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Targeted in America Book Mind Control
by Sharon R. Poet (Sharon Rose Poet)
(Updated Aug 3, 2014*)



Disbelief of Remote Mind Control Technologies
is Enabling Lethal Crimes Against Humanity

    In the targeting process, there are all sorts of mind control being inflicted upon us on a daily basis. There are heavy levels of mental abuse - people saying things and then denying saying them just to make us doubt ourselves. There are cryptic threats to instill fear. Certain messages delivered over and over again as brainwashing techniques. There are multitudes of intentionally confusing scenarios to keep us in a state of confused guessing...etc. And I have been experiencing all of them. But what I address here is the most dangerous, and less known kind - Remote Technological Mind Control. Before I share my experiences I share this article, because it is happening to people who are not heavily targeted and may even be happening at a global holocaustal level at this point in time.

    There are all sorts of foolish "conspiracy theories" bouncing around the world. . .and the damaging outcome is that they lead us to disbelieve EVERYTHING that can be perceived as a "conspiracy." A similar thing is happening in Hollywood where existing technologies are being depicted in science fiction movies. . .leading us to believe that they are merely science fiction. And with the media ridiculing mind control "conspiracys" and discrediting "tin foil hat" people, its difficult to be objective.

    Now, in order to face a few Truths, which deeply need our attention, we must break through the walls of doubt and let our Hearts realize that there TRULY ARE genuine "conspiracies" - that covert organized crime DOES REALLY exist and even thrives due to our lack of awareness. . . and that there TRULY is the existence of behavior modification technologies - part of MKULTRA was exposed in the 1970s, and then hushed so completely, in the media, that its sly continuation has become obvious, especially to it's victims. The secrecy around the existence of these technologies, and their criminal use, has been enabling such wide spread misuse that this can now be accurately called a technological holocaust. (The most popular names for technological mind control are, behavior modification, electromagnetic stalking, microwave mind control, and psychotronic mind control.)

    Radio waves, tuned to the same frequency as the human brain, can remotely flood whole communities and homes or target specific individuals with finer beams shot directly into the brain. The radio waves can be encoded with subliminal messaging or be set at frequencies that interfere with our brain's natural rhythms and functions. Results depend on which part of the brain is intruded upon, and with what frequency and intensity and can range from mild brainwashings and interrupted functionality. . .to brain damage - psychological mutilation or death. This can be done as remotely as through satellite surveillance systems and can reach anyone almost anywhere. Can you even begin to imagine the dangers of allowing criminal use of these technologies to continue? I hope so.

    When we listen closely to the Heart of our own instincts, we can FEEL that something is horribly wrong in our troubled world - we can FEEL what the Truths are. And this is what we must now do because, blind disbelief of behavior modification (mind control) technologies is enabling lethal crimes to continue since at least the 1960s.
    What's happening is so outrageously inhumane that the natural response is to slip into shocked denial, overwhelm, or blind disbelief, but there is no longer time for these types of responses. This situation needs your awareness and attention. Please do not disregard it, thinking that it has nothing to do with you, because if these crimes are allowed to continue and grow, ALL of humanity will be effected. NOW is the time to realize what is happening and take steps toward insuring your own future safety, as well as that for your loved ones and the rest of humanity.

    Around the year 2000 my concern shared a prophetic dream, which showed criminal contamination of the Concord, NH public water supply. By May of 2001, most of my pets were dead or missing, my daughters and I were suddenly surrounded by at least 5 unusual deaths, unbelievable levels of chaos and a suspicious fire in my home, which destroyed most of my writings...etc. Pieces to this puzzle are now clicking together.
    According to experts the mind control parts of Microwave Weapons are most successful on people who are taking mood altering drugs, like anti-depressants. ( I have witnessed the Truth in this.) In 2008, news reports stated that these sorts of drugs were being found in around 24 major public water supplies in the USA.
    A secretary at a New Hampshire Environmental Protection Agency recently told me that these drugs are STILL being found in our public water supplies and I do not believe that its from the "run off," which it is excused by. PLEASE think about this and DO NOT STOP thinking about it until you feel/know the absolute Truth. Too much is at stake for it to be washed away with foolish assumptions or blind disbelief.

    I believe that the general numbness, the growing lack of care and growing levels of discord in the world are mostly due to criminal use of radio wave technologies. Some of the criminals who hold the controls of these technologies appear to be sadistically aiming to cause chaos, pain and suffering. The general rise in crimes are being blamed on economic difficulties. But the truth is that, by nature, human beings tend to pull together during tough times - letting our Hearts help each other through.

What is now happening is not natural, not normal,
NOT "meant to be" and is a criminal assault on an
unsuspecting and defenseless populous!

