Testimony of Sharon R. Poet
I am an unheard victim lost beneath the lies.
I am a tortured one - put on a list to die.
I am a rising wounded - begging for your aide,
Becoming a speck of dust in an evil charade.
But I hope this changes soon
Please also read these statements;
This is just a quick overview of my experiences. More can
be found in my websites and book, "Targeted in America."
I am a victim of covert targeting, which utilizes satellite Surveillance, laser weapons, microwave weapons, psychotronic weapons and chemical warfare, as well as a localized covert harassment program. I am also a witness to the effects of technological targeting on many other people. I've been intensely fighting to publicly expose these crimes, so that help can arrive for us, since 2011, under conditions that are indescribably inhumane.
I've experienced terrifying levels of covert targeting in Canada, Peru, Mexico and in over a dozen states in the USA, including Hawaii, Arizona, Utah, California, Nebraska, Florida, Virginia, Tennessee, North Carolina, Maine, Vermont, New Hampshire, Massachusetts and New York.
I was born in America in 1959. Prior to the targeting yanking the rug out from under my feet I was a mother who lived an ordinary life style, owned my own country homes, was a hard worker who ran my own business and had perfect credit. I had a passion for personal/spiritual growth, writing lyrics/poetry and using herbal remedies. I had/have no criminal record and have not engaged in criminal activities. I was certainly not perfect, but was not even close to the kind of person that my government, or anyone else, could even begin to honestly classify as a criminal or a threat to my country or humanity. So I've seriously doubted the theory that this targeting is being done by "the government." The core of it feels more like some sort of sadistic ring of organized crime or a dark occult.
The past few years have been a process of my trying to figure out why and how I am being targeted. . .as well as when it all began. I'm still figuring it out. Between rounds of heavy targeting I've been gradually clicking together puzzle pieces that date back to the 1960s and 1970s, and are scattered through my various writings on the web - my blog and my books.
It is nearly impossible to figure it all out, and write perfect reports, WHILE STILL BEING TARGETED WITH RADIO WAVES THAT INTERFERE WITH MY BRAIN FUNCTION...ETC., but I have been doing the best I can. Please understand that possible discrepancies in my writings are a reflection of this grueling process as well as alterations by those who infiltrate my computers and web sites.
The two big questions that still echo in my mind are, "When did it all start?" and "Why am I being Targeted?" It has been impossible to be 100% sure of much. The most solid things I have to go on are a few dreams I've had about the targeting and memories of odd things in the past that now look like they were probably part of the targeting. Because of a sister who suddenly had unexplainable nerve damage to her eye, and a brother who suddenly forgot how to read in eighth grade...etc., I now feel that my whole family was probably targeted for the purpose of technological experimentation. . .and that I was later singled out for more heavy targeting. . .perhaps because I was less susceptible to the technological mind control part. The targeting against me started out very inconspicuous with, what now appear to be, obvious vamp ups around 1974, 1977, the mid 1980s, early 1990s, 1999 to 2001...etc. Since 2005 its been like a hell that most people probably could not even imagine.
Like most long term Targeted Individuals I have lost functional ties to loved ones who could have helped me, not only to figure it all out, but to also prove that the targeting really is happening. That vital link to primary witnesses and support were broken before I began realizing that the targeting was happening. Literally everyone, whom I had been close to, has also been targeted, some severely (like me) and most of them with technological mind control to brainwash them into thinking that I am just "mentally ill." Some have been used to help target me or have been recruited into the covert program and used in attempts to "rescue"/enslave me as well.
There are several people, whom I had been close to, who have been being heavily targeted/tortured since the early 1990s, when an obvious vamp up took place. At this point some have been killed and/or "rescued" into the very same program that targets us. I actually do not know if any are still surviving it without being fully controlled by it.
I feel like I stand alone at this point. The one old friend, whom I was able to openly talk to about the targeting, appears to be no longer answering his phone. One of his friends had vanished. I am concerned that the targeting may have vamped up on him since I visited him in 2014. I have been worried about him as well as many others, including myself.
