~ About Sharon R. Poet ~
Me at 45 years old in 2004
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A Bit About my Writings and I
I actually hand wrote my first poetry book in a little loose leaf notebook when I was around twelve years old. I knew then, that I was going to write a book of poetry when I grew up. But my writing has grown into far more than one poetry book. Since the deep inner healing process I went through in the 1980s my books have focused on healing the Heart of humanity, as well as my own. This is an important part of what I am meant to be doing with my life. Its my job, my work, my mission.
In my writings I have often capitalized the H in the word "Heart," because I feel that it is the most important part of humanity and deserves some sort of emphasis. It's my way of stressing its importance. I have learned that, it is through our Hearts that the most wonderful things in life can be reached. Four examples of these wonderful things are, compassion, empathy, conscience and the type of Love that is the Highest Power. To me, these four things are the most important parts of every human being and they exist in every Heart that has not been completely broken or blocked. All of my work and writings from the 1980s to 2011 were about healing the Heart of humanity, and they included a series of papers, booklets and several published books.
I feel that HEART is the most important thing in life, because without HEART the mind sways toward evil and conscience dies and hate and vengeance slide into the places where love and compassion should be. A lot of this has been happening in our world. Have you noticed? We cannot accept it. It is not "meant to be" and it must be stopped. Please do read and share my "Wisdom's Beacon for Freedom" book.
Since I started my Embracing Feelings work I have been being targeted by people who have aimed to sabotage my writings and my life. But I have realized that the Heart of humanity has also been being targeted and enslaved and must be set free. So, my work has also become an effort to expose and stop what has been blocking and destroying the Heart of humanity, which is evident in all of my writings about the technological and pharmaceutical targeting of humanity. I have sometimes perceived this as a detor from my work, but I guess it is a part of my work too.
My first Embracing Feelings book exposed the pharmaceutical part, but I did not know how huge of a problem it was at that time. I'd written most of this book in the 1990s and had finished it just before the final manuscript was lost in a fire, which destroyed a home I'd owned in 2001.
I used to foolishly think that everything we experience is "meant to be" and happens for a good reason. That was before I knew how much dark forces have control of in our world. Now I know that much of what happens is not meant to be and that we should stand up and stop the things that aren't supposed to be happening. Among these things are the intentional harms that have been being inflicted upon humanity in multiple ways, especially that which has been destroying and/or blocking the Heart of humanity and intentionally hurts people.
From 2004 to around 2014 I wrote a series of papers and booklets on the theme of Embracing Feelings and buying local and people helping people...etc. I had also reconstructed my Embracing Feelings book and published several books around the year 2010. At this time part of my Embracing Feelings book became and my "Embracing Sadness" book. But these writings had been altered by those who target me. I did not know it at the time, but my computers had been infiltrated.
Since the fall of 2011, I've been writing primarily about the covert targeting of humanity in blogs and my websites as well as in books that I began publishing in 2014. Among these books was, Technological Holocaust and Ramblings of a Targeted Individual and Yearn for Freedom. I have done many new editions of these same books since then. It is frustrating that the targeting has forced me to redo and re-publish my writings many times. I've even been forced to switch publishing companies two times. I'm on my fourth publishing company and hopefully I will be able to remain at Barnes and Noble. Some of my books are still on Amazon as well.
Due to experiencing severe levels of covert targeting, I was forced to abandoned my personal "Embracing Feelings" work and focus on getting the targeting exposed and stopped, so that I could do my work and live my life without interference and without being sabotaged or hurt, and also so that I could bring help for other people whom I knew were also being targeted. But I soon learned that we were not nearly the only victims of evil covert targeting. As I realized more about the targeting, and how wide spread it is, my concern for the safety and wellbeing of all of humanity grew. My heart has ached for all of us - for all of my loved ones and all of the other targeted people and all of humanity.
Around 2012, I wrote "Public Notice" and "Technological Holocaust" papers and passed them out, but could not continue doing much of this, because the targeting was vamping up and I was destitute and living in a vehicle by this point. So I turned to the web, although it is something my instincts had always told me to avoid. I had decided that it was better than nothing. I felt desperate to get the targeting to be realized and stopped. I'd been convinced that public exposure is what would stop it. I felt that many lives depended on my doing this, and they truly did. So, I started blogs and joined social media forums and tried to get people to realize the technological and pharmaceutical targeting of humanity. At this time I started my first Technological Holocaust website on www.targetedinamerica.com.