    It appears that there has already been a mass brainwashing against the belief that remote mind control is even possible, because most people just blindly disbelieve it and seem unable face this devastating reality. The unusual part of this is that people seem to not even want to TRY to investigate it. This sad scenario, on its own, can be proof of mass mind control, because there is scientific proof of such technologies and just a little bit of common sense can KNOW that they were created to be used.
    People's brains are being either interfered with or damaged in ways that prevent the natural process of personal and spiritual growth. The harm this inflicts can not be over-stated, because it hurts us on EVERY SINGLE level of our existence, especially long term victims. And most victims remain completely unaware of what is happening to them.

I pray that these lethal crimes can be realized
and stopped before too many more people are hurt.

    PLEASE THINK ABOUT THIS! DO NOT AUTOMATICALLY DISBELIEVE IT, because you may regret it later. I beg you to let your doubt research this with a Heart that aims to find absolute Truth and does not stop until you FEEL 100% sure of obtaining it. But remain aware that web searches on this subject can lead to an intentionally confusing array of misinformation. You will need to listen closely to the Heart of your own instincts above all else. It even appears that operatives of this Technological Holocaust are placing themselves in the front lines of a SLOWLY emerging publicity campaign that is claiming that these technologies are merely "on the horizon" and offering only glimpses of what has already been exposed to the point of its inability to be effectively denied. But according to victims, knowledgeable scientists and researchers, behavior modification (mind control) programs have been operational, since at least the 1960s.

Quote by (the late) veteran author Jim Keith: "Brain-computer radio communication has long been considered impossible by the majority of people and has consequently been relegated to science-fiction, but the fact is that the technology had been developed into reality by at least the 1960s, during which time the initial experiments were being performed on unwitting subjects." Jim's book; http://www.amazon.com/Mind-Control-World-Jim-Keith/dp/0932813453

"The Russian Woodpecker: Experiments in Global Mind Control?" by Philip Coppens; "In April 1953, CIA Allen Dulles gave a lecture at Princeton University, detailing Soviet developments in the field of mind control. He stated they were out to control the mind of free men, both individually and collectively. . . Dulles proclaimed that the Cold War was moving into a new era of psychological warfare, which Dulles characterized as the battle for men's minds. "We might call it in its new form brain warfare. . .In the 1970s, some of this "secret war for our mind" was exposed. . ." Find more on my "Articles" page or on this link: http://www.philipcoppens.com/woodpecker.html

Quote by British Psychoanalyst, Carole Smith in her article "On the Need for New Criteria of Diagnosis of Psychosis in the Light of Mind Invasive Technology"; "We have failed to comprehend that the result of the technology that originated in the years of the arms race between the Soviet Union and the West, has resulted in using satellite technology not only for surveillance and communication systems but also to lock on to human beings, manipulating brain frequencies by directing laser beams, neural-particle beams, electro-magnetic radiation, sonar waves, radiofrequency radiation..." http://www.globalresearch.ca/index.php?context=va&aid=7123

In 1976 Time Magazine said, "Last month the U.S. confirmed that for some 15 years the Soviet Union has been beaming microwaves at the hulking nine-story U.S. Embassy..." Find more on: http://www.time.com/time/magazine/article/0,9171,911755,00.html

Researchers and scientists are now finding out that this microwave energy is used for mind control and that this may have been what was happening to the embassy from around 1961 to 1976. This gives us an idea of how long these weapons have been in use. It would be foolish to assume that these technologies have not remained in use and have not been improved upon. The fact is that they have been unleashed on an unaware population and countless numbers of people are suffering the effects without even knowing what is happening to them.

Gordon Duff - senior editor of Veterans Today stood up for Targeted Individual's mind control claims; "At one time, we thought of all of them as 'tin foil hat' conspiracy theorists. This was until we were able to break through the encoding with some mobile communications devices. . . The concerns go well past simply a few thousand targeted 'trouble makers' that the government wants to destroy." In reference to the general numbing effect of mass mind control, in whole communities, Gordon Duff says, "Tens of millions have been turned into some of those who will. . . read these words and feel and think nothing." And I have experienced and witnessed the reality of this.

Quotes by Turan (Tim) Rifat: "Russian and American research has found that pulse modulated microwaves (as used for mobile phones) can, when modulated with ELF which mimics specific brain patterns, change the behavior of the victim with the flick of a switch." "Precisely modulated microwave radiation is used to influence brain function. Human behavior and reactions can be entirely controlled by using pulse modulated microwave EM radiation" There is "a catalogue of every specific brain frequency for each mood, action and thought. . .there is one for anger, suicide, hysteria, trauma, serial killing, paranoia, lust...etc." http://www.whale.to/b/rifat.html

Quote by President John F. Kennedy, in 1961, on the subject of covert war and its secret societies; "Today no war has been declared - and however fierce the struggle may be, it may never be declared in the traditional fashion. Our way of life is under attack... we are opposed, around the world, by a monolithic and ruthless conspiracy that relies primarily on covert means." "there is little value in opposing the threat of a closed society by imitating its arbitrary restrictions. . .I want to talk about our common responsibilities in the face of a danger. . . the dimensions of its threat have loomed large on the horizon for many years. Whatever our hopes may be for the future - for reducing this threat or living with it - there is no escaping either the gravity or the totality of its challenge to our survival and to our security - a challenge that confronts us in unaccustomed ways in every sphere of human activity... This is a time of peace and peril, which knows no precedent in history. It is the unprecedented nature of this challenge that also gives rise to... our obligation to inform and alert the American people - to make certain that they possess all the facts that they need, and understand them as well... I have complete confidence in the response and dedication of our citizens whenever they are fully informed."