Every day is a struggle for me to survive, both physically and psychologically, especially since I have been isolated from loved ones and financially destroyed. I am now living in a vehicle. But worse than this is happening to me. On almost a daily basis I experience technological intrusions into my brain, which range from mostly mild to moderate with occasional extreme levels of painful torture.
I have experienced weapon attacks to other parts of my body, which have produced pain. . .sometimes in the form of heart attack symptoms, especially when I have done something that they do not approve of, like writing about the targeting. Other attacks have produced burns on my legs and chest.
There is a lot of perversion in the targeting. It appears that microwaves can interfere with digestion, urination, libido, anus muscles...etc. And I have experienced obvious rounds of this since the 1990s. (I also knew other victims who suddenly had the similar complaints starting around the same time.)
For a few years after being drugged and raped anally (in 2005), the weapon attacks had inflicted periods of intense vibrations in that area - like to remind me of the abuse, which I was struggling to deal with.
Since around Nov 2013 I have experienced ongoing attacks to my vaginal area, which appear to include laser weapon attacks, chemical attacks and parasite attacks - perhaps morgalones, or possibly some other form of parasite, since the worst of it started after I found small cuts in my skin. The discomfort appears to be enhanced by microwaves directed at that area. The itching, burning, bruising and bleeding sores...etc., are extremely uncomfortable and often painful. This vaginal attack appears to have started due to my spending two days in a motel room with a man who said he was a TI and had offered to help me after my car had been disabled and I was dumped onto the frigid streets. Those who target me seem to think I did some sort of immoral act with him, although we were NEVER, at any point, physically intimate - no kisses, petting or sex - nothing in that arena at all. We slept in separate beds and I am sure that those who target me know this. But this is not the first time that I have been unjustly judged by those who target me. It appears that if they cannot find a genuine excuse to accuse or attack they can just make up stuff, in order to justify it in their own minds. I guess they think they are punishing me, but its all really just completely unjustifiable cruel, intrusive abuse.
Why do I not seek medical attention? That’s another difficult part of the targeting - I have experienced a lot of corruption in the medical field. The targeting has landed me into emergency rooms on many occasions and I have learned that, after my GP died and my medical records were transferred to another doctor, they have been lost and possibly altered. To make a long story short, honest, NON-harmful medical attention cannot be fully counted on for heavily Targeted Individuals like me. . .until the targeting gets acknowledged and exposed and those who participate in it are stopped.
Other forms of targeting, which I have experienced, include covert harassment, which is obviously orchestrated by those who hold me under surveillance. This surveillance includes computerized monitoring of my brain. The "gangstalkers'/puppets are used to walk or drive near me and repeat my words and actions; to inflict verbal degradations and profanity; to perform rounds of loud noises or angry outbursts; to deliver death threats; to help sabotage my relationships, homes and vehicles; to change my phone numbers; to take over old email addresses; to interference with my websites; to spread false rumor campaigns in my communities or work places; to fabricate emails and phone calls; to drug my food, water or surfaces I touch; to drug and rape...etc.
The remote technological mind control part of the targeting seems to be the most difficult for people to believe. But I pray it is realized soon, because it is actually the most lethal part of the long term targeting process. It appears to be happening to far more than just families that are being more heavily targeted. Technological mind control appears to be what makes the rest of the targeting succeed - what makes so many people blindly disbelieve or numbly follow orders to harass me...etc. When I think of the long term effects of technological mind control, I feel scared - not just for myself, my loved ones and citizens of the USA, but also for citizens throughout the globe who are being brainwashed, sometimes even completely controlled, by technologies that are damaging our brains, spirits and souls while preventing the natural process of personal and spiritual growth.
I have experienced four home losses, which I feel were a direct result of the targeting. The home I owned in Loudon, NH was taken by the state of NH DOT through their right of eminent domain. My second home was destroyed in a suspicious fire. I was forced to sell a cabin, which I had owned in New York, due to being followed there by a perpetrator X boyfriend and being targeted by a neighbor who even tried to run me off the road. The Alstead, NH neighborhood I moved to in 2005 was suddenly wiped out in a flash flood, which was caused by an unusual stalled storm and a plugged culvert. (Four of my closest neighbors were killed.) I have been mostly homeless since then.