But I was being watched by those who target me and my efforts were often sabotaged. I even went through periods of being drugged and brainwashed into forgetting the most important things and believing other things, especially in 2012 and 2013. The best parts of my web writings were often being either erased or altered and the worst of them were allowed to be shared. I was blocked on Facebook and my Facebook accounts were taken over by those who target me. And all the Targeted Individual web forums I went into were not good for me, because they opened doors for more harassment and more dis-information...etc. I quickly closed all of the social media doors and only did my own blogs and websites, but they have been being infiltrated and altered and even appear to have been being blocked from public view, at least some of the time. They had even been changing the dates of some of my blog posts on sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com, which was called Ramblings of a Targeted Individual. My web writings now appear to have been a losing battle from the start - mostly a waste of time and energy. It now appears that my battle to prove the targeting, on the web, did not help anyone and may have even done too much of the opposite, because I also found that some odd pages had been plugged into my own websites. I do not know what the effect of this was, but I'm sure it wasn't good. And I do not know how long they were there before I realized it or if its all remained removed.
I fought hard to inform the public - I kept starting over again and reposting my writings in different places. I lost count of the amount of emails I opened and blogs I used. I became as relentless as those who target me were. My yearn to defying those evil forces, and not let them stop me, became one of my motivators. If they obviously did not want something posted I quickly blasted it up in even more places, and this ended up working against me, because I was not taking the time to do a good job with my writings. Everything became too rushed as I aimed to post things before they altered or erased them and before they could prevent it. But my rushing didn't prevent them from doing what they wanted to do with my writings. I was like a desperate, lone soldier continuing to fight a battle that could not be won. It appeared that they either quickly infiltrated, or were already in control of, every place I went and everything I used, both inside and outside the web.
My battle to publicly expose and stop the targeting lasted from the fall of 2011 to 2021 - a whole decade, and it is not completely over. Although I desperately need and want to be, it's not over until the targeting stops. And if it ever does genuinely stop, the hell is still not over for me until I have completely healed from the damage it has done to me and my loved ones and my work and my life in general.
I am concerned that, since my primary blogs are mostly now un-viewable, there may not be enough left of my writings about my personal experiences with the targeting. I have actually never shared a most of my experiences, because ignoring as much of the targeting as I can has helped me to survive it and there are some things that I am not sure of and do not want to speculate on...etc. There has also been the problem of me being blasted with microwaves while I do my writings. I've had serious problems with this and the infiltration of my computers from the start of all of my writings. But I was not aware of it through most of that time, so it had its way.
In my initial blog I had shared some of what I was experiencing. When I started the first blog in 2011 I knew I was being targeted. But, aside from being altered by those who target me, these writings also became my rush to blast out posts, while I was being tortured, with the hope that it would make the torture back off, because the tortures often did stop when I publicly posted that it was happening. Consequently these postings were not very functional, because they were done while I was either in severe pain or being hit so hard with microwaves that I could hardly even think straight or both. Most often it was both. This is why I named that blog, "Ramblings of a Targeted Individual." I did not include most of these parts of the blog in my final edition of my Ramblings of a Targeted Individual book. I only kept small parts of my experiences in it - just enough to help validate other torture victims - (Targeted Individuals).
Most of what remains on the web, and in the books I wrote in the past decade, is primarily focused on exposing the global problem with the targeting and was written in ways that aimed to try to prove that it is all really happening and is not science fiction or craziness or my imagination or "conspiracy theories"...etc.
I have also had a legitimate concern about being labeled as "crazy" or "mentally ill" and institutionalized...etc. There have been direct efforts and threats to do this to me. But I am not crazy and what I've experienced is true and real, even during the times when I have misperceived things or assumed the wrong things...etc. It's all valid parts of my experiences. Please realize this if you have some of my original writings on the targeting.
In my "Yearn for Freedom" book I focused primarily on only the most obvious and provable parts of the targeting, because I was still trying to prove that it was really happening. But there is a lot more to it than that and there are many things I have realized since I wrote the last edition of that book. There is a little bit more of it in my most recent books.