The time to heed JFK's Wisdom feels long over-due.


    What are these technologies and how do they work? Technologies like the Russian SURA, the American HAARP, Gwen Towers and Satellites, are the primary suspects in technological mind control. Most people are blaming cell towers for the microwave targeting. The Truth is that ANY technology, which can emit radio waves (microwaves), can be criminally used.
    Due to what I've witnessed and directly experienced, I feel certain that much of the technological targeting is being done VERY remotely - more remotely than many are claiming. I have been being targeted with microwave and laser weapons, which have the capability of shooting beams of radio waves FROM THE SKY and quickly circling around and coming at me from different directions and angles. I've experienced this when I've been in areas where there are no houses, vehicles, cell towers...etc. And the only technologies, that I know of, which can do these sorts of maneuvers, are satellites.
    However, I have heard that some radio wave transmitters bounce waves off of the ionosphere, in order to be redirected, which means that they too can also send beams of radio waves from the sky. Either way, the effect is the same.
    I feel, to the core of my heart and soul, that this is Truly the most dangerous thing humanity has ever had to face. . .and it MUST be faced quickly, because this has already been happening for too long and is harming too many.

    Who is Doing the Targeting? Though many want to blame ONLY the USA government, it appears that countries like Russia, Britain and Germany were successfully utilizing radio wave technologies, for mind control, long before parts of the USA government, and/or associated organizations seem to have leapt into the pit.
    Microwave expert, General Barrie Trower, brags about the British being the most advanced in the field of microwave weapons. And I've read reports where Russia does the same. Then there's also those who consider themselves the global "elite" or the "illuminati," (those who appear to be some sort of dark occult) who could easily be more technologically advanced than they'd advertise. They certainly have the financial capabilities and I hear that some satellites are privately owned.
    Perhaps ALL of the above are involved with various aspects of the microwave targeting of humanity. There truly does appear to be more than one group or organization that is criminally using radio wave technologies. And at least one of them appears to have unlimited financial resources.
    Due to the cruel nature of some of the technological targeting, which I have experienced and witnessed, there seems to be some sort of dark occult doing parts of it. Other parts of it seem more for the purpose of control.

    When I look beyond my personal situation and into the bigger picture, I feel that there has been a covert aim, through MANY decades, to take over the USA, and that this is being done by a communistic force, that utilizes mind control technologies, and has already infiltrated the USA. I believe that some of our own military and government personnel are victims of remotely inflicted mind control, and that these brainwashed victims have been being recruited into a deceptive program that is now aiming for complete control over USA citizens as well. Through this process, it seems like government and citizens are being pitted against each other. The sly manipulations to create discord and distractions, through this process, are many. Due to some of my own experiences, I believe that Russia is heavily involved in this.
    I pray that, through the exposure of the technological part of these crimes, the HEARTS of citizens and government will unite into a PEACEFUL stand to regain our psychological health and freedom.

This is a world being secretly torn apart
Through breeches of mind and blocks of heart.
But Light will rain as pure as snow
To Save us from the final blow.


Symptoms of Microwave Mind Control

    Most victims will experience unnoticeable brainwashing. The most common noticeable symptoms of mind control are mental numbness and fatigue, a faint high pitched ring in ears, unusual neck tension and head aches, thoughts that do not match feelings.

    In general community or organization targeting, remotely directed radio waves can be set at frequencies which interfere with human functionality - set at the same frequency as the human brain and encoded with subliminal messaging. Effects can range from mild brainwashing to debilitating levels of mental numbness. (Targeting can also interfere with the functionality of other technologies.)

    Heavily targeted individuals can also experience symptoms that range from periods of unusual stress, mental confusion, forgetfulness, unusual or repetitive thoughts and mood swings, periods of diminished hearing and eye sight, sharp pains shooting into head and dehydration. . . to symptoms that intentionally mimic mental illness (primarily "depression," "split personality disorder" and "paranoid schizophrenia"), brain damage, blindness, paralysis, psychological mutilation and physical death.

    Long term experiment cases can also have unusual tooth decay, dry scalp, ridges on finger nails, chains of unusual medical inflictions, unusual discord between family members...etc. (Parts of the targeting seem sadistic with intentions to inflict suffering and chaos.) In severe cases, unaware victims can be completely controlled by perpetrators who force them into suicide or things like lethal shootings at schools or navy yards.
    Long term, heavily targeted victims can become disconnected from their hearts and natural instincts and can often seem narcissistic, which is one of the worse outcomes. The interference with our processes of feeling, thinking and sensing is LETHAL to our psychological health. We can not grow and evolve and become all that we were meant to be while our brains are being intruded upon and manipulated.