In the mid to late 1970s I had an odd chain of vehicle accidents, which included one where a vehicle obviously ran me off the road and then took off. Since then I have experienced many rounds of events that appear to be attempts to harm me. But these episodes did not become evident until around 2005 when I started realizing that I was being targeted and began looking back and taking a closer at things that I had previously thought were just a lot of bad luck.
Around 1974, I witnessed some odd behaviors in my patients, and had an odd experience with headaches, while working at the Hillsborough County Nursing Home in Goffstown, NH. The headaches stopped after I quit working there. I was recently told that many long term employees ended up with similar types of cancer. I now believe that this nursing home was being microwaved. . .perhaps also due to technological experimentation. I had initially wondered if the targeting had followed me home from there, but it now appears to have begun before that time. My mother may have been an MKULTRA victim from the Montreal Canada area.
I've had a few dreams that showed something bad happening to me, when I was around 11 years old (in 1970), due to a pale blue coat that was given to me by my fifth grade teacher. Exactly what this could be about is a mystery to me. But I believe that there is something to it.
In the early 1980s I gave birth to two children. One was suddenly breaking out in odd rashes - "heat rashes" the doctor said. (I now believe that it was probably due to microwaves.) My second daughter was born with a minor heart defect and four breasts, which I now believe was caused by the microwave targeting while she was in my womb.
It now appears that, by the early 1990s, my life was being infiltrated by members of what appears to be some sort of dark occult. Their goal appeared to be to take over my home and convert me, and/or gain control over me through coercion and through inflicting emotional pain - surrounding me with discord and one problem or crisis after another.
It appears that mind control technologies and rumor campaigns were used, in order to brainwash some of my loved ones. (I had been close to most of my family and had a lot of good friends and neighbors, prior to the vamp up in the late 1980s and early 1990s.) The manipulations set things up so that I felt like I had to get away from them, in order to stop the chaos and they blamed me for leaving them. Those who could not be turned against me appear to have been heavily targeted and so overwhelmed with their own situations that they can't handle anything else. . .like I am.
I launched into doing my life's work, in the late 1990s, with my second book, "Embracing Feelings." But the finished manuscript was destroyed in a suspicious fire, which raged through my home in 2001. I resurrected it into a book called, "Embracing Sadness" in 2003, but it was never the same.
In 2005 I started a mission through a publication called "the Personal Journal" and was targeted so heavily that I became physically ill and was forced into bankruptcy and into hospital emergency rooms on several occasions. Since then I have struggled to restart my work under different names and in different areas, but with no real success with avoiding the targeting and the sabotaging of my work. Out of these attempts came the "Sharon's Bud" and "Heart Bud" publications along with a few other books. I have been forced to discontinue my sponsored paper publications due to what appears to be serious targeting of those who have sponsored my writings.
By 2006, due to the targeting, I was destitute, had no one whom I could turn to for help or support. I was being microwaved so heavily that I nearly died in the 2006/2007 winter. I began recovering after I moved, changed my name, used the original essiac formula and walked and prayed and cried and wrote through the spring of 2007. This is when I decided to shift my work into a news paper format and wrote the first "Sharon's Bud" publication. But this was heavily targeted as well. My sponsors/advertisers, in the second printing, now appear to have been targeted.
Other jobs I tried to get, in order to survive and resurrect my work, have been quickly, and sometimes painfully, sabotaged. I have recently realized that my writings have been being tampered with - altered or erased since at least 2001. I have experienced a lot of files being erased and dates on files and documents being altered. My computers are often infiltrated, and I sometimes get threats and heavy doses of microwaves and laser shots when I write. . .making my published works rushed and fumbled attempts to continue my work. Over and over again I have been forced to pick up the broken pieces and start over.
In the summer of 2010 I began working at gathering the hope, which had written "Embracing Feelings" in 1999; the inspiration, which started "The Personal Journal" in 2004; the strength that created "Sharon's Bud" in 2007; the courage that wrote "Out of the Dark"/"Into the Light" in 2010; and the Wisdom that is growing from my own mistakes and experiences. . .so that I could begin building them into "The Heart Bud" - into what my life's work was meant to be - a ray of help for the Heart of humanity.