I actually hand wrote my first poetry book in a little loose leaf notebook when I was around twelve years old. I knew then, that I was going to write a book of poetry when I grew up. But my writing has grown into far more than one poetry book. Since the deep inner healing process I went through in the 1980s my books have focused on healing the Heart of humanity, as well as my own. This is an important part of what I am meant to be doing with my life. Its my job, my work, my mission.
In my writings I have often capitalized the H in the word "Heart," because I feel that it is the most important part of humanity and deserves some sort of emphasis. It's my way of stressing its importance. I have learned that, it is through our Hearts that the most wonderful things in life can be reached. Four examples of these wonderful things are, compassion, empathy, conscience and the type of Love that is the Highest Power. To me, these four things are the most important parts of every human being and they exist in every Heart that has not been completely broken or blocked. All of my work and writings from the 1980s to 2011 were about healing the Heart of humanity, and they included a series of papers, booklets and several published books.
I feel that HEART is the most important thing in life, because without HEART the mind sways toward evil and conscience dies and hate and vengeance slide into the places where love and compassion should be. A lot of this has been happening in our world. Have you noticed? We cannot accept it. It is not "meant to be" and it must be stopped. Please do read and share my "Wisdom's Beacon for Freedom" book.
Since I started my Embracing Feelings work I have been being targeted by people who have aimed to sabotage my writings and my life. But I have realized that the Heart of humanity has also been being targeted and enslaved and must be set free. So, my work has also become an effort to expose and stop what has been blocking and destroying the Heart of humanity, which is evident in all of my writings about the technological and pharmaceutical targeting of humanity. I have sometimes perceived this as a detor from my work, but I guess it is a part of my work too.
My first Embracing Feelings book exposed the pharmaceutical part, but I did not know how huge of a problem it was at that time. I'd written most of this book in the 1990s and had finished it just before the final manuscript was lost in a fire, which destroyed a home I'd owned in 2001.
I used to foolishly think that everything we experience is "meant to be" and happens for a good reason. That was before I knew how much dark forces have control of in our world. Now I know that much of what happens is not meant to be and that we should stand up and stop the things that aren't supposed to be happening. Among these things are the intentional harms that have been being inflicted upon humanity in multiple ways, especially that which has been destroying and/or blocking the Heart of humanity and intentionally hurts people.
From 2004 to around 2014 I wrote a series of papers and booklets on the theme of Embracing Feelings and buying local and people helping people...etc. I had also reconstructed my Embracing Feelings book and published several books around the year 2010. At this time part of my Embracing Feelings book became and my "Embracing Sadness" book. But these writings had been altered by those who target me. I did not know it at the time, but my computers had been infiltrated.
Since the fall of 2011, I've been writing primarily about the covert targeting of humanity in blogs and my websites as well as in books that I began publishing in 2014. Among these books was, Technological Holocaust and Ramblings of a Targeted Individual and Yearn for Freedom. I have done many new editions of these same books since then. It is frustrating that the targeting has forced me to redo and re-publish my writings many times. I've even been forced to switch publishing companies two times. I'm on my fourth publishing company and hopefully I will be able to remain at Barnes and Noble. Some of my books are still on Amazon as well.
Due to experiencing severe levels of covert targeting, I was forced to abandoned my personal "Embracing Feelings" work and focus on getting the targeting exposed and stopped, so that I could do my work and live my life without interference and without being sabotaged or hurt, and also so that I could bring help for other people whom I knew were also being targeted. But I soon learned that we were not nearly the only victims of evil covert targeting. As I realized more about the targeting, and how wide spread it is, my concern for the safety and wellbeing of all of humanity grew. My heart has ached for all of us - for all of my loved ones and all of the other targeted people and all of humanity.
Around 2012, I wrote "Public Notice" and "Technological Holocaust" papers and passed them out, but could not continue doing much of this, because the targeting was vamping up and I was destitute and living in a vehicle by this point. So I turned to the web, although it is something my instincts had always told me to avoid. I had decided that it was better than nothing. I felt desperate to get the targeting to be realized and stopped. I'd been convinced that public exposure is what would stop it. I felt that many lives depended on my doing this, and they truly did. So, I started blogs and joined social media forums and tried to get people to realize the technological and pharmaceutical targeting of humanity. At this time I started my first Technological Holocaust website on www.targetedinamerica.com.