    Some people seem less susceptible to being completely controlled - perhaps those of us who are more creative and independent. People who are taking mood altering drugs, like anti-depressants, are VERY susceptible to being completely controlled.
    Our own hearts and natural instincts can override SOME of the remote manipulations, if we are aware and not being too heavily targeted. BUT if we are not AWARE of what is happening we can easily confuse the intrusions with our own thoughts, feelings and instincts, and this can be devastating. . .to say the least. Through awareness and a strong will, we can avoid manipulations that are alien to our own nature. But when our existing issues or feelings are triggered, or when we are also inflicted with heavy doses of emotional trauma, it is more difficult to resist.
    Symptoms may slowly increase, come and go, or continue almost constantly. It seems to depend on how we are being targeted and for what purpose.
    Thus far, heavily targeted victims, who have become aware of what is happening, have not been able to obtain help or protection. We are almost steadily tortured in the worst kind of prison - a prison that is filled with people who appear to be brainwashed into disbelief. Can you imagine?

    The most dangerous long term, general effect is harmful interference with our natural process of personal and spiritual growth - the loss of psychological freedom.

    The most recent developments in Mind Control Technologies , which are said to have mind reading capabilities, seem too outrageous and dangerous for most of us to even want to believe at this point. But PLEASE believe me when I say that this crisis can only get worse VERY quickly, until enough people become aware of what is happening and take HUGE steps toward bringing it to an end. At this point in time it seems safe to say that MOST of humanity is being effected to some degree by criminal use of microwave/radio wave technologies. Our natural process of personal and spiritual growth is being blocked and the ramifications of only this part of it could fill a book or two. THIS IS SERIOUS!

    I believe that the general numbness, the growing lack of care, and growing levels of discord in the world, are mostly due to the effects of wide spread remote mind control. (The radio waves that are being imposed upon us are literally driving us crazy.) The rise in crimes are being blamed on economic difficulties. But the truth is that, by nature, human beings naturally pull together during tough times - letting our Hearts help each other through.
    There are many valid witnesses to the effects of microwave targeting. I am one of these witnesses. Although those who target us appear to be aiming to discredit me, in order to stop the public from believing me, I feel that people will eventually FEEL the Truth instead of believing the manipulations, because I am not the only one this is happening to. Reports state that through the past few decades long term witnesses to these crimes have been HEAVILY targeted, (Hitler Style) with even our own family members being manipulated against us, in efforts to publicly discredit/slander us and have us institutionalized or incarcerated. Some have been threatened into silence. Some have been falsely labeled as "mentally ill." Some have been framed for uncommitted crimes. Some have been inconspicuously murdered. And some have disappeared. The targeting that is happening to cover criminal use of Mind Control Technologies is as inhumane as inhumane can possibly get.

    It is imperative that you listen to the heart of your own instincts on this subject, because your mind is not going to want to believe it and your heart may ache so much that it aims to slip into denial or overwhelm. . .but there is not time for these types of responses. This situation needs your heart to find the courage to face it and stand up against it.

What will Become of Humankind
If not allowed a Free Mind?

    This is a question that deserves and needs immediate serious contemplation. Continued criminal use of radio wave technologies is covertly harming humanity in many ways, but the mind control part is by far the worst, because it can be found at the root of most of the other serious problems we face in our troubled world. PLEASE THINK ABOUT THIS.

Take COURAGE, wrap it around your HEARTS and rise
into a strong PEACEFUL stand to regain your FREEDOM.

    What is the remedy? Take immediate action. Standing up in a strong and peaceful fight to stop criminal use of radio wave technologies. Write letters to your local State police, Sherif's Department, FBI, Governor and Congressmen. Tell them that you are concerned for your safety and ask them what they are doing to remedy criminal use of radio wave technologies.

    We will also be far better off when we, more fully, open and listen to our Hearts above what is being projected into our minds. . .and also do the following things: take as few pharmaceuticals as possible; drink only pure clean water; build or purchase radio wave detectors that do NOT have a filter, which prevents detection of the low frequencies used for mind control; build or purchase radio wave blockers. (Although I hear they are becoming illegal to obtain and use in many countries, I feel that we have a right to protect ourselves, through creating and using radio wave blockers, as long as it does not interfere with anyone else's right to receive radio waves); Doing creative visualizations for spiritual protection can help dispel the negative brainwashings. (This can include imagining your body being filled with, and surrounded by, pure white light.) This may sound silly to some, but it REALLY helps; Lead, tin and water can interfere with radio waves. Perhaps you can conjure up something which utilizes these substances or something else, which I am not aware of. I feel that we must do whatever we can until honest and uncontrolled parts of our media and governments begin either strictly regulating or shutting down the technologies, which are being criminally used on us.

