! It appears that they can drain a battery with microwave weapons and appeared to even be periodically draining it during the first process of someone trying to jump start it. This is the sort of thing I went through absolute hell with last year. as well as previous years. They'd just disable my car, when ever they wanted to, irregardless of my needs or plans and sometimes left me stranded for days without adequate water, food or bathroom facilities, while surrounded by puppets who were harassing me or trying to force me into going with them and then sometimes blasting me with microwaves and angry degrading messages (sent through their puppets or my radio) when I didn't.
    I no longer listen to the radio in my car, but I can not shut them out in stores or parking lots. (I do not get the types of V2K that other targeted Individuals get - with me the messages come through other people, through technologies they can manipulate, and through dreams inflicted by psychotronic weapons.) Music - an important part of my life, feels like it has once again been torn from me. The radios in my vehicles used to suddenly break or malfunction and now they use them as a way to harass me. My dreams have always been like a sacred place for communication with God, and this has now been invaded also!

     Yesterday I also got a reminder of past episodes of puppets quickly speeding up their vehicles, as if trying to run me over, as I walk to or from my vehicle in parking lots. This revving puppet was a young lady who looked right at me, smiled, stepped on the gas and then suddenly braked and laughed...etc. It was a VERY obvious intent to get a reaction out of me - to make me think she was going to intentionally run me over. In the past this had not bothered me, because I knew they were not going to actually hit me. Sometimes I slowed down my walk, because I knew they wanted me to run or jump out of the way - I knew they wanted to terrorize me and I refused to let them. But I was shaken this time. I have been going through too much for too long. My nerves are starting to feel shot since last week when a police officer hit me with spotlights, as I tried to sleep in the back seat of my car, and then questioned me from such a distance that I felt scared and did not know if he had a gun drawn or if he would shoot me if I made the wrong move. Most of the time they approach me by just walking up to my car, but for some reason this one didn't and it scared me, especially since it was followed by someone suggesting that I was "up to no good" as I worked on my computer in a VFW parking lot.

     Lately, I'm feeling more physically ill and the microwave radiation appears to be making my hair fall out a bit worse than it has in the past. My health is still fading and there seems nothing I can do to prevent it. I am also still being periodically hit with various types of parasites and chemicals. I am in deep need of taking time to take better care of myself, but my situation is preventing it and I sometimes stop even trying, because it can not be fully done while being targeted and held in destitution.
     I can not feel sure of getting honest medical help, because my GOOD doctor died and the next one lost my files and it appears that new false reports have been being written up each time microwave attacks or chemical attacks or some other manipulation has forced me into emergency rooms. I am now avoiding medical facilities, because I've experienced enough corruption in them to know that they are not safe places for Targeted Individuals. I know there are also decent people there, but the sad truth is that there is a greater chance of being lethally targeted in these types of environments.
     Even if hospitals were not so infiltrated, I prefer herbal medicines, but am not able to do the ones I need right now. . .and even if I could purchase and brew them I'd need ALL levels of the radiation - microwave targeting to stop, in order for them to be effective.

     I am also concerned about my psychological health. Lately, each time I barely start regaining some sense of balance, within myself, they hit me with another round of hell. Through the past two decades, I have not been allowed enough private time to grieve my losses and other pains that they continue inflicting upon me and/or my loved ones, and this is taking its toll on me. I have been smoking and, though this does not help me either, I am in a state of mind where I feel like I can not quit, while being targeted, without risking a nervous break down, which is obviously something they want to have happen. I need safety and a calm, private supportive environment, in order to take that leap into fully quitting.
     At this point the psychological warfare feels like the most lethal part of the targeting. Psychological death is far worse than a physical death and this appears to be what they prefer. I am hitting points where I feel like I can not handle anymore and I desperately need private quiet time, in order to process my experiences and do some inner healing work. I'd need the psychological harassment, microwaving, lasering, electromagnetic mind control and satellite surveillance parts of the targeting to completely end, in order to even start healing from the trauma I've been put through.
     I feel like I'm trapped and am slowly dieing (on every level) in a torturous covert prison, while surrounded by people who continue to pretend that none of this is really happening to me or anyone else. I feel more scared and hurt then I ever have, because I know that I can not continue surviving this for much longer and I can not expose and stop it all by myself. I am in desperate need of fellow human beings (who are NOT perpetration puppets) to help me in the ways that I need it. . .yet, those who have (or would have) helped me, with GENUINE Heart, appear to have also gotten targeted in various ways. There appears to be no way to get enough financial or law enforcement help under the restraints of the covert control around my situation. I have begged for Government help, in every way I know how, and in every place that I know of, and have hit wall after wall after wall. . .until I reached this point where I feel tired of asking and feel deeply hurt that help and protection has not yet arrived. Even the kind FBI agent, whom called me awhile back, is "no longer working in this office."
     I have experienced and sensed perpetration infiltrations in our local and state law enforcement agencies, which can easily interfere even on those rare occasions when concrete proof arises. I have also experienced a lot of good in our law enforcement but the ones that wanted to help appear to have been targeted and/or have left the departments. Even the kind FBI agent, who called me a while ago, is "no longer working" there.

     I keep praying and waiting for the miracle that can fully expose and stop these crimes, and am often visualizing placing it in God's hands. However, I also know that God works through people and these miracles can only be performed when enough media and government personnel find the heart and the courage to publicly stand up against these crimes. . .for the sake of future generations of their own loved ones if not for those of us who are being destroyed. . .and the rest of humanity.
     When I step out of my own pain and look at the bigger picture I feel and sense that there are some decent people, in our governments, who want to do more than they can, or more than they are being allowed to, and my heart aches for them as well. It must be excruciating to know of this suffering and not be able to stop it.
     It appears that it is not safe for anyone to fully stand up against these crimes, yet I find myself wondering if it ever will be and if it is getting less safe as time rolls by - if chances to find the courage to expose and stop this holocaust, before it gets too much worse, are being lost. If so, the long term consequences would be too horrible to even imagine and I keep fighting to hold onto hope. I sometimes wonder if perhaps the key parts of our governments have good reasons for not publicly exposing this and that perhaps they are not yet fully aware of the depths of our suffering, because surely, if they were, more would be done. I know many people who are being harmed and are scared and suffering in ways that no human being should ever have to suffer. And I am one of them. We desperately need ALL levels of this lethal covert targeting to be exposed and stopped and I do believe that this will eventually happen.
     But will it happen in time for those of us who are now already being destroyed? (Its already too late for some.) And will it happen in time for me? These are the questions that now cry from the depths of my aching soul, because I don't know and my days of waiting are feeling way too long.

     My heart also aches for other people, whom I know are being covertly targeted/tortured and do not even realize what is happening to them. I recently went to see one of them - an old friend/acquaintance who is partly aware, and the pain and fear and despair, that I saw in his eyes, still rips into my heart. (I understand that level of suffering too well.) I also know of a woman who was psychologically tortured and then shoved into an institution. And the fear in the voice of another old friend, when I talked to her in 2004, still haunts me to this day. There are many of us who are suffering in ways that no human being should have to continue suffering. We desperately need other people and Government agencies to stand up for us and protect us from further harm. And we can not fully be here for each other, because (like someone once told me) "Targeted Individuals, trying help each other, is like a person with no arms trying to help a person with no legs." Its true. The mountains of manipulations and remotely inflicted technological tortures, which keep heavily targeted individuals from being witnesses for each other, are immense.
     Our lives are being slowly, cruelly destroyed and we are surrounded by walls, which are built with microwave mind control manipulations as well as other intrusive inflictions that can even include lethal distractions like sudden inconspicuous murders of those who are close to the ones whom we talk to about the targeting. And they are getting away with it, because of the severe lack of public awareness. After a few rounds of noticing this it becomes difficult to talk to anyone or get close to anyone, or even want to do anything but crawl into the safe cave, that does not exist, even though the silence would merely enable free continuation of the targeting on others. I sometimes talk to people and sometimes don't and it seems like no matter what I do or don't do the pain and suffering continues to surround and engulf me as well as others.
     Though I used to be good at expressing my feelings, this has me stuck in depths of despair and frustration that are truly indescribable. I feel like a caged animal that is being tortured, on a busy city street, where people are allowed to throw me little scraps of food but are not allowed to protect me or talk to me or comfort me or set me free.
     I often feel too numb to even function properly, due to the microwaves and the psychotronic weapons that are almost always attached to my brain. Sometimes I feel like screaming but am afraid that if I started to I'd not be able to stop. Sometimes I feel all choked up and tied in knots. Sometimes hints of my pain sneak out in short batches of silent tears, with the hope that it is not noticed by the criminals who have me under surveillance, so that I'll not get microwaved for crying. "Don't cry" they recently yelled out, through a puppet that walked by me, just before a new type of microwaving started hitting me when I cry or pray or have any sort of deep feelings.
     I desperatly need safety and protection and someone to show me that all will be OK and just the thought of this brings tears to my eyes. I desperately need ALL levels of the targeting to be immediately exposed and stopped, (for ALL our sakes) although this seems impossible. . .at this point. I am praying for the strength to endure this for as long as I have to. But my strength fades in each new round of vamped up targeting. I regain strength when the targeting backs off. But, lately it feels like I am losing more than I am gaining.




New Back Up Web Site;
www.poeticpublications.com/thintro.htm




Aug 19, 2014; Holocaustal Slaughter;

How on earth did a farmer's simple daughter
Get shoved into a holocaustal slaughter?

Lately, every day consists of an inner struggle for me to retain some sense of sanity while surrounded by confusing chaos and suffering the effects of various types of microwave and laser weapon attacks...etc.




Aug 19, 2014; The Military Connection;

    In December 2010 two young men, who said they were in the Navy, rented rooms, directly after I did, in a home where I was later hit with what appeared to be anthrax. Because the couple, whom I rented from, also appeared to be involved, it was difficult to point fingers, although only one of the Navy guys was there when I was hit with the anthrax type symptoms.
    In 2012 I had been asking for answers as to why I am being targeted and, within a couple days, a truck with a veteran license plate pulled up near me. As I hand him the "Public Notice" paper, he said, "All military men are brainwashed." This appeared to be a quoting of what I had said, in the late 1980s, to a neighbor who's little brother was aiming for the military. (My statement was just one of those spontaneous intuitions that surfaced out of concern for her brother. I had no knowledge of how deeply true it now appears to have been.) Since I was being targeted before the 1980s, this was not the full answer to my question, but it was probably the reason for the vamp up, which separated me from friends and family and took my Loudon, NH home...etc.
    These experiences, along with the amount of veteran license plates on vehicles that stalk me, definitely point to military involvement with targeting me. But I still do not believe that my own government (as a whole) would do this to me.
    I believe that those who have been targeting me are part of a communistic/sadistic force that is also taking over the USA and probably already has at least some of our military controlled through the secret use of microwave mind control technologies. (I believe that many members of our military are victims also.)
    The questions now are, how much of the take-over has already been accomplished and, can it be reversed in time to restore our freedom, and how many more of us will be destroyed before the lethal technological targeting is exposed and stopped?




July 24, 2014; Remotely Inflicted Lobotomy?;

    I remember reading an article, back in the 1980s, about a new technology that could perform laser surgery on a person, in their own home, through satellites. Then it appears that this was hushed and no more was written about it. Why? Probably because it is being criminally used.
     It appears that some victims of technological targeting are being damaged by remotely inflicted brain surgery destroying the part of their brain that deals with emotions, which is also the creative and spiritual part. I know a few people that this appears to have happened to. Medical tests could prove this. (This is just a small part of what is happening!) Can you imagine the ramifications of allowing these crimes to remain hidden and growing? Can you care? If not, you may be a victim. Either way, PLEASE stand up and help expose these crimes before its too late to stop them from damaging increasing numbers of people.

     Yesterday I had a bit of an emotional melt down - I cried and yelled for those who target me to leave me alone...etc. And I woke this morning with severe piercing pain around and behind my right eye again. I used to think that I was just being tortured for having feelings or for being defiant. But am I being damaged, a little bit at a time, because I refuse to be controlled and refuse to go with those who target us? It appears so. And I pray for this to be stopped in time for me also. PLEASE HELP EXPOSE AND STOP THE TARGETING.




July 24, 2014; "No problem ever got solved by pretending that it isn't happening.";

    My flag being at half mast is NOT out of disrespect for America. On the contrary - I feel that our country - the Freedom and Liberty that our constitution stands for, is in serious jeopardy and that pretending its not happening is enabling further destruction. My half mast flag waves in honor of Targeted Individuals - in honor of our loss of Freedom. I will proudly raise my flag when the crimes against us are exposed and we are able to start gaining the hope of our Freedom, and basic human rights, being restored.

    I was born and raised in the USA and I, like many others, have taken for granted the Liberty, Freedom and human rights, which our constitution declared for us. But, as I realized that we are losing them, I started becoming more patriotic than I ever had been.
    I am glad to have been born in the USA, although I have no personal Freedom here, because the fact that I am a citizen of the USA gives me hope for that Freedom to be restored.
    Though many blame only the USA government for criminal use of radio wave technologies, my insights tell me that the core of these covert crimes, which are destroying our Freedom, extend beyond the USA and into communistic secret societies, which appear to have hidden roots in some sort of satanic occult.
    But, in my heart I see a Light shining in the USA - a Light which seems like the only hope we have. I pray that God helps the best of this country make a stand, which exposes these crimes and restores our Freedom.
    Prior to realizing that I have been being targeted, I would have never even imagined that this could happen, in the USA. It is from this shocked realization, that my web site and book title came from. (Targeted in America).
    I AM being targeted in America, in ways that most people wouldn't even want to believe could happen in a free country. And I am not the only one. The plight of Targeted Individuals is a serious crisis that does not appear to be being addressed, while distractions flare and our lives continue being destroyed. I am still being hit with various types of microwave and laser weapons almost every day. And I feel the pain of this, along with other levels of the targeting, in ways that only a tortured TI could possibly understand.
    If I (or any other Targeted Individual) is going to continue being abandoned by our own government and finish being psychologically destroyed by our fellow citizens, for exposing the targeting and trying to get help and expressing what we feel and standing up for what is right... then it merely proves my point. How on earth can our flags wave at full mast with this happening to decent people? I cry as I write this. Can you feel my pain? Can you even begin to realize how important Freedom is? Can you care? Can you see that Freedom in the USA is worth standing up for even if you think we aren't?