Though I have printed and distributed a few Heart Bud papers, the sabotaging has been so severe, against both myself and my advertisers, that it has not gotten far and is basically at a standstill at this point, except for on the web. At one point a phone company had even continuously changed my phone number, and refused to give it back to me, after I had printed up ads and passed out business cards with that number on it. This happened several times while I was trying to get sponsors for the second Heart Bud printing. This was BEFORE I was writing anything about the targeting.
Since September of 2011 my work became an intense drive to prove and expose the targeting so that freedom is regained, lives can be saved and I can get back to my work.
Some people think that the targeting would stop if I stop writing about it, but this is not so and it feels like a foolish way to blame me for what criminals are doing. In some ways, the targeting was worse before I started writing about it. Exposing the targeting has made parts of it back off to some degree, although it has vamped up in other ways.
The rounds of chaos and difficulties, instigated by the targeting, had followed me everywhere I went and remained so covert that I did not even realize that I was actually being targeted until the end of 2005. Prior to that I could not even imagine that things like this were happening to people (especially in the USA) - I thought I was just having a lot of bad luck and looked upon the difficulties as a spiritual challenge - as opportunities to feel and heal from what was happening to me. It also lead me to believe that the Heart of humanity was being lost. . .little did I know at that time just how devastatingly true this is. My "spiritual" outlook is what inspired most of my publications. (www.poeticpublications.com)
What I've been experiencing, since 2005, is so cruel and so horrible that I sometimes wonder how I'm surviving it. The pain that I, and those whom I've been closest to, have been inflicted with has extended so far beyond excruciating that it has been impossible to fully process while being targeted.
My life has become an intense struggle to survive while I am being almost continuously either microwaved, lasered, gripped with psychotronic weapons, stalked, harassed and sometimes threatened, drugged and attacked with chemicals or bacteria...etc. And the obvious aims to discredit me, through framing me for crimes and/or mental illness, have been intense to say the least.
It has been difficult to effectively write about the targeting on my blogs and websites, while being so heavily targeted. When I look at the scope of what I've been through in the past few years, its a miracle that I am doing anything at all. I continue out of desperation for these crimes to be exposed and stopped, because I have seen too many people being too severely hurt, myself included. Our suffering is immense. I feel trapped and in desperate need of a miracle that can provide me with the protection and financial help that I deeply need, in order to even just start recovering from it all.
But the saga relentlessly continues year after year and I feel like I'm not fully surviving it, at this point. I am getting worn down by round after round of vamped up targetings. However, I have deep faith in God/Love/Light, which is carrying me through these times when I feel like I am not making it through. God, help us all - help our Freedom to be regained.
More of my experiences are in my "Targeted in America" and "Ramblings of a Targeted Individual" books.
A Short Sample of Dates and times of
Electromagnetic (Microwave) Targeting
Aside from the types of things I list here I experience ongoing (almost steady) ringing in my ears, which ranges from mild to very loud; covert harassment, which includes being stalked and delivered confusing cryptic messages through stalkers (puppets) or various types of media; lasering of my pubic area....etc.
One of my survival techniques is to do my best to ignore as much of it as I can, especially the covert messaging stuff, so I rarely write them down. I also do not write down all of the technological stuff.
I often do not notice exactly when the technological attacks stop, especially when they slowly lessen, because I try to ignore it and focus on other things, in order to bear the pain.
When gaps appear in my logging dates and times it means that I am being hit too hard to even want to write, or that its just about the same as usual with no heavy vamp ups, or that I am getting one of those rare breaks from it.
Rounds of targeting appear to have gradually vamped up over the decades. It has been really bad since around 2001, after I had written my "Embracing Feelings" book and had shared the prophetic dream I had about criminals working underground and contaminating a public water supply...etc. But the worst of it has been since 2005 after they isolated me from most avenues of possible help and finished instigating financial ruin.
I have experienced covert harassment and microwave weapon attacks in Peru and Canada as well as many states in the USA, including New Hampshire, Maine, Vermont, Arizona, Utah, North Carolina, California...etc.
How do I know that these are weapon attacks? Because of the timing of them and the fact that they often come with threats...etc.