Note to medical, media, military and law enforcement personnel: PLEASE realize this horrible reality, and that you may be victims as well. Please do not judge or label Targeted Individuals. Please care to investigate and perform the proper tests, which can prove the targeting, instead of adding to our plight with blind disbelief, or with assuming that we are "mentally ill." Proving our sanity is an impossible task with anyone who does not realize what is REALLY happening. We are already hurting too much. We need you to stand WITH us so that ALL of humanity can gain the hope of regaining the freedoms we need, in order survive and heal and grow. Please find the Heart to realize what is happening, and then find the courage to stand up against the crimes, instead of us.

There are many other links on the ones below. Please also do your own web searches, but be aware of intentional misinformation on the web. Listen closely to the heart of your own instincts above all else, even with what I share here.

Among the labels, which are used for mind control technologies; Electromagnetic Stalking, Microwave Weapons, psychological warfare, behavior modification technologies, Bio-communications Technologies, Radio Wave Mind Control, Microwave Mind Control, Bio-electromagnetic Technologies, Electronic Harassment, Directed Energy Weapons, Remote Neuro Monitoring, Brain Warfare, Bio-energetics, Electromagnetic (EMR) mind control, Electroenergetics, Geophysical weapons, psychoneurological weapons, M.I.N.D. - Magnetic Integrated Neuron Duplicator, Psychotronic weapons, Psychic Warfare...etc.

The Russian Woodpecker: experiments in global mind control? by Philip Coppens
http://www.philipcoppens.com/woodpecker.html

Experiments Into Remote Mind Control Technology by Jim Keith:
www.whale.to/b/keith.html

On the Need for New Criteria of Diagnosis of Psychosis in the Light of Mind Invasive Technology" by British Psychoanalyst, Carole Smith;
http://www.globalresearch.ca/on-the-need-for-new-criteria-of-diagnosis-of-psychosis-in-the-light-of-mind-invasive-technology/7123

Komsomolskaya Pravda - Russian mind Control
http://english.pravda.ru/science/tech/14-08-2007/95965-psychotronic_weapon-0

Jim Keith Book - Mind Control World Control
www.amazon.com/Mind-Control-World-Jim-Keith/dp/0932813453

Tim Rifat - A History of Mind Control
http://www.whale.to/b/rifat.html

Time Magazine exposes Microwaving in 1976
http://www.time.com/time/magazine/article/0,9171,911755,00.html

WARNING: Accurate writings on the web are sometimes interfered with through being altered, removed or blocked from public view. Also please be aware that writings and experiences of genuine victims may be plagiarized by criminal operatives who aim to have you trust and follow them into avenues that turn into disinformation. FOLLOW ONLY THE HEART OF YOUR OWN INSTINCTS even with my writings, because they are sometimes interfered with. Your mind's Freedom needs the Truth. Please search until you find it.

Heart over Mind for Humankind

PLEASE LET YOUR HEART REALIZE THESE CRIMES AND LET
YOUR COURAGE RISE INTO A PEACEFUL STAND AGAINST THEM


World I See

What kind of world can my weary eyes see -
What kind of world need grow to be?
A world where Love fills the void of hate
And freedom is delivered by hands of fate.
A world where everyone picks up paces
To lift broken people from wounded places.
A world where all is in a state of repair
And none are left in deep despair.




No matter how difficult life is today -
no matter how much is torn away
The sun will rise for all of humanity
As we embrace our hearts and set Love free.

www.targetedinamerica.com


My Experiences with Mind Control

    I can't put much here, because I do not have the privacy and solitude I'd need, in order to gather and process my experiences. But these are the basic things that have recently come to mind. (pun intended ;-)

    People are now saying that the technological capabilities of remote mind control did not exist until recently or that it is only "on the horizon" BUT THIS IS NOT TRUE! Evidence that these types of crimes were happening since World War Two are surfacing and my experiences say that they were in use on humanity since at least the 1970s.

    In my personal situation, there is a magnitude of obvious remote mind control intrusions happening to people whom I've been closest to. Just the fact that they suddenly turn against me for no apparent reason proves mind control. The fact that they do not seem to care that I am being tortured and slowly destroyed proves the mind control. Just the fact that they jump to degrading conclusions, instead of taking the time to investigate this proves mind control. Just the fact that they carelessly and happily carry on with their lives while someone they love is being destroyed. . .proves the mind control. But these are minor forms of proof.

* I have felt unexplainable negative feelings toward people for no apparent reason. This happened during the time of my separation from my family of origin in the early 1990s. I believe that they were being technologically brainwashed against me and I against them. This has also happened with a few friends. At the time I was either baffled by my negative thoughts or thought it was my intuition and I pulled away from them. Now I fully believe that I was being mind controlled during the process of isolating me from my loved ones - both family and friends. It appears that the opposite has also happened to me, in efforts to make me trust people whom I would normally not want to associate with. After these times, I have often thought that I must have been drugged, but this was before i realized the technological mind control and perhaps it is stronger than I realize.