My mother used to say, "No problem ever got solved by pretending that it isn't happening." She was right. The USA is worth saving. . .and so are we.

P.S. This also applies to other countries. Judging by the reports I've read, there are decent citizens all over the world who are being tortured and destroyed, as I am, in the most inhumane way.

P.S.S. I have felt ashamed of, and appalled by, puppets who race around with our American flag raised, while following a covert sadistic program that is destroying their fellow citizens and the Freedom and Liberty we value in the USA. If they keep destroying America's dignity, it will end up hurting them as much. I cry, in my heart, "Why don't they see?" And I hope they find their hearts soon enough.




July 5, 2014; Criminal Violations;

Yesterday a puppet called out, "Lock your back door" - the usual sadistic game of warning me about what they are going to do. I locked myself into my car, the same as usual, because its the best I can do - locking both doors as well as hooking a heavy duty commercial strap between the door handles - holding them tightly together. This morning I woke and noticed the strap was flopping down as if it had been stretched out. I later noticed that my usb storage device, which holds my writings is missing! And my car is still not starting! I feel like a sitting duck for the criminals who are targeting me. It seems like they are doing the things that can hurt me most (disabling my car/home and stealing my writings) and probably want me to completely fall apart so they can shove me into a psych ward. I'm holding it together (denial is helping) but I still feel indescribably hurt and violated.

If there is anyone out there, who has a heart left, and can help me financially, PLEASE do so.




July 4, 2014; Independence Day 2014;

My flag is at half mast in honor of American citizens who are being hurt by the secret continuation of a covert war. I have a hard time seeing flags fully raised, because it feels like harmful pretenses that our country, and so many of its citizens, are not in a state of struggling despair. God help the USA.

I was blocked from the web through most of today and just found that there were 0 hits on this blog, which is SO unusual that it makes me wonder if it is being blocked from the public. I am experiencing a steady ring in my ears and pressure in my head all day today. It feels like a psychotronic weapon attached to my brain! This is the same as most days, although it tends to vary in intensity - from mild to torture levels. Today's intensity is between these two extremes. Not comfortable!

A critical situation; I am stranded in a parking lot - my car suddenly would not start. I feel that it has probably been intentionally disabled again, by those who target me. I went through hell last year with the repeated disabling of my vehicle/home and I pray that this does not start happening again. If it is permanently disabled, this time, I am up the creek without a paddle, literally.






July 2, 2014; A Disappointing Refrain;

I have temporarily removed two of my books from the market. The ("Ramblings of a Targeted Individual" and "Technological Holocaust") But I hope to someday edit and repost them.

I had thrown these books together VERY quickly, while I was fearing for my life, literally. Consequently, not much attention was given to detail. I have since realized that I had included articles from other people, which were on my web site. And I have also realized that some of the information I share in them needs updating and editing.

As for me personally; I am struggling with the targeting as much as ever. (More in some ways) Sometimes I refrain from writing about the details because its mostly the same as what I have been sharing for years now. Lately I have been trying to edit my web writings, but seem to have almost steady doses of electromagnetic frequencies drilling into my brain, which makes it difficult to concentrate. I am also feeling the usual fatigue. The temps here in NH do not blend well with microwaves. I had loved the heat in the past, but since being more heavily targeted with microwaves, I find it difficult to deal with while living in a car with no air conditioning.

P.S. The base of my pinkie finger has close to doubled in size in the past couple days. It felt like it was being lasered with pin point beams, before it suddenly swelled and became painful.




June 29, 2014; Its the Silence That's Killing Us;

IT IS.

"There is little value in opposing the threat of a closed society
by imitating its arbitrary restrictions." ~ John F. Kennedy

"I have complete confidence in the response and dedication of our
citizens whenever they are fully informed." ~ John F. Kennedy




June 29, 2014; Misunderstood - God Help the USA;

Misunderstood is my middle name.
I played and lost your game.
Now what am I supposed to do?
I'm tired of defending myself to you.
I wish you'd just open your hearts and see.
This covert war is not whats meant to be.
My soul cries from its tortured depths
For freedoms we've not attained yet.

God help the USA.




June 28, 2014; Lupus by Microwaves;

I have updated this page.

Is Lupus microwave induced? I FULLY believe so. Do the original inflictions of Lupus, being primarily on Native American women, point to eugenics based targetings? I believe so, because of my own personal experiences and the statistics I had found in 2006. The microwaving may be for experimentation, but why just the women and not also the men? Eugenics is said to focus more on weeding out women, because we are the child bearers.

P.S. I was probably mistaken about my previous statement, on this post, about a page being changed. It turned out to be on another page and I am not sure if I had just forgotten to transfere it. I'm a bit frazzled.




June 27, 2014; Road to Freedom...

The crazy covert targeting is still delivering negative messages and intense rounds of microwaves that often leave me in fear of permanent brain damage.

    This morning I let my tears succumbed to my old habit of "driving out the pain" even though I could not afford to spare the gas money. I drove and cried and drove and cried until my exhaustion pulled into a rest stop, yanked my pillow from the back seat, curled it against my driver side door and buried my head in its softness - a welcomed contrast to the hard world I am in. Within minutes my need for a few moments of peace was invaded by the usual door slamming and horn blaring puppets who followed me into the parking lot. I drove to the next turn off and again! Then I resign to accepting the (already known) fact that the most peace I ever get, during heavy swarms, is while driving on the road. So, I drove and all they did was repeatedly swerve into me from the opposite direction - a bit of a break from the rest. I need a lot more of a break than that, but I'll take what I can get.
    After veering off the main drag, winding through White Mountain roads and heading south on highway 16, I saw it - a little sign pointing left toward "Freedom." As I drove by, my first verbalized thought was, "If I went there I wonder if I'd find it."It was a dry joke, of course. But by the time I got about a mile down the road I'd formulated a fantasy story about driving to Freedom, so I swung around with the intent to make it true.
    But guess what sat at the exit. Yup, a puppet with hypocritical directionals pointed toward Freedom. (This sort of thing happens often and seems like their way of trying to establish dominance - pretending that THEY are telling me to go where they KNEW I was already going.)
    I tried not to let it bother me and rushed on, but other cars were suddenly slowing down in front of me. Yup! Probably more puppets. I passed one of them on a double yellow line, in order to give law enforcement a better reason to judge and look down on me. None APPEARED to be around. Lucky me. By this time my pain had turned to anger, because there is now just too much of it to drive out while being swarmed and deprived of any amount of privacy.
    I rushed on and was blocked by more slow moving traffic. "Why on earth are they going so slow?" I exclaimed, "Don't they know that Freedom is just up the road?" But they obviously did not yet know that they had lost it. Were they another batch of freedom destroying puppets? Probably. How appropriate. I kept heading toward Freedom anyway, and was more than half way there when I felt a sudden intense urge for a pit stop.
    After racing into the parking lot and weaving through the store I finally found it hidden behind a coffee stand - right where the store keeper puppet said it would be before I started listening. I sat on the toilet and pushed and pushed and pushed and. . .nothing! This is typical. It probably wasn't microwave induced, (this time) but it resembled it, because as soon as I gave up I suddenly had to go again. . .and as soon as success was in the process of being achieved there was a knock on the door. I called out, "I'll be a few minutes. Maybe an hour," and then loudly added, as an afterthought, "TWO HOURS IF YOU ARE A PUPPET." And then a few minutes later, another knock on the door. I took my time and did what I needed to do, instead of letting them rush me as I had been doing for over a decade.
    Back on the road and then there it was - another sign saying "Freedom" two miles to the left. I couldn't wait to get there - I SOOOOOO needed Freedom. But as I rounded the corner, there it was again, another Freedom destroying puppet pulled over with hypocritical directionals pointing toward Freedom. I drove by it blaring my horn - a little role reversal. "This is MY trek not yours," I said out loud, knowing they'd hear me. By this time my pain had turned to anger. I was a LOT better off when I did not realize that they could hear my every word, but that’s another story. Back to this one.
    After passing a few lying signs, I finally reached the little center of Freedom, NH. I pulled over at a country store just in time to see a door slamming puppet rushing into it. I decided not let her put me off, because I had a fantasy of walking into that store and saying, "I'm looking for Freedom," and so I did, while handing the puppet my special edition of the Heart Bud. She and her confused friend rudely looked at me, and then at each other, as if I were a crazy person. So I said it again and then sarcastically thanked them for their kindness as I walked out the door. This WAS a bit crazy, but I'm not admitting to it - it was ALL THEIR FAULT that they did not understand. Perhaps they will if they are allowed to read the paper.
    Back behind the wheel. Shortly after rounding a sharp corner on village road, I couldn't stop myself from pulling over to take a picture of a small building that had giant lettering on its front, which read, "FREEDOM PUBLIC SAFETY DEPARTMENT." Oh yes! That is exactly what we need! I handed the Heart Bud to a man who opened the door after I banged on it and snapped out, "So is the public SAFE here?" I'm sure his confused expression had nothing to do with my attitude and odd question and had everything to do with his ignorance - he didn't know either - he didn't know how unsafe our world is right now. But perhaps he will if he is allowed to read the paper without microwaves being drilled into his brain.
    With my little rampage game finished, I drove away feeling a bit disappointed, because I spent $40 dollars just to find out that Freedom was not free.

Are you getting it? Perhaps only a Targeted Individual would see the reality and humor in this.




June 21, 2014; From the Depths of my Soul. . .

I don't want to be left to evil pretenses of helping hands.
I need to be comforted by those who can care to understand.
I don't want to be declared insane for their hateful gain.
I need you to soothe my wounds instead of inflicting more pain.
I don't want you to watch from a silent distance while I die.
I need you here beside me as I pray to God and cry.


There are worse things than physical death.




June 16, 2014; Natural Hardship Offers Opportunities for Growth

Natural Hardship Offers Opportunities for Growth
Hardship Inflicted by other human beings does harm.
Crimes are NOT opportunities for growth.

Inspired by perpetrator excuses to do harm and to use my older publications as justifications for abuse. For the record, my statements about hardship being opportunities for growth were about natural hardship, and NOT about crimes that are being committed against us. This should be obvious to most people. Crimes are illegal because they hurt/harm/damage people...etc. There is no valid justification for doing harm to others.




June 16, 2014;Its not about proclaiming it - its about doing it

Its not about proclaiming it - its about doing it. And if the few who are doing it, continue to be destroyed, it will not get done.

Please find the HEART and the COURAGE to stand with us - to stand in God's Light for ALL who are being harmed and/or destroyed by criminal use of radio wave technologies and other forms of covert harassment.

Recent puppet messages insinuate something being put in my sandwich - something that will slowly kill me. A little time will tell if it is true or not. My car was illegally accessed the night before last and my writings and passwords possibly stolen/copied from a pouch that had obviously been accessed. My lungs have still not fully recovered from the last chemical attack. I am still being hit with debilitating levels of psychological harassment and microwaves, through various types of weapons, and my computer is still being infiltrated, so my writings continue to be severely limited and sometimes altered. I am still in desperate need of protection from ALL levels of the targeting. . .and the same goes for an uncountable number of others.

P.S. The above phrase was inspired by the behaviors of those who call themselves Christians and help to target/destroy me while judging me and projecting their perceptions of their versions of the bible onto me. The mind control part of the targeting of humanity appears to have had a heavy focus on global spiritual leaders and teachers and the results are becoming more devastating every day. How on earth can people who allow, or joins in on, the lethal targeting of humanity call themselves "Christians"? It is beyond my rhelm of comprehension and seems like a CLEAR demonstration of how dark things have turned. I hope they find their HEARTS, because God is LOVE and LOVE stands against the dark, not with it.

Who was it who first said, "Anyone who does not stand against it stands with it."




June 12, 2014; A Targeted Individual's Dedication to USA Government

As I listened to this song I found myself thinking of the honest (uninfiltrated) parts of my government - the parent of citizens, and the agencies, whom we need to be here for us - to keep us safe and protected during times of crisis. I dedicate this to them, from me - a Targeted Individual - a citizen that is being slowly destroyed in a lethal holocaust. Perhaps someday my plight will be fully realized, help will be here for me. . .and hope for the targeting of humanity to end, within my lifetime, will finally be ignited.

"Will you be there" (lyrics) by Micheal Jackson


If the video does not function, here are the primary parts of Micheal Jackson's lyrics;

"Hold me like the River Jordan
I will then say to thee
you are my friend.
Carry me
Like you are my brother.
Love me like a mother.
Will you be there?
But they told me
A man should be faithful
And walk when not able
And fight till the end
But I'm only human.
Everyone's taking control of me.
Seems that the world's got a role for me.
I'm so confused will you show to me
You'll be there for me
And care enough to bear me.

SAVE ME.
I'm only human!
Show me you care.
Love me and free me."


(I believe that Micheal Jackson was a Targeted Individual.)

P.S. And to ALL of humanity; Again, I desperately need financial help. I have been begging for a LONG time! It seems like people either don't realize the gravity of my situation or just don't care. I feel like I am trapped in a prison - on display for sadistic criminals who hold me under satellite surveillance every minute of every day, while living in a car with absolutely no privacy...etc.!!! This alone would be enough to drive a person crazy! But I'm also dealing with being FORCED to remain in this state of destitution, while being hit with psychological harassment and increased levels of electromagnetic frequencies being shot into my brain. (I recently heard my skull crackling while being hit!) I am holding up the best I can, but, this is slowly destroying me. I AT LEAST need the resources to take better care of myself. Please help me!