But I was being watched by those who target me and my efforts were often sabotaged. I even went through periods of being drugged and brainwashed into forgetting the most important things and believing other things, especially in 2012 and 2013. The best parts of my web writings were often being either erased or altered and the worst of them were allowed to be shared. I was blocked on Facebook and my Facebook accounts were taken over by those who target me. And all the Targeted Individual web forums I went into were not good for me, because they opened doors for more harassment and more dis-information...etc. I quickly closed all of the social media doors and only did my own blogs and websites, but they have been being infiltrated and altered and even appear to have been being blocked from public view, at least some of the time. They had even been changing the dates of some of my blog posts on sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com, which was called Ramblings of a Targeted Individual. My web writings now appear to have been a losing battle from the start - mostly a waste of time and energy. It now appears that my battle to prove the targeting, on the web, did not help anyone and may have even done too much of the opposite, because I also found that some odd pages had been plugged into my own websites. I do not know what the effect of this was, but I'm sure it wasn't good. And I do not know how long they were there before I realized it or if its all remained removed.
I fought hard to inform the public - I kept starting over again and reposting my writings in different places. I lost count of the amount of emails I opened and blogs I used. I became as relentless as those who target me were. My yearn to defying those evil forces, and not let them stop me, became one of my motivators. If they obviously did not want something posted I quickly blasted it up in even more places, and this ended up working against me, because I was not taking the time to do a good job with my writings. Everything became too rushed as I aimed to post things before they altered or erased them and before they could prevent it. But my rushing didn't prevent them from doing what they wanted to do with my writings. I was like a desperate, lone soldier continuing to fight a battle that could not be won. It appeared that they either quickly infiltrated, or were already in control of, every place I went and everything I used, both inside and outside the web.
My battle to publicly expose and stop the targeting lasted from the fall of 2011 to 2021 - a whole decade, and it is not completely over. Although I desperately need and want to be, it's not over until the targeting stops. And if it ever does genuinely stop, the hell is still not over for me until I have completely healed from the damage it has done to me and my loved ones and my work and my life in general.
I am concerned that, since my primary blogs are mostly now un-viewable, there may not be enough left of my writings about my personal experiences with the targeting. I have actually never shared a most of my experiences, because ignoring as much of the targeting as I can has helped me to survive it and there are some things that I am not sure of and do not want to speculate on...etc. There has also been the problem of me being blasted with microwaves while I do my writings. I've had serious problems with this and the infiltration of my computers from the start of all of my writings. But I was not aware of it through most of that time, so it had its way.
In my initial blog I had shared some of what I was experiencing. When I started the first blog in 2011 I knew I was being targeted. But, aside from being altered by those who target me, these writings also became my rush to blast out posts, while I was being tortured, with the hope that it would make the torture back off, because the tortures often did stop when I publicly posted that it was happening. Consequently these postings were not very functional, because they were done while I was either in severe pain or being hit so hard with microwaves that I could hardly even think straight or both. Most often it was both. This is why I named that blog, "Ramblings of a Targeted Individual." I did not include most of these parts of the blog in my final edition of my Ramblings of a Targeted Individual book. I only kept small parts of my experiences in it - just enough to help validate other torture victims - (Targeted Individuals).
Most of what remains on the web, and in the books I wrote in the past decade, is primarily focused on exposing the global problem with the targeting and was written in ways that aimed to try to prove that it is all really happening and is not science fiction or craziness or my imagination or "conspiracy theories"...etc.
I have also had a legitimate concern about being labeled as "crazy" or "mentally ill" and institutionalized...etc. There have been direct efforts and threats to do this to me. But I am not crazy and what I've experienced is true and real, even during the times when I have misperceived things or assumed the wrong things...etc. It's all valid parts of my experiences. Please realize this if you have some of my original writings on the targeting.
In my "Yearn for Freedom" book I focused primarily on only the most obvious and provable parts of the targeting, because I was still trying to prove that it was really happening. But there is a lot more to it than that and there are many things I have realized since I wrote the last edition of that book. There is a little bit more of it in my most recent books.
I am still living in vehicle and need help to get back onto my feet, financially, so that I can do more to protect myslf from the targeting and take better care of myself. Would your heart care to help me, financially?
Sharon Rose Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA
Copyright 2007 with all rights reserved
Sharon Rose Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA
Copyright 2007 with all rights reserved