* In the 1980s, after two surgeries on my spine I suddenly gained an interest in drawing, which I had never even had a bit of interest in prior to this or since then. And its something that the perpetrators have tried to push me toward - as if they have decided what I should be doing with my life, irregardless of my TRUE life purpose or natural desires. I have witnessed these sorts of sudden changes in my children and sisters as well. Sometimes it almost seems like our brains - our interests are swapped, although this seems impossible. But is it?

* From 2006 to 2011 I was being mind controlled in ways that created anxiety with approaching storms in efforts to sabotage my prophetic dream forewarnings of upcoming flood disasters. It seems to have worked, but a few of them hit right on before the sabotaging began. And I believe that the disasters I was picking up on were to be instigated with criminal use of weather modification technologies. They were not natural. Armageddon is preventable.

* The mind control often inflicts uncharacteristic feelings, like anger or apathy or fear or sadness. I have experienced this at strategic times and when what I feel in my heart does not match what is in my head. One example of this is when they tried making me angry with my X husband at my daughter’s wedding. I was surprised with how strong it was, but it was not effective, because I felt no such feelings in my heart.

* I am sometimes inflicted with debilitating levels of mind control when I write. When this is happening I forget how to spell things and either do not type words or I type only half of a word when I thought I’d types the whole thing...etc. This is happening more recently than ever. When I try to write about my experiences with being targeted my mind often starts going blank and I forget memories and ideas almost as quickly as they come to mind. This is happening to me as I write this mind control part of this book. I am having to pull most of it from my past writings.

* In the mid 1980s I had felt baffled by the way I'd suddenly wake up and be extremely alert at evening college classes after spending all day taking care of my two young children and a home. This was not like me. Though I am not totally stupid, (maybe ;-) it was unusual for me to be making the deans list while basically working from 5 am to 10pm and waking with my daughter in the middle of every night. I am, and had always been, a person who needs 8 hours sleep and a calm, uncluttering life style, in order to function well. Even, at the time, I thought it was strange. Now that I am aware of the technologies being used on us, I feel certain that there was some sort of mind control and energy inducing stuff going on.

* For decades I have had periods faint sharp pains shooting into the top of my head. My daughter has had the same thing. And there have been times when parts of my face become numb. . .especially my upper lip. When this happens I sometimes feel sever levels of mental numbness and confusion.

* In 2004, as manipulations continued being orchestrated to destroy the renewed relationship between my father and I, the criminals who were targeting us began trying to make me think that my father was a pedophile. But let me back up a bit. . . In the previous year they had sent my father some sort of email or letter that he had thought was from me. When he laced into me about things that made no sense to me I knew a deception was happening and blamed my sisters. I would not close the door on him and worked hard to get him to realize that my sister was trying to destroy our relationship. (This was being done shortly after my little brother’s sudden death, which was followed by my cousin’s sudden death.) He refused to believe me and refused to show me the letter that he persistently thought was from me, which STILL baffles me. Its like I never even got a chance to see what he was judging and degrading me for. My sisters still may have been involved. And my intuition is now telling me that my niece may have been also. I believe that my niece is a mind control victim since serving in the Coast Guard. But no matter who it was done through, it surely came from those who are targeting us. Around May of 2004, after my last conversation with my father, when he tried to convince me that I am mentally ill, I had prayed for answers and then had an unusual dream which showed my father laying on top of me and me turning away...etc. This was like a picture in my head as I woke. . .not like one of my real dreams. But, at the time I trusted it as a real dream, because I did not know I was being targeted and knew nothing about the psychotronic weapons and that they are capable of projecting images/dreams into a person’s brain. Unfortunately, I believed it and it broke my heart - LITERALLY broke my heart, because I just would have never thought that my father could do such a thing. The pain cut as deep as my love for my him and is with me still. The hell that BOTH my father and I have been put through with this is close to unspeakable. I feel certain that there were a lot of other manipulations around all this which I am not aware of. Many of his behaviors spell out that he is a severe technological mind control victim. It is only recently that I am realizing that people whom I had been close to had been receiving emails, phone messages and letters that were not from me, through that time period. The result has been successful isolation of me from my family and everyone whom I had been close to. . .which has hurt ALL of us in ways that I can not even express at this point.

* I have experienced periods of debilitating numbness. . .like not even having the energy to think, at times when my body was suddenly bloating and faint sharp pains were shooting into my head. In 2003 and 2004 I had lost a lot of time just roaming in circles and being unable to make decisions or hold thoughts in my head. I believe that this is how they sabotaged me when I was needing to relocate and settle down.

* There was one time when I woke with blood on my pillow and a sore on my ear or head and did not know where it came from. Now I wonder if they installed a microchip.