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA




Previous posts on this date;








June 9, 2014; PDF of VIP Mind Control Article for Humanity

www.targetedinamerica.com/mindcontrolsharonpoet.pdf
There has been some interference and threats around the sharing of this document. Please let me know if you notice anything unusual in it or with downloading it. It should contain basicly the same info as what is on the "mind control" page of this site.

P.S. (6-10-2014) Recent threat said, "The good news is that this is going to be a crappy week." After this library printing machines malfunctioned, a sudden snapp in my tooth has left me in constant pain, noise campaigns have vamped up, my computer was infiltrated and the above article erased from web pages, puppets appear to be calling me a pervert and appear to be repeatedly lasering my vacinal area, which causes itching and burning.




June 8, 2014; The PDF of my new mind control article is being infiltrated!

I'd posted a pdf of the new Mind Control article and it appears to be being altered or swapped with another document as I upload it onto the web. the public is not being allowed to view accurate depictions of my writings! The address of this document was www.targetedinamerica/mindcontrolsrp.pdf. I changed it to the following address and appear to be having the same problem! www.targetedinamerica/mindcontrolsharonpoet.pdf. This makes me question if anything I post is remaining as it was when I wrote it. The complete lack of privacy and safety on the web is what had forced me into producing physical publications of my papers, but they have been being sabotaged through forcing me into, and keeping me in, a state of financial destitution.




June 8, 2014; Updated Testimony of Sharon R. Poet (Previously known as Sharon LaBree, Sharon Buck and Namatri Neachi.)

     My situation seems different from most Targeted Individuals who are on the web. It appears that my whole family was targeted for the purpose of technological experimentation , since at least 1974. (I believe that my mother, whom I was closest to, was heavily targeted.) I too was later singled out, for heavier targeting, for reasons that I am not yet sure of. Perhaps because I was not as susceptible to the mind control. Perhaps because of my heavy focus on the spiritual - on the Love and Light that Jesus, and others, came to teach us. . .or perhaps because of my mistakes, opinions and short comings. I wish I knew for sure.
    The targeting started out very inconspicuous with obvious vamp ups around 1974, 1977, the late 1980s to 1995, 2001, 2005 and 2011. By the early 1990s my life was being infiltrated by members of what has seemed like some sort of satanic occult or sadistic Hitler type of organization. Their goal appeared to be to convert me, and/or gain control over me through coercion and then through inflicting emotional pain - surrounding me with discord and one problem or crisis after another. (I believe that I was also being drugged through this period of time.)
    It appears that they used mind control technologies and rumor campaigns, in order to turn my family and friends against me. . .and to turn me against them. (I had been close to most of my family and had a lot of good friends, prior to this vamp up.) The manipulations set things up so that they blamed me and I either blamed them or felt like I had to get away from them, in order to stop the chaos. Those who could not be turned against me appear to have been heavily targeted - one suddenly died from an infliction of tumors, one ended up with severe brain damage...etc. (This has been a consistent pattern in the targeting - those who would have helped me, instead of turning against me, have also been heavily targeted. . .sometimes inconspicuously murdered, either psychologically or physically.)
    But no matter how hard I tried to get away from it, the chaos followed me everywhere I went, and remained so covert that I did not fully realize that I was being targeted until the end of 2005. Prior to that I could not even imagine that things like this were happening to people - I thought I was having a lot of bad luck and looked upon the difficulties as a spiritual challenge - as opportunities to feel and heal from what was happening to me. This outlook is what inspired most of my publications.
     What I've been experiencing, since 2005, is so cruel and so horrible that I sometimes wonder how I'm surviving it.
    By 2006, due to the targeting, I was destitute, had no one whom I could turn to for help or support, and felt like I was being swarmed by satanic vultures who were zooming in for the kill. Sadly, this is exactly what has been happening and I was being microwaved so heavily that I nearly died, of lupus, in the 2006/2007 winter. I began recovering after I moved, changed my name, used the original essiac formula and walked and prayed and cried and wrote through the spring of 2007.
    Since then, my life has become an intense struggle to continue my work, while it is being sabotaged, and to survive while I am being almost continuously either microwaved, lasered, psychotroniced, stalked or harassed and sometimes threatened, drugged and attacked with chemicals or bacteria. There have even been a few direct attempts to kill me. The saga continues and I feel like I'm not fully surviving it, at this point.

I may add more later.




June 7, 2014; Psychoanalyst Carol Smith Exposes Mind Control Technologies

It appears that this article "On the Need for New Criteria of Diagnosis of Psychosis in the Light of Mind Invasive Technology" by psychoanalyst Carole Smith - had been vanishing from my writings since 2011; http://www.globalresearch.ca/on-the-need-for-new-criteria-of-diagnosis-of-psychosis-in-the-light-of-mind-invasive-technology/7123

Quote from this article; "We have failed to comprehend that the result of the technology that originated in the years of the arms race between the Soviet Union and the West, has resulted in using satellite technology not only for surveillance and communication systems but also to lock on to human beings, manipulating brain frequencies by directing laser beams, neural-particle beams, electro-magnetic radiation, sonar waves, radiofrequency radiation..."

And I just found a new one by Carol Smith;
http://www.globalresearch.ca/intrusive-brain-reading-surveillance-technology-hacking-the-mind/7606

Within the above article is a quote from Dr Jose Delgado, Director of Neuropsychiatry, Yale University Medical School Congressional Record, No. 26, Vol. 118 February 24, 1974; "We need a program of psychosurgery for political control of our society. The purpose is physical control of the mind. Everyone who deviates from the given norm can be surgically mutilated." "The individual may think that the most important reality is his own existence, but this is only his personal point of view. This lacks historical perspective. Man does not have the right to develop his own mind. This kind of liberal orientation has great appeal. We must electronically control the brain. Someday armies and generals will be controlled by electric stimulation of the brain."




June 5, 2014; Psychotronic Weapon Attack Makes Lights in Library Flicker

Yesterday, while doing the last blog post in a library, I was being hit with a steady, heavy psychotronic weapon attack. I had pain in my head, steady loud ring in my ears, diminished eye site and nausea. When I got up and walked past the service desk, the lights above their station began flickering. "The bulbs must need replacing," one of the librarians said. I feel that it was caused by the radiowaves that were being drilled nto my head. This is not the first time this sort of thing has happened. Again, this shows me the direction from which the attack was coming from. . .and that it was indeed coming from the sky.




June 4, 2014; FOLLOW ONLY THE HEART OF YOUR OWN INSTINCTS

Is someone who is targeting me, and holding me under surveillance, still plagiarizing my writings? It appears so. I print out my blog posts, to prevent changes...etc. And the date on today's print outs were changed to tomorrow's date. This did not happen the second time I printed them. I have a witnesses to this.(the same may have happened to yesterday's posts. I've not checked yet) This is just one of numerous similar things I have noticed, since 2005. There may be others that I've not noticed. So, FYI; if there is anyone on the web that is consistently posting the same types of things that I post, he (or she) is most likely a perpetrator who is targeting and surveilling me (This only applies to my personal writings and NOT the general info that we ALL need to be posting, in order to reach as much of humanity as possible. It applies to those who interfere with my writings, in order to greedily steal credit or. . .(if my intuition serves me correctly,) for to plagiarizing perpetrators who may be aiming to frame me for being the one who is plagiarizing. Time will tell.)

I may never be able to clarify or rectify this situation, but I ask that you all please be aware that perpetrators can plagiarize our writings, pretending to be TIs, or pretending to possess our wisdom and ideas...etc., so they can lead people down the wrong paths later...etc. This has happened to me with more than my blog or print outs, as I have expressed in the past.

Most important message here being. . .
FOLLOW ONLY THE HEART OF YOUR OWN INSTINCTS

P.S. (6pm) This morning an interesting veteran ("twenty years in black ops") visited the laundromat I was in. This morning a spot suddenly appeared on my left cheek bone. Its not like any pimple, or anything else I've ever had. Due to a recent puppet message that said, "It takes a few days to take effect," I can not help but wonder if I was shot by one of those little chemical or drug darts, which they are said to sometimes use on us. I guess I will find out in few days. I'm not going to worry too much about it, because I know that it may be nothing or just a terrorizing tactic. . .not that that isn't bad enough by itself.

My brain is also being heavily microwaved this afternoon. I have pain in my head, diminished eye sight, ringing in ears, and writing is taking me about ten times longer than the norm, because I feel mentally numb and keep hitting the wrong keys. (funny how the word 'as' is consistently being typed ass 'ass'...etc. Darn it! I did it again. ;-) Got to hang onto my sense of humor, because its been drifting away lately and that scares me.




June 4, 2014; Proof of Microwave Targeting Through Satellites and SURA or HAARP Types of Technologies

    I had stated my concern, in letters I sent in early 2012, that some of our own government employees, military, spiritual leaders...etc., may also be unaware victims of the types of remote mind control that can be performed with satellite surveillance systems in conjunction with technologies like SURA and HAARP. A person does not have to be near a cell tower, cell phone or any other type of technology, for the most advanced levels of mind control or microwaving to be in effect.
    I know that many would (or will) argue my stand on this, in order to hide this TRUTH, but it has been proven to me. Here are two examples of this;

1. In 2011 I was being hit REALLY hard, with radio waves being drilled into my head. (This was while they were convincing my daughters that I am just "mentally ill.") I took a large piece of lead chimney flashing and wrapped it around my head, like a hat. It completely blocked the microwaves, for several seconds - until it seemed like they suddenly came in from a different angle - into my face, which was the only exposed part of my head. I shifted the hat to cover my face and the lasering stopped again. . .until I was hit in the back of my head...etc. This was happening so fast that there is ABSOLUTELY no way that a person or vehicle was circling around the house and hitting me from different directions and angles. I was in a country home, on top of the tallest hill on the area, where there were no cell towers and no real cell phone reception. The lasering was being done from the sky with technologies that could quickly circle around me and come at me from different angles. This is the absolute TRUTH. FYI; I got more relief when I covered my whole head, (face included) until the lasering was vamped up into levels that penetrated the lead and nearly knocked me out of consciousness when I took it off my head. After taking it off I went through an episode where I could not speak properly and was experiencing neurological malfunctions until it let up a bit. (I am also being hit hard on the back of my head as I write this. Am in a lot of pain)

2. I was sleeping in the back seat of my car, in the winter, and was being lasered in the early hours of the morning. The rear view window on my car was all iced up, except for a circle, about the size of a softball, where the microwaves were coming in at me. beyond my body and that circle, in the direction the laser was obviously coming from, was absolutely nothing but wide open sky - no buildings or cell towers or anything even near the area - literally NOTHING but wide open sky. I took a picture of that melted circle, which was later removed from my phone.
    This is not the only time this happened. Sometimes the lasering has melted lines or whole sections of the top corners of my car window. How large the melt mark is seems to depend on how much of my body is being microwaved.
    Perhaps this is one of the advantages of being targeted into living in a vehicle - I have learned that the targeting happens VERY remotely, and that it does not matter where I go. I've been microwaved in the middle of deserts, deep in the woods and on mountains - in places where there are no vehicles, houses, cell towers...etc., - places where it is more than clear that the microwaves are coming from the sky.
    One of the times, when I was testing this out, (in the early spring of 2012) a military guy parked next to me and yelled out (pretending to be talking to his wife - classic puppet style) "You keep testing! You know what is going to happen if you don't STAND DOWN!" If I were not in the process of realizing an important TRUTH that threat would have never been delivered to me. Think about it.
    NOBODY will ever convince me that the microwave targeting is only being done through "cell phones" or other localized technologies, and not also through satellites and technologies like SURA and HAARP, which bounce radiowaves off the ionosphere, in order to direct them at targets on earth - coming at us from outer space.
    The dangers in concealing the TRUTHS about how remotely we can be targeted merely keeps ALL of humanity (including those who try to hide it) in danger of these crimes never TRULY being stopped. Our only hope is for the REAL TRUTHS to come out and for the strictest of regulations to prevent criminal use of these technologies. If they can not be regulated - if criminal use of them can not be stopped, they should be disabled - completely disabled, BEFORE the criminals create armagedon or mutilate even more of us.




June 4, 2014; Filters in Microwave Detection Technologies Hide Frequencies Used for Mind Control

I've been concerned about what Tim Rifat exposed in the UK. His article stated that new microwave detection technologies were being found to have filters built into them - filters which prevent detection of the low radio wave frequencies, which are used for mind control.




June 4, 2014; The Russian SURA and Mind Control Research

Yesterday, I was trying to do some research on mind control connected to the Russian Sura project. Two surprising things happened. 1. I was amazed by how much material is out on the HAARP project - blaming it for disasters all around the world, as well as mind control. (I’d fallen into that trap in the initial stages of my trying to find out how the mind control was being done, and by who...etc.) Yet, there is very little published about the Russian SURA project, and even less about its mind control capabilities. Sura is of comparable size to HAARP and is said to have been commissioned nearly a decade BEFORE the construction of HAARP had even begun. 2. I had saved a web page onto my computer - a wikipedia information page on SURA. I later rebooted my computer and was about to click on this page when it vanished before my eyes. A few minutes later it suddenly re-appeared and, when I clicked on it, it no longer contained information on SURA , but was about HAARP. (A little example of the types of games perpetrators play in an infiltrated computer.) Why do you suppose this happened?

More may be added later




June 1, 2014; A Profound Message for Global Media and Governments

The following statement was made on the subject of combating covert war and secret societies. It validated what I've felt to the core of my heart and soul. The time to heed President John F. Kennedy's Wisdom feels long over due. Please let your hearts realize this Truth.