With the field of psychiatry being used to help perform the part of the targeting that forces people to take mind altering pharmaceuticals after inflicting false “mental illness” labels, which can also lead to the loss of rights through being declared “incompetent,” there is a grave danger for Targeted Individuals – a danger that could have worse results than a physical death. This makes it scary to even report the crimes to places that are trained to direct us toward a psychiatrist, in order to prove our sanity - prove that the targeting is really happening. Heavy long term technological targeting can be scientifically provable. Clearly, the most effective method of proving the technological part of these crimes is through honest medical tests for radiation, cell structure damage, brain damage…etc. And I pray that more people start realizing this.
I am writing this list on infiltrated computers so there is no guarantee that it will remain the same as I wrote it. I hope this is not tampered with. But it is copied from my hand written journals, so the originals still exist.
Sept 28, 2015
Pm; sudden onset of torture levels of pain in head, which included nausea, after I purchased a camcorder and did a small test video exposing the targeting. The severest levels of this lasted through the evening and half the night.
Sept 29, 2015
Have body bloating and swelling in my face, (worse than normal) as a result of last night's attack. Moderate levels of pain in my head, and interference with my brain, continued through this day as I aimed to do a video about my work and the mind control obstacle.
Sept 30, 2015
Moderate levels of pain in my head, and interference with my brain, continued through all of this day as I aimed to do another video about the targeting. I felt a sudden piercing pains in my throat as I tried to talk about the more critical parts of the targeting. And I experienced obvious interference with my brain as well. The pain in my head suddenly completely stopped directly after I posted this video on the web, then later picked back up again.
Oct 1, 2015
I felt a sudden infliction of what felt like a microwave attack to my lungs, which appears to be a cover up for the attacks to my throat - to make it look like I have a cold. I have no cold and it stopped as quickly as it began.
9:00am; another sudden burst of pain in my head as I think about perfecting the videos.
1:30pm: Extremely painful blasts of heat in head until early evening when it subsides and becomes just a loud ring in my ears.
Oct 2, 2015
Torture vamps up as I put four targeted videos into one. . .and continues on a moderate scale.
Oct 5, 2015
Moderate levels of torture continue for the past few days. Am surrounded by stalkers who are slamming doors and saying things like, "Bad girl."
PM; I am up half the night and vomited.
Oct 6, 2015
I have been experiencing sleep deprivation since I picked up the camcorder to do the videos. Today I experienced what felt like a chemical attack. Sudden burning in my throat and nostrils, as if I breathed in something. This was followed by a lot of coughing. It appears that they are still trying to make it look like I just have a cold and that I was not being attacked while making the videos.
Oct 7, 2015
I was half the night last night - still experiencing unusual inability to sleep. Experienced another sharp stabbing pain in my throat as I was about to say something to a minister about the targeting.
Oct 8, 2015
I'm experiencing swarms of stalkers (puppets) parking around me and slamming doors...etc. (This often happens and I do not write it down most of the time.)
Oct 9, 2015
Sudden problems with my elimination system - have the runs and unusual bright yellow discharge.
Oct 11, 2015
8:18am: Felt a sudden stabbing pain in my throat and infliction to my lungs as I talked to a store clerk about a mild targeting thing. It suddenly stopped after I left. Then stabbing pain in my right shoulder that lasted an hour or two.
3:33pm; Torture levels of pain suddenly start in my brain directly as I work on videos again and re-post some.
Oct 12, 2015
AM; Woke in pain, light headed and dizzy. 10:00am; torture continue on moderate scale - heat and pain in head and loud ring in ears.
Oct 13, 2015
Woke crying for the children who are being targeted. Sudden back off in the technological targeting. I worked on a video for the children all day. Tortured for only a short time, while I am posting the video on the web.
Oct 16, 2015
AM; lot of lasering of pubic area. (this is an ongoing thing and do not always write it.) Lot of interference on the web today. I found my facebook "Targeted in America" page switched to private and the spelling of the title altered.
Oct 18, 2015
Woke feeling sad. I silently prayed and cried for a couple of hours.
10am; Torture levels of weapon attacks to my brain.
Oct 20, 2015
Heavy weapon attack to my brain as I woke. Sudden infliction of pain in my hips and back as I was waking. When I experience rounds of this it appears to be to draw attention away, from or make me forget, a dream I had. Experienced foggy thinking and heavy ring in ears all day.