* There have been times when I suddenly started thinking like someone I know - thoughts that were completely foreign to my nature. And I had perceived it as either intuition or God making me "experience what I’d judged." Among the worst of these were desires to steal or to prostitute myself or to be a married man's mistress or to squander my money, instead of planning for the future...etc. It was usually things that were foreign to my nature and that I had actually looked down on other people for doing. . .to some degree. These experiences are what has helped me to realize that the types of mind control that are being used on us can not force us to do anything that is not already a natural issue. For example, no matter how hard they try, they can not turn an honest person into a thief. However, I have on several occasions suddenly found myself saying something that was completely out of character to the point of my wondering what on earth I had said it for. These were usually little white lie types of things. . .or unusual exaggerations of what I already felt or thought. One that now comes to mind happened in the early 1990s when I was still with my husband: We were about to empty the dishwasher and I turned to him and said, "No leave it. The maid can do it." And it shocked me more than him, because he thought I was just joking. I had to try to write it off as something like some sort of past life memory re-surfacing, because I had no idea where it came from. I'd never had a maid. With all that said, I have recently realized that, when a victim is inflicted with extreme levels of emotional trauma, or certain types of drugs, on top of the microwave mind control. . .almost anything can happen. This is extremely dangerous!

* I have lost count of the times when I've ended up in an emergency room with medically unexplainable symptoms. The last time was in 2010 (maybe 2011) when I suddenly could not walk or stand and the room started spinning and I started vomiting and could hardly control a bowel movement and urination. This took place in a store where an ambulance was called and I was whisked off to a batch of baffled doctors and recovered within about 24 hours. It appears that I was surrounded by a few puppets during this process, because the EMT seemed to have already been convinced that my condition was due to drugs. (I do not take drugs. . .not even pharameceuticals unless I have to) But I felt like I had been inflicted with something, perhaps from criminally contaminated water. However, now that I am aware of the technologies being used on me, I feel that it was most likely caused by microwaves being shot into my brain.

* There was a VERY strange period of about three months in 2004 when I weirdly craved one beer a day and often acted on it. I do not even like beer and had never done this before or after this time period! I believe it was due to mind control. I believe that I have gone through periods of being drugged from the early 1990s to around 2010, because I was also drawn to a few relationships with men whom I was not even attracted to. I just numbly went through the motions - not really wanting to say yes or no. I had often felt like a zombie. This has lessened A LOT since I started realizing more and started guarding my water and food. (particularly my water.)

* There are two occasions when I had seizures (This was in the late 1990s and in 2002) On both occasions I was with someone. The first time, he said that I’d died - had literally stopped breathing for up to a couple minutes with my eyes wide open. (My body had even let go of the full bladder I'd had!) This happened at work and was quite embarrassing! The second time was more like an epileptic fit that had my limbs flailing. Both incidents began with nausea and a weird feeling in my head that I can not explain. It was not like anything I had ever felt before or since.

* I feel certain that remotely inflicted technological mind control intrusions have often blocked my instincts shoved me toward trusting people whom I would normally not have trusted and also to distrust people who are trustworthy. This was more effective when I was not aware of the technologies.

And if I dare dive a little deeper into realms that will be difficult for most people to believe;

* I have witnessed unexplainable personality swaps in my healthy children as well as other unexplainable personality changes in mentally healthy adults. I remember telling a friend, in the early 1990s that "each time I think I have my children figured out they swap habits on me!" I said it as a joke, but it was really happening. Example of this: One daughter was messy and had to be forced to clean her room and the other was very neat. Then they suddenly swapped rolls. And this went back and forth through their childhood, and involved many different scenarios. I knew it was not natural - not normal and was baffled by it. Now I know.

* I have also repeatedly experienced people acting (or reacting) as if they think they have heard me say something that I have not said. I think that sounds and recordings can be remotely directed at someone who is not micro chipped. Can you imagine the cruel games that can be played on people with this?

* I think that, in the past 4 years, as I fight to expose the targeting, I've sometimes been mind controlled into pointing fingers at things, which I'm not sure of, because my heart has wanted to remain neutral on the parts that I do not have direct experience with. ;-) Are you laughing? Seriously, though. This happened in early 2012 when I suddenly started blaming only HAARP for what was happening BEFORE HAARP was constructed, so there was obvious interference. This also happened right around the time when I had strongly intuited that Russia is responsible for a lot of the targeting and a covert take over of the USA. I have been repeatedly brainwashed into forgetting or disbelieving that Russia is a serious threat to us. And this, in itself, says a lot. There is obviously other similar technologies, like the Russian SURA, which have the same capabilities. I had known this, and had written about it BEFORE I was brainwashed into blaming only HAARP. There exists a confusing array of manipulations set up to lead us into the wrong directions and hide the Truths. But much can be learned just by watching this process - just by noticing what the criminal operatives try to steer us away from and point us toward.


Voice to Skull (V2K) Experiences

V2K is the military term for voice to skull transmitions of sound through electromagnetic frequencies - microwaves.