"there is little value in opposing the threat of a closed society by imitating its arbitrary restrictions - there is little value in insuring the survival of our nation if our traditions do not survive with it."
~ John F. Kennedy 1961


The dark side of this covert war has continued to grow and harm and destroy, because it has remained secret. Its success thrives on secrecy. Lone individuals, like myself, can not do this alone. We deed you to stand up with us and protect ALL of humanity from further harm. Please don't continue to let us down. We need to restore our trust in you. We need to be able to depend on you to do the right thing. Please let your courage pull together and stand up to expose and defuse this covert war BEFORE its too late.

We all make mistakes. Its when those mistakes are not recognized and fixed that they become disasters.




Saturday, May 31, 2014; People NEED to Know

Listening to JFK's 1961 speech, which I placed in the previous post, has validated many of the sentiments I've already published, as well as raising new ones. . .

Though it is understandable that certain things should not be revealed by the media, for the purpose of national security, during times of war. . . there are also things, which the public NEEDS to be aware of, during this covert war, for their own psychological and physical safety.

It is NOT a security risk to inform the public of the presence and dangers of the mind control technologies that are being used on us. Public awareness of this would enable people the opportunity to bypass it and learn to listen to their Hearts above what is being projected into their minds. Without this awareness, people assume that projected thoughts, emotions and dreams are their own instincts, intuitions or feelings. . .and the dangers in this can not be understated.

People NEED to know.

It is NOT a security risk to expose the criminal covert harassment (gangstalking) program that too many are being hurt or driven crazy by. Public awareness of this would enable victims to protect themselves, would enable victims to realize that they are not going crazy. . .and would enable victims to get the types of protection and help that are desperately NEEDED, instead of being shoved into types of "help" that are even more psychologically damaging. Public awareness of these crimes would also make foolish puppets think twice about joining, or remaining in, a criminal covert operation that is destroying our freedom and our lives.

People NEED to know.

JFK wisely said, "The very word "secrecy" is repugnant in a free and open society and we are, as people, inherently and historically opposed to secret societies, to secret oaths and secret proceedings. We decided long ago that the dangers of excessive and unwarranted concealment of pertinent facts far outweighed the dangers which are cited to justify it. Even today, there is little value in opposing the threat of a closed society by imitating its arbitrary restrictions - even today, there is little value in insuring the survival of our nation if our traditions do not survive with it. And there is very grave danger that an announced need for increased security will be seized upon by those anxious to expand its meaning to the very limits of official censorship and concealment. That I do not intent to permit..."

People NEED to know.

What are the reasons why the public is not being informed of the covert targeting of humanity? This is a question that deserves serious contemplation, because continued lack of public awareness, of the lethal crimes that are being committed against common citizens, as well as government officials, is helping to destroy an uncountable number of lives, as well as our hope of regaining our freedom. Who is benefiting from the continued secrecy? The criminals who are targeting us - only the criminals who are targeting us.

People NEED to know.

A foolish argument against our "Need to know" could probably be made - it could be assumed that people would launch into lawsuits and hysteria...creating new problems on top of what is already overwhelming. (This is the type of attitude that the perpetrators are creating, because their continued success depends on continued secrecy.) HOWEVER, I believe that, if the process of informing the public is handled wisely, the opposite would happen. Perhaps if our media and government put more trust in us, we would also re-gain important levels of trust in them. We could ALL face and combat this crisis together. . .hand in hand and heart to heart. ("United we stand - divided we fall")

" I have complete confidence in the response and dedication of our citizens whenever they are fully informed." ~ John F. Kennedy

People NEED to know!

P.S. It appears that my computer is still infiltrated, and my phone is still not recording sent text messages, so please let me know if you see anything 'off color' in my writings. Thank you.




May 30, 2014; "THE President and the Press" on the Covert War We Still Face Today

A 1961 Call for Our Government and Media to Fill Its Obligation to the Public - a Call That Continues to Echo From the Early Shadows of a Covert War, Which Too Many Are STILL Being Destroyed by.


    JFK obviously anticipated the dangers we face today and tried to put an end to it. There is no doubt in my mind that this is why he was killed. The time to heed JFK's Wisdom on this subject of the covert war and its secret societies is long over-due. He said, "Today no war has been declared - and however fierce the struggle may be, it may never be declared in the traditional fashion. Our way of life is under attack. Those who make themselves our enemy are advancing around the globe. The survival of our friends is in danger. And yet no war has been declared, no borders have been crossed by marching troops, no missiles have been fired. If the press is awaiting a declaration of war before it imposes the self discipline of combat conditions then I can only say that no war ever posed a creator threat to our security. If you are awaiting a finding of 'clear and present danger,' then I can only say that the danger has never been more clear and its presence has never been more imminent. It requires a change in outlook, a change in tactics, a change in missions - by the government, by the people, by every businessman or labor leader, and by every newspaper. for we are opposed, around the world, by a monolithic and ruthless conspiracy that relies primarily on covert means..."

    As JFK exposed the dangers of a covert war he begged for the government and media to fulfill its obligation to us; "I want to talk about our common responsibilities in the face of a danger. . . the dimensions of its threat have loomed large on the horizon for many years. Whatever our hopes may be for the future - for reducing this threat or living with it - there is no escaping either the gravity or the totality of its challenge to our survival and to our security - a challenge that confronts us in unaccustomed ways in every sphere of human activity. ... This is a time of peace and peril, which knows no precedent in history. It is the unprecedented nature of this challenge that also gives rise to your second obligation, an obligation which I share. And that is our obligation to inform and alert the American people - to make certain that they possess all the facts that they need, and understand them as well. . . I have complete confidence in the response and dedication of our citizens whenever they are fully informed." and "Government at all levels must meet its obligation to provide you with the fullest possible information out side the narrowest limits of national security. And so it is to the printing press - to the recorder of man's deeds, the keeper of his conscience, the carrier of his news. . . that we look for strength and assistance, confident that, with your help, man will be what he was born to be - free and independent."

PARTIAL Speech by JFK on Covert War and Secret Societies


FULL Speech by JFK on Covert War and Secret Societies
(The best part starts around the 5:20 time period.)


    JFK also said, "Even today, there is little value in opposing the threat of a closed society by imitating its arbitrary restrictions. Even today, there is little value in insuring the survival of our nation if our traditions do not survive with it."

Dear Obama, media, FBI and other government officials, I can only pray that this courageous speech will stand as an example for you, so that the lethal covert targeting and and loss of our freedom can start gaining the hope of being stopped, instead of allowed to continue and grow. It is better to die STANDING in the Light than it is to die kneeling down before those who remain a growing threat to ALL of us, including you. Seriously. JFK did the right thing, although he was killed for it. His Light STILL shines for us. Please let yours do the same.






May 29, 2014; When You Look With Compassion

    Lately I've had puppets judging me for feeling "cynical" or "angry" ...etc. And it surprises me that people can have such cynical perspectives of a person who is being tortured and harassed - a person whose life is being slowly destroyed through many gruelling decades. Its as if I am expected to just let it happen and have no feelings!

    When you look with compassion you will see that within my anger and "cynicism" lays a pain that is so excruciating that most people can not even imagine it. I am a victim of a covert war - I am being tortured and harassed and slowly destroyed, in a world that does not even acknowledge the crimes that are being committed against me - a world that stands behind, or with, the criminals instead of standing up to expose and stop these crimes!

    My pain now sometimes wears the involuntary mask of cynicism and anger, because, I have been being hurt for so long and because when I dare to cry, I have sometimes been delivered threats to label me as depressed or mentally ill and to shove me into psych wards, WHILE I AM STILL BEING TORTURED WITH MICROWAVES AND LASERS AND CHEMICALS...etc.! And, even without these threats looming over me, it is impossible to heal from this WHILE STILL BEING TARGETED. The trauma would have to end BEFORE recovery could begin.
     And then there's the targeting that is happening to those whom I've been closest to, as well as the rest of humanity! I feel for them too. Sometimes I feel so deeply hurt, its indescribable! I have publicly cried, over and over and over again, "I am overwhelmed" and "I need help" and "I can't take anymore!" and "I need protection from the targeting" and "PLEASE help me"...etc. But, thus far, not enough people (if any) are Truly listening and caring. Even those who are aware still stand separate from me and with (or behind) those who are targeting me. I hurt - God, how I hurt! And, by God, I have a right to my feelings. Literally.

When You Look With Compassion You Will See.

There are countless thousands of Targeted Individuals who feel the same excruciating pains I do. We are being hurt! We are being tortured! We are being destroyed! This holocaust shouldn't be happening. . .and it surely should NOT be allowed to continue, at this point, because enough people in our governments and media are already FULLY aware of it. This situation has reached a critical point. I feel this in every fiber of my being. If my impending psychological and/or physical demise is allowed to continue (as well as that of other Targeted Individuals) it is the responsibility of every person who engages in the covert targeting and also every person who is aware and fails to find the courage to fully stand up against it. Seriously.

    I beg Obama, the Media, the FBI and other government personnel, to PLEASE stop allowing this to continue, for your own sakes (and your own future) as well as ours. Please let your Hearts care for us and please let your courage stand up for us. PLEASE don’t keep waiting until its too late for too many!
When YOU Care to Stand With Courage You Will See.

    Please Do So Now. Tomorrow May Become Too Late. What lurks on the horizon is far worse than that which could happen as we find the courage to more completely stand in the Light against these horrible crimes. Last year someone told me that "Fear is perhaps our worst enemy." This appears to be True, in this crisis. Too many are allowing fear to passively allow this holocaust to continue and grow. Please let go of the fear and let your courage grow its wings.

Seriously.

P.S. Lately, when I look at the plight of our world, due to this lethal targeting being allowed to continue for too long, I can not bear it. It hurts to see that, thus far, humanity is failing to find the heart to save itself - that the criminals are even being allowed to remain in charge of “help” efforts - that we will ALL suffer far more then what we now do, if those who can expose and stop this continue to not do so. I am praying hard that they quickly have a change of Heart, because the alternative is unbearable - literally unbearable. Its has NOT been “too late” to stop this. Duncan was wrong. The perpetrators have wanted us to accept defeat and let them win. . .and, sadly, this is what too many have been doing. I just can not believe that this lethal targeting is being allowed to continue for as long as it has. It looks like some are INTENTIONALLY waiting until it genuinely is too late for too many of us. God help us. . .and God help them find their Hearts.
When YOU Look With Compassion and Stand With Courage the Light Will Shine.
P.S.S. There have been many who have helped me to sustain my plight, living in a tired car, and I have deeply appreciated them. Without their help I'd not even still be surviving, I'm sure. However, the bottom line is that I need to be doing better than just surviving. I need the targeting to end - I need the lasering of my brain to stop; I need the psychotronic monitoring of my brain to stop; I need the lasering of my body to stop; I need the microwaving of my body to stop; I need the chemical warfare to stop; I need all the covert harassment and confusion to stop; I need the sabotaging of my work, relationships, homes and vehicles to stop; I need my homes back and a chance to recover and rebuild my life, without being forced to leap into even further seclusion with those who target us - I need to feel safe; I need to be able to continue my life's work without being threatened and tortured; (FYI - I was being heavily targeted LONG BEFORE 2011 when I started realizing, and writing about, the mind control parts of the targeting. Its not my writings that instigate the targeting, as some still assume - its the targeting that has inspired my writings about it.) I need a chance to restore my life - my body, mind and spirit. I NEED MY FREEDOM BACK! I NEED TO BE ALLOWED TO PEACEFUL ENJOYMENT OF MY OWN LIFE. I NEED TO BE TREATED LIKE A HUMAN BEING, INSTEAD OF A LAB RAT! I NEED MY FREEDOM BACK! DID I SAY THAT. . .I NEED MY FREEDOM BACK? I NEED MY FREEDOM BACK!




May 27, 2014; Needed Recovery Ends With License Plate Being Ripped off my Car

    My fever finally broke shortly after my last post. My lungs are clearing up. And I'm working on regaining my strength. I had headed into the woods (for a week) to try to recover and was almost constantly blasted with heavy doses of radio waves being shot into my brain. My retreat abruptly ended with a police officer showing up to inform me that someone had snuck in, during the short period of time I'd not been with my car, to rip my license plate off my car, last Sunday morning. The officer told me that I'd have to go pick my plate up from another police officer in a nearby town. I insisted on pressing charges. Neither officer would give me the perpetrator's name and so far this event took place in two different towns, possibly a third - the usual jurisdiction confusion that seems to intentionally surround these sorts of perpetration.




May 17, 2014; My temp is still fluctuating between 99.8 and 103 Degrees

    This hit was a bit harder than most. It began about a week ago and was proceeded by the usual coughing by covert harassment group members, as they walked by (as well as a chemical smell). . .and is now proving to be a serious challenge. My appetite is almost non existent. My lungs still hurt and heave. My bowel movements are liquid and bright yellow. The past few days also delivered almost steady torture levels of microwaves shot into my brain. All of these things as well as the persistent fever has weakened me to a point where I am concerned. And as we all know, hospitals are not safe places for targeted individuals, who no longer have an honest primary care doctor to over-see things. I'm praying and doing energy work on myself. Its all I can do at this point.


A Perpetrator Manipulated "Theft"
    I had moved forward with two printings of the special editions of the Heart Bud, as people lead me to believe that there would be help with paying for them. The help never arrived. I am now in debt to my printer. . .and am being accused of this being like a "Theft." My fault for trusting covert "help" which had unclear origins. . .for this I am responsible.


Disclaimer for my Writings
    About a week ago, I combed through one of my old books and found a few discrepancies. It appears that I have been doing my writings on infiltrated computers since around 1999, so please excuse anything that may seem a bit off color - particularly things that would make me look bad, incompetent or mentally unstable...since this has seemed to be the perpetrator aim. I hope to someday regain the freedom to fix my books and other writings.

www.poeticpublications.com




Saturday, May 17, 2014; Phone Interference?