Oct 21, 2015
AM; heavy ring in ears, blurred vision and mentally sluggish.
Oct 22, 2015
PM; lasering of back of my head.
Oct 23, 2015
AM; heavy electronics - loud ring in ears, pain in head and fogggy thinking.
Oct 24, 2015
Heavier than normal electronics in head all day.
11pm; Very loud ring in ears and can't sleep.
Oct 25, 2015
Steady electronics all day, ring in ears and pain in head. Its appears that I am getting covert threats through puppet who insinuated that I kill myself in order to save other people. I wrote that God wants us to live and a truck with a license plate that abreviated "live to kill" pulled up next to me. . .and a song in the next place I went into was, "if I saw you in heaven..." (These sorts of media and puppet messaging are ongoing and I do not write most of it down, because I try to ignore it.)
11:14am; Heavy laser shot to back of my head. Sudden heat and pain.
Oct 26, 2015
9:00am+-; Car pulls out in front of me appearing to try to make me crash into it. I had to quickly veer into oncoming lane, which luckily had no vehicle in it.
10:30am Heavy interference with my brain starts as I aim to meet a minister who wants to talk to me about my family of origin whom he'd tried to pull together I before closed the door to it. Very difficult to bypass the brain interference, which tried instigating literal rage.
10:50am; microwaves vamped up severely as I sat and waited for the minister.
3:00pm; another car yanks out in front of me, though I have the right of way, at a rest area, in the same place where the same thing happened a few days ago.
Oct 27, 2015
Still experiencing electronic interference with my brain as I think of family stuff.
PM; I cried heavily and experienced a painful weapon attack to my brain.
Oct 28, 2015
Early am; Sudden inflictions of pain in my back legs and hips. Experienced sudden infliction of severe pain in my head - torture level with nausea, as soon as I woke.
PM; Electronic torture continued all day.
Oct 29, 2015
Torture of brain continues! I feel drained, exhausted, beaten. It lets up by noon, but then starts back up after I talk about God working through many Hearts to save humanity.
Oct 31, 2015
As I prepare to do a 13th edition of my "Ramblings of a Targeted Individual" book a puppet says, "If you can stay awake." 9am to noon; I can not stay awake. I nap for over two hours and forget my car doors unlocked.
1:40; Extreme fatigue. Having difficulty staying awake. (This happens to me a lot, especially when I aim to write or try to report the targeting or work...etc.)
Nov 2, 2015
5-6:00am; mild weapon attack on brain stops by 7am.
Ring in ears remains mild (often unoticeable) all day.
Nov 3, 2015
AM; Heavy ring in ears and pain in head. Puppets doors slamming around me... the usual type of attack on both levels.
11:00am; Sharp pains into top left side of brain, making that whole side of my head ache.
Nov 4, 2015
5:30am ring in ears vamps up as I think about our military and worry about them being controlled.
11:00am Sudden weapon attack to back of my head directly after I refuse to join and begin to ignore a group of puppet musicians. Deep pain in back right side of head as well as loud ring in my ears. (I often get this sort of attack, with the same pain in the same place) when I defy or ignore obvious advances by perpetration puppets.)
4pm; Torture stopped by now, but still have dull ach in head and ring in ears.
Nov 5, 2015
2pm; Extreme fatigue suddenly starts, while I drive, after puppet points to a bumper sticker that says something like, "asleep while driving."
Nov 6, 2015
7:55 am weapon attack to head.
Lot of sudden body bloating. (like another round of the Lupus type microwaving.)
PM; After doing a blog post about crop circles being done by same sort of weapons that are used on me (microwaves/electromagnetics/lasers) I experience severe heart attack symptoms, which I feel sure are from being lasered and not a real heart attack. This was very uncomfortable for at least an hour or two. Pain in my chest and left arm as well as difficulty breathing and a gassy feeling.
November 7, 2015
8:30pm Sudden heart attack symptoms again - same as yesterday. This time accompanied by sudden sharp pains in other parts of my body, which stop as quickly as they start. This attack happened as I published my third edition of "Poetic Voice of a Targeted Individual." These sorts of weapon attacks appear to be like death threats.