My "V2K" experiences have not been like those of other Targeted Individuals. But I hear that it is common for different people to be targeted in different ways. Mine have mostly been inflicted as I’m waking or during meditation. . .as if the voices were in a dream or coming from God. This was perhaps done this way on me because of my spiritual focus and the fact that I had been logging and analyzing my dreams. I trusted the instructions, because I had trusted my dreams and visions and had no knowledge of mind control technologies - psychotronic weapons or the criminal surveillance I am a prisoner to. And none of the messages were bad. For a long time I wanted to deny some of these experiences, because in facing the intrusive abuse I also have to face the fact that it was not God who spoke to me - that most of my life has been a delusion that lead me down multitudes of wrong roads by criminals who cruelly deceived me and deprived me from the chance to follow my own heart - my own instincts and the ONLY True God. Some examples of my V2K experiences are:

* The pen name I used for a number of years came from a voice saying, "You are Namatari" during a time when I was meditating in the early 1990s. (I realized, in the spring of 2007, that it may have come from a dark source and stopped using the name.)

* I woke to a voice saying, "You will now experience all that you judge," in the late 1990s. This was followed by several years of inflictions of other people's thoughts and feelings. I believe this was all being done with psychotronic weapons.

* In August 2001 I woke to a voice saying, "Go to Hawaii," after I began realizing that my TRULY prophetic dreams had been warning of a darkness coming over Concord, NH and that the public water supply was being contaminated by criminals who were working "underground"...etc. I went to Hawaii and somehow completely forgot the dreams and most of my pets missing or dead, home burned down, friend suddenly dieing and an array of other problems also surrounding my children, which included an unusual amount of deaths. (too much to list here and more being realized)

* In February of 2004, after escaping a perpetrator's California home, where I felt that I had been drugged and raped (for the first time out of four), a spot on the side of my vagina hurt a little and kept itching. As I woke one morning I heard a voice say, "It itches because he started inserting a microchip, in order to control you sexually." This made no sense to me and I forgot it. . .and shifted into a silence that grew from my blaming myself for what had happened to me. The man I'd visited had claimed to be a friend of Dolly Pardon's and was obviously connected to some sort of dark occult and had spare/secret rooms in two of his homes. One contained bunk beds lined up in a room next to another room that contained several computer stations. I think the only reason I was able to escape was because a couple of Jehovah Witnesses witnessed me being there. (I had given this man's name and address to the FBI, but nothing has been done about it.) In this same couple of weeks I woke as a voice said, "Someone is getting into your computer." And I now believe that this is when my songs were stolen. (I now think that they felt safe messing with me because they had just AGAIN destroyed the relationship between myself and a few friends, my older brother and my father for the second time. I was alone in the world.

* In the summer of 2006, as I woke, I heard a voice say, "Your children will be Ok if you leave." I didn't know, until recently, that this meant to go with those who target me. I’m not going.

* In the summer of 2006 I was sneakily emptying my RV's septic tank into buckets and putting them into a dumpster in a camp ground. In the middle of this disgusting task I heard someone say, "That's it. Just one more" as I began refilling a bucket. The voice sounded like it was coming from outside of me - like right next to me, although nobody was there. This happened twice and I searched the area to find nobody anywhere near me. I did begin wondering if I were starting to go crazy at this point.

* In the fall of 2006 I had been praying for God to show me what was wrong with me, after several times of being rushed to emergency rooms with unusual neurological symptoms. (I had spent thousands of dollars on medical tests that showed nothing wrong with me.) At this time I had a dream that said, "You have Lupus." The next time that I ended up in an emergency room due to severe pain in my head, loss of balance and eyesight... I asked them to test for Lupus. Immediate tests confirmed an autoimmune disease and white cell count being off. After more tests to eliminate all other autoimmune diseases the conclusion was Lupus. Those who target me have since tried to deny this and had even gone to the extent of brainwashing my daughters into thinking I never really had Lupus and was just making it up. (They must have been snoozing in their surveillance chair when the doctor who referred me to a Rheumatoid specialist sent me a letter stating the test results and making this recommendation. (I have copied this letter and sent it to several people)

* Around the 2006 fall / 2007 winter I heard the words, "Turn the radio on. Turn the radio on" echoing in my head, as if it was my own thoughts, but stronger. I began saying, "Turn the radio on" out loud and felt baffled by it. I turned the radio on and heard, for the first time, a popular country music singer's version of a song I wrote in February 2004. This is how they let me know that my song had been stolen and made into a hit for the thieves. Does this point to psychotronic weapons being in the hands of criminal parts of the entertainment industry? Very possibly. (My experiences also point to them being in the hands of a satanic occult.)

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copyright 2012 - 2014 - My articles on mind control, which were also posted on the "Peace Pink" TI support forum, from Feb to April 2012 had been erased from that site. Original files were deleted from my computers. There is a series of manipulations, which aim to cover the fact that I had a small paper professionally printed on April 24 - 2012, which exposed the targeting. And my web sites may still be blocked from public view. This all seems so crazy! It appears that those who target us also want their own operatives to steal credit for exposing THEIR targeting! Wouldn't that be a hell of a way for them to remain in positions of influence. (pun intended) I do not need credit, because that is not why I do what I do, but it deeply concerns me that lies, and perpetration, and negative influences on humanity could continue standing tall even through the exposure of these crimes. There is something horribly wrong with that picture.