    About a week ago, my phone suddenly stopped recording text messages in the "sent" folder. Is this so that alterations can be made without my being able to produce proof of it? VERY possibly. Posted by Sharon Rose Poet at 10:23 AM
    Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to PinterestWednesday, May 14, 2014Hit With Chemicals Again
    It appears that I was hit with some sort of chemical a couple days ago, around the time when I was giving reports to local police, state police, sheriff and FBI. The first symptom was burning in my lungs and then pain in my lungs and head along with a fever and periodic coughing. (The fever appears to be microwave induced, because it completely stopped when microwaves stopped for a while yesterday morning.) I had no cold or illness before this suddenly hit me. It does not feel like a normal cold.

    I am at my wits end here! Every day I pray for this to be over, for us to regain our freedom.

    I guess they didn't succeed with framing me for murder or a pedofile, so now there appears to be another strong push to have me misdiagnosed with some sort of "mentally illness." Its always something lately! And I pray for it to all end soon. I have honestly taken about all I can stand. I am now doing everything possible to keep myself isolated from the covert harassment part, so that all I have to deal with are the various types of microwaves...etc. These are more than enough.

Update; (5-17-2014) This chemical hit was a bit harder than most. It was proceeded by the usual coughing by covert harassment group members, as they walked by (as well as a chemical smell). . .and is now proving to be a serious challenge. My appetite is almost non existent. My lungs still hurt and heave. My bowel movements are liquid and bright yellow. The past few days also delivered almost steady torture levels of microwaves shot into my brain. All of these things as well as the persistent fever (between 99.8 and 103) has weakened me to a point where I am concerned. And as we all know, hospitals are not safe places for targeted individuals, who no longer have an honest primary care doctor to over-see things. I'm praying and doing energy work on myself. Its all I can do at this point.

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Sharon Rose Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057

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Wednesday, May 7, 2014; The Edges

I've walked to edges of lethal plans
And pried my mind to understand
Cruelties hidden in this darkest night
While souls crumble beneath the fight.
I can't do it - I can't understand
How cold has grown the Heart of man.
Mine cries hard beneath a mask,
In pains too huge to complete the task,
While being held in a prison strong
And surrounded by too much wrong.
Free us, God - please free our souls
So we can let the rest of it go.





Tuesday, May 6, 2014; Go with them or get framed!

    Around a grueling episode of being convince that my mother is still alive, and my leaping through hoops that brought me to Virginia and Connecticut, it also appears that I am being surrounded by threats to frame me if I do not willingly go with those who target me.
    They still appear to be trying to discredit me through what appears to be attempts to frame me for being sexually inappropriate with a child. For about a year now, they put me through periods of puppets following me around with children. They have had puppets yell out, "What did you do to him," and "Its coming" and have even tried to have puppet parents send their children to climb onto my lap to try to reach my computer. (This happened at a McDonalds a few months ago.)
    Although I have never done such a thing and never would, I am concerned because I do know how powerful the mind control stuff can be on unaware victims. . .and I do know that they can do weird things with directed energy weapons. (I have been sexually assaulted by them myself!)
    I am concerned for myself and who ever they may use to accomplish harming me with this sort of thing. I'd also had a dream, (in 2005) which forewarned of my being framed for a sex crime. (I pray that my exposing this helps it to not happen.)
    Though I feel that I have been able to avoid their set ups, there is still a chance that they could just totally fabricate something, even if I do not allow them to have a child climb into my lap, in order to make it appear possible.
    The heat is on right now! They just tried what appeared to be a framing for something while trying to get me to go to places where they claimed my mother was at - a hospital and a residence. I did not completely fall into their traps - I did not follow their orders to walk into the house..., but I am also in a situation where it is difficult to remain under security cameras or remain on guard- anticipating their next scheme. . .every minute of every day.
    I am in deep need of protection from the targeting, which has vamped up into extremely uncomfortable levels. Today, after I again refused to go with them, they said, "OK" as if it means I am in for more hell.

more may be added later. So much is happening right now that I am too overwhelmed. Its been one blow after another for the past few weeks! They are pelting me with one thing after another. I'm emotionally exhausted.

P.S. (revised 5-7-2014) It also appears that there have been attempts to frame me for murder. They have been accusing me of murder as well. I pray for Light and Truth to win. I wrote the previous post as I realized that it REALLY is possible that my mother is still alive, due to the nature of the targeting and the pattern, (which I know too well) of their torturing us and then trying to leap in and rescue us. Its really a sadistic form of abduction, which they seem to feel that they can excuse by calling our choice. I feel that my mother was a Targeted Individual and that she went through a similar process to what I've been being put through, but she did not have the angels that have been helping to expose this crisis since the 1970s. I have deeply prayed and placed it in God's hands.

P.S.S. I put a report in to a police department and the FBI. . .and am wondering if my dreams about a page and a recording being changed are what is now happening. It seems so. Am putting this in God's hands also. There seems nothing I can effectively do at this time.

This is a hell of a battle! (pun intended) May Light/Love win.




April 27, 2014: Please Come Back

They torture and torment us
Until we can not take anymore,
Then aim to force us
Through their dark door.

How many alive are thought to be gone?
How many shoved into that lethal "home"?

They are the angels we now need
To step out and stop the bleed.
Beneath the lethal microwave's pill
Our hearts Truly love them still.

Please come back.


P.S. Over and over again I have experienced my car being disabled and/or being hit with excruciating levels of microwaves and laser weapons just before people zoom in to "help me." It appears that those who target us also zoom in to "rescue" us - lifting us from our lives the way we live them. What would happen next? I am not sure. But a recent dream showed that doorway being dark.

In 2010, after I had begged for help from a man who worked in homeland security, he set up a meeting with me and a psychoanalyst, and the night before I was due to meet him I had a dream, which showed that I'd be shoved into a situation where I was given a new identity and living with, and working for, one of their operatives who never lets me earn enough to get back onto my own feet or leave.

This process of hiding us away appears to be to eliminate witnesses without killing or framing us, because its cleaner for them, although possibly worse for us.

I believe that this has probably happened to many targeted individuals, and that many have leaped, thinking that there is genuine help, as I tried to do last year. And I wonder if they ever realize that their "help" is just another level of being trapped in a program that surely continues controlling them.

I also wonder how many long term victims are helping to target us? And will they find their hearts enough to return and testify for the sake of all of humanity? I hope so. I pray so. Our salvation is in their hands more than ours. (Those who are already dieing or ill can more safely return. Come back. Please come back.)

P.S.S. At this point in time I am under what appears to be the choice to be either put in jail or an institution for some drummed up crime or illness. . .or to go with them - disappear. . .possibly to even be presumed dead. And I pray that this turns into a more positive direction, because they are also threatening to kill me, and I am feeling more physically ill again lately. Recent threats were delivered yesterday through stalking group members, who yelled out, "I'm going to die" and "There is no escape." I did report this to the local police, but, as usual, there is nothing they can do.




April 25, 2014: What Can I Say?

If I said, "I've been surveilled and microwaved since 1974, would you assume I am lying or care to hear more? If I told you the Truth would you believe or stand with criminals who lie and deceive?

If I said, "I am hurting more than words can say," would you care or turn the other way? If I said, "I can not take anymore of the pain - anymore of the microwaves shot into my brain," would you protect me from further trauma or just sit back and call it "drama"?

If I cried, "no more!" to the covert harassment - to the constant psychological abuse, would you push for a refrain or cut more loose?

If I cried and screamed to release my pain, would you hold and comfort me or call me "insane"?

If you knew what is happening would you do what is right - would your heart stand up in the light or would you let silence prolong this darkest night?

If I begged for financial help, with a trembling desperate hand, would you assume I'm a "con" or care to understand?

Its all True, but I hold no proof. What can I say? I need to know. I'm not OK. I need this to go a better way.




April 23, 2014: Newly Revised 4 Page Heart Bud

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Yup, I edited it again - a constant thing I do due to the targeting interfering with my writings, even from within myself. I have been brought to a stand still with the commercial printing and distribution of the Heart Bud, which is why I cut it down into a less costly 4 page special edition. Please help ALL of us through either printing and distributing it or through sending donations to

Poetic Publications (Heart Bud)
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Mont Vernon, NH 03057

THANK YOU.

Sight of the Heart Bud

As for me; Not so well still. Heavy psychotronics all day today, with high pitch ring in ears. Have to focus hard to do anything. Feel like a zombie. God help us.




April 21, 2014: A Bit Overwhelmed

I have been through so much that I sometimes seem to drift into denial about some things, until something jolts be back to the ugly reality I am living. I've recently had a few of those jolts. Two ministers who have helped me have recently told me that they just experienced deaths of someone they were close to. Is it just more coincidences? I guess those who'd want to cover for the criminals would say so. But, inflicting the death of a loved one appears to be a pattern in the sadistic targeting process. Apparently, if they put a person into a state of shock or overwhelm it is easier to sucessfully mind control them. Jim Keith explains this process in his book, "Mind Control World Control." Please do what you can to help the lathal targeting to be stopped.

And please print and share this new condenced 4 page special edition of the Heart Bud;

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THANK YOU.


How am I? Not so well. I'm hanging in here though. I find that, since last spring I am too overwhelmed to keep up with posting all that happens to me. Sometimes I am blocked from the web also. But today I was microwaved to the point of draining the battary in both my phone and my computer at the same time as inflicting the usual types of microwaved pain in my head. Thus far, this is actully a fairly good day in comparison to many, though.




April 20, 2014: Wisdom 101

    Idea inspired by the attitudes of those who target me and seem to think so highly of holding a college degree. I am surprised that our universities do not teach the basic wisdom that is required, in order for us to function properly in humanity.
    This morning, after a little run in with four perpetrators, I blasted those who hold me under surveillance and try to degrade me. It felt good to vent at a time when I needed to blow off some steam. And I thought I'd also share a bit of what I said here.
    I imagined a college course called "Wisdom 101" which would include basic, and sadly fading, old fashion teachings on the following subjects.

1. Respect for Fellow Human Beings; How to respect other people's right to private, peaceful enjoyment of their own lives. Learning non-intrusive behaviors.

2. Turning Inward; Learning to tune into and follow our own Hearts and Wisdom, instead of dictatorships. Allowing peaceful time to think and process our life experiences so that we can make wise choices.

3. Personal Growth; Learning how to embrace our feelings - our basic human nature, so that we do not become like dysfunctional, mechanical robots.

4. Standing up for What We Believe In; How to find the courage to stand up for what we feel is right, even in the face of opposing forces.

    Wouldn't it be nice if universities grow to the point of including a course like this as a prerequisite to ALL degree programs? I think so. Perhaps this technological holocaust would not even exist if more of us were encouraged to honor these basic, common suggestions for ourselves as well as others.
    I know - I know - many may laugh and see this as my being "too idealistic" again, but how can things ever get better if we do not have ideal ideas or goals?




April 15, 2014: A Confusing Criptic Mess

This whole covert targeting mess is more confusing than confusing can get. The more I try to figure it out the more confusing it gets. My brain has such a difficult time with the whole covert language that it seems to make things more difficult for me when I even try. My way of being, and the covert war's way of operating, are complete opposites. Due to my lack of understanding I have no doubt that I've been wrong about some things and that there have been times when I publicly shared either more or less then I should. But its always been honestly how I felt or thought at that time. So I hope that those whom I may have offended or hurt, can forgive me and understand that it has not been intentional. I am sure that, in the process of figuring things out, particularly in 2011 and 2012, I had suspected some of the wrong people and trusted some of the wrong people and assumed some of the wrong things. Some of which I am still unsure of. But, I am finding that there is peace in letting some things go and realizing that, like I had stated earlier,
We are all just victims of hell
Surely me, but them as well

I know that I have asked many times, and hate to have to ask still, but I am in such a desperate need of people finding the Heart to send me levels of financial help that can help me to survive and continue my work for all of us. I need at least enough for a more livable vehicle. . .and do not want to be sent a vehicle, due to the fact that perpetrators have done this before, which opens doors to new forms of hell, literally. Financial help is the ONLY kind of help I need. I am still being heavily targeted and it feels like my only hope is to get financial help from my fellow human beings. I really do need huge monetary miracles. This is not a scam. It was True when I started asking and it is more true now. Please let your Heart help me as much as you can.

Help can be sent with "Green Dot" refill cards, which are available at Wall-Mart and CVS...etc., and also with money orders, checks, cash or Pay Pal. PLEASE find the heart to help me and trust that I am responsible enough to use it wisely.


Sharon Rose Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA





April 15, 2014: The Prayer Bell

I rang it hard - rang it strong
For all that remains too wrong.
Once for the sake of liberty
And once for us to be set free.
After I'd finished, it rang on its own
A faint and stead wind swept tone.
Liberty heard and adds even more
Until our hearts can be restored.


Inspired by the Wells Harbor Prayer Bell, which I rang out a prayer on. I hope to share more about this "prayer bell," as soon as I can figure out how to send pictures from by phone to a computer.




April 14, 2014: On the Run

    Has my home state turned against me? Puppet messages today, insinuate that NH police are looking for me and had set up a road block...etc. I do not know why, but I know that there have been repeated attempts to frame me. And I do not know of a police department that would stand with me, instead of going along with the criminals who target us. I do realize that this could be just another terrorizing tactic, but I have left with one dollar in my pocket, in a car that behaves as wounded as I feel. My pain is immense - too immense to fully feel while being microwaved, surveilled and surrounded by members of covert harassement groups (puppets). I had hoped this would go the other way. I had prayed for the miracle that could bring me the help I need and then open doors for the rest of humanity.

P.S. I turned back around an dhave not been arrested so I guess I've not been framed for anything and pray I never am.

Most of you are probably programed to disbelieve me and see me as some sort of con artist, but I am going to again ask, so I can feel that I've done all I could; I am in desperate need of financial help. I will use your help for my own survival and my writings for all of us. Will you please find the heart to help me.