Nov 8, 2015
7:59am Sudden sharp pain in the back right side of my head as I write down a dream I had. This was followed by increase in the ring in my ears and shortness of breath - the usual microwave attack symptoms.
9:20am; Sudden pain in head directly after sending an email to a senator.
Moderate and mild attacks continue through most of day.
Nov 9, 2015
Very restless night - unusual for me.
7:40am Weapon attack to head - sudden flash of heat and pain.
8:35am Still heat and pain in head.
Lately uncomfortable body bloating, unusual hair loss, difficulty breathing...etc. (Another round of the usual lupus type of microwave attack.)
10:09am Pain subsides but ring in ears vamps up.
11:48 Pain in head vamps up again.
3:57 Lot of heat in head, mild pain. Feel extremely weak and tired.
Nov 10, 2015
11:54am Sudden short blast of pain in my head, along with a puppet parking next to me and slamming a vehicle door, while I work on this list of targeting events.
9pm+- Heavy microwaving started - loud ring in ears and pain in head.
Nov 11, 2015
Heavy microwaving continued through last night and this morning but let up in the afternoon.
I am feeling a lot of anger around an article I found in a Parenting magazine, which suggests that a child's sadness is signs of "mental illness." I am getting interference with my computer as I write a blog entry about this. My computer is repeatedly shut down and turned back on as I try to resurrect the repeatedly vanishing video of Dr. Paula Claplan's statements about the dangers of false mental illness diagnosis.
Late Evening; The battery on my car is suddenly drained and I am up until past 2am trying to complete my work, bypass the computer interference and find someone to help jump start my car.
Nov 12, 2015
9:54am I try to log into my email account and the page vanishes after I type in the access code sent to my phone. I have to do it over again and get a new one. I worry that someone is in my account, but, like all the other times, there is nothing I can do about it.
I finish uploading Dr. Caplan's video, posting it on youtube and replace its broken links on my websites. (I feel that Dr. Caplan has been being targeted with mind control stuff, probably since she did this video.)
11:30am Heavy microwaving after I printed out the post I wrote yesterday. Sudden onset of pain in head and vamped up ring in ears, diminished eye sight and mental sluggishness - the usual.
1:06pm torture levels of pain in my head and shoulders as I post this list and last blog post in book and on web. Also a lot of interference on the web.
More may be coming soon
P.S. I feel that most, if not all, of the targeting is done VERY remotely. . .like from the sky through technologies like satellites...etc.
They say that God never deals us more than we can handle. I'm now feeling that this is not true. I can deal with the poverty I've been cast into. And I could deal with the losses and painful situations if I had private, peaceful time to process and heal. But having to deal with being held under constant satellite surveillance, with being almost constantly stalked and harassed, and with not having protection from microwaves being almost steadily blasted into my brain 24 hours a day, seven days a week, has proven to be too much for me to handle effectively. Its just too much! But with no respite in sight I do my best to survive and expose these crimes. Through the past several years I've deeply prayed. . .
Yes. I hear
The dreams you speak.
But I need more help.
I'm still weak.
Let me rest a while.
Inside the Love
You have for me.
Let me gain
The strength I need
To patch these holes
Where I still bleed.
Statements on the Loss of my Homes;
The New Hampshire DOT and ME
More can be found in my "Targeted in America" book.;
(previously at; www.targetedinamerica.com/tiapage.htm)
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Part of my work is on these sites;
I'm sorry to have to ask, I wouldn't ask if I were not being targeted,
living in a vehicle and in honest need of financial help from my fellow human beings.
Your help will be deeply appreciated. Please also help other homeless Targeted Individuals.
Please Send Financial Help if You Can;
(I'm sorry to have to ask)
Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
This is not a "theory." Its a fight for our lives.
Its not a matter of if you "believe it" or not -
its a matter of if you are aware and if you can care to
help restore our safety and freedom.
World I See
kind of world can my weary eyes See
What kind of world need grow to
A world where kindness picks up paces
To lift broken people
from wounded places.
A world where the void of greed and hate
filled with Love by the hands of fate,
A world where all is in a state
And none are left in deep despair.