Sharon Rose Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA




April 11, 2014: How do I Feel?

    How do I feel? I am being bombarded lately! And I feel indescribably scared and trapped and hurt. . .and frustrated that no REAL help is here for us yet. I am surrounded and watched every second of every day in a covert hell that grows and threatens and terrorizes and ridicules and misjudges. . .and it can only get worse from this point, unless a HUGE miracle happens.
    Lately, every day seems to bring a new twist in this nightmare. Aside from the lasering of my eyes and brain in new ways, recent threats are to disable me, kill me, own me, arrest me...etc. The "help" still seems to only want to label us and shove us into ignorant, text book, psychiatric care, instead of Truly helping us. This is a grim situation!
    The pain I feel for us (myself included) is indescribable and I honestly do not know how much longer I can survive this.
    I feel angry that honest parts of our own media and law enforcement have not stood up for us, and that we are being forced to try to accomplish THEIR jobs WHILE BEING TORTURED, in order to help inform the public, save the masses of lives that are being destroyed, (including our own!) while gathering evidence and trying to prove that these crimes Truly are happening. Our efforts are so tortured and sabotaged, by those who target us, that the results seem too small to let hope remain lit. The pain and hell we are experiencing truly is completely indescribable. I'm sure that most people (even those who are aware) can not even immagine this horrible reality, which freely continues and grows.
    My heart still feels that the criminals will not win - that enough of humanity will eventually find the Heart and the Courage to fully stand up and start bringing an end to this holocaust. But will it happen in time for me? Is there hope for me? Can anyone care enough about me? It appears not, at this point. Those who could be helping me have not been allowed to do so in the ways that are needed most. But I feel that those who are aware of what is happening will eventually learn to care enough about themselves and their own loved ones, in order to stand up, expose and end this hell for those who are still alive or functioning at that point in time. And this is my consolation.

Please help humanity - copy and share this special edition of the Heart Bud;
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April 11, 2014: Mind Reading?

    In 2012 I'd read reports, which state that the latest advancements in mind control technologies have mind reading capabilities. I've been reluctant to fully believe that this is possible. It sounds a bit too outrageous. However, it appears that it is indeed happening. I have noticed many times, in the past year, when those who target me seem to be responding to my thoughts.
    In a projected dream, I had last night, an old friend said, "If you so much as THINK about mind control it will start a process." (This is a typical covert type of message that never fully describes exactly what will happen. . .leaving us to wonder and worry and never fully understand what or why or how...etc.)
    Yesterday I got a message, through a puppet at a grocery store, which said, "I'm so excited! I have a new computer. It works a lot better." In the past week (or so) I've had new unusual types of targeting in my brain, aside from the targeting of my eyes. It does indeed appear that the technologial part of the targeting has vamped up into new levels.

    If the intrusive criminals who do this to us foolishly think they can know us through reading their computer's interpretations of our thoughts we are in serious trouble, because they can not know our hearts, and what is in our hearts is often different from our random thoughts or ideas.




April 10, 2014: Blindness - More Than Just a Threat

    My eyes are being lasered or microwaved, in an unusual way, lately. I get a lot of burning sensations in my eyes, and a dull aching behind them, when I am being microwaved. My temp often drops to around 97 when this happens. And my eye sight is suddenly worsening, in the past week. I believe that those who target me are in the process of making me blind. I had a few dreams forewarning of this. And a few of the puppets recently tried to appear blind. This is happening along with what appears to be a threat to put me in wheel chair - to disable me. This is more than just a threat. This is in the process of happening right now!

P.S. The lasering of my eyes backed off after I posted this and then vamped back up a couple days later. Its going back and forth. It creates intense pain across my forehead and behind my eyes as well as blurred vision and stinging in my eyes.




April 7, 2014: Psychological Labels Sweep Crimes Under Tables

    A strong perpetration push for aware Targeted Individuals has been to label us with some sort of false text book diagnosis, (like "mentally ill" or "PTSD" or "paranoid schizophrenia"). This has not happened to me, but the threat of it has been there since 2005. The set ups for these labels are started early in the lethal targeting process, often through the brainwashing of family members. The labels allow the targeting to remain hidden and freely continuing, which can hurt us in ways that are even worse than the actual technological and harassment parts of the targeting, because it prevents needed acknowledgment and validation of crimes that ARE indeed being committed against us. It can also rob us of trust in ourselves and the hope that this nightmare will ever end for any of humanity. The labels, and the threat of applying them, are a lethal part of the targeting process.
    Please understand that labeling/crushing us merely enables these crimes to continue hurting increasing numbers of people. There is not much hope for any of us until the rest of humanity finds the Heart and the Courage to face and help expose the FULL Truths around the technological targeting.
    I pray for this, now more than ever, because its the secrecy and the silence around these crimes that make them grow. They need to be exposed and stopped. Please find the Heart to do what is right instead of adding to our pain. Please find the heart to face this devastating reality and then find the courage to stand up and help bring it to an end.




April 6, 2014: Sunrise

    I feel much better today. Yesterday I experienced extreme levels of fatigue following the last severe weapon attack. It was all a bit too intense and painful! But this round is over, thank God...literally. I pray for the day when none of us will be experiencing any sort of technological targeting, especially not the torture levels that too many of us are inflicted with. Its just all too horribly wrong! This Truly is a Technological Holocaust. Though my situation often feels hopeless, my heart keeps remembering the phrase I wrote into the Personal Journals. . .

The sun will rise on all of humanity
As we embrace our Hearts
And set Love free.

    My vision, of the manifestation of this, now begins with enough of humanity finding the Heart to face the scope of these crimes and then finding the Courage to stand up, expose them and stop them. Please do it. Stand up. Not just for me - for yourself and your own future. Let your Heart stand up and help restore our freedom and the safety that YOUR future needs. Those who are not effected now surely will be if this is allowed to continue.


Please print and share this Heart Bud
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THANK YOU.




April 5, 2014: If I Forget

Around 7pm this evening I began experiencing sharp pains into the top of my head. (worse than ever before) Along with this came a message, which said, "IfI4get."  Are those who target me just trying to terrorize me or are they lasering my brain with an aim for damage that would effect my memory? I don't know enough about anatomy to be sure. But judging by the strange pain in my head, it appears that something is not right and not good. This started out being sharp piercing pains that slowly became stronger, on the middle, top of my head (slightly to the left side) until my whole head aches. A burning sensation in my eyes has now begun. I feel scared! Send your prayers please - prayers for this horrible targeting to be honestly exposed and ended before too much more damage is done. . .for all of us. . .for all of humanity. Please.

P.S. As I posted this the pains began to subside, which is a regular pattern with the targeting. They hit me hard and then back off when I publicize it. Its a hell of a roller coaster ride. (pun intended) I'm still nursing my aching head and praying that the attack does not vamp up again.




April 4, 2014: My Upper Chest is Being Microwaved

It feels like my upper chest is again being heavily microwaved, this morning! It also appears that my car is being hit in ways that are causing me to get electric shocks from the door handles. As I delivered the Heart Bud the door handle on the driver side of my car suddenly broke, all by itself! I was shot with some sort of laser weapon two times yesterday, which caused severe pain in the right side of my head and neck. (Unfortunately, these are not unusual experiences for me.) Since around Novemeber 2013, I've also often been lasered in my vaginal area. . .to the point of causing burns and bleeding sores. It stopped for a while after I first exposed it, but then started back up again. The same was being done to my chest for a period of time last year.

Just an example of what too many of my days are like. My heart cries for us even when my eyes don't. I am still baffled by how this could be happening and continuing in a "free" country. But it is. And its an indescribable hell.

Please download and share the Heart Bud
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March 31, 2014: Whats Happening to the bees?

The poor things just don't resonate with the radio waves (microwaves) we are all being targeted with.

Hello!




March 29, 2014: Alergies or Microwaves?

I read a news cast, which stated that this is to be one of the worst years for alergies. Since alergy-type symptoms are caused by microwaves I wonder if this means that there will be a vamp up. And then there is all the contraversy about what is happening to the bees! The poor things just don't resonate to the radio waves humanity is being targeted with.




March 29, 2014: Heart Bud Special Distribution!

On this first day of deliveries of the newly printed Heart Bud Special, I was swarmed by the evil type of stalkers, and then possibly drugged and surely microwaved, while in a restaurant bathroom. Aside from the typical head and neck pain of the microwaving, symptoms were slow onset of dry mouth, cold feeling in chest and left hand, blurred vision and light headedness. It all disipated within a couple hours.

Please help humanity - copy and share this special edition of the Heart Bud;
www.heartbud.com/HeartBudSpecial.pdf




March 28, 2014 (3pm): My car was disabled!

After a puppet said, "the battery gets drained," my good battery suddenly left me stranded in a parking lot. This is not the first time I have experienced microwave weapons draining a battery, in order to leave me stranded. (This was happening in 2008 - 2012 even with new battaries, and in two different vehicles!) I am still living in my car, so this creates distressful situations. My car is all I have, and its the safest place for me to be, while the targeting continues. I pray that this is not the start of another batch of the sort of hell I experienced with my car being remotely disabled for SIX MONTHS last year. I have been begging for financial help for so long that I'm surprised the levels of help I need, in order to take better care of myself and continue my work FOR ALL OF US, has not happened. It appears that those who target me control how much help I get also. Many have helped me enough to sustain my plight, and I DEEPLY appreicate this, but my plight remains very difficult. I am still in desperate need of financial help for both myself and My work. Please let your heart help me.
Sharon Rose Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057



P.S. My car started after I posted this and returned to it. I had decided to refrain from personal posts on the web, but last year when I did this is when new batches of hell, with the disabling of my car began. It appears that this may be happening again! Exposing what is being done to me, as well as threats against others, seems the only protection we have at this point. So, I'll keep you posted. Recent threats are to destroy my car and harm me - make me ill.




March 25, 2014: I am being Hit Really Hard!

I'm getting severe weapon attacks to my head lately! I am in fear of permanent brain damage. I am also getting what appears to be threats against my family, particularly my uncle JR and my father. My uncle suddenly became ill as the threats came in! Please help and pray and do all you can to expose the microwave targeting of humanity.

Again, please share this special edition of the Heart Bud
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This is a shortened issue that can be printed for less and reach more people. Please help in this process of bringing public awareness to the criminal use of radio wave technologies. Please help with the printing and distribution through doing it yourself or sending donations to. . .

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Thank you.

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P.S. How I feel about the threats; Though my heart cries for all of us, I have had to pull my chin up, over and over again, and realize that this is a war - a lethal covert war and we are fighting for freedom for all of humanity. Thousands of us are being held under constant satellite surveillance, tortured and destroyed in the cruelest of ways. (I'm sure that most of you can not even imagine what we are going through) Countless thousands of others are unaware victims of remote technological medical and/or psychological experimentation. And I think it is safe to say that most of humanity is already being harmed, in varying degrees, by remotely inflicted radio waves, for the purpose of behavior modification.

Becoming silent and letting the criminal targeting continue is just not a healthy option. I feel, to the core of my being, that ALL of humanity is in grave danger if we do not find the heart and the courage to stand up against these lethal crimes, no matter how many of us get harmed in the process. This is the way with wars - we fight for our freedom even though we may lose those who stand in the front lines. But I believe that the front line has already gone down, much has already been exposed, and we now have a chance to win this battle, if we stand up and listen to our hearts above all else.

I am in the most difficult situation and feel that I have no choice. I am already being slowly destroyed with psychotronic and microwave weapons. What I am being put through is indescribable. I may also die if I continue with my writings, but I feel that I have to do it anyway, because there is no hope for the future of humanity, if we all keep ducking under and following the darkness that is now in control and is trying to prevent us from exposing and stopping it. PLEASE find the courage to stand up also - PLEASE LISTEN TO YOUR HEART ABOVE ALL ELSE.




March 24, 2014: Psychotronic Suction - the Worst Kind of Death

    Far worse than a physical death. . .is the process of
stealing/destroying the creative/spiritual part of our brains.

(A symptom of psychotronic suction is the inability to do creative visualization.)


    Many of us are victims of the world's worst 'mad scientists' - and if the rest of humanity does not quickly find the HEART, and the COURAGE, to face this devastating reality, and stand up to help expose it and bring it to an end, the results will be almost unthinkable, literally, for ALL of humanity.

    I know that this will be the hardest thing for people to believe, but I have had prophetic dreams, which show technologies that can actually suck the life force energy out of us. . .and that this is being done to people, possibly primarily those who are gifted in certain ways - either spiritually or intellectually.
     What do they do with our essence/energy? I do not know the full story. But, according to my insights, they are storing our energy in large glass tubes at some sort of science facility.
    How do we convince enough people that psychotronic weapons not only exist, but can also do far more dangerous things than mind control? How do we get people to realize that built into at least some satellites are the most dangerous things that humanity will ever have to face and be protected from? And FACE IT we MUST, because allowing this to continue is worse than allowing mass murders or any other form of physical torture. This silent and relentless destruction of the very essence of our being is so horrible that words seem ineffective in the process of trying to describe it. Hitler's holocaust was almost nothing compared to this.
    Last summer I'd hit a point of realizing the FULL scope of this part of psychotronic weapon attacks. . .and then was targeted so heavily that I forgot until last night, when I was again forced to face this devastating reality.

     I beg you to do everything you can to help prevent
these crimes from continuing, RIGHT NOW!


    In the past couple years I have talked to other Targeted Individuals who seemed so mechanical and so void of feelings that I assumed they were perpetrators. I was partially wrong. It appears that part of their brains have already been removed/destroyed and that they are were victims first. And only God knows how many unaware people this has happened to. Probably far more than those who have become aware. (I remember my oldest sister stating that she was not able to visualize anything. . .and this is one of the symptoms of psychotronic suction. It literally removes the creative/spiritual part of our brain.)
    I have never had any problem with visualizations, in fact I've been extremely creative, all my life. This has been my salvation through this targeting - I close my eyes and See God's Light shining down on me. But lately it feels like that part of me is fading away, especially at times like yesterday when I was hit hard with psychotronic weapon attacks. This and other forms of warnings are revealing the gravity of this situation.
    I have never felt so scared and so trapped and so hurt in my life! I know of no one who'd believe me or be able to help me in the ways I need it. There seems no way out of, and no protection from, this destruction process, where those who target us are also the ones who zoom in to "help." Last year I repeatedly leaped into what appeared to be avenues of covert help, but all of them lead to dead ends, which added to the harassment, through filling me with disappointment and confusion, and sent angry messages that seemed to come from jealousy and competitiveness instead of True help, over and over again. . .until I had to let go of the whole process, in order to preserve my own sanity. (Lately they told me that the person who was trying to help me gave up on me, but I think this is also probably just to make me feel as abandoned as the rest of the whole perpetrating "help" process had already accomplished.)

My situation is no longer a process of me only trying to help humanity to see and care and do something to help ALL of us. Its become a fight for my own life that I have no tools or defense for and this is more frustrating than words can even begin to express. (I'm thinking that perhaps meditation will help, but doing this while being targeted is a challenge to say the least.)
    I am in need protection from ALL aspects of the targeting, including the harassment and confusion and anger inducing program that is performed by localized covert harassment groups, because they heavily aid this destruction process.
    While my heart and soul cries, this morning, my mind is asking questions; How do we get help when people assume that we are "just mentally ill" or that its all just "drama" or fabricated or "science fiction" or too 'out there' to believe? This is the common Targeted Individual dilemma. Even if these technologies were realized, who can believe those of us who have already been so heavily terrorized that an intentional "cry wolf" scenario has been created, in order to prevent help while they zoom in for the final kill? Are there any people, aside from primary Targeted Individuals and perpetrators, who can FULLY understand the scope of what is happening to us, and that it is FAR WORSE than just psychological harassment, attempts at mind control or physical death? How many more of us will be inconspicuously destroyed before our media and governments realize what is happening and can care to stand up for us as well as themselves? How long? I had a dream, which said, "A door will open for you AFTER they finish removing something from you."

P.S. This morning I realized that last year, when I shared this information with those who have me under surveillance, was when I got hit hard with extremely angry and jealous messages as well as vamped up targeting that got so severe that I forgot it. Some of those messages were, "I am doing my thing first," as I was blocked from the internet. And "I want credit," and accusations of my "looking for fame" or recognition...etc. It appears that one of the perpetrators was the one who REALLY wanted to steal credit. How sad that this heartless competition exists at such a time. . .and that it is just hurting us more.
     I am getting a lot of threats lately. Among the most recent, "She's going to die in a room" and "They want to rename my street coffin street." And the sad Truth is that its already been happening - the worse kind of death - the theft/destruction of the most important part of my brain and it may soon be too late to save me from it. I feel so hurt that it soars beyond words.
    I feel like I have only two choices - to go into the woods (eliminating the localized harassment part of the targeting) and see if I can combat this on a spiritual level. . . or keep going in circles waiting for the monetary miracle that would help me to bypass the sabotaging of my work, so that I can take off with the Heart Bud and help inform the rest of humanity until enough of us find the Heart and the Courage to openly STAND UP and help stop these crimes. I have decided that I must do the best I can to continue with the Heart Bud, although it appears completely impossible at this point. Would you please help me to help humanity?

Below is a shortened eight page "special edition" of the Heart Bud that can be printed for less. . .




March 14, 2014: Please print and share this special edition of the Heart Bud

www.heartbud.com/HeartBudSpecial.pdf

This is a shortened issue that can be printed for less and reach more people. Please help in this process of bringing public awareness to the criminal use of radio wave technologies. Please help with the printing and distribution through doing it yourself or sending donations to

Poetic Publications (Heart Bud)
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA

Thank you.

The Perpetrator Delays
The new used computer I bought is being infiltrated (from the start it seems) and I am not being allowed to access my blog through it. This seems to be part of an effort to delay postings of my writings and ideas, because delays are also happening when I post on my websites - the updates are not shown unless the page is refreshed. According to this and dream I had, a man, who is targeting me, is plagiarizing my ideas, insights and writings, in order to steal credit for himself. My dreams showed this being a man whom I had already named to police...etc. I pray that he finds his heart and learns to connect to his own wisdom so that he can refrain from stealing that of others. (Please do so, DG.)

In the past week I am getting threats of being made "very sick." My work continues to be sabotaged through my own computer and the web. Web searches of this site are now suddenly only showing one page and not the index as it used to. The same is happening with my blog. This feels too horribly unfair. Sometimes I feel scared, but I prefere to die standing up against these crimes, instead of letting the bully's win. I'm not backing down. I can not do much right now, but am doing what I can. PLEASE let your Heart do the same.

Heart Bud Site Those who are targeting me, as well as the rest of humanity, are now preventing the public from viewing my websites by allowing only the "gang stalking" page of this site to show up on web searches. They have done the same thing to my blog; www.sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com Updates on my web pages are also being hidden from public view. The refresh button has to be pressed in order to see the current pages. These sudden web changes took place on March 14, 2014.




March 12, 2014: What is most important:

The microwave and psychotronic weapons that are being used on us are hurting us in EVERY way. Perhaps the worst is the way in which it is preventing personal and spiritual growth, as I have stated before. This crisis needs to be exposed and stopped before any sort of recovery can begin taking place. This applies to EVERY person who is being targeted, myself included. We need your help. We need your Hearts to stand up and bring an end to this holocaust.




March 12, 2014: My spiritual Belief:

There appears to be some controversy and a lot of judgments surrounding me, WHILE I am still being targeted - tortured with microwave and psychotronic weapons! So I will make this statement just so that where I stand is clear to those who are judging at such a time.

Through all these decades of my mind and life being severely interfered with, especially when I was unaware of being targeted, my mind had felt confused about a lot of things, especially religion. This is reflected in my writings and in my spiritual searching throughout my life. But my Heart has held strong in this Wisdom that comes directly from God. . .

I believe in forming a strong DIRECT relationship with Love/God/Light through our own HEARTS. I believe in working at healing/opening our HEARTS, in order to deepen our connection with God. I do not believe in strictly following ANY man made religion. I believe in casting aside other people's perceptions and judgments and following ONLY that ONE highest source of Love/Wisdom, which comes through our HEARTS directly from God. I stand strong as stone on this even if you judge me and keep torturing me and kill me. Period.






March 11, 2014: The Burden of Proof::

    Thus far the burden of providing proof, and of exposing the crimes of technological targeting and covert harassment, has fallen upon the weary tortured shoulders of Primary Targeted Individuals, as if we do not already have too much to deal with.
    I feel that, in order for this critical situation to begin being remedied for ALL of humanity, the rest of humanity is going to have to find the HEART to take on more of that burden.
    Every Primary Targeted Individual is surrounded by witnesses - we are all surrounded by aquaintances and/or family members who have witnessed unusual chains of odd events, like brake failures on vehicles, tire blow outs, belongings moved in homes, unexplainable medical problems, unusual chains of deaths, unusual emotional swings, constant chaos at strategic times...etc. The problem right now is that those who were closest to us are unaware mind control victims. Some have even been recruited into the targeting program.

These witnesses are being called to find the HEART, and the courage,
to stand up and prove these crimes to for the rest of humanity.

    I believe that more of them will stand with us, instead of with the criminals who are targeting humanity, as soon as the main stream media starts exposing the technologies that are being criminally used on ALL of us.




March 11, 2014: We should NEVER have to prove that we are not "just being paranoid!":

     Over and over again we (Targeted Individuals) are being placed into situations where we are forced to prove our sanity/innocence instead of being believed and protected. There is something horribly wrong with this picture!
    We should NEVER have to prove that we are not just being paranoid, because the covert nature of the crimes makes it nearly impossible to prove under today's judicial standards! And most of us have been sabotaged into financial destruction that can not afford the technologies needed for proof. It should be assumed that we are telling the Truth unless SOLID evidence proves otherwise - we should be allowed to be innocent unless proven guilty. Hard core criminals have this right. Why are victims of covert crimes not allowed the same objectiveness? Do we not already suffer enough?

Inspired by yet another email calling for Targeted Individuals to prove their cases.




March 11, 2014: A New Message in an Old Story:

Inspired by the state of our Hearts
http://heartbud.blogspot.com/2014/03/my-version-of-story-i-heard.html

www.heartbud.com




March 10, 2014: Examiner Acknowledges Need of Help from Media:

    On the Examiner Lolita Nikolova Acknowledges Targeted Individual's need of media help with exposing the targeting, www.examiner.com/article/sharon-rose-poet-calls-for-media-interest-targeted-individuals

    I was glad to see this statement on the post; "The world needs more attention on the targeted individuals since absence of response makes the aggressive perpetrators confident that they will remain invisible for the legal system." This is so true. Over and over again I have been shocked by how the perpetrators relentlessly continue torturing us and seem to think that they will never be caught. They know that the silence in our media supports them in the process of destroying us. The silence sometimes hurts more than the crimes. I pray for the mainstream media to start focusing on exposing the devastating reality of these crimes, so that hope for them to stop can grow.




March 10, 2014: A Dedication to the HEART of Humanity:

The Seven Original Personal Journals in one book

    Around the year 2005 I published seven issues of the Personal Journal under the name of Namatari. The mission of the Personal Journal was so heavily targeted that they were discontinued and parts of them brought into different formats that seemed less susceptible to the targeting. This book contains all seven of the original Personal Journals.

Freely Download this Book
www.poeticpublications.com/booktpj7web.pdf

(The Heart Bud grew from the Personal Journals)

    The most dangerous part of the microwave targeting of humanity is the ways that it is blocking and/or preventing the natural process of personal and spiritual growth. It is imperative that we not only expose and stop these crimes, but also aim to preserve our hearts so that we can grow into all that we were meant to be.

The Heart Bud Blog
www.heartbud.blogspot.com

Visit this new page on Targeted in America
www.targetedinamerica.com/heartofhumanity.htm




February 28, 2014: Shot by Satellites!:

Shot by Satellite
   This is a hell of a winter to be living in a car! (pun intended) But I'm still alive. It appears that my statements about the microwave targeting comming from satellites is triggering anger in those who target us. My computer was destroyed as I tried to add this to the Heart Bud, a while ago. And now that I have added it to the one page paper I pass out, things are getting a bit heated again.
   I'm getting angry outbursts from gang stalkers, 5 dead animals on the road I traveled this morning, heavy microwaves through the past three nights, and steady painful torture levels of microwaves aimed into my head through this morning!
   How do I know that some of the electronic harassment is indeed coming directly from satellites? The answers are many, but three are; 1.) the melted circles on the rear window of my car when I am being hit at night (while sleeping in the back seat) Beyond my body and the point where the microwaves are entering my vehicle is nothing but wide open sky. 2.) When I first started figuring this part of it out, a few years ago, was when a military man pulled into a parking lot next to me and proceeded to yell out, "You keep testing! You know what is going to happen if you don't stand down!" 
   3.) I have also had dreams, which date back to the early 1990s, and reveal attacks (like light beams) from satellites. And my nephew had approached me in 2002 with a dream that showed a "silver box in the sky aiming beams of something" at his twin sister who'd been in the Coast Guard. I had no idea what it meant then, but surely do now. The Truth is the Truth and it needs to be known, because too many are being hurt by criminal use of these technologies.  Our lives matter too! Its just all too wrong.
   Yes, targeting also takes place from more localized types of microwave weapons. But I think that a lot of it comes from satellites and is performed at strategic times, just to make the target THINK that it is coming from someone, or something, else. I have tested this to the max and am 200% sure of being shot by laser weapons and microwaved from satellites.
 
Please print and pass out these two papers;
www.heartbud.com/hb5intro.pdf


Please also let your Heart send financial help for the Heart Bud and I. . .

Sharon Rose Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA







February 28, 2014: Another Disaster Imposed Upon a Heart Bud Advertiser!:

This morning, I learned that another Heart Bud advertiser's shop was broken into. Dan, at New England Gold Buyers in Portsmouth, NH, had supported the 2008 printing of "Sharon's Bud" as well as the fourth printing of the Heart Bud. And he had recently expressed that he may support a future printing.
  Is this why his shop was hit? I believe it most likely is, because disasters have happened to too many of my advertisers for it to be accurately called a "coincidence."

   I feel so sad for Dan and his family, this morning, because I know too well what this can do to people. Far worse than the monetary loss, in this sort of crime, is the feeling of being violated and robbed of a sense of security and safety. This is the part that keeps on hurting.

  For me, this validates my recent decision to focus more on getting donations for printings, instead of advertisers, although these crimes can only be stopped if I continue until people realize that its not all just "coincidences." Its been so indescribably difficult to continue my work, through obtaining advertisers, while knowing that some of them may be hurt for supporting me.
   Though most of my advertisers seem to only experience the usual rumors and mind control stuff, which makes my work extremely difficult, it appears that my largest supporters are being hit hard. So far one has had water pipes burst above his computer shop, one was held up at knife point, one had a sudden death and sudden unexplainable physical inflictions that lead to two surgeries. And I have not checked with the others out of fear of bring more targeting to them. The Heart Bud is still in need of miracles, in order to continue reaching out to the Heart of humanity.

   Please help pray for these crimes to be stopped and for freedom from covert harassment and electronic tortures to also be restored.

Please print and pass out these two papers:
www.heartbud.com/hb5intro.pdf

Please also send whatever financial help you can. . .

Sharon Rose Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA
Thank you







February 25, 2014: Worldwide Weather Modification Now in Process?:

It appears that weather modification technologies have been used by military and governments through many decades now. Although most civilians are not aware of their existance, they are fully operational and can be used to redirect storms, stall storms, create storms, diminish storms, part clouds, create clouds...etc.

The Discovery of Global Warming


 Weather modification was addressed by the "United Nations General Assembly Resolution  Convention on the Prohibition of Military or Any Other Hostile Use of Environmental Modification Techniques." The Convention was signed in Geneva on May 18, 1977."

UN Document
US Department of state

International concerns in the 1970s proves that these technologies do indeed exist. And common sense says that they were invented to be used.

   A variety of scientists, who are/were monitoring this situation have reported these technologies probably being the true cause of global warming as well as being used to create or redirect storms. The effects can be good or bad, depending on the intentions of the users.
   It appears that the leaders of the eugenics movement, and the criminals who perform mind control on humanity, have access to such technologies. It is even said that the technologies that perform mind control are the same ones that can also do weather modification. Its all done with computerized manipulation of microwaves - radio waves.

I'm no expert on this subject, but I believe those who are, and my insights have shown me that the Alstead, NH flood was instigated by weather modification technologies stalling a storm above an area where a culvert is said to have been plugged. And my insights are also telling me that these technologies may also be used to create other disasters as distractions in areas where a lot of people start becoming aware of the micorowave mind control and eugenics holocaust. (Possibly in the North Eastern USA) HOWEVER, I believe that these disasters, like the global mind control and eugenics based targetings, can be stopped through enough public exposure of these crimes, because the criminal pattern is to back off when too much awareness or proof is about to surface. So spread the word quickly, please.

I have felt that we need a HUGE SUDDEN OUTCRY that includes media and government officials, in order to stop the worst of these crimes. What a horrible shame if not enough people find the Heart and the courage to stand up and expose this quickly enough. Thousands will die and the rest of us will experience something worse, if humanity does not stand up and save itself from this
Technological Holocaust. Do it. For God's sake do it!








February 24, 2014: Calling Your Heart:

Due to being targeted, the Heart Bud is struggling with the process of acquiring advertisers to support printings and distributions. . .and is now being forced to rely primarily on donations. Since this little publication aims to help all of us through the tough times we are facing in our troubled world, I am hoping that you will let your Heart support it. Please help the Heart Bud to help humanity.

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2-25-14: I had a dream last night, which showed those who target me sending a completely controlled woman and her son to try to frame me for something like a child sexual abuse crime. Ironically I walked into a library and a woman who fits the description of one of the women in my dream walked in. I changed computers and guess I am going to sit this out and see what happens.

Yesterday I joined "linkedin" to do a bit of networking and a few perpetrators immediately leaped into my contacts and the site will not allow me to block them. Guess that site is completely controlled now also.

Today, I am being blocked from printing out the pdfs of papers I have on the web as downloads. I do not know if the public is also being blocked from printing them.




February 22, 2014: New Poems:



Covert War
by Sharon Rose Poet

Covert words, worlds and ways are so foreign and confusing
That I fail to understand this game I'm surely losing.

How did it all begin? And when will it end?
Will controlling forces find their Hearts again?

Did they take lessons from Hitler's relations
Or just turn to darkness for cruelty's sensations?

How long will it take for them to fully see
This worst of mistakes and finally set us free?


Knotted Rope
by Sharon Rose Poet

Oh wrap me in Love until it goes away -
The anger, the pain and all that they say.

Fill me with strength to persevere and survive
To do the best I can as long as I'm alive.

Throw me a long line - a strong knotted rope
That I can hold onto when I lose my hope.

Fill my Faith for humanity with a bit for me
And help my weary mind to understand and see.




February 19, 2014: Why do I not "just get a job?":



   Over and over again I have heard this and been judged for not doing things the way people THINK I should or could. And the answer is that; I already have a job - my job is my writings. This is what I was meant to be doing. I should not be forced to give up on my life's work just because I am being targeted. Its the targeting that needs to be stopped rather than my work being stopped, although it surely is being sabotaged. But all the other jobs I've tried get sabotaged as well.
   Due to the targeting, I have aimed for and/or obtained more jobs than I can now count since 2005. I have spent SEVEN YEARS pounding my head against walls of sabotaged job opportunities. Literally EVERYTHING I try to do has been sabotaged either through vamping up targeting on me or those whom I work with or for! The jobs I have obtained have been infiltrated with the types of targeting that has hurt others as much, if not more, than it has hurt me. EVERYONE I get close to gets targeted also, especially those who are not aware of the technological targeting of humanity.
  Through the past few years I have stepped back and evaluated this situation and have gone in circles, over and over again. . .wondering what to do - how to earn a living and do my writings on the side. At one point I had decided that the best job was to drive and keep on the move, in order to avoid some of the targeting. . .so I got a class A CDL license and. . .the hell that door opened could fill a book all by itself. And this is just one example of too many to count. ALL of the jobs delivered heavier levels of targeting (for others as well as myself) than just doing what I am meant to be doing with my life.
   I have no real choice but to just do the best I can with what I have to work with until a miracle happens or I die. I know that in selling advertising for the heart bud, I am risking possible targeting of those who place ads, (and those who target me are blaming me for what they do) but it appears that most of this targeting is just brainwashing and rumors against me.
   In the grand scheme of the targeting of humanity, this seems minor. Every month that passes by, without the targeting being exposed and stopped, means EVEN MORE people being hurt WORLDWIDE. If this lethal targeting with mind control technologies is not exposed and stopped ALL of humanity is in serious trouble. This is what I believe and feel to the core of my being.
   This is a war and the front lines have already gone down - the first ones who let their hearts stand up to expose these crimes have already died. This has happened to so many that the pattern is well established and can not continue without it standing as strong proof of the targeting. And its up to us, to carry on the fight until we win - until the targeting is exposed and our freedom is restored. YES, a few more of us may be targeted and a few more of us may die, but is humanity's freedom not worth it?   
  I hope you find the heart to stop judging me instead of helping me in the ways I need it most. What I have desperately needed is more financial help from people, which is why I have been begging for help since 2005. Thus far the help has enabled me to sustain my plight (living in a car). I HAVE appreciated this although it has not also enabled me to take better care of myself and continue with my work, which helps to expose these crimes for all of us, among other things. Until, or unless I get more help I feel that I must continue to just do the best I can with what I have to work with. The only other alternative seems for me to give up and die. And this is what the criminals who target us want me to do.

Like I have been saying for a long time now. . .I am in desperate need of substancial amounts of monetary help for my own welbeing as well as for printings and distributions of the Heart Bud. Please help me.

Sharon Rose Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA






February 18, 2014:Another Computer Destroyed!:

My computer was destroyed yesterday! It appears that it was microwaved and that I got hit at the same time. This confirms one of the recent inconspicuous threats I'd posted. It crashed after I revised an article on Mind Control and stated that it appears to be done from satellites in the same way that we now get internet from satellites. It also appears that the font on the "mind control" page of this site has been changed to make it almost unreadable, AGAIN! I guess we know what they do not want us to know. I hope they find their Hearts.

P.S. I was able to fix the page at a library.




February 15, 2014: My latest book is now on Amazon:



Technological Holocaust - Targeted in America

Ramblings of a Targeted Individual:




February 15, 2014: The Phone Call:






February 14, 2014: Jesus Lived for Us:






February 12, 2014: Help the Heart Bud to Help Humanity:

www.heartbud.com
The fifth printing of the Heart Bud is struggling to be born and needs your support:
 www.theheartbud.com/hb5intro.pdf

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My struggle to survive the targeting on mental, emotional and physical levels remains intense! I'm still in deep need of substantial amounts of financial help, for my own survival and safety, as well as for printings of the Heart Bud. I am still living in my car and my work is still being sabotaged but I'm doing the best I can, in order to help us all through this holocaust. I need your help. Please help me to help humanity. If you can not afford to send money, perhaps buy a lottery ticket for me or keep your eyes open for someone who wants to get rid of a functional van or RV. Your help will be deeply appreciated.

Sharon Rose Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA






February 11, 2014: Myron Fagan Vanished From my Computer:

A file, which contained information about Myron Fagan, just vanished from my computer. This is significant, because I was in the process of writing an article, which linked together things like Fagan's famous speeches, subliminal messaging in the media - Programing the Nation by Jeff Warrick, microwave weapons being used on humanity and the drugs being found in our public drinking waters being the same sorts of drugs that other reports say aid the success of remotely inflicted microwave mind control technologies, and the ways I've been severely targeted since I talked about military men being brainwashed and toxins being criminally placed in our drinking water...etc. I still fully believe that the USA is in the process of a communistic take-over and that parts of this operation are a dark occult sort of group, which is also covertly continuing a lethal eugenics movement. (Please look past Myron's prejudice and into the core messages in the following recording. The targetings he describes are so similar to many of those I've experienced that it seems like they are being inflicted by the same organization.)

Red Stars Over Hollywood by Myron Fagan 
COPY AND SHARE THIS RECORDING. I'll try to ad more later.

Two of Myron's famous speeches:
 https://archive.org/details/RedStarsOverHollywood-MyronFagan 

Another download of my latest book:
www.heartbud.com/tiaweb.pdf

Also freely download a book of this blog:
Ramblings of a Targeted Individual

Download intro to the fifth printing of The Heart Bud:
http://www.heartbud.com/hb5intro.pdf


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February 11, 2014:The Following:

As I fight to survive more vamp ups in the targeting, with those who sabotage my work while zooming in to pretend to want to "help" me and bring me to what they call "home," my heart keeps crying out, "Our world will start becoming a better place when we ALL more fully follow our own Hearts, instead of other people. . .and when enough of humanity finds the courage to publicly expose criminal use of all sorts of radio wave technologies." and "My only 'Home' is that place where my heart merges with the highest form of Love and Light." and "God reaches us through our Hearts and if we follow our Hearts above all else we will be OK." and "Those who follow others sacrifice themselves in shadows that don't belong to them." and "For God's sake (literally) stop this nonsense and listen to your Hearts..." Its been an intense day!

The ONLY being we can FUNCTIONALLY follow is God and God speaks to us through our Hearts. I choose this direction and I wish the same for all the organized stalking group members who are mind control victims and/or remain blind followers of the darkness that is targeting humanity, especially those who put themselves out there as long term targeted individuals, or as "help" for targeted individuals, while interfering with the process of these crimes being exposed and preventing genuine targeted individuals from receiving GENUINE help.

www.heartbud.com/hb5intro.pdf

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P.S. My computer is being infiltrated and writings interfered with and possibly plagiarized. . .still/again. I also just noticed that most of this page is not being shown on the web - its cut off. But you can find it in this book: Technological Holocaust - Targeted in America




February 9, 2014: Heart Touching Call for Public Awareness:


When I saw this on fb it tugged at my heart so much that I had to share it. 
Does it help you to realize how important it is to expose and stop these crimes? I hope so.





February 9, 2014: A New Book:

I finished and published this book, but it appears to be being blocked. I'll post the link when it becomes available. Until then, here is the information:

Technological Holocaust - Targeted in America
by Sharon Rose Poet
ISBN-13: 978-1490344263
ISBN-10: 1490344268

With this book Targeted Individual, Sharon Rose Poet, aims to help bring public awareness to the illegal utilization of microwave technologies on the global population as well as on specific targeted individuals and families. She has been being threatened, and tortured with microwave weapons, to the point of feeling afraid of losing her life and her website, which is the reason for the creation of this book.




February 9, 2014: Save Her - Don't Let Darkness Enslave Her:

Save Her - Don't Let Darkness Enslave Her
by Sharon Rose Poet

She rose from the ashes of a great nation
To preserve Freedoms torn from foreign relations.

A startling contradiction in deep need of repair
For the broken tribes that were left in despair.

Although she rose through blood, she also deserves
To have foundations mended and dignity preserved.

Dare we let her finish falling into a covert abyss?
Dare we not stand tall for all the Liberty missed?

Dare we raise a flag beyond just half a mast
Before we've fully banished spells that were cast?

Dare we not save her - not let darkness enslave her?
Her constitution bleeds. Our Love is what she needs.

Lets sing a song of Love - citizens holding hands
With our fumbling government until it understands -

Letting our Hearts unite above all the dark commands
Spreading Light through her trembling microwaved hands.

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February 9, 2014: Blocked and Shot:

A few messages I got through organized stalking group members in the past week; "Your not going to be driving." "He died last night. Its your fault." "Sharon the police are not going to be there for you, because you are listed in their data banks as a crazy person."
Yesterday, I was shot in the chest and upper back with lasers, got a lot of computer interference, and now this mornings message that said, "after I am done," as I aim to finish my book "Technological Holocaust" and an article that pulled together Myron Fagon's speeches, ("Red Stars Over Hollywood..."), and my dreams about public water supplies being contaminated with the types of drugs that aid the success of remote mind control technologies...etc. Apparently those who hold me under surveillance are still in competition with my writings and insights and may even still be stealing them and claiming them as their own.

More than ever, humanity is being called to listen to the HEART of it's own instincts and not follow or idolize any other human being - to rise up out of the sheep mentality and pull in its own pow

This page keeps getting cut off by those target me!!!





This is not a "theory." Its a fight for our lives. Its not a matter of if you "believe it" or not -
its a matter of if you are aware and if you can care to help restore our safety and freedom.

World I See

What kind of world can my weary eyes See
What kind of world need grow to be?
A world where kindness picks up paces
To lift broken people from wounded places.
A world where the void of greed and hate
Is filled with Love by the hands of fate,
A world where all is in a state of repair
And none are left in deep despair.


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Copyright 2012 - 2014. Copyrights on various enclosed materials are also held in earlier years. Information on this site is based on my own personal experiences and beliefs and then backed up with links to what I've found for scientific proof. I hope it is helpful to you. Please understand that those who target me sometimes interfere with my writings through infiltrating my computers or microwaving me. I am doing the best I can to keep this site going under indescribably difficult circumstances. So, please look past possible bloops and let your Heart focus on the core issues, which need your attention.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